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[barnesbabes]

teaser for part two!

i’m hoping to work on it more later tonight and post it tomorrow !!

[barnesbabes]

he is family (Part One)

pairings: joel miller x male!reader

summary: A close call makes you and Joel realize how much you mean to one another.

warnings: slowburn, mild cussing, gun violence, angst if you squint and injury to reader

a/n: i realized halfway through writing this that I was mixing the game and show... whoops! i also randomly decided to turn it into a small series because I kept getting ideas!

The car ride back to Jackson was silent, the only sound was the car and the soft snores from Ellie in the back. Joel hadn't said anything to you since you all got into the car, you didn't want to pry. He placed his hand on your thigh and rubbed his thumb back and forth, you knew this was his way of reassuring you.

"We need to keep this between you and me."

"What exactly?" You looked over at him confused.

"We can't tell her the truth...I'm just going to tell her that there are more people like her." You knew he meant well, but this was wrong. You didn't want to disagree and cause a fight, so you nodded and went with it.

The silence consumed you all again until Ellie woke up. She groaned and you both came back to reality.

As the roads went on, you could only think of how you ended up in this passenger seat, not imagining that this is where you would be back in Boston. That's where you first meet Joel, where you both had met as smugglers. He was all brawn, and you were the brains of your duo operation. Although Joel didn't work with the Fireflies, you worked closely with Marlene. She knew she could trust you with this difficult mission, but she knew that you'd be able to get by with Joel's help.

And you did, in fact, you realized that this would be 20x more difficult without his help. There were far too many close calls. You had almost blown your legs off when you reached Bill's Town, thankfully Joel had grabbed your shirt and yanked you to the ground before you could get too close to tripwire. At first you were mad he ever thought to grab you like that, but the look on his face washed the frustration away. Something about him had always captivated you, you could never put your finger on it. What you didn't know is that Joel was wondering the same thing...

When you got to Pittsburgh, that was a can of worms you had never expected to be opening. You rolled upon a road with city where and injured man stumbled in front of you, begging for help. You went to get out of the car, unsure of what took over you when Joel grabbed your arm and pulled you back in. You and Ellie looked at Joel with confusion when he remarked,

"He ain't even hurt."

He raced the car forward, which prompted the "injured" man to begin shooting, your instinct was to cover Ellie. You tried to keep yourself calm for whatever you had stumbled yourself into, even though all you could sense was that the truck was sliding around wildly. Only to feel the wind knocked out of you when you felt your side of the truck hit by what you could imagine was a truck. The truck finally crashed into a convenience store, where you stumbled to get yourself and Ellie out. You reached back in the vehicle to get your pack while Joel struggled to get out, you hoped he was okay to move. Before you could even think, one of them grabbed Ellie and began to carry her away as she screamed and fought.

"Let go of me you chickenshit!"

Just as you managed to get your gun out, you heard Ellie call out to Joel, just to see him being dragged out of the car. You knew to get Ellie first, shooting for his head, but just grazing him in the neck, catching Ellie and placing her by the truck before rushing over to help Joel. You found a bottle and threw it at the man, whom was holding Joel's face to the glass of a broken cooler. You tackled him down once he had been stunned and then stabbed him as well. You hid behind the counter quickly, not before sharing a look with Joel, as if he was saying 'Thanks for saving my ass'. You two kept having moments like this, the quiet glances but appreciative, nonetheless.

Then you met Henry and Sam, you were more interested in helping them then Joel was. Maybe, it was the Firefly part of you. You had always been more interested in helping others, you had been since the beginning of everything. FEDRA had hurt those closest to you, that's why you had joined the Fireflies so early on, why Marlene trusted you so much with this mission. You knew you couldn't disappoint her; she was all that you had left... until Joel and Ellie came into your life. You had grown to care for Ellie, you began to know what it was like to feel paternal in a strange sort of way. But with how you felt toward Joel was... different.

But you knew this wouldn't last long. You and Joel had spoken and he had described his plans of how he was going to stay with Tommy, let you and Ellie finish this on your own. He always said he wanted to let you be the one to finish the job, prove yourself to Marlene, but a small part of you knew that he was becoming attached and didn't want a repeat of what happened to Sarah. He had never really talked about it in depth with you, but you knew she was the one he lost first. You wondered if he'd ever let himself talk about all of that.

After getting yourselves out of Pittsburgh, through the raiders and thieves, you finally felt a moment of peace. Joel finally seemed able to relax, reminiscing about the past with Henry.

"That's all he wanted to do is just - rent two Harleys and drive across the country."

"Ah man, I could die happy if I could just ride one around the block. What was it like?"

"It was good. It was real good."

You smiled, thinking of what younger Joel and Tommy would have been like on their bikes, how different they would have been if none of this happened. You chuckled.

"If money still mattered in this world, I'd bet some money to see Joel on a Harley."

"I'd have to say that I felt pretty smug on one."

Henry laughed.

"I bet you picked up a lot of women on that, Joel."

Ellie cringed and stood up.

"I'm gonna leave you three alone.."

You smiled at her awkward nature.

"Don't worry, kiddo, don't have to worry bout any women flirting with Joel."

"Hey, I may not be young and nimble like you two, but I might be handsome to someone out there."

"Hey, never said you weren't handsome."

You realized what you had said and went red, thankfully the lamp in the corner of the room didn't give it away. But what you did notice was Joel surprised look, he tried to hide his shit eating grin at hearing that he was still handsome. A small part of him was even more happy that it was from you.

When you all settled in for the night, everyone laid their sleeping bags out, scattered about the room with Sam deciding to sleep in the room over, something about being a light sleeper. You decided to face the wall, sitting with your back to everyone else. You were nearly asleep when you heard soft groans beside you, which belonged to Joel. You sat up slightly, looking to him, finding him tossing and turning. Having been along this journey, you found that Joel often struggled with nightmares, you always thought it had something to do with Sarah, because he'd murmur her name before waking up in a cold sweat. You don't know what had come over you, maybe whatever was in that canned food made you sick in that head but you couldn't stop your hand; which found its way to Joel's back. You started to rub and soothe his back, going in a circular motion. You scooted closer, snaking your hand around his midsection to where his hand rested on the ground, holding his hand while your face was against his back. You don't know why you stayed like that, what if he pushed you away? What if you just made him uncomfortable and he hated this? But, you could feel Joel calm down in your grasp, his worried mutters turning to soft snores. Something about this had made both of you safe enough to sleep the whole night.

You felt the sunlight pulling your eyes open, reaching beside yourself to not find Joel. You hoped that when you opened your eyes, he'd still be there. You sat up, rubbing the tiredness from your eyes, only to see Joel smile at you.

"Mornin' sleepy head."

"Morning to you too, old timer."

"Would you two quit flirting? I'm trying to make breakfast here!"

Henry joked, but for some reason it made you feel warm. You wondered if he woke up and found the two of you tangled together. Or did Joel wake up beside you and try to put the most distance between you two. Thankfully you still found his bag right beside yours, it made a small part of you smile.

You noticed Ellie tossing in her bag, finding herself awoken by the soft noise the three of you made. She sat up and yawned.

"Damn. That smells good."

Joel smiled at her from his lookout spot by the window.

"Good morning."

She dusted herself off and inquired to Henry.

"Where's Sam?"

"I let him sleep in for once"

"Oh.."

Ellie muttered, disappointed.

"Well, if you want him to join us, you can go wake his ass up."

Ellie smiled at being given the green light to wake up her friend, probably had silly jokes she wished to tell him about. Suddenly, this moment of piece was shattered. Ellie tumbled through the door, with Sam hissing and snarling on top of her.

"Shit! He's turnin'!"

Joel ran to his napsack but wasn't fast enough before Henry shot in his direction, knocking Joel backwards.

"That's my fucking brother!"

While he had his eyes set on Joel, you hoped he wouldn't notice you reaching for your gun. You aimed at Sam, knowing that Ellie needed to be saved. Before you could pull the trigger, you heard another gunshot. It happened so fast, one moment you had the gun in your hand and the next moment the gun was on the ground and your sleeve was soaked in blood. The adrenaline kicked in and your eyes were wide in shock. You noticed Joel looking down at you seeing your arm was all bloodied from the bullet grazing your forearm.

Before you knew it Sam was on the ground and Henry was in shock at what he had done, finding someone to blame he pointed the gun at Joel. You didn't realize the tears running down your face until you wiped your cheek. Ellie crawled to you, quietly asking if you were okay. You couldn't even think of what to say when suddenly Henry crumbled to the ground, having shot himself. Ellie shielded herself in your chest, you tried your best to hide this from her view but you knew she would see worse. You began to feel lightheaded, one from the traumatic scene in front you but you also forgot about your injury. The room was spinning when you felt yourself fall back and heard Ellie gasp.

Your eyes peeled open, finding Ellie hovering over you.

"Joel, he's awake!"

You heard his urgent footsteps over to you, seeing him hovering over you. You tried to look at your arm, sitting up which Joel placed his large hand on your chest and lightly pushed you down.

"No, no, stay down."

You lifted your arm as much as you could, just enough to see that your forearm was bandaged up. You didn't know how long you had been out for, but you had noticed that Sam and Henry were no longer in the room.

"I found a car with some gas left in it, I was gonna move you to it, try to move while we still can."

You nodded, like you really had a choice. Joel would have put you in the car whether you liked it or not. You didn't want to waste any more time today, feeling somehow at fall for everything that occurred. You insisted you didn't need any help, not wanting to be a burden to Joel, or seem weak to Ellie. Despite your arguing, Joel stayed close by your side while you walked to the vehicle. You dropped yourself into the passenger seat, nearly feeling lightheaded again. As you settled into the seat, Ellie sat behind you, flipping through her joke book to take her mind off of losing more people. You looked to the field beside the motel you had stayed in, noticing two piles of freshly placed dirt. You felt a pit in your stomach, feeling at fault for all of this. A voice inside your head yelled at you for even letting this happen.

As the three of you got on the road again, you knew you had to be more careful, not get to close to these two... because what if something happened and you couldn't save them? What if?

[barnesbabes]

Hey!

❤️

I love your works! Was wondering if you can do a Ellie x ADHD reader who always loses her stuff and have self-esteem issues. With lots of fluff❤️

Thank you!!

i’ll always be there

pairings: jackson!ellie williams x fem!reader

synopsis: ellie just knows you the best

warnings: small bit of angst but mostly fluff!! mild cursing

a/n: thank you guys for all the requests keep them coming i love it all!

no matter how hard you tried, you just seemed to lose everything. sometimes your body and mind would be moving at two different speeds and you just misplaced something and completely forgot where you had placed it. before you and ellie established your relationship you had been friends since she had gotten there with joel. she noticed you had a tendency to lose your things, so she started to watch you closely so she could be there to grab the thing you were looking for when you asked her where it was.

you two were attached at the hip, you basically lived with her and joel all before getting together. spent day and night with her, there wasn’t a day that went by that you weren’t together, so it was easy for ellie to watch you and figure out where you’d place your “missing items.”

once you both had gotten together, ellie moved into the garage so you decided to follow behind and move in with her. you would think that being in a much smaller place you would know where your things were…that definitely wasn’t the case.

you were ruffling through the pile of clean clothes that you could not get yourself to put away for the life of you, trying to find your switch blade. you were due for patrol in 30 minutes, lately you’d made yourself late due to this same issue, but you didnt want to be late again and piss off joel. it was 7am and ellie wasn’t even awake yet, you were trying your best to be quiet but you were stressing out, running around the room and going through drawers you had looked over again. ‘maybe you just didn’t see it this time.’ you thought to yourself.

you heard ellie move over on the bed, watching as she searched for your body and only a got cold blanket. she rubbed her eyes and saw you looking over at her, tears in your eyes from the stress of looking around. a frown came to her face.

”honey…come her.” she beckoned you and you dragged yourself to the bed, plopping down next to her.

”what’s up?”

”i don’t know where my switch blade is and i have patrol in 30 minutes.” you groaned.

”did you check the coffee table?”

”yes i checked there a million times!”

“might want to check again.” you sat up.

”i already-“

”just check my love.” you got up from the bed and mad your way to the table, searched for a second and saw it laying right there. you swore you checked the table a million times. slapping your hand on your forehead, you couldn’t believe she knew.

”how the hell did you know where it was.”

”i just know.” you thanked her, gave her a kiss and ran out the garage to make it to the stables on time. usually you never felt bad about ellie having to find your things, it was just a normal thing for you two.

this day was different, you were searching in the stables for your horse brush. ellie was on patrol with jesse so you definitely couldn’t ask her, you were getting frustrated knowing you had just seen the brush the day before.

“hey you okay?” you heard a voice behind you causing you to whip around. it was this guy who moved to jackson about 2 months ago, his name is jeremy, you two didn’t know each other well, only had been on a couple of patrols together.

“oh hey jeremy…i’m fine don’t worry about it.”

“did you lose something again?”

“what-“

“yeah you seem to misplace a lot of things..”

“oh, um yeah usually ellie-“

“helps you? yeah we can all see that. you’re an adult you know…you shouldn’t have to have your girlfriend find everything for you. you should just know where your stuff is.” your eyebrows furrowed, you hadn’t thought you lost your stuff that much for others to notice. did you really lose your things a lot? you started to think about what ellie might have felt, was she ever annoyed with you, did she hate it?

“ellie is probably tired of it, you should probably think about that.” your face dropped as he walked away, feeling yourself shrink. you would be lying if you said that didn’t make you feel like shit. you never really noticed the amount of times ellie had to help you find something, she did it so often all the times just melted together. you ended up giving up and walked back home, you decided from now on you were going to keep track of all your things, no matter how hard you had to try. you did not want ellie to get tired of it.

after a long patrol day ellie was ready to be home, she made the long trek home from the stables. ellie was ready to see you, it was around 8pm so she knew you would be home. opening the door she was met with a cold breeze and no you, confused she called out for you and even checked in the bathroom. still no sign, so she went behind the garage and there you were sitting in the small garden you had taken care of.

“hey baby, why are you out here so late?” you jumped from her voice, frightened you turned towards her and gave her a small smile.

“oh just last minute watering the plants.” she walked closer and pulled you into her side.

“you found your watering can okay?” you nodded and kept watering the rest of the plants. you usually weren’t this quiet when she was gone all day, usually you had lots to say.

“hey you okay?” you nodded towards her and kissed her cheek not wanting her to ask more. she took that as your response and you both stood in a comfortable silence, as you finished watering the plants.

“lets get ready for bed yeah?” you followed behind her as you made your way back into the garage for bed.

it had been a week since you kept an eye on your things, you didn’t think ellie had noticed but she did. you all of a sudden stopped loosing your things and ellie was suspicious of it. she loved helping you and wondered what happened, so today was finally the day she would ask you about it.

you both had the day off and had a few errands to run together but for the most part you both had stayed inside. the morning was slow and comfortable, sleeping in together and spending an hour watching a few episodes of the new friends dvd that joel had gifted you. you both got dressed in some comfy clothing and went around town trading around some things you guys needed replenishes of. that only took two hours until you were back home in bed aside ellie reading a book. she figured this would be the perfect time.

“hey baby can we talk about something?” you looked up from your book, you never like to hear that phrase.

“oh um yeah what’s up?” she moved your book away from you and held your hands.

“i’m just going to be straight forward…why have you not been loosing things…?”

“really? i uh haven’t noticed.” she gave you a look and you sighed knowing she doesn’t believe you.

“babe, is there something i’ve done or..” you looked down feeling embarrassed.

“okay…you remember the day you had patrol and i was in the garden when you came home?” she nodded letting you continue. “well when you were out i was at the stables and of course i misplaced the horse brush so i was looking around for it. jeremy snuck up behind me and basically told me i should act my age and stop loosing my shit. he told me that you probably were tired of finding my things for me and i guess it made me feel bad so i made sure i knew where my things were so you didn’t have to find it all for me.” you twiddled your thumbs waiting for her response.

“what an asshole.” she said under her breath and exhaled. “baby, i promise on my life that i am not tired of finding things for you, i enjoy that i can be there for you like that. i love it actually.”

“really?”

“yes i promise, i think its cute how you thank me every time. you always give me a kiss on the cheek and say ‘thanks babe.’ it makes me feel like i did something good.” you frowned at her not in a say way, in more of an admiring way.

“you always do good with me.”

“i want to make life easier for you, i know it’s hard in the type of shit world we live in but the type of normalcy we do have, i want to make you feel less stressed and if knowing where you’ve misplaced things is what helps then that’s what i want to do.” you pulled her in for a kiss, it only lasted a second but it was a second full of love.

“i love you ellie, a lot a lot.”

“i love you more.” she pulled you in for another kiss, you smiled into it as she placed her hand on your cheek pulling you in deeper. you didn’t feel so bad about losing things anymore.

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[barnesbabes]

little teaser!!

hello!! so i have been working and been tired but ive been really wanting to finish and post this next joel piece for yall ! in the meanwhile, feel free to send me requests!! i’d love to get some creative juices flowing ! but anyway, here is the next piece !

[barnesbabes]

have you heard pushing it down and praying by lizzy mcalpine??? if so can u write an ellie x reader inspired by it pls! <3

pushing it down and praying

pairings: jesse x fem!reader and ellie williams x fem!reader

synopsis: you don’t know when you stopped loving him, and when you started to see her

warnings: there’s some parts of smut but it’ll only be angsty, mild cussing, cheating, ABUSE, religious trauma, slight internalized homophobia, derogatory language

a/n: i really hope you like this!! this is how i heard the song! also this is ellie focused i just needed to have jesse there for the plot lol

you didn’t know when it started but it was the only outlet that made you feel happy again. you felt guilty about it. you didn’t want to hurt his feelings but it wasn’t working anymore. jesse is amazing and is the perfect boyfriend but you weren’t happy with him anymore. you stopped showing it a long time ago but he stays, for whatever reason he stays. you have a feeling that he knows about ellie but he’s too good to do anything about it. you could tell that he was tired of trying but he did everything he could, he felt like he needed to.

so now you’re here, the brisk cold air coming through the window from the early morning, laying in bed….naked and he’s inside of you. this was the closest you have really gotten to him and yet you think of ellie. its quiet with the distant sounds of the birds chirping, the creaking of the bed and jesse’s heavy breathing, and yet ellie is the one on your mind. these were the times you missed ellie the most, with ellie on your mind it helped you get off, you didn’t feel guilty, you wished you did but you just didn’t. jesse’s hips moved faster with every thrust as he got closer, sometimes it felt like this was how he got his frustration out on you and you just let him. the air felt different it was more depressing than when you were with ellie, the air felt heavy and sometimes you felt like you were suffocating. with ellie the air felt freeing, just like the saying there was love in the air. the feeling of his lips on your neck, the way he kissed you wasn’t the same, you wished it was. what jesse didnt know was that the same place he was kissing, ellie was kissing their later that night.

despite the cold air coming through the bedroom window, you felt warm. it wasn’t quiet like with jesse, ellie was whispering soft sweet nothings in your ear while she was now on top of you, the sound of your moaning filling the air. you felt good…really good, but there will always be that small part of you thinking about jesse and how he endures this. you knew what you were doing was wrong and yet the guilt never came. you knew that tomorrow morning you’d write a small note to ellie or send her a short text saying ‘sorry had to go. i love you.’ and make your way back home to him. ellie knew that you’d be gone when she woke up, but every time she hopes you’d still be there next to her. she loves you too much to let go, she knew this wasn’t good for her but you were like a drug and she just couldn’t give you up. the endless nights of love making, laughing, cuddling and just being each others for the moment, it was too much to give up.

you grew up with your father in your ear telling you the only acceptable way your future can be is in a big home, with a white picket fence and a husband. you never wanted that, you didn’t want a husband. you told him that, and he wasn’t happy with that.

“dad, i don’t want a husband i like girls.” you knew not to stand up to him but you felt confident.

“excuse me?” he turned around quickly, your mom tensing up next to him.

“i like girls dad.” he walked over to you getting in your face, you could smell the beer coming off of his mouth.

“no you fucking don’t. none of my kids will turn out to be a faggot.” he pulled you up by your arm and threw you on the floor in front of the jesus picture on top of the mantle.

“pray.”

“w-what.”

“i said fucking pray!” you pressed your hands together and started to pray. thats what you did for the rest of your life, but you didnt pray to god, you prayed that everything would get better. that your problems would be solved and you didn’t have to pretend anymore. of course that wasn’t the case.

ellie supported you, she wanted you to be happy especially if it was with her. you had told her more about your childhood than you had told jesse, the abuse, the homophobia, you told her everything. she understood why you didn’t want to break up with jesse, you still were in contact with your dad and you didn’t want him to do anything if he found out you’d two broken up and you went and got with a girl.

you knew what ellie wanted, she basically told you every time you were together. ‘just break up with him’ but it didn’t feel that simple.

“you know what im going to tell you.”

“i know i know.” you turned away from her, her arms snaked around your body placing soft kisses on the back of your neck.

“you know ill be here to support you.” tears forming in your eyes.

“i know, i’m sorry.” ellie knew you weren’t going to go home and break up with him.

“can we sit up i need to talk to you about something.” you slowly sat up looking over at ellie.

“yeah?” ellie sighed and looked down at her hands.

“we have been doing this for six months now, six months….i love you so much but i can’t keep doing this unless you break up with him.” your face dropped.

“ellie..”

“no no i won’t stand for this anymore, do you not feel guilty?”

“would that make me a good person if i did?” you both stared at each other in silence waiting for some type of response. the pressure felt too much, a sob escaping your mouth.

“i’m sorry, i don’t know what’s wrong with me, i’m just scared.” ellie pulled you into her chest as you sobbed. she ran her hands through your hair and whispered ‘its okay…its going to be okay.’ you felt like shit, the only guilt you felt was for ellie. you hated to make her feel like this but you knew the only way to have her was to stop this. you knew jesse wasn’t alone when you were away and you let him, he deserved to have someone that wasn’t you.

jesse found solace in dina, they only talked and hung out, they never did anything but you knew dina wanted to. when you were gone he would call up dina for company. she came every time, they had the same conversations as you and ellie did, dina told him he should break up with her.

“jess you know what ill tell you.”

“fuck i know, i just…i don’t know i can’t.” she placed her hand on his back and rubbed her thumb back and forth.

“you where she is right now…” he knew, he’s known this whole time.

“i know dina…i know.” he didnt know why he didn’t just break up with you, i mean for gods sake you were cheating and he just let you. he felt this invisible tie to you that he just could not cut.

“hey why dont i help you get your mind off of things.” her hand made its way to his face and pulled him in for a kiss. he didn’t stop her, he let it happen. again and again and again, he let it happen, and he enjoyed it.

you were sitting in the passenger seat of ellie’s car on the way to your home, you were going to do it and ellie was going to be there for you. she had her hand on your thigh rubbing her thumb back and forth, trying to reassure you about this. the ride felt long, it was quiet but the sound of the car and the quiet radio playing. you finally got to the complex and took a deep breath before opening the door and following behind ellie to yours and jesses shared apartment. walking towards the door, you pulled your keys out shakily. you felt emotional for some reason but you know this is what needs to be done.

“hey its gonna be okay.” ellie placed a kiss on your head and you nodded, unlocking the door. the house was quiet you almost thought he wasn’t home. that was until you heard distant moaning from the bedroom, confused you both made your ways into the room.

you couldn’t be mad, you weren’t really. you weren’t hurt, sad, or angry. you sort of felt relieved. there jesse was on top of dina, you spent only a second more standing there before turning around and made your way over to the couch.

“woah, that was…wow.” ellie sat next to you and looked at you for a response. you just smiled at her and let her know you’d just wait til they were done. it was a little awkward waiting there and hearing all that was happening but you both endured. they weren’t too long until jesse came out in just some sweats, he gasped at you two being on the couch.

“wha-what are you doing here?” you stood up from the couch and laughed.

“its actually a little funny-“ you both heard dina call him from the bedroom. “i should-“ “yeah yeah you- mhm.” he walked back into the bedroom and when he came back out, dina was behind him and they both were dressed.

“oh hello…” it was quiet for a little bit until you asked jesse if you could speak to him…alone. you both made your ways onto the balcony and sat down, taking in the cold air as it hit you, taking yet another deep breath.

“are you mad at me?” you looked over at jesse confused.

“no? no no i’m not mad, i don’t think i can be really.”

“i-i guess so.”

“why have you stayed with me for so long?” he shrugged and looked over at you.

“i don’t know, i just felt like i need to.” you grabbed his hand and held it in your lap.

“we can’t keep doing this jess.” your eyes filled with tears as you spoke to him.

“i know.”

“i love you i promise i do but not-“

“i know and that’s okay, i’ve accepted that a long time ago.” you both smiled at each other, looking away into the trees ahead. enjoying the silence and finally feeling that weight off your shoulders. you both went back inside, walking over to ellie and letting her know you would be packing a small bag to go back to hers.

before leaving, you gave jesse a hug and both nodded at each other letting him know you’d be back for the rest of your things tomorrow. getting into the car ellie started the car, before leaving the parking lot she turned to you and pulled you into a kiss.

“i’m so proud of you, i hope you know that. i really appreciate that.” you smiled at her and pulled her back in for a kiss. the ride back home felt good, for once you weren’t stressed about a relationship that was holding you back. rolling down the window, and enjoying the sun that was peaking out through clouds.

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a/n: i didn’t want it to end with angst but i hope you all enjoy it anyways!! i had fun writing it! requests are open always, comment if you’d like to be apart of my perm taglist!

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early bird gets the worm

pairing: Joel Miller x gender neutral reader

summary: Joel was always an early riser, but on the rare occasion that he slept in, you had to take advantage of the moment.

warnings: fluff! tooth rotting fluff!

You could feel the sunlight creeping over your face. You stretched your arms out and above you, trying to shake the sleep from your muscles. You reached next to you, expecting to feel the empty pillow but you were met with Joel's muscled back. You sat up, but not to abrupt, not wanting to let the slightest move wake him. It was extremely unlikely for him to sleep past you, but you knew you had to take advantage of this moment.

As quietly as you could slither out without alerting Joel, you made your way down to the kitchen. You pulled out the ingredients, eggs, bread, and veggies. You had planned in your head to make him an omelet, something he would never make time to make for himself. Thats just who he was, a selfless guy who constantly put others before himself. That's probably why he had had been tired enough to sleep in. Maria had been working him constantly, trying to figure out new housing settlements for the people Jackson was taking in. Not to mention also going on patrols when he could manage it. You always told him, "You need to learn when to say no" or "You're not getting any younger!". But that is one of many reasons why you had fallen for him, the way he cared for those around him. It was your turn to repay him for all of those breakfasts in bed he had served you.

You knelt down and reached in a cabinet where you had been hiding a surprise just for a day like this. You knew that because of Joel's old man knees, he would have never looked down here. You pulled out the brown paper bag filled with the freshest coffee beans that could've been found. You ground them up in a mortar and pestle and placed them into the coffee filter before turning the machine on.

As the room had slowly become enclosed with the morning glow, the smell of sizzling bacon and brewing coffee filled the air. It had wafted through the house and slithering into the bedroom, finally hitting Joel's nose. He had immediately reached over for you, surprised to not find you in bed next to him. He sat himself up and slipped on the t-shirt he had been wearing the night before.

You heard the stairs creaking as Joel made his way down the stairs to meet you. You pretended like you weren't smiling ear to ear, waiting for his reaction to the beautiful spread in front of him. You kept working at the dishes, despite hearing his footsteps against the wood floors. You felt his arms snake around your waist as he buried his face into the crook of your neck.

"You weren't in bed this morning, darlin'."

"Well, good morning to you too, sleepy head."

Despite being pressed against the sink, you turned around to look up at him. His sleepy eyes and sly smile pulled you right in. Before he could even respond, you had pulled him in for a soft kiss. He pulled you closer, grabbing at your hips to pull you in. Before the omelet could become cold, you pulled away from him, patting his chest.

"Cool it cowboy, I have something for you."

You smirked and slipped from his arms as you had pulled him to the dining room table, where his plated omelet was awaiting. You pulled his chair out for him; a smile tugged on your lips as he grinned like you just gave him a million dollars. He looked at you with such adoration and surprise, your hard work paid off.

"Thank you, darlin' this looks delicious."

You had almost forgot the most important part of the meal, his beloved coffee.

"Don't thank me yet!"

You called as you slid to grab his favorite mug, the one with an owl on it, and fill it with his second true love, fresh coffee. You called for him to close his eyes, as if the smell wasn't tickling his nose as you placed it down in front of him. He opened his eyes and could only help but look at you. He took a small sip from it, ignoring its hot sensation against his lips. It looked like he simply crumbled in his seat.

"So.. is it as good as you remember?"

"Darlin', it is better than I ever could have imagined. I love you."

"I love you, Joel."

You reached for his hand as you sat next to him. You both began to eat, Joel continuously complimenting your cooking skills. Food really was the way to this man's stomach.

"If you cook like this, maybe I should sleep in more often."

"In your dreams, cowboy."

[barnesbabes]

hello!

hi hi! i havent used this account in SOOOOOOO long! I havent felt like writing creatively lately until now! so... i am not really in marvel anymore but I do like other fandoms! I would love to write about:

The Last of Us (Game/Show)

The Umbrella Academy

Smosh

and anything else that is lacking male reader !

I am excited to write more ! send me those requests!!

[barnesbabes]

can you write an Ellie x reader where Joel finds out they’re dating please 🩵

had a feeling

pairings: jackson!ellie williams x fem!reader

synopsis: a small timeline of joel slowly finding out you and ellie have been together this whole time

warnings: slight angst, use of y/n, mild cussing, mostly fluff!

a/n: i hope i did this justice! i had so much fun writing this!

joel was a little oblivious when to ellie’s relationships, it wasn’t that he wasn’t aware who she hung out with, he just didn’t care to notice the times she snuck you in her garage or snuck out at night to go and see you. he never noticed until you became a bigger figure in her life, you were basically joined at the hip. joel watched from afar but didn’t ever think much of it, he’s met you and talked to you before, seems like a really good friendship.

you and ellie were good friends, dina had introduced you two but you only would really hang out with everyone else. that was until you both got drunk and made out, like a lot. after that you both decided it might be fun to just fool around, but little did ellie know is that you were basically in love with her. it had been countless nights of you pinning over her and the amount of times you would go to dina and just cry to her about it. you eventually made ellie realize a few things….with the help of dina. you and ellie had a long talk and she ended up asking you to be her girlfriend. she didn’t think she had to tell joel, she thought he could just find out on his own. its not like you guys were very secretive, he just didn’t pay attention sometimes.

the first time joel sensed something between you two was when ellie switched her patrols to be with you, basically begged tommy to switch with her every week. he didn’t think to ask her because he didn’t want to overstep but he did ask tommy.

“hey tommy.” he caught him in the stables.

“hey old timer whatcha need?”

“i’ve got a quick question for ya.”

“shoot.”

“is there a reason ellie’s been beggin’ for you to switch patrols with y/n?” tommy’s eyebrow quirked up in confusion and realized why he might’ve been asking.

“ellie just had told me that they’ve been talking more about that comic and wanted to get more time to hang out…why?”

“oh its nothing just been curious.” tommy nodded and said his goodbyes making his way out to get ready for his patrol, shaking his head at joel’s question.

after the conversation they had, joel kept his eye on the both of you, he didn’t want to pry but he couldn’t help but be curious. he noticed the touches and glances out in public, he noticed the she would pull you in for hugs.

a different time he thought it was a little suspicious was when ellie had went around trying to find someone to trade with to get some flowers. he was out one day helping people around town and he had seen ellie speaking to someone about flowers. she hadn’t noticed him so he stood close by and kept an ear open.

“hey do you have any idea where nancy is with her flower stand…is she not out today?”

“nope not today but you can probably find her at the greenhouses, why do you need flowers? you finally got a girl?” ellie laughed at the other girl and thanked her running past him and making her way to the greenhouses. he didnt want to be weird and follow but he remembered this, he noticed it all but like any time before he didn’t pry, he didn’t ask and he left it alone. that is until the day he accidentally walked in on you two…

he had made a big feast of food and was bringing ellie some of the leftovers for her to have. it was about 8pm at night so everyone should’ve been home, ellie usually has her door unlocked but he always knocks. he made his way over shivering from the cold wind, rubbing his hand on his arm. he sighed out and brought his hand up to knock, he heard loud music and made sure to make a mental note to tell her to turn it down since it was late. he knocked once, and then again, and then again but no answer. he leaned his head towards the door to see if he could hear anything but he could only hear the music. he figured she must’ve fallen asleep so he slowly opened the door to peak in, he was confused because she wasn’t in her bed so he opened the door more and saw the sight in front of him. it took him a bit to comprehend what was happening but once he did ellie noticed him and yelled at him to go away. you were laid on the couch and ellie was on top of you, you both had no clothes on and joel immediately covered his eyes.

“joel!”

“im sorry im sorry-“ he didn’t move from the doorway so ellie yelled at him more.

“what the fuck leave!” he frantically left the container on her nightstand by the door and quickly made his way back out. running back into his home and just trying to rub away the image of you and ellie. he groaned loudly and grumbled out ‘fuckin’ kids.’ making his way into his bedroom and getting right to bed.

the next couple of days ellie purposefully ignored joel and tried any chance to not be caught alone with him. after he left her face was beet red and was so embarrassed knowing that he had just caught them. she did not want him talking to her about it, it would be far too much for her to take. it would be even worse because she hadn’t talked to him about her sexuality, she figured he had some idea but she was worried he wouldn’t have accepted her for who she was if she confirmed that she in fact was gay. ellie turned to you during the rest of the week trying to figure out how to approach him, considering she had a dinner planned with him….with just him.

“els you just have to tell him, i know he loves you and would support you. plus you said that he probably knows and i think by now he would’ve stopped making an effort to talk to you.” ellie knew you were right, she knew, she just didn’t want to admit it. she was having a crisis and could only find you as an outlet.

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the day had finally come and ellie was no where near ready to talk to him. she felt sick and paced her room the whole day just thinking of a way to tell him. you were busy that day helping with the little farmers market that was held every sunday so it made ellie’s anxiety even worse not having you there to calm her. when the time came she got up from her couch, grabbed her coat and the small tupperware of cookies you helped her make to ease the blow a little and shortly walked to the back of joel’s house knocking on the door and taking a the biggest deep breath. joel answered fairly quickly and welcomed her in.

“dinners almost ready if you want to just quickly set the table.” ellie nodded and grabbed the plates and silverware, they stood in a comfortable silence but they both felt that smallest bit of tension. the topic of conversation lingering in the air, feeling like ellie was going to suffocate. as dinner finished and they sat down, plating their plates and sitting for a second in silence before they both started to eat.

“this is delicious joel thanks..” he nodded at the girl in front of him in agreement.

“yeah i tried this new recipe for stew that maria gave me.”

“how’d you get her to give you that?”

“not too happy at what she made me do…that stays between me and maria.” he chuckled.

“oh come on.” and just like every sunday their conversation flowed like nothing was wrong, ellie nerves calmed and she was just there.

the topic still lingered between pauses of speaking but no one brought it up. they both thought it wasn’t the right moment to mention it, they were laughing and enjoying each others presence. as they finished dinner ellie helped joel bring the dishes to the sink and offered to wash them.

“eh don’t worry about it kiddo, ill do it tomorrow been on my feet all day.” she nodded at him and he proposed an idea. “hey let me make myself some coffee and lets sit on the porch for a bit, go on and set up that heater for us its a lil chilly.” she knew this was his way of coming up with a time to have this talk, so she took yet another deep breath and made her way out, grabbing a blanket on the way out and turning the heater on. she sat on one of the two chairs he had outside, he specifically made the other one just for her to sit with him on sunday nights especially during the summer.

ellie wasn’t sitting for long until she heard the door next to her open and close, joel placed his mug on the table and groaned as he took his seat. they enjoyed the sound of jackson on a sunday night, the soft music playing from the tipsy bison and the soft laughter of children playing outside by the house. they both had the same idea of speaking first.

“i have a- sorry go ahead- no you- sorry-“ they went back and forth both giving up and laughing at each other, ellie then mimicked her mouth being shut and gave him the stage to talk.

“so the other night…im sorry for walkin’ in like that i just figured you’d fallen asleep-“

“i promise its okay, it was a simple mistake.”

“good, thought you were mad at me.” ellie’s face dropped slightly and shook her head at him.

“no no i promise it was just a little awkward after..” they both nodded at each other and joel took another second before responding back.

“so you and y/n…are you guys….a thing?” it was now or never.

“um uh yeah we are…she’s my girlfriend.” joel nodded again and tried to find the words to respond back but it seemed too long for ellie.

“its okay if you don’t support it…i mean me being gay and shit, i just…there never was a right time to tell you.” shaking his head at her and waving his hand up.

“well that’s certainly not the case…i will support you no matter what you like, and if its girls ill be here to support you. plus i like that girl, shes very lucky to have you.” ellie’s eyes filled up with tears, quickly wiping them and nodding. they made eye contact with each other and joel let out a small ‘oh kiddo.’ he got up from his seat and pulled her up into a hug, kissing her forehead. they stayed there for awhile until ellie pulled back and looked at him.

“i don’t tell you a lot but i really do appreciate you joel, i’ve never felt this accepted with anyone and i’m glad its you that is there supporting me.” pulling her back in for a hug he chuckled slightly. she mumbled into his chest, ‘what..’

“i finally made you show some emotion…” she pushed him away and they both laughed at each other.

“oh fuck off!”

“hey why dont you invite her over next sunday for our dinner.”

“but you’ve met her before.”

“i know, but it’ll be the first full family dinner we can have.”

“id like that.”

“me too.” they went back to their playful selves and basked in the last bit of sunset they had left, sitting on the porch while ellie told him about the new comics she found. he happily sat and listened, the first time in a while where he felt good about life.

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a/n: this went in a completely different direction than i had thought but i actually really enjoyed it and i think i did good! i hope you enjoy!!

[barnesbabes]

࿔📚*:･ crush on the teacher pt. 2 ࿔📚*:･

pairings: abby anderson x teacher fem!reader

synopsis: its date day and it goes way better than abby though

warnings: smut smut smut and more smut

a/n: i hope you enjoy! requests are open!!

after abby got home from her assignment but she was exhausted, they had been raided by seraphites by the FOB and abby had been hit hard. the headache killing her since she got hit and the couple of bruises and scratches on her body made her limp in agony back to her room. she sighed one she sat down and realized she still hadn’t told you about tomorrow. her room was a mess too, part of it wasn’t her fault. manny’s side was 10x worse, sighing she got up from her bed making her way to the sink. seeing the pile of dishes she groans knowing manny isn’t doing them, considering he’s off hooking up with that scientist he’s been talking about. as shes getting started there’s a knock on the door, she walks over thinking of all the people it could possibly be at 10pm. abby opens the door to reveal you in a simple silk robe some slippers and your hair up in a messy bun. her mouth agape she doesn’t even know what to say. you looked gorgeous.

“hey abs, i wanted to check up on you heard you ran into some seraphites.”

“oh um yeah today was rough, killed…a lot. um” there she goes again, a stuttering mess. “do you wanna um come in?” you nodded and abby let you in, looking around the room a little and noticing manny wasn’t there.

“are you alone?”

“um oh yeah manny’s with someone.”

“hmm.” you stayed silent for a second and taking in the room, you haven’t seen her room before and wanted to see all the details. “how are you feeling?” you continued.

“oh yeah im okay just sore, headache and some scratches.” you walked over to abby and put your hands on her face checking the damage.

“here do you have a med kit?” abby nodded going and grabbing the small health kit she had under her bed. you instructed her to sit on the bed as you sat basically on top of her. you grabbed a small rag next to her bed and her water bottle cleaning the big gash on her eyebrow, wiping the dried blood off. she cringes at the feeling and you apologize in a soft whisper of a tone. abby can’t believe you’re this close to her again, her breathing picks up a little and you can almost hear her heart beating out of her chest. you grab the needed supplies to patch up the cut.

“okay you’re all good to go.” you smiled at her and she was already feeling better.

“thank you i appreciate it.” you moved the small hair from her face and smiled.

“of course abs, i would want my date to be in one piece.” she chuckled and you both stared at each other for what felt like forever. you’ve never noticed how pretty her eyes were, the soft blue color they were. not spending too much time on staring you went and packed the supplies you took out and then asked if she had taken any meds.

“no not yet.”

“do you have any pain killers?” she nodded and pointed to the small cabinet by her bed, standing up and grabbing the meds you gave her some and made her take them.

“those should help ease up that headache.” she thanked you and you responded with a small kiss on her forehead.

“okay well its late and i don’t want to keep you from sleeping.” you started to get up and abby grabbed your hand to softly pull you back.

“well- you don’t have to leave now.”

“you gotta rest abs.” abby couldn’t believe was she was going to ask but she felt ballsy.

“could you stay until i fall asleep.” you smiled at her request, you were glad she was getting more comfortable with you. no matter what anyone says she is just a big teddy bear in need of some love.

“yeah of course honey.” abby’s face turned red as you called her honey, hoping this wasn’t a dream.

“lets get you in some pajamas and get you into bed okay?” she nodded and went and grabbed one of her sleep shirts she had lying around. she turned and took her shirt and bra off, seeing her back muscles as she did it. you felt like if you kept looking you’d start drooling. quickly looking away and going to fold the blanket on the couch trying to occupy yourself. she finished changing and your turned back around to see she was just in some boxers and a muscle tee, your eyes widened slightly feeling butterflies in your core. the size of her legs, her arms, just everything. you took a breath that you didn’t even know you were holding and walked back over to her.

“okay lay down okay get all comfy.” she nodded and laid down in bed, you crawled in next to her and placing her head on your lap and playing with her hair. her hair was so soft you felt addicted to the feeling of her hair in your hands. abby didn’t even realize what was happening she was just so tired, the feeling of you combing through her hair was lulling her to sleep. you quickly heard her soft snores and softly pulled away, she whined and turned over. you stopped and soon after you heard her soft snores again indicating she was asleep again. you wrote her a note and then walked back to your room to get ready for bed. gosh this girl was going to be the death of you.

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abby groaned hearing the door open and close, her body ached but nonetheless she sat up to see what it was.

“bueños dias abby, how was your night?” she groaned feeling the headache come back to her.

“it was fine, my head is killing me.”

“a little birdy told me you had a visitor…” abby’s eyes went wide and her face going red. who the hell told him?

“wh-what no.”

“then how come i know your little girlfriend came to patch you up?” abby groaned and covered herself with her blanket.

“shes not my girlfriend manny- how the fuck did you hear about this anyways.”

“her friend is the girl i have been seeing.” she really wished this wasn’t happening right now.

“whatever helps you sleep, anyways i’ve got to head out i have an assignment, don’t get too crazy!”

“wait wait!” he stopped just outside the door and stuck his head back in.

“can you stay somewhere else tonight…”

“is abby finally…getting some??”

“oh shut the fuck up.” abby pushed him back out the room hearing him laugh all the way down the hall. she groaned and turned back around pressing her back into the door. she had to start fixing up her room, as she was walking to change she saw your note. reading it she blushed at the xoxo by your signature. she sighed and got started. as abby was getting her room ready you had just gotten out of the gym working off the stress of this date. usually you didn’t get too nervous but this time was different, abby was different. its not that you hadn’t been with other girls before its just that abby made you nervous, even if she was stuttering half the time she talked. you had realized she never told you what time you two would be meeting up so you made your way to her room.

abby heard the knock and quickly ran over to answer it, revealing you again. your forehead was glistening with sweat, hair up in a ponytail, small spandex like shorts on and a t shirt that hugged your body. abby was speechless once again.

“hey abs i wanted to come and see what time you wanted to meet up and where!” how could abby forget, she never even told you ugh.

“oh shit right, how’s 6? we can meet here i have some stuff planned here for us. nothing too um fancy…oh and don’t eat dinner ill have uh something for us.”

“okay sounds good abby see you later!” you walked away and abby couldn’t help but look at your butt, shaking her head and shaming herself she went back to her cleaning.

once you got back to your room it was about 4 pm so you had a quick shower and started to get ready. you wanted your life to be as normal as possible so you had asked owen to help make you a vanity with a giant mirror you had found in an old warehouse by the stadium. you had learned how to make most of your makeup and had friends find some hair supplies for you on supply runs. you sat at your vanity in nothing but your silk robe. you were so lucky that your friends found the perfect things for you.

you had finished getting ready and couldn’t for the life of you figure out what you wanted to wear. the time being 5:45 you didn’t want to be late. you were stressed, to say the least. you grabbed the prettiest bra and panties you had, i mean you never know, you gotta be prepared. you put on one of your cute skirts and a simple fitted t-shirt. you had made some chocolate strawberries for abby, you didn’t know what you were thinking this felt so silly but figured not to just waste it. grabbing the small tupperware and rushing out the door.

abby was freaking out, she didn’t know if this was too much or not enough. she had a blanket laid out on the floor by the window, she had tried to make a fancy spread, with a shitty cafeteria steak and mashes potatoes. she wanted them to watch the stars, it felt cheesy but she wanted this date to be the best you’ve ever had. rushing around the room doing last minute things to make everything look good for you. abby had on some jeans and a simple but fancier type t-shirt, she really didn’t have much. whilst freaking out she heard the faithful knock on the door, she knew it was you. taking a deep breath she opened the door.

you were the most nervous you had ever felt on a first date, tapping your foot waiting for abby to open the door. you heard her footsteps walk towards the door and stop for a second before hearing a breath and the door opened. abby noticed you had a little bit more makeup on than usual, your hair was curled and you had one her favorite perfume you wore. you went in for a hug greeting her, the vanilla scent radiating off your body, abby felt addicted she didn’t want to move but you pulled away snapping her back into reality.

“can i come in?”

“right right sorry come in.” walking into the room it was dark with string lights around the railings, you gasped as you saw what she had set up. a blanket laid on the floor with pillows around it, candles around and to plated dinners.

“oh you don’t like it, shit of course not its super cheesy and stupid and i should’ve done-“ you stopped her from going on.

“no abs its perfect no one has ever done this for me.” her face lit up at your words.

“are you sure because i can fix it and do something else-“ you put your hand on her face and she stopped talking.

“abby it’s everything i could’ve asked for.” you rubbed your thumb on her cheek and gave her a small peck on her cheek pulling away and walking towards the blanket sitting down.

“come sit silly! would hate to waste this time we have.” abby was in real deep.

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you guys had gotten comfortable with each other, you had finished dinner and were just talking about anything and everything. abby had gotten comfortable she wasn’t nervous anymore, she hadn’t stuttered or made a fool of herself. you two were having a really great time. abby got her hands on some wine so you two had loosened up due to the alcohol and gotten closer to each other, psychologically. you had your body laid against her while you two talked, abby had her arms around you running her hands up and down your arms. you couldn’t stop thinking about her arms, how firm they were and how soft her hands felt. the alcohol really bringing out a different side of you.

“do you want to try the strawberries i made for us!.” you jumped up to grab the small tupperware of them. opening the box you grabbed one and fed it to abby. locking eyes you both felt the tension between you two it felt like the time just completely stopped as she took the bite. pulling the strawberry away and taking a bite after her, slowly taking the bite as if you were in some sexy commercial. you closed your eyes as took the bite and softly moaned taking your time to eat it. abby felt vicious almost, seeing you in front of her with your back arched eating the strawberry and the soft moan you let out. she wanted to hear more of where that came from.

“can i please kiss you?” abby said in a hushed tone and you nodded frantically.

“i thought you’d never ask.” abby crashed her lips into yours grabbing your face and bringing you closer to her. she pulled you into her lap, straddling her you grabbed onto her hair and she moaned into your mouth. the kiss was rushed both of you wanting to feel each other. abby grabbed onto your thighs pulling you as close as possible to her chest as she could, wanting to feel you pressed up against her. you placed your hands on her hips where her shirt ended, grabbing the fabric wanting to take it off. pulling away you had whispered a desperate ‘want this off’ and pulled off her shirt. as you two were pulled away she pulled your shirt off as well and going back to kiss you. abby had taken off your bra with one hand and the other holding your thigh. she pulled away to get a good look at you.

“you’re so fucking pretty.” you blushed at the compliment feeling her pull away and start to kiss down your neck. you moaned out feeling her kiss your neck and softly bite your skin. she loved hearing you moan out especially because it was from her doing. abby picked you up and placed you down lightly on the floor, you squeaked at the feeling of being picked up. abby wanted to eat you out, she was determined to make you feel the best you had ever felt. her hands taking your breasts into her hands and massaging them, hearing you whine and start to beg for more. the kisses trailing down to your breasts, she ran her thumb over your nipple making you shutter.

“please abby i want to feel you on me.”

“how baby tell me.” abby did not know how she was being so confident with you, probably the alcohol.

“i want your tongue abby please.” this was the most desperate you had ever felt for someone, abby was making you feel so good even if she hadn’t even done anything.

“tell me where baby.” you whined at her asking, you felt shy and didn’t want to say it out loud.

“come on tell me.” her voice soft, you whined again knowing you’ll have to just say it.

“i want you to eat me out, i want your tongue on me please.” abby felt her core tighten hearing you say that, she didn’t know this would ever be happening. abby kissed down your body worshipping every inch of you until she was face to face with your core. she looked up at you for approval even though you had given her an answer already loud and clear. she slid your skirt down your legs and started to run her thumb up and down your cunt over your panties. you inhaled sharply and arched your back.

“you’re so wet, is it all for me?” you nodded aggressively, and moaned out as she ran her tongue down your cunt tasting you. she moaned into your core loving the way you tasted on her tongue, she was addicted. abby took off your panties and didn’t waste any time to put her tongue on you, running her tongue up and down your cunt starting out slow. you moaned out feeling her tongue slowly make its way down your pussy greedily sucking up all the wetness, her hands making their way to hold your legs up above her head. abby flicked her tongue on your clit loving the way you squirmed underneath her. she started sucking on your clit and you loved it, arching your back and moaning out her name.

“fuck abby it feels so good.” she moaned into you feeling you grip her hair harder. her finger made its way to down to you hole and inserting one finger to start. all that could be heard was slurping from abby and your moans filling the room, you didn’t care who could hear, you wanted abby to know how good she was making you feel.

abby had one goal in mind and it was to make you cum. she got more aggressive with it, licking and sucking all she could almost as if she was making out with your cunt. her jaw was starting to feel sore but she didn’t care. your squirming increased with her speed as you started to feel sensitive and was slightly pushing her head away. she didn’t listen though and wanted you to cum on her mouth. abby swore she could just cum to this.

“abby please don’t stop it feels so fucking good!” abby’s grip tightened on your thighs making you sharply inhale at the slight pain her grip caused but loving the feeling. abby pulled away to focus on her fingers, inserting another and pumping in and out of you. the utterly pornographic sound coming from your cunt just showcasing how wet you were.

“you like that baby?” abby kissed your thighs while so aggressively pumped her fingers inside of you.

“yes s-so so much abs.” abby moved up to kiss you, tasting yourself on her tongue.

“i-im so close abby please.” she kissed you once more and made her way back down to your core, going back to aggressively eating you out to get you to your climax. the feeling of her tongue and finger at the same time get you right to your climax and you’re seeing stars, grabbing at anything you could.

“im gonna cum abby fuck!” you were basically screaming at this point, cumming all over her tongue. she kept going feeling you push her away but that didn’t stop her. feeling tears at the corners of your eyes, you were so sensitive. you had came so hard you felt like you had blacked out.

abby finally pulled away and pulled her fingers out of you, rubbing her hands against your thighs trying to help you calm down from your high. abby’s face completely covered in your cum and her own spit, she wiped her mouth just enough and made her way back up to you. you were trying to catch your breath feeling your legs start to shake from being held up. she started to caress her hand on your cheek.

“are you okay ? i didnt go too far right? do you need anyth-“ you shushed her with your lips, kissing her softly to confirm you were doing more than okay. pulling away you smiled up at her, the high of your climax slowly coming down.

“you’re okay-“

“yes abs im more than okay if anything.”

“how did i do?” you looked at her a little shocked.

“it was amazing abby, like the best i’ve ever felt.”

“oh good i was so worried-“ you put your hand on her cheek, nicely shushing her.

“abby i loved every second of it i promise.” you gave her a peck on the lips and she blushed, going right back to the nervous abby she was before. abby stood up to grab you a wet rag to help you clean yourself up.

“so um do you want to maybe stay the night? its okay if not-“

“were you going to just kick me out?” abby thought she completely fucked this up.

“no no thats not what i meant i just wanted to ask be-“

“abs im kidding- of course ill stay.” you started to put your underwear back on and realized that you didn’t want to wear the same shirt you did to bed.

“do you have a shirt i can borrow?” abby nodded and went to go grab you one of her sleep shirts, she had a lot that were regular tank tops that she wore to bed so she gave you one of those. you threw that on and abby sucked in a breath seeing the side of your boob poking out as if you both didn’t just have sex. abby shook it off and started to clean up the floor.

“do you maybe want to watch a movie? you can choose!” you agreed excitedly running to abby’s dvd collection to see what she has, you went with matilda. this was one of your favorites, you had seen it about a million times. running over to her tv throwing it into the dvd player and joining abby on the bed. abby was sitting up with her legs out so you laid next to her with your head on her chest. abby back to her awkward self felt like she didn’t know if she should say anything to you or leave the night unsaid. before she could even say anything you seemed to be fast asleep, she peeked above you and saw you were completely out. smiling at you falling asleep on her chest, abby was in way deep in love even.

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a/n: i hope you enjoyed ! i apologize if my smut isn’t amazing- let me know what you think!

[barnesbabes]

࿔📚*:･ crushing on the teacher ࿔📚*:･

pairings: abby anderson x fem teacher! reader

synopsis: reader is a teacher in the WLF and abby loves learning

warnings: mostly fluff a small amount of freaky-

a/n: let me know how you guys like this one!!

abby never realized she could like someone so much, i mean she was head over heels. all she could think about was you, where you were, what you were doing, just about anything. manny always made fun of her for asking about you. the only problem was she was a stuttering mess or she talked too much around you. everyone knew her for her strength and she was intimidating really, but there was just something about you that she really didn’t know how to speak. she had a routine every day you worked, she woke up early and made you lunch to bring to you, every single day you were teaching, literally everyday. she’s that head over heels. today like no other she’s up by 6 am doing her morning routine, getting dressed and refreshed and then grabbing what she had to make you lunch. what abby didn’t know was that you always looked forward to seeing her, you thought it was super cute that she brings you lunch every day. every morning you made sure you looked your best, with the makeup you did have and the very few skirts you had that you could tell abby loved. you loved how she gets with you.

abby packed it up in a small paper bag and started to make her way to your classroom. you were in your classroom by 7am setting up for the day and abby was there right after to drop your lunch off. as she was walking to your classroom manny stopped her.

“hey abs, off to your girlfriends classroom?” she rolled her eyes at him, he always had something to say about this…relationship.

“shes not my girlfriend shut up manny.” he laughed and abby started to walk away from him.

“hey wait abs!” she scoffed irritated at the fact that he was going to make her late. she didn’t want to make you wait on her.

“what manny.”

“ooo feisty.” abby stared at him plainly waiting for what he wanted in the first place.

“am i gonna make you late?” she started to walk away again and heard him cackle laugh behind her.

“issac wants us at the FOB!!! don’t be late!!” he yelled and continued to laugh all the way down the hall. abby sped walked down the hall right to your class and right on time. she sees you at the white board writing down your lesson plan, abby takes a second to breathe before walking up to your door and knocking. she heard footsteps approaching and the door opened, today you had on something new that she didn’t recognize. you had a big sweater on with some tights and a black skirt on, she felt the lump in her throat and almost comical sweat drop appearing on her forehead.

“hey abs!” you greeted her and walked inside the class asking her to close the door on the way in. you guys had been doing this for what felt like forever now, you figured abby might ask you on a date by now but she hadn’t so you felt like you had to take it into your own hands, you were going to ask her today. little did you know she was thinking of doing the same thing. you walked back to your desk and abby came and sat at the seat you had by your desk. she handed you the small bag with your lunch in it and you thanked her.

“so what’s your lesson plan today?” abby shifted in her seat nervously, trying to find the right time to ask you.

“since it is friday i have something light for the kids, we have some art activities, a math worksheet and a movie!” she nodded and watched as you got your papers ready to put on each desk.

“you wanna put these on their desks for me?”

“oh uh ye-yeah.” she cursed herself for stuttering, she was trying to figure out a way to start to ask you.

“so-“ you both said at the same time.

“you go- no u-“ you both said and then laughed, you gestured abby to go and she nodded.

“um do you have anything planned tomorrow?”

“i don’t think so! i just have some stuff to grade and then ill be in my room the whole day basically. my rest day, why what’s up!”

“well- well i was wondering…wondering if you’d want to maybe…” she couldn’t find the right words, they just weren’t coming out.

“go on a date with you?” abby looked surprised, how did you know-

“earth to abby?” she shook her head and didnt even realize she was staring at the ground having to pick her head up to look at you.

“oh um ye-yeah, go out with me?” what an idiot, she shook her head at her response. you giggled at her and made your way over to where she stood. grabbing the side of her arm, you caressed it gently.

“of course ill go out with you abs. just let me know what time and where you want me.” you went onto your tip toes and gave her a soft kiss on the cheek, her face went red at the affection and was stuttering like crazy.

“now go get my kids outside.” you stopped for a second as you were walking away and walked back. you grabbed both her arms and put them around you.

“be safe out there okay abs, for me?” bringing out all the stops, your voice being soft, puppy dog eyes, and you’re touching her. the room was so quiet you could hear her gulps.

“of course yeah yeah, ill be- ill be safe.” you were very close to her lips feeling her breathing quicken.

“ill see you tomorrow abs.” you whispered and walked back to your desk, her face was red and she quickly went and let the kids inside.

abby was like a deer in headlights, she couldn’t believe you wanted to go out with her, and you getting close to her basically kissing her?! she knew you’d be the death of her. as abby was walking out and trying to control the feeling she felt one of the kids asked her a question.

“ms. abby why are you always here to see mrs.l/n?” she was stunned by the question.

“yeah ms. abby why are you here all the time?” before she could respond another kid yelled from a bit away.

“i heard she likes her!” all she could hear were ‘ooos’ she rolled her eyes, how do these kids know this shit.

“who told you that?” abby asked wondering who opened there damn mouth.

“manny told me so!! she likes ms.l/n!!”

“oh shut up.”

“no you shut up!’

“no you!” that went on for a little bit until you came back over and stopped their bickering.

“hey its time for class lets go, leave abby alone guys!” they all said ‘awe’ but listened nonetheless. you winked at abby and closed the door waving through the glass. abby waved back and made her way to the cafeteria to eat and head off to her assignment. tomorrow should be fun.

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a/n: i kinda want this to be two parts so if anyone wants it please let me know!!

[barnesbabes]

˙✧˖°🦊 ༘ ⋆｡˚ farmhouse lovin’ ˙✧˖°🦊 ༘ ⋆｡˚

pairings: farmhouse!ellie x fem!reader (domestic)

synopsis: a day in the life of you and ellie at your beloved farmhouse

warnings: nothing just some cursing and a little bit of friskiness- also shimmer never dies and so does joel-

a/n: tooth rotting fluff! i have so many ideas written down so get ready for some content!!

the morning rays hit your face and the cold chill of the morning air wakes you up. you turn over to see ellie still fast asleep, her light snores filling the air and making you smile. you slowly get out of bed and throw your robe on feeling chilly from sleeping in basically nothing. you kiss and pet your guys dog, lady, she usually joins you in the morning. you make your way downstairs and start your morning routine, every morning you’ll usually be the first awake and you go put your boots on to go let all your guys animals out. starting with the chickens, grabbing your usual basket to grab the eggs that you happen to find from the night before.

“what do we have here ladies?” you mumbled as you went into the coop and checked in their little cubbies. you were successful with about 15 eggs, thanking the girls and making your way to the other animals. you opened the barn door walking to the horses first.

“good morning miss shimmer and good morning to you too silver.” you greeted them with some pets to the head and went and grabbed their feed. feeding them and then grabbing the hose to poor some fresh water in their buckets. once finished with that you head over to the sheep and let them out of the barn. you went back into the house with lady and headed to the kitchen, starting to clean the eggs. grabbing all the things to feed lady, you start on that. you heard footsteps coming down the stairs, turning around you see ellie coming down the stairs rubbing her eyes of sleep.

“hey pretty lady.” she said as she walked over to you and grabbed your waist from behind.

“good morning honey.” you giggled as she started swaying side to side, kissing down your neck. getting that butterfly like feeling in your stomach.

“how long you been up?”

“just about an hour at most.” she nodded and kept her head in the crevice of your neck. you both stayed like that for what felt like forever, not wanting to move from each other. the warmth of your bodies bringing you comfort.

“have you done everything already?”

“mhm, got 15 eggs today so we can use those for breakfast!” ellie finally pulled away and grabbed the dog bowl from you to give to lady.

“what did you want to have?”

“well we can do simple bacon and eggs because joel brought us that bacon earlier this week. i also have some stuff for french toast. honestly its up to you!”

“lets do some french toast, we can still use that bacon and have it on the side. so we can let joel know how it was!” you agreed and started to grab what you would need. walking into the living room you started up a record so you had some music in the background. the best thing about living here was you could be as loud as you want.

“what record for today?” you yelled into the kitchen.

“how about some queen!” you nodded and out the record on. walking back to the kitchen you got started on the french toast.

“hey i was thinking we go for a little right today maybe visit jackson, joel usually has something for us.”

“yeah that sounds perfect it’s the one day this spring that we haven’t had rain.” as you were at the stove starting up some french toast and ellie pulled you away.

“lets dance baby.” you giggled at her as she grabbed your hands to put them around her neck and placed her hands at your waist. you felt lady jump up on you guys.

“oooo miss lady wants to dance too.” ellie bent down to give her kisses all over.

“you are such a good girl aren’t you.” ellie said in a cute little baby voice and she barked in response. standing back up putting her hands around you again.

“i love you, so so much my love.” your face turning read at the love and pet name.

“i love you more.”

“oh but i love you most.” you both shared a laugh and she started to kiss all over your face.

“ellie ellie i need to get to the food, its gonna burn.” giggling the whole time, she pulled away and let go of you, going back to her job. you both cooked in a comfortable silence with the music playing, every so often sharing kisses and teasing touches.

you had finished cooking and plated everything so nicely, sitting on the couch and turning on the tv. you guys had found a bunch of dvd’s at this old movie store and had been hooked on this show series you two found called friends, so you put that on to watch a couple of episodes while you eat. lady came and sat on the floor in between you begging for food like always. cutting the first little piece of french toast and cheersing.

“first bite!” you both said and both let out an ‘mmm’ at how good the food tasted.

“holy shit this is so good babe!” she yelled and kissed your cheek. you giggled at her excitement over the food, that was the way to her heart. you watched two episodes before finishing and going to wash the dishes.

“you know i am on rachel’s side she should be mad, ross was an ashole for that.”

“we were on a break, my ass! typical man.” you finished the dishes and made your way upstairs to find ellie already dressed in a brown flannel and some jeans.

“well hello there sexy, you single?” you walked into your shared room and walked over to ellie.

“no no i have a beautiful girlfriend.” you laughed at her giving you the hand and shooing you away.

“i’ve trained you well.” ellie laughed and walked past you slapping your butt which leads you to let out a small scream and a hey. you heard her footsteps pick up indicating she ran and you just shook your head. making your way to the closet and grabbing some short considering it wasn’t too cold today you took it as a sign. throwing on those and a cute matching flannel to ellie, you walked to the bathroom to do your hair. on a patrol you guys found a hair salon and found working hair tools and snatched them right up. you and ellie had a ‘his and her’ sink, getting lucky with that. taking your spot next to her to straighten your hair, it took some time to get it to work but thanks to joel and tommy they got the electricity to work.

you both finished getting ready, making your way downstairs and putting your shoes on. you grabbed lady’s harness to put on her, you usually let her roam without a leash so the harness is just for more protection.

“come here girly, harness time.” she came to you and got into position knowing she was going on an adventure. you guys had found her when she was a puppy, someone in jackson was giving away some puppies that their dog had just given birth to and lady was one of them. you were able to train her to know to kill bad people and she had been a great edition to your little family.

“hey you got everything?”

“yup all good!.” both grabbing your bags and heading out to the animals. lady came with you guys to herd the sheep back into the barn.

“good job girl go get em’” you patted her and sent her on her way. watching her as she herds the sheep inside ellie walks over to the chicken coop and lets the girls back inside. you walked over and grabbed your horses to get going. usually the way to jackson was only a 30 min hike and the patrol kept the trail pretty empty so it’ll be a nice relaxed ride over. you two get on your horses and are on your way. the feeling of the chilled breeze on your skin sends shivers, making you grab your cardigan from your bag to cover yourself.

“i could never get over the view.” you heard ellie say from behind you and you nodded your head at the comment.

“me neither its too good every time.”

“oh no that view, this one.” you turn confused and see her staring at you. your face turning red at the eyes on you.

“oh shut it.”

“never!!” ellie yells as she passes you. rolling your eyes you follow behind.

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you see the gate to jackson and signal to the people at the watch that it’s you and ellie. they open the gate and you guys make your ways inside. you both say hello to everyone on the way to the stables.

“hey guys, visiting for the day?” the woman, angie who runs the stables, said and pulled silver into the barn.

“yeah it felt like a good day to do so get ourselves out the house for a little!.” she nodded and you walked out the barn to meet with ellie.

“hey baby.” she kissed you on your cheek and you both made your way our of the stables. lady already made herself at home getting all the lovin’ from dina.

“hey d!” you yelled over at her and caught her attention.

“hey guys, what are you you two doing here today?” she said getting up and hugging you both.

“just visiting, wanting to drop in and see if joel had anything for us, maybe catch a drink.”

“awesome! jesse is actually waiting for me we’ve got patrol unfortunately but we should see you guys before you head out.”

“awe no fun.”

“i know but i can’t miss more maria will kill me….” you said your goodbyes and started the walk to joel’s. walking through jackson makes you forget the world around you, saying your hellos to everyone you pass by, taking a second to play with some of the kids and just overall catching up with everything. you finally appreciate being alive again, having people who love and care about you and a cozy home that you had always wanted. it helps with the horrors that are away from jackson.

finding joel’s house you both make it up the steps and knock on the door. there’s a second before you hear footsteps and the barking of joel’s dog, aka lady’s boyfriend, chuck. the door opens and lady immediately runs inside to say hello.

“woah lady, hi there pretty lady.”

“hey kiddo, oh and ellie.” you cackled as he came and hugged you.

“yeah yeah i get it you like my girlfriend more than me.”

“oh shush silly come here.” he said and pulled ellie in for a hug.

“what are you kiddos doing here, just visiting?”

“yeah we figured since its so nice to come see everyone.”

“well good thing you did i’ve got some stuff for you guys i picked up earlier this week.” he got up from his chair to grab what he got.

“see i told you.” ellie whispered to you and you both chuckled at joel always having something for you guys. he came back in the room with a basket full of stuff.

“so i harvested some stuff finally and wanted to give you guys some of it, i’ve got some strawberries, apples, bell peppers, green onions, and some of those avocados you guys like. i went and did some huntin’ as well and got some good venison meat, and then maria made you folks some meatballs for pasta. i made some cool shelves for your bathroom under the stairs, y/n mentioned you guys needed some.”

“thank you so much joel thats so thoughtful.” you thanked him for doing what he does for you guys. he started to garden because you have a small garden behind the house and asked if you could teach him. you taught him all he knows now and you’re so happy to see he’s harvesting now.

“i can help you folks bring the shelves if you’d like so you can carry whatever else you get.”

“we would appreciate that, thanks joel.”

“its no problem kiddo.” you all smiled at each other and ended up getting caught up in conversation again. catching up with each other you guys ended up at the food hall with tommy and maria having some lunch.

“we wanted to host a dinner with everyone at the farmhouse soon, after we get some more stuff decorated.”

“that would be wonderful we haven’t had a good family dinner in a bit.” you smiled at joel being excited for a family dinner with everyone. his hard exterior was slowly coming off and he was just a big ole teddy bear. it was cute.

“hey were having a festival soon, ill let y’all know the date so y’all can come down and spend it with us.”

“yeah we found some fun stands at the warehouse down south that would be perfect for carnival games.” tommy nodded at maria staring at her with the most loving look.

“well that sounds very exciting, we will definitely be there. let us know if there’s anything we can do to help!”

“well we could use your paintin’ skills ellie.” joel pointed at her and winked.

“sounds great, i’ve been wanting a small project.”

“perfect why don’t you guys come back in two days and we can get started.” tommy proposed and you both agreed excited for a new project. you all chatted and finished eating. maria had some stuff for you guys, just some essentials like bread and some soap.

you guys were at the tipsy bison now with everyone. you started to get really sleepy, feeling the adventure of the day hitting you hard and the alcohol hitting harder.

“hey els, im feeling sleepy.” you placed your head on her shoulder resting your eyes.

“okay do you want to start heading back?”

“yes please.”

“okay baby let me let joel know so we can head out.” she kissed your head and made her way to the bar where joel was. the feeling of dina’s hand rubbing your back was lulling you to sleep. dina was always super affectionate with you all, always has a hand on you. she was like a sister to you, it brought you comfort. ellie came back and pulled you up into her arms.

“hey baby we gotta go, gotta get on the horse now.” you didn’t realize she had carried you all the way to the stables, you had been set down and you just really felt so tired. stretching your body out trying to wake yourself up.

“tommy’s gonna come as well to bring the rest of the stuff and so joel has someone when they come back.” you nodded at her and said your goodbyes to everyone. you had the best day with the people you are glad to call family.

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you had made it home safely, the cold wind hitting your face the whole time was the only thing keeping you awake. you guys rode the horses into the barn and set them up for the night.

“hey head into the house okay go get comfy honey.” you nodded and kissed ellie before walking the ways to the house. you walked upstairs and grabbed some comfy pajamas, it was a colder night so you threw on something that would keep you warmer through the night. you walked downstairs to help joel and tommy put the food away.

“already gettin’ comfy kiddo?” you rolled your eyes at joel’s comment.

“once i get home i will be in pajamas.” they both laughed at your comment and you all put the rest of the stuff away. joel showed you the shelf and it was perfect next to the mirror. you thanked him and walked them out to the porch where ellie joined you guys.

“thank you so much for the help and the stuff we really appreciate it.”

“of course, y’all are helpin’ me with the stands so its all comin’ around.” tommy patted ellie’s back and pulled her into a small hug. you said your goodbyes and set them off on their ways. ellie gabbed your waist and you waved goodbye at the two men like little old ladies.

“okay lets go im freezing.” you pulled her into the house, closed and locked the door for the night. you went around and did your ‘closing shift’ and closed all the windows and locked them all up. going through your mental checklist of things to do before bed, turning off the lights downstairs and making your way up. ellie was in the bathroom already getting ready for bed and in some pajamas.

“hey cutie.” you gave her a side hug and kissed her on the cheek, you could smell the faint bit of cologne she still had on from the day and her freshly washed face. she had resisted the first time you mentioned that she should start washing her face because she insisted she didn’t need it now she does it every night before bed.

“hey beautiful, i made sure to feed to animals and they’re all good and in their little beds.”

“thank you my love i appreciate it a lot, i don’t know why i feel so tired.”

“we had a big day together.” smiling up at her you kissed her, the kiss lasting longer than expected.

“up.” ellie mumbled in your ear, you jumped and she picked you up to place you on the counter.

“you’re so pretty baby.” not a second later you crashed your lips into hers, your hands traveling up to her hair. ellie pulled you closer towards her deepening the kiss, you cheeks flushed feeling her pull you into her and feeling her hands make her way down to your butt. she pulled you up off the counter still kissing you taking you to the bed. you giggled at her throwing you down onto the bed, kissing up and down your neck and your face the feeling tickling you. she made her way back up to your lips and you both slowed down your kisses, softly feeling every curve of your lips hitting each other. you stay there for what feels like forever just enjoying the moment of each other. you feel the whine of a little puppy dog right next to you, you both turn and see lady sitting their with a smile on her face and her tail wagging indicating she wants attention too.

“hey girl you want some kisses too??” ellie moves from on top of you and goes over to her and gives her kisses all over her face, she licks ellie all over her face and tackles her. its so cheesy but hearing ellie’s laughs filled you with such joy, the amount that you two had been through to get here she deserves to be happy. this simple life was all you had wanted, you were so happy to just settle down in a beautiful home with the most amazing girl and surrounded by the most amazing people.

“hey sweetie, you still with us?”

“oh of course!”

“you okay?”

“more than okay.” you smiled at ellie, falling into each other on the bed with your head on ellie’s chest. hearing her heart beat was the only way you could fall asleep now, can’t live without it.

“i love you baby.”

“i love you more els.”

“i’ll let you win this round.” you both giggled settling into each other, with lady at your feet. ellie reached over and turned the lamp off, both of you humming into each other. ellie playing with your hair makes you drown out the night noise and fall right too sleep. she notices you had fallen asleep and kissed your forehead.

“i love you more than you know.” lulling herself to sleep of the sounds of your soft snores.

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a/n: i have already started another one shot that’ll be out tomorrow for abby! i hope you enjoyed this!! requests are open!!

[barnesbabes]

bandmates pt. 7 !

pairings: bassist!ellie williams x fem!reader

summary: it’s been a couple of weeks and you and ellie were officially together but ellie has been acting suspicious and it feels like you're together only behind closed doors.

warnings: angst angst angst (sorry !!), cussing, slight smut, use of y/n

a/n: i am trying my best to be back and write, ive been in the process of moving and i just got in the mindset to write!! I had a plan for this and then stopped writing this for a while so this series will have more than just a couple of chapters left, i'm not sure yet!! anyways good to be back hope you enjoy!!

you and ellie were doing fine, great even! but only in your guys' room. you have been so happy the past few weeks, but it was starting to feel a little off. you didn't think much of it but that still didn't stop that small anxious pit in your stomach from forming. you liked ellie so much and was so happy this was finally reality that you didn't see the red flags ahead of time.

"do we really have to go to this stupid get together?" ellie whined and you giggled.

"yes unfortunately we do, speaking of which we need to get up really soon to get ready." ellie groaned and turned away from you and got out of bed. she walked over to her closet while pouting and grabbed some clothes considering we were only in underwear....

you sat up and grabbed an outfit from your closet. ellie came up from behind you and kissed your cheek and made her way down to your neck. you giggled and squished her face in your neck, you tried to push her away, but she fought against your small weak nudges.

"ellie we can't, we have to go dina and jesse really want us there to meet these people."

"we could be late." she said in that sultry voice she puts on. you felt a shiver down your spine and so badly wanted to fall for it but you knew how much this meant to dina and didn't want to let her down.

"no els we gotta go i don't want to let dina down." you laughed as she kept kissing you neck and reaching down you back. she turned you around and kissed your lips, you melted into her mouth and couldn't resist the urge to just go for yet another round of the day, but you fought back and slowly pulled away. you gave her that look a sad puppy dog would give and she groaned and then smiled at you.

"ugh fine, only because you're cute and i love you." you let out a small gasp, ellie hadn't said i love you yet. a small smile made it to your face and she smiled back.

"i love you too." you smiled at each other and kissed again, you both went on and got ready for the get together.

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you two were sitting on the couch together next to dina and jesse at someone's house you didn't know, you just wanted to be home with ellie. the air felt super awkward and ellie felt a little distant. you didn't think much of that until you all introduced yourselves.

"this is ellie and y/n!" dina introduced us to everyone else and they all collectively said hello.

"how did you all meet?" one of the girls asked and ellie answered.

"y/n and i have been friends since before we could remember and met dina and jesse in high school band class. we all became really good friends and formed our band, coastal."

"that's really cool, you guys all seem so close is it just dina and jesse together? some girl asked while making flirty eyes with ellie.

"yeah it is, me and y/n are best friends and i wouldn't have it any other way." your face shifted and you gently whipped your head towards ellie in a questioning way, she was already looking at the girl with that same flirty look and you turned away and excused yourself to the bathroom. dina noticed your change in behavior and decided to follow after you. you quickly made your way to the bathroom before dina could make it in and you closed the door in front of her face.

"babes are you okay? what happened?" you tuned her questions out and your mind drifted. you could tell something was wrong, you knew it felt weird that you two weren't going on dates or that she acted different outside of the dorm. you saw all the red flags but was too oblivious to see what was going on. your eyes slowly filled with tears and you didn't even realize you were crying until you snapped back into reality and heard dina bang on the door.

"hey, are you okay what's going on??" you turned and opened the door, dina gasped and pushed her way into the room seeing your state.

'what's going on, talk to me." she held your face and wiped your tears, you felt so overwhelmed with emotions and couldn't make out the words so you said.

"ellie is an asshole." she looked at you saddened and nodded her head saying i know, she grabbed you and pulled you into her. you silently cried into the crook of her neck and just felt so angry. you were mad at yourself for thinking this was going to work. you didn't want to cry anymore about it so you gently pulled away and turned to the faucet and wiped your face down of the mascara streaks. dina helped you pull yourself together and you both made your way back into the living room. everyone was preoccupied with mario kart on the tv and didn't even notice you two coming back. you sat down on the couch next to jesse and dina occupied the spot next to ellie. she turned over and looked at you and nodded her head asking if you were okay. you looked away and dina pushed her head towards the tv and diverted her attention away from you.

for the rest of the time you guys were there you sat on the couch with your back against the cushion and your head slouched. dina tried her best to stop ellie from talking to you and left you alone till you guys left.

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when you guys were getting ready to leave you all said your goodbyes and you saw ellie and that girl exchange numbers, you felt sick to your stomach and didn't want to face her in the car. you turned away and walked out of the house without anyone, you guys weren't to far from the dorm so you just decided to walk on your own.

as you walked you made it to the gas station right by the school so you stopped for a slushy. you walked in and grabbed the biggest size, you needed this. you also grabbed some ice cream and made your way out. you sat on the curb for a little and pulled out your phone to a million notifications.

40 texts from ellie, 20 missed calls from dina, it all felt too much. so you texted dina and said you were fine and just decided to walk home. dina proceeded to cuss you out in your texts and raved about how dangerous that was for you to walk alone by yourself. you rolled your eyes and got up from the curb and walked to rest of the way towards the campus.

you found your way back and checked their locations to see they were home so you just knocked on the door. ellie answered and quickly let you in. you made your way to your shared room and grabbed some clothes.

"hey what happened back there?" she quietly asked and you rolled your eyes. you made your way to the shower but not before ellie squeezed her way through the door.

"bee what's wrong?" she grabbed your arm and you felt sick, you pushed her away and started to take your makeup off before your shower. she put her hand back on you and you pushed her away again getting frustrated now.

"why do you keep pushing me away, what happened back there?" you pushed her away hard and felt that tickle in your throat. you grumbled and said wouldn't you like to know under your breath, but it wasn't very quiet, so she heard.

"what do you mean? i would like to know. what's up with you?"

"i don't know ellie you tell me."

"I don't know y/n that's why i'm asking." you rolled your eyes starting to get more frustrated with her.

"maybe it was the fact that you just called me your friend and not your girlfriend?? i guess i missed something but i thought us having sex all the time and calling each other girlfriends meant just friends."

"i just called you best friend it isn't a big deal i'm sorry." she didn't sound sorry.

"it's a big deal to me ellie."

"well, i'm sorry." she shrugged and you scoffed at her nonchalant movement.

“i really don’t want to deal with this can you please leave i want to shower.” she didn’t pick up a fight and left. you sighed and wiped your face from any left over tears. you made your way into the shower and let the warm water help you forget about your thoughts for just one second.

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a/n: i’m sorry this was short !! it was more of a filler before we get into some good angst and drama!! chapter 8 and possibly 9 will be out tomorrow!!

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bandmates pt. 8 !

parings: bassist!ellie x fem!reader

synopsis: reader gets distant and decides to spend her time writing a song

warnings: more angst-, cussing, drama drama drama

a/n: another short one but the next one will be long i pinky promise!!! i hope you guys enjoy these as much as i do writing them!!

it’s been a couple of days and you’ve been miserable. you tried your best to avoid ellie at all costs even with staying in the same room. you get up every day at 6am and get ready to go to the gym. you bring all of your clothes for the day and makeup to the gym, so you didn't have to face ellie, you knew this wasn't right, but she seemed to be doing the same. she hasn't made an effort to text, call or see you.

you knew how she was, but it didn't make you feel any less miserable. in between classes you spend your time either at the library or a coffee shop doing homework and trying to get yourself out of that song writing funk. you felt a little productive today, so you ran to the coffee shop and decided to make the day about your productivity. you skipped class and got some breakfast at your favorite coffee shop.

you spent so long working that dina even texted and was worried at the fact that you were there from 7am to 5pm. you felt good about this one and felt good overall. as you were finishing up you had thought of an idea, and insane idea and possibly a little cruel? maybe...

you knew it wasn't the best thing to do but you thought about how much ellie has fucked you over so you shrugged it off and texted dina.

you hey dina i think me you and jesse should talk.

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it was about a week later and you had completely gotten the song down and finished it. today you were going to meet dina and jesse to tell them about your plan. you had gotten a gig and that's when you planned on doing all of this.

you made it to your guys' meeting spot and saw dina's car was already there. you shook your nerves and got out of the car. you made it inside and opened the door, dina immediately looked over and got up and ran to you, you caught her in your arms and sighed.

"i haven't seen you in like a month what happened?" she whispered in your ear and you nodded.

"it's a lot i'll explain everything come on." you nudged her and wiped her face as you both walked over to jesse. he got up and hugged you and you all sat down.

"so please tell me why we haven't seen you."

"okay it's a long story so buckle up..."

"we've got time." jesse nodded at you and they both grabbed your shoulder.

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you had talked to them, and they happily agreed to your plan. you spent all day together practicing the song. the gig was in about a week, and you all felt super confident.

you had all went back to the dorm but soon to find ellie and cat cuddling on the couch. your smile dropped and jesse put his hand on your back and gently pushed you to their room. you couldn't take your eyes off ellie and she couldn't either. it felt like betrayal all over again. it felt like slow motion, you heard dina start to tell off ellie as jesse pulled you into the room. you didn't even realize the tears forming in your eyes. you didn't look away once until ellie turned away and you found your eyes meet cats'. she was smiling, she had her arms crossed and was fucking smiling at you.

jesse closed the door and you fully came back to reality. you heard dina yelling at ellie saying she was an idiot and ellie yelling back, you have never heard them yell at each other like this before. it felt like all your fault, you didn't want this to come between anyone else but you and ellie.

jesse held you until dina came in shortly after. you were quiet staring at the door. you wanted to walk out there so badly, you wanted to ask ellie what she was thinking. you wanted to do so much but you knew it would've created an even bigger mess.

"hey are you alright?" dina put her hand on your back and you turned to her and nodded. you walked past her to the bed and sat for a second. a million thoughts running through your head, you knew you were thinking irrationally but fuck it right? you shot up off the bed and walked past dina to the door. they both couldn't process what you were doing so you made it out the door before they could grab you and react.

you stopped in your tracks to see ellie and cat gone from the couch and the door of your room closed. you stomped your way towards the door and slammed it open to find it empty. your breathing was heavy, and you felt hot. they fucking left, what a coward ellie is. you were livid, you didn't feel sad anymore just anger and frustration.

"hey hey what's going on." jesse and dina ran to the room and saw you on the bed with your head down.

"oh honey come here." dina said and walked over to me with her arms open. you let out a loud sigh in her arms.

"i am so frustrated d, i don't know what the fuck to do. first, she calls me "just a friend" and then she goes to get another girl's number now cat?!?" you huffed and felt the pain on your head from crying and the anxiety in your body.

"i know i know." she grabbed your head and put it against her chest, you felt jesse embrace you both in his arms and you felt so warm. you felt so safe and loved. you knew it would be okay eventually, but you wanted it to be okay now, you felt lost.

"here i'll make us some hot chocolate and let's watch a movie to calm down from this mess yeah?" you smiled at them both and nodded.

"we can deal with this later, we have more important things to worry about, like this gig." you nodded and followed behind them out of the room. you all had a great night; you had laughed hard for the first time in a bit, and it felt good. you forgot about everything for the time being.

jesse and dina had fallen asleep together on the loveseat, and you sat on the couch watching the ending of 10 things i hate about you. you smiled as the credits rolled; your head whipped towards the door seeing ellie come in.

"hey bee can we please talk?"

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a/n: sorry another short one!!! the next one will be longer i pinky promise! hope everyone loves it, chapter 9 should be out tonight!

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[barnesbabes]

want to text my girlfriend but don’t wanna be clingy !

[barnesbabes]

i miss my girlfriend!!!!

[barnesbabes]

it is perfect weather to cuddle my girlfriend but shes not here, so I label this as a hate time

[barnesbabes]

Oh!! Congratulations!! I wish you a lovely relationship and hope you get lots of praise and attention 😊

thank you! they said yes so I do have a gf!!