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a horror movie about making a horror movie. wait, don't walk away. a horror movie about one of those grueling seventies productions that broke every OSHA rule—long, exhausting shoots in the middle of the woods, presided over by one of those directors convinced of his own genius and certain the only way to get the performances he needs is to relentlessly isolate and gaslight his female lead. the crew are terrified of the director's outbursts and so are going along with it. there's one other woman in the cast but she plays the one who takes her shirt off earlier in the film and then dies, and the director has done everything in his power to turn these two people against each other, the better to keep his female lead unbalanced and unsure, and when the deeply disquieting scary stuff starts happening for real, the female lead has nobody to confide in and assumes it is the director very characteristically going out of his way to fuck with her. one of the camera operators gets possessed and is being flung around the trees, head spinning as he oozes an acidic black liquid and the female lead is like, "i can't let fucking jerry think he's getting to me." and then—this may be too much, idk—the only way the two actresses can figure out what's really going on is to acknowledge that they've been pitted against each other and that they really don't have any reason beyond this not to trust each other, so they compare notes and that's how they discover that hey, this production actually is cursed.

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Rashida Tlaib has set up a petition to send to the White House to recognize and stop the ethnic cleansing and forced displacement happening in Gaza. If you’re a US citizen please sign. I have no illusions that this will change policy, but the public outcry against their actions must continue. We will not be distracted or discouraged from continuing to object to these humans rights violations.

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i honestly dont get why people stopped reblogging things they like on here bc like what are you afraid of??? people thinking youre cringey?? guess what bitch! youre on tumblr! it’s all cringey! reblog everything you like and do it shamelessly no one fuckin cares

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breaking normal posting to say: merry christmas to those who celebrate. i make a point of keeping this blog fandom focused, but i am palestinian. from a place not far from bethlehem; where jesus was born and where this holiday began. but today, bethlehem is under military occupation. today, on christmas, bethlehem was bombed.

if you enjoy my jokes and posts, or if christmas means something special to you, i humbly ask you consider including bethlehem in your holiday giving. ANERA provides necessity like food and mattresses to palestinian refugees. PRCS provides critical medical care. CFG is a gaza-based grassroot collective which gives necessities to the community. thank you.

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#folklore #fearless #k-12 #CTRL

I love that moment when you are listening to an album and it’s doing basically nothing for you. Then like ¾ of the way through the album you hear a song that slaps so hard and suddenly you are just in the music, so you go back and listening to album again and turns out it’s amazing! You just weren’t really listening to the music at the time.

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Why She Fell in Love: 4th/8th/12th Synastry Edition:

Because he looked into her eyes and she felt the ease she's always wished for. Because without him who would she be holding onto? Because she feels an absence where love should be. Because she feels that her soul knows him. Because she is searching for the answers of what it means to feel peace. Because she never felt loved in the place she has to call "home."

Because when she's with him, she doesn't feel that dire wish for someone to be called hers. Because his whispers to her feel like a song. Because every time she closes her eyes, all she see's is him. Because he is the key that allows her to feel the depth of love she craves for. Because when she looks at him her irises dilate. Because her fingers feel safe between his.

Because she doesn't love herself. Because when she's with him she can love herself. Because she relies on others for the love she is too afraid to self-develop. Because those cigarettes burns touched a little too close to her heart one too many times. Because his smile directly stares into a void she doesn't know she has. Because with him she finally feels acceptance. Because she allows herself to feel comfort when he is around.

Because she can't help it. Because he fulfills the void of where love once was. Because with him, she feels peace. Because her eyes tells him a story that he can only read. Because his arm around hers feels like a comfort blanket. Because his presence reminds her of the worth she once felt as a child.

Because her childhood home walls reeked of fear. Because her father's yells still echoes in the hallways. Because her mother cries flooded into her main airway. Because her father left one day before she came home for school. Because her mother became an empty vessel. Because no one showed her it's possible to feel peace without another.

Because she feels like she has no one else. Because without him, the cries for love that she tries to ignore sits inside her bones. Because his green eyes told her "I won't let you go." Because she for once, gets to call someone her home.

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I am going to use this blog as a notes app, bc I need a place to put my thoughts where people can validate or relate to my feelings

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Really wanna finish school just so I can go back to having time to write ff

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I haven't posted on here in so long but I just have to vent. I am sick and tired of falling for emotionally unavailable men this year.

Like what do you mean, you like me but you don't want a relationship. Not that they're not ready. THEY DON'T WANT ONE.

like what do you want from me then? Do you expect me to wait or is this you telling me to move on?

And then like how am I supposed to move on, knowing you like me, and that we could've been something, but you just don't want it?

Like this is the second time this year, and I'm just so sick of it.

Like "guess it's time for a different prayer" LORD PLEASE SEND ME A GOOD MAN TO FALL FOR PLEASEEE

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I realized today that rejection makes my stomach hurt. But not just romantic rejection. I mean rejection in any form. Like friends, or authority figures.

Like, tell me why I'm about to puke over pitching an idea to a mentor of mine, but they said that they're already working on a similar thing with someone else. They said I can be part of it, and I'm still in the most horrible mood over it

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I despise nothing more than Paper Rings being in an Iris/Declan playlist

Declan would never give that woman a paper ring, and he was insistent that they were not going to be friends AND it definitely wasnt an accident, they're both just accidental masterminds

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bikolai lanstov doing the absolute Most and shooting his shot to convince malina to let him be their third 

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What am I doing this random evening?

Oh nothing, Just stalking my fathers Oedipal mistress on socials

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oh my god I "Augustined" myself...

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Dreams, of your hair and your stare and sense of belief

Relationship Moodboard:

Libra (f) and Capricorn (m)