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Yesterday I went out to eat and a man was shouting - "DON'T Y'ALL WANNA DIE??" - i couldn't understand the other bits of what he was shouting, but man, I do. I want to die. How did you know?

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Stop blaming victims.

Believe me, even their moms and friends blame them, and they even blame themselves!

But let me ask some questions.

Were they under 18?

Were they unconscious?

Were they not sober?

Cuz who would you blame? An unconscious drunk child, who got raped, or a conscious rapist?

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Would you make one person you love happy, if it would cause 15 other people you love panic attacks and 1 person you love would become very jealous..?

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Today's survival kit:

Their hoodie with

Their perfume

Their music on max. volume

Chocolate

Snacks

Wine

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Why do you feel so okay with leaving?

I get it. There's war going on in our neighbour country... It's scary. But it's scary for me too. And you tell me your mom wants you two to move to an other country to escape from the war... You tell me like you feel nothing... But you tell me every day that you're dying to meet me again. Are you lying to me, or are you lying to yourself?

I know my mind is f*cked up, cuz i tell myself that the war is not here, so it can't hurt me and i don't need a plan, i'll only need a plan when the war will be here too. But losing you? Again? After i've waited 20 years to find you? I'd rather die than lose you...

But if you can't feel this, or if you'd be okay with losing me any time your mom says "we're moving", well, then why couldn't you break my heart comletely and block me out of your life on the first try?

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The telepathy we have is just... Idk, scary..?

Like we're not even a couple anymore, we're not talking 24/7...

So how the fuck do we do that when after hours of not talking, i start typing, and i see you typing too?

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Okay, but how did we get from "IF YOU TALK TO ME, I'LL KILL YOU" to "Just shut up and fuck me"??

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How can they look so beautiful and why do i keep loving them this much even though they've hurt me?

They've just sent me a pic of their look before going out with the family and damn... I'm literally shaking... How is it possible for an angel like them to still be here on Earth after so many people hurt them for existing and for being an angel..?

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A therapist is a hate-love relationship... Like damn i hate them so much for making me do things i avoid on purpose, but they actually help me with these shits

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I find it interesting how a person can be head over heels for you one day and a complete stranger the other...

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Was all of this just in my head..?

(Inspiration: @johnson_tsang_artist on IG)

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Why..?

Why does someone rape an 8 year old child..? They are just so pure and so little... Why did you have to traumatize them? 😭

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I don't know who needs to hear this, but

KISSING IS OVERRATED

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People in a relationship - can you relate?

I said i can call, but only for 15 mins, to calm them down about something... 2 and a half hrs later we hung up... But meanwhile... I calmed them down, made them overthink again, rethink, then re-overthink, overthink something else, then kind of calm them down and make them go to sleep...

Can anyone relate?

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That way I'd be broke and broken

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