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Graffiti Trains. 🖤

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I feel like I can post here vs. anywhere else. I liked a guy who didn't like me. He made me smile when I thought I couldn't, and my heart felt like it was home. Guess that's what I get. A non beautiful life. 🥀

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People are strange when you're a stranger. 🖤

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You only get one life.....🥀

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" I saw blue skies mirrored in your eyes."

"I wonder where you are."

"I wonder if you think about me."

"Once upon a time....."

In your wildest dreams. " 🩵

-The Moody Blues 💙

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Ever thought that a guy could make your heart beat again? Those eyes.

Thank you for listening. 😘

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Ever wish you could just disappear?

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"You've always been slightly awkward, kinda weird

Upside down and not all here." 🙃

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Bernadotte, IL. The Wall.

"The huge concrete wall known as the Camp Ellis Firing Range still remains on the hilltop above Bernadotte on Rifle Range Road."

As you can see, over the years, the wall has become well-known to all the kids in surrounding areas with spray painted signatures from all over, including memorials to loved ones, political banter, and only what I can describe as "penis envy," lol.

I remember going back in the day as a teen. I recently went back to see if it all was there and to remember the good times. I really enjoyed the ride. 🖤

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I'm new. I just started this, but I think this just might be where I need to be. I'm naturally a creative soul....poetry, photographs, and I love writing. I lost both my husband and daughter within 3 years of each other, so I am still healing from those experiences. I've been trying to find myself due to suffering from PTSD because of those experiences. I travel here and there. It's just so weird to have the time to do so and never knowing what to do.

I like trying new things but I'm also afraid of doing it alone. Something, I'm trying to adjust to. I have a hard time seeing people for what I think can be vs. who they really are, so life isn't always filled with sunshine and rainbows. If only life could be easy, ay?

I am trying to discover a new life with peace, and so far, I've just been disappointed. I am wondering if moving from where I am and have been for the last 16 years would be more ideal for me. You just get tired of the same shit day in and day out. It's time for a change.

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