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I feel empty, my eyes are closed It’s getting dark and I’m alone And I sleep next to my window In case you decide to come home.

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You will have bad times, but they will always wake you up to the stuff you weren’t paying attention to.

Robin Williams, Good Will Hunting (1997)

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It happens to everyone as they grow up. You find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that people you’ve known forever don’t see things the way you do. So you keep the wonderful memories, but find yourself moving on.

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My life.

"Sometimes in life you just have to realize what you really want, who you really need, and what really makes you happy." From the start, there are a lot of things I really wanted. But it's not easy after all. There are so many challenges, sacrifices and hindrances before I achieved some of my goals. Or things I really wanted rather. Until now, I am still working on it. I don't know what to do because I am really torn between "Do what makes you happy" and "Do what you think you need.". It's like I'm doing this because this is what I want in my life. But at the same time, I also need to stopped that for now. Because there are things I really 'need' to do first. As what they've said, " do first what's really important " or maybe for the sake of others. I am not complaining, but it's really hard. It's really hard to the point it hurts me that I need to stop what my dream is. Who I really need? I think the best person is HIM. The one and only God. Maybe everything has a purpose. He gave me this kind of problem because he knows that I can do that. Maybe I am on the path that is not easy. Not easy to go to that dream. Before I claim that, there are so much problems first I need to face. Now, I realized that I don't need people who always bring me down. I don't need that people who always put me their second choice. Because I know that I don't deserve that kind of position. I need God in my life. I need His guidance all the time. I need Him in able to do it right. And I also need faith on him. And for now, maybe I am not focus of what I really wanted. Maybe someday. Someday I can also do it for myself. I will do it because I want it. I will do it because that's what really make me happy. I will do it because that's my dream. Just Lead me Lord. 💜

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“When you forgive, you don’t do it for the other person’s sake, you do it for your own sanity and peace of mind.” - Mr. Amari Soul, Reflections of a Man Everyone is capable of hurting you. It can be your enemy, your friend, your closest friends, your family or maybe your special someone. But always remember that when you forgive you always do that for yourself. Not because of them. Always remember that.

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There are hundreds of reason to hate you. But I just can’t.

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You're near yet so far.

We sometimes hangout. We were friends, maybe close friends. But why I felt that were just friends when we were alone. Why we can just be a normal friends the way that others used to be? You were my almost. But never the right one. Why? 😢

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It will only be as good as you make it, spill your heart and all you have. Time is precious, if you use it wisely you will be free. Do not give up when the struggle is not through, you must know the bad days to see the good. Whatever life throws at you, you have every ability to show your shine and power through.

It by Amy Kennedy

23/02/17

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You were my almost. But never the right one.

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You have the power to free yourself of the negativity and to find happiness. You have the power to live your life the way you choose, rather than as someone else dictates. You have the power…use it.

- Mr. Amari Soul, Reflections of a Man