#randomthoughts

[dinisuciyanti]

Mutual

"Fitrah perempuan itu dikejar", kata banyak perempuan.

Menurutku, gak gitu konsepnya. Mesti mutual, saling, gak bisa cuma jadi si-paling ingin diperjuangkan.

Kalau suka, let him/her know. Kalau respon nya anyep, mundur, bukan malah denial. No response is a response.

Entah kamu ada di posisi yang tertarik, atau yang di-tertariki, let him/her know what you feel, what your response. Kasih batasan yang jelas. Kalau ditolak, cari yang lain, manusia bukan cuma dia.

24 April 2024

[sealedwithmusk]

It was deep. So deep that it silenced me completely.

-Sldnctr

[ruexvn]

Random:

Toby’s the type of boyfriend to always get in an argument with you when he’s moody, most times he does it to watch you get riled up instead of just giving you silent treatment while he cuddles you because he gets a boost of affection knowing you argue back because you care

Ej is the type of boyfriend to bring you back dead animals and makes you sit and watch as he brings them to life the way he knows best. By doctoring, and your amazed every time, for now it’s small animals, just wait till he pulls up with a dear

Nina is the type of girlfriend where she always gives you a gift, homemade always. If you have similar style that’s basically a wedding ring to her, mention the idea of dying your hair the same color and she’ll start planning a venue

[ohmydarlinghowiloveyou]

Is there really such a thing as a line

between

love and obsession? ♡

[fjtrickster-blog]

I just realized something

I just had to throw this thought out into the ether so here we are. Y'know I've seen people complain about not getting how Big Mama talks in ROTTMNT but I realized something the more I thought about it.

She speaks in baby talk.

And I don't mean literal baby talk but that style of talking to little kids. Just think about it. I don't exactly have the script memorized but "use the dimbly door" and especially "turtly boos"

isn't this the sort of words you might use when talking to a small child? "look at the cutie wootie! I think he needs a nappy wappy!" It totally is the same.

Think of a characture of those rich people with chihuahua's and how they talk to them. I'm pretty sure it would match up. Only no one realizes it because she uses it in a threatening sinister tone. Which is insteresting to think about because if that's the case is she doing it on purpose? Is the baby talk a reflection of her contempt of others or is it maybe an affectation to make you underestimate her? I think it could be either. However given her name is Big Mama the fact that she talks to everyone like they are children fits. Maybe that's why the writers wrote her that way.

Anyway that's my theory on her dialogue. If anyone cares to continue the discussion I'd love to see it.

[irissweatersbearthoughts]

I thought it'd be funny to rewatch Hannibal for November, but like , rewatching the first episode is just, I kept laughing i just AJSN, the way Hannibal is just twirling his hair as soon as he sees Will is killing me, and it still amazes me how Will is so unsuspecting of Lector. This show is so gore comedy man.

[stupidhany]

Really random but Brain appreciation post

He’s just a little expressive guy

That’s all^^

[oceanherbalist]

I love that look that some natural black women have when they just look moisturized. Like it doesn't look like makeup, it looks like they drink their water and keep their skin soft and hydrated, and it just looks amazing.

[take-care-with-your-glasses]

My relationship with Good Omens.

You might think is oversharing, for me is more like a release.

So since I know myself I have been dealing with depression and it has its moments. Right now is really bad. I saw the first season and was half going through the book but since my depression stops me of doing regular stuff (I can start something and then abandon it. Even affects my art, I can't even color without feel or tired or feel that is ugly and doesn't deserve more than just be a sketch). So I decided to pick GO from where I left and then the second season happened and so far I'm so glad that I did because even if it ended on a sour note, I found something to cling onto and draw even if I can't still finish my art as everyone else, I'm at least glad that there's a release.

So... yeah, I'm glad that Good Omens happened so that I could try to put my thoughts on something else.

[badaipuantelahberlalu]

Kalah Bertaruh

Perpisahan ini sungguh begitu menyakitkan bagiku, barangkali juga bagimu. Membersamaimu selama ini ternyata masih saja belum cukup untuk bisa memahamimu sepenuhnya.

Aku sudah kalah telak. Sedang masa lalumu akan selamanya menjadi juara.

Lihat, betapa payah diriku dalam menerjemahkan setiap tutur katamu. Betapa dangkal pemikiranku dalam menafsirkan baik buruk perangaimu. Betapa konyol upaya-upaya yang aku kira dapat memperbaiki keadaan diantara kita, nyatanya justru semakin meninggikan egomu, hingga aku tidak sanggup menggapainya.

Sebab sebesar apapun usahaku, aku masih belum bisa menjadi tempat paling nyaman bagi resah-gelisah yang bertahta di dalam benakmu. Dan semakin aku berusaha, semakin kamu terasa jauh dan sulit ku rengkuh.

Lagi-lagi ku katakan, aku kalah telak. Sebab dalam benakmu sudah terpatri sosok ia yang dulu begitu pandai mengurai seluruh lelah dan bebanmu.

Ku serahkan setiap taruh yang disematkan untuk menjadikanmu sebagai pertama dan terakhir kepada semesta. Sebab rasa cinta yang kuberikan hanya membuat dadamu semakin sesak. Maka aku tidak ingin kamu terus-menerus demikian.

Aku sudah kalah dan menyerah habis-habisan.

[dinisuciyanti]

Banyak dari kita

Banyak dari kita yang fokusnya ke "nyari jodoh" nya aja, memperbaiki diri yang nambah ilmu tentang pernikahan, komunikasi, keuangan, bahasa cinta pasangan, reproduksi, parenting, dll. TAPI lupa, lupa buat menjaga kesehatan badan sendiri, sebagai aset kesehatan sendiri, yang kamu nikmati untuk diri sendiri, dan di masa depan untuk keluarga mu.

Gak usah jauh-jauh ke persiapan hamil, mencegah stunting, XYZ, apa iya udah sayang sama badan sendiri? biar bisa kerja fokus gak anemia makanya mesti minum suplemen besi-folat. Apa iya udah aware sama dampak kurang vitamin D karna anti-matahari? makanya mesti minum suplemen vit D. Udah nyoba aktif olahraga? Udah konsumsi lebih sering buah sayur biar gak cuma gorengan yang masuk ke tubuh? Dan sederet praktek "sehat" lainnya, yang seringkali luput, seringnya ya ngopi sambil join kelas parenting.

Lupa, seakan yang penting itu ilmu pernikahan-parenting, cari calonnya, nikah, hidup bahagia. Kesehatan diri sendiri gak dipikirin.

27 Januari 2024

[sealedwithmusk]

Writing should not be forced, it comes naturally. There's this urge to write at some point of time where your thoughts are overflowing and your heart is racing whilst excitement envelopes your eyes, as how something deep within you was awakened by an unknown trigger, your hands are uncontrollably scribbling on pieces of papers as you lose your self into thousands of words you wish to convey yet your hand does not coincide. Until the words withers away into the unknown while you're trying to grasp every pieces yet—you can not. Locked upon somewhere within you.

Maybe on some other days, you would be able to write a book from thousands of memories you've had, thousands of lives you've witnessed and thousands of unspoken poetries you've kept.

—SIdnctr

[moodymooon]

my sanity depends on,—ao3,pinterest,tumblr and music. thats all ☺️

[caveguy22]

I'm very proud of the lyrics to this older tune of mine:

We're living in the nighttime rain

Trying to find a way back home

Take the candle from my hand

Blow out the light

I will never follow you

Or take you back for reason

I will turn away from it all

I will let you down

Things have never felt this way

Like they were before

Caught the mouth , Hide the pain

Take me back my enemy

Things have never felt this way

Like they were before

Caught the mouth , Hide the pain

Take me back my enemy

We're living in the nighttime rain

Trying to find a way back home

Take the candle from my hand

Blow out the light

Stuck inside your molten mind

Your essence slowly fading

No words and no fears

Time will find you weeping

Things have never felt this way

Like they were before

Caught the mouth , Hide the pain

Take me back my enemy

Things have never felt this way

Like they were before

Caught the mouth , Hide the pain

Take me back my enemy

And if you are chasing the weak

Our path will surely reconnect

Time will come for you my friend

Since you have lost your way

 (Extra scrapped lyrics)

And you may lose your conscious

And if you are running astray

Make sure to hide the way

(continuation:)

Things have never felt this way

Like they were before

Caught the mouth , Hide the pain

Take me back my enemy

Things have never felt this way

Like they were before

Caught the mouth, Hide the pain

Take me back my enemy

Enemy

Enemy

Enemy

Shut enemy

Enemy

Enemy

Enemy

My enemy

It will be released, hopefully this year!

[blogchirayu]

Random Thoughts

[mamiinmiumiu]

The intense feeling of wanting a 3ds and a Tamagotchi rn is actually insane.