#randomthoughts

[dinisuciyanti]

Jangan sampai

Beberapa kali aku mendengar dari adik-adik under 29:

"Ah tehdin masih single di 30an hepi-hepi aja tuh"

Jangan ya. JANGAN SAMPAI kalian mengalami se-usia ku: perempuan dan masih single. Ujiannya berat. Kalo gak gila, minimal stress. Yang feeling content? ada, setelah beberapa fase mengambil "hikmah".

Kalau bisa menikah sebelum 30, menikahlah. Mengurangi adu mulut dengan orangtua, saudara, tetangga, teman, dan netizen. Tapi kalo mau dicobain, ya gapapa. Kali aja penasaran yekan.

Di negara yang enggak ramah single usia 30 ini, memang harus "pintar" me-menej emosi, dan wajib bodo amat. Gak dikit-dikit overthinking dan blaming yourself "oh ada yang salah sama aku, makanya aku menarik orang yang salah terus".

Jadi apa? jangan sampai kalian mengikuti jejak aku dan para mbak yang lain. Nikah sebelum 30 udah paling bener: dengan catatan kamu mau menikah sama dia, dia pun begitu, dan orangtua merestui.

7 Oktober 2024

[mostmefonforeperson]

MILLION DOLLER QUESTION!!

What would tacomic, knickle, and trophycheesy ship child would be-

[sinnakopia]

healing people heals me. don’t take advantage of my kindness.

[ruexvn]

Random:

Toby’s the type of boyfriend to always get in an argument with you when he’s moody, most times he does it to watch you get riled up instead of just giving you silent treatment while he cuddles you because he gets a boost of affection knowing you argue back because you care

Ej is the type of boyfriend to bring you back dead animals and makes you sit and watch as he brings them to life the way he knows best. By doctoring, and your amazed every time, for now it’s small animals, just wait till he pulls up with a dear

Nina is the type of girlfriend where she always gives you a gift, homemade always. If you have similar style that’s basically a wedding ring to her, mention the idea of dying your hair the same color and she’ll start planning a venue

[oddieramblignonsence]

Live action remakes aren't "ruining your childhood", they're ruining the future of the franchise. They're shitty, horribly made, and bastardize the story they're trying to tell by getting only the "most important parts". The problem isn't that it's ruining your childhood, it's that it's sanitizing and bastardizing a story for the sake of a soulless cash grab. Fuck live action remakes and fuck anyone who thinks they're good or "bringing back an experience".

[estupidongjuantamad]

Today has been great. I finally knocked the test off my checklist for this year. I passed the CCM test!

I had to turn and reposition multiple times or else I’d end up with a pressure injury. LOL Kidding aside, it was worded so differently from the practice tests that I did but I am beyond grateful that I did it given just 2 weeks of review. The test taking strategy really works. Of course the knowledge about the content is also important.

Also, it felt strange because this is where I also took my nursing boards 10+ years ago. It brought back the memories. I think I sat at the same seat number like last time. I went to the testing center an hour early because I was sleepy. I had to do some laps so that I feel a little pumped. I saw a boba shop too but didn’t want to have that sugar rush. It was a reminiscent experience nonetheless.

Another topic, I was overwhelmed with school deadlines last month and furious when my professor announced a video presentation wasn’t required just two days before the submission deadline. It seemed inconsiderate to expect students to juggle multiple tasks. What kind of instructor is that? I had already completed the presentation when she made that change. Fortunately, I received an A+ anyway. The three-week break before the Summer semester is a blessing.

The remaining tasks for this month include meeting with my mentor, the chief nurse executive (CNE) of our hospital, and attending the final day of my leadership training program at UCSF, which I’ve been attending for the past seven months. I’m also planning to take a lot of photos at Pier 39 and Embarcadero. I miss those random photo walks. It’s been a while since I last visited the city.

How about you? How was your day? I hope you are having a great one.

4/22/25 l 2315H PST

[simtallysblog]

Just wanted to share some thoughts on content creation:

I put my focus on youtube and tiktok for the last few months and now I try to expand and share my content with more people on different platforms. I'm excited but at the same time it feels a bit discouraging to start from 0 again 😭 I know I shouldn't focus on numbers and enjoy being creative and sharing my stuff, but in the end you share your stuff because you want people to see it. So there is a small line between having fun and feeling some kind of pressure to post more to get recognized by others and spend more time on socials, which take away time to be more creative... at least that's how it is for me personally.

And with the pressure of being recognized I want to share another thought: sometimes I feel the need to jump on trends to (probably) get more views. It can be hard to find your own style when you scroll through tumblr (or other platforms) and you always see some similar styles if you know what I mean. And this is NO hate! I love these posts and I enjoy them but I sometimes feel like there are some styles that people love and click more. And it can be hard to stick to your own style or in my case finding my own style, and not trying to fit in a certain style that's in trend right now. I'm inspired by these posts too, so I'm not better.

Maybe the message I want to say is: social media can be tiring as a small creator who tries to find their place in here.

[corrupteddlungss]

Held, Then Dropped.

I relate to Love Quinn from YOU a lot. Well, not the murderous part, of course — but how, in the beginning, someone can make you feel so safe, so understood. They promise to embrace every part of you ; the good, the bad, the broken and make you believe they will love you through it all, unconditionally. They say the right things, do the right things, and for a moment, it feels like maybe this time, someone truly sees you.

But then, when the cracks begin to show, when you let them in on your worst days, they hesitate. They falter. They start pulling away. Suddenly, the parts of you they said they'd love become the parts they can’t handle. Instead of staying, instead of standing beside you when you need them most, they retreat. Sometimes, they even make it worse; turn your hurt into something unbearable. They leave you drowning in your own chaos, making you feel crazy for even having those feelings.

And after all of it, after everything you gave, every moment you chose to stay, to understand, to love them even when it hurt you, they still walk away. They leave you alone, questioning everything: Was it all for nothing? This kind of loneliness feels different. It doesn’t just ache; it lingers. It’s the weight of unmet expectations, of a connection you thought would last unraveling before your eyes. It’s the sting of realising that no matter how much you gave, it was never enough to make them stay.

It’s almost easier to have no one at all. At least then, you’re not expecting someone to show up. At least then, you’re not left wondering why you weren’t enough.

And now, I feel trapped in this cycle of believing no one will ever love me the way I love them. No one will ever stand by me, see me, hold me in the way I crave. I give everything, everythingand yet, it’s never enough. And no matter how much it breaks me, I can’t stop being the person who stays. I can’t stop wanting to fix things, to take on the pain of others, to make it better for them. Maybe it’s because I want to feel like I’ve done something good. Maybe it’s because I wish someone would do the same for me.

Or maybe it’s because I still have hope; hope that someday, someone will love me the way I love them. But that hope… it’s starting to hurt more than it heals.

[dinisuciyanti]

Pendidikan tersier

Seminggu terakhir di beberapa sosial media riuh soal tingginya UKT pasca SK Kemdikbud yang baru launching dan pernyataan staff Kemdikbud soal Perguruan Tinggi itu termasuk pendidikan tersier, bukan wajib 12 tahun SD-SMA.

Mari kita lihat datanya. Per 2017, hanya 9.35% lulusan Universitas (D3/D4/S1/S2/S3), 7 tahun kemudian, menjadi 10.15% di 2023.

See? Dalam 7 tahun, hanya naik 0.75% dari total penduduk. HANYA 0.75%, menuju Indonesia Emas 2045. Itu pun dengan sistem UKT yang belum naik 4-5x lipat seperti sekarang.

APBN pendidikan 20%, setara 665 T. Yang didapat Universitas? hanya 1,2% atau 8 T, dibagi ke 184 PTN, tergantung besar-kecil PTN tersebut.

Info nya juga, 50% dari 665 T angggaran pendidikan diberikan ke Dinas Pendidikan daerah. Padahal kalau Universitas dapat porsi 10% saja, itu sudah sangat membantu.

Tapi, the gov is not willing to improve it. Bukan prioritas :) tapi bikin patung api 335 M bisa, bikin rumah menteri 14 M x 36 menteri ada, tunjangan DPR seumur hidup ada, lucu memang.

Katanya 10 juta genZ tidak sekolah juga tidak bekerja, tanggapan orang pajak apa? "beresiko rendah penerimaan pajak", ya gak salah sih, kan orang pajak, memang kaum middle class hanya diharapkan untuk support negara, tapi negara is not willing to support them first. What do you expect? Golden era in 2045? :)

Memang mencerdaskan bangsa adalah tugas muhammadiyah.

18 Mei 2024

[mostmefonforeperson]

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[sinnakopia]

somebody give me a rich boyfriend right now. it’s time for me to live out my fantasies while being the best girlfriend ever.

[stariinights14]

I just thought of this now but I think Lysa Monroe could look similar to Alice Cullen in the first movie.

Please someone see the vision 😭

[oddieramblignonsence]

The animal jam classic experience was spending hours running around the den previews pretending you had the money to make it your own den

[vorugantinag]

What is valuable?

[sealedwithmusk]

Writing should not be forced, it comes naturally. There's this urge to write at some point of time where your thoughts are overflowing and your heart is racing whilst excitement envelopes your eyes, as how something deep within you was awakened by an unknown trigger, your hands are uncontrollably scribbling on pieces of papers as you lose your self into thousands of words you wish to convey yet your hand does not coincide. Until the words withers away into the unknown while you're trying to grasp every pieces yet—you can not. Locked upon somewhere within you.

Maybe on some other days, you would be able to write a book from thousands of memories you've had, thousands of lives you've witnessed and thousands of unspoken poetries you've kept.

—SIdnctr