Why does the thing I need to live kill me
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Why are these old pictures of Nik avocado lowkey thinsprro
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My body feels like a cage
I need to expel
I need to be nothing but metal
I need the cage to rattle, hardly holding on
I need it to go away
I need my body to leave
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But we are also all ill, and we shouldn’t hate ourselves for it!
Glad someone agrees lol
A post for all in the ana community-
You are pr0 ana.
This may seem a dramatic way to start, and some of you reading this will be unhappy.
I truly think you cannot be in this community without being pr0ana to an extent. I am not saying you wish to inflict ana on anyone, I do not mean you are a bad person, I want to make that very clear.
However I think we all need to take a level of responsibility. This is my 7th? 8th? Time back here
And that’s for a reason, it’s because the community is so goddam accessible. And again, I am not trying to place blame on the reader, anyone in the community nor am I trying to make a callout. I simply want to say that if you contribute to tips and tricks, reblog thinsp0 and generally promote ways to become more thin, more sick, you are to an extent pro.
I think we all need to look at the way we interact with our illnesses, and be wary of how harmful this community can be for people who are actively looking to get worse.
I started here when I was 13/14. I’m now 19, a full adult who STILL comes back. Who still feels at home in a community made for damaging ourselves
So I’m not asking to stop making posts, I’m not asking to stop rebloging. I think we should just all take a moment and realise how deeply messed up this community is, but more importantly how messed up it is that people are pushed here.
If you’re reading this you’re on these tags and I’m sorry. I truly am. No one deserves this. If you’re scrolling through these tags for the first time, maybe using notprojusttags. You’re starting a rabbithole that does not end. I beg you, delete this app. Delete the calorie counter. Pick up the fork, and know your worth is so much more than your ugw.
I understand people may have a problem with the statement that everyone here is pro. There are accounts who simply like things, there are accounts who do not engage at all. I am not blaming anyone
Simply asking that we take a look at ourselves
And how deeply fucked up this is
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(A follow up post)
Me- Nonono my Ed isn’t getting bad again
Also me-
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A post for all in the ana community-
You are pr0 ana.
This may seem a dramatic way to start, and some of you reading this will be unhappy.
I truly think you cannot be in this community without being pr0ana to an extent. I am not saying you wish to inflict ana on anyone, I do not mean you are a bad person, I want to make that very clear.
However I think we all need to take a level of responsibility. This is my 7th? 8th? Time back here
And that’s for a reason, it’s because the community is so goddam accessible. And again, I am not trying to place blame on the reader, anyone in the community nor am I trying to make a callout. I simply want to say that if you contribute to tips and tricks, reblog thinsp0 and generally promote ways to become more thin, more sick, you are to an extent pro.
I think we all need to look at the way we interact with our illnesses, and be wary of how harmful this community can be for people who are actively looking to get worse.
I started here when I was 13/14. I’m now 19, a full adult who STILL comes back. Who still feels at home in a community made for damaging ourselves
So I’m not asking to stop making posts, I’m not asking to stop rebloging. I think we should just all take a moment and realise how deeply messed up this community is, but more importantly how messed up it is that people are pushed here.
If you’re reading this you’re on these tags and I’m sorry. I truly am. No one deserves this. If you’re scrolling through these tags for the first time, maybe using notprojusttags. You’re starting a rabbithole that does not end. I beg you, delete this app. Delete the calorie counter. Pick up the fork, and know your worth is so much more than your ugw.
I understand people may have a problem with the statement that everyone here is pro. There are accounts who simply like things, there are accounts who do not engage at all. I am not blaming anyone
Simply asking that we take a look at ourselves
And how deeply fucked up this is
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if you asked me what
my eating disorder is about
i might say ‘food’
labeling some good, some bad
as i assign moral value
to this grain of rice
i might say ‘numbers’
counting, measuring, tracking
calories, sizes, BMIs
allthetimecalculating everysinglething
if you asked me what
my eating disorder is about
i might say ‘beauty’
complete devotion, idolization
of the western standard
begging for others’ envy
i might say ‘attention’
desperately needing someone
anyone, to notice me at all
to see that i am unwell, to care
if you asked me what
my eating disorder is about
i might say ‘control’
the sick, sick result
of discipline gone sour
a curdling obsession
i might say ‘guilt’
over being too big too plain
too comfortable too needy
too me
if you asked me what
my eating disorder is about
i might say ‘anger’
hating the injustice of living
hating everything, everyone
including myself
i might say ‘pain’
a way to transpose the scars
of my soul onto the body
aching for congruence
if you asked me what
my eating disorder is about
i might say ‘minimalism’
my mind whirls like a run-on sentence
and i can’t stand being wasteful so no
thank you i don’t need anything at all really
i might say ‘self-righteousness’
i’m parading the streets, declaring
my holier-than-thouness because
hey look! i’m better at dying than you
if you asked me what
my eating disorder is about
i might say ‘expectations’
i’ve been naturally small
my entire life and now, but now
i lose myself when i grow
i might say ‘childhood’
reverting to my prepubescent body
no breasts and when sex
was just a word muddled with giggles
if you asked me what
my eating disorder is about
i might say ‘addiction’
a habit that can’t be kicked
craving the buzz, the high
of manipulating my insides
i might say ‘death’
i’m not that happy anyway
so why not drive my body to
the edge, tempting it to quit?
if you asked me what
my eating disorder is about
i might say nothing
because i
do not
know
it’s not like it matters
because you don’t ask
because you don’t know
either
—i don’t know, you don’t know, no one knows // 01.22.18
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For any of my witchy anas out there, this spell has actually been so useful
The morning I did it I weighed in 82.5 and the next day weighed in 81.8
I fully believe spells are all about intention, so if you go in knowing it will work then it will!
If anyone is anxious about parents/not being able to I will happily cast one for you, dm me. (Free, I’ll just write your names on paper and burn them and set intentions for you before I cast it)
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I remember when I first joined the an0 community I was like why do people have to choose between green tea and Diet Coke what’s that about
And now I’m just like huh I guess I choose my side
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Me- “Nonono my Ed isn’t getting bad again”
Me-
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I’m scared of being in this body
I’m scared of being trapped in it
I’m fucking scared
Make. It. Stop.
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I’m taking a t break and I’m just happy I won’t binge
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This is just it
Precisely
ftm reasons to get skinnier
★彡 my binder will fit better
★彡 my chest will be smaller
★彡 my ass will be smaller
★彡 my hips will be less prominent
★彡 i'll look better in baggy clothes
★彡 my chest will be so fucking easy to hide
★彡 my face will look more structured and carved out
★彡 my neck and collarbones will be more prominent
★彡 i'll look more grunge
★彡 i'll just look better in masc clothes
★彡 it'll be easier to do masc makeup
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Wlw and mlm thinspo 🌈🌈
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