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blog #7
on sunday i went to take my placement test at st francis college. the thing is that i wasn't able to take my placement test because i was late to it. the reason i was late is because i was stuck in traffic. so this is pretty much a story time of how i made a negative situation a positive one. the college is in brooklyn and i left around 12. the college is about 40-50 mins away from house. so i was thinking that if i leave around this time i'll be good even if i got there at 1:10 i was under the impression that i'll still be good with taking the test. (i was wrong) im on the highway and i feel really good about taking this test i felt confident i was going to do well on it. i was on a highway i've never been on before and it gave me a good vibe throughout the ride. then we hit traffic and that's when my day went downhill from there. i thought okay it is just a little traffic and it's nothing and i'll be on my way soon. (i was wrong again) i was stuck in traffic for over an hour and didn't leave the highway until 2. this is where i turned my negative situation to a positive one. while i was in traffic i was mad at myself for taking so long to get ready that i left kinda late and that's the reason why i was in the situation i was in. i kinda ended blaming myself for it but i realized that i know i wasn't the only one who missed the test and it could be made up. i also realized i was growing up in a way because i was getting mad at myself for being irresponsible and i wanted to change and an irresponsible person wouldn't get mad an irresponsible person would just take what happened as it is. im taking my makeup on june 15th and this time i'm going to make sure i take the train to get there and i'm also gonna make sure i leave two hours before the test starts because you never know what could happen.
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Blog #6 if i had to do it all over again..
high school is a very fun place in a way. it's not the way you think they are. it's not the same as the movies or the tv shows. i feel all that stuff only happens in public schools. i go to a catholic school and most of the stuff is pretty strict in a way. yeah from time to time there are incidents that happen in the school that get kids suspended or even expelled but other than that it's a pretty regular place. there are always some regrets when i think about high school though. if i can go back to freshmen year i'll try to do better academically and maybe evenhigh school is a very fun place in a way. it's not the way you think they are. it's not the same as the movies or the tv shows. i feel all that stuff only happens in public schools. i go to a catholic school and most of the stuff is pretty strict in a way. yeah from time to time there are incidents that happen in the school that get kids suspended or even expelled but other than that it's a pretty regular place. there are always some regrets when i think about high school though. if i can go back to freshmen year i'll try to do better academically and maybe even join some clubs. i feel like i missed out on the actual high school experience and mine felt very plain and normal. i don't know why i thought going in to high school it was gonna be a whole new experience. in a way it was it wasn't anything i've seen before but i just thought more was gonna come out of it. that's kinda how i'm feeling about college. maybe the regrets i have for high school i could transfer over to college. maybe i could make a college a better experience for me than it was in high school. i also wish i could change the friends i met and when i met them. some friends i met a little late in the year and now i won't see them again cause schools almost over and i wish i met them when i was a freshman. i would like to think that i would've had more fun during high school if i had them around all 4 years. im optimistic about the future and what college has in store for me and i'm ready for the challenge and the experience i will face.
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blog #5
im not sure if i explained this in my first blog but i tend to have a "short attention span". i put that in quotes because i self diagnosed myself with that. I just sometimes find myself in lazy situations and not wanting to watch anything or read anything. whenever someone would tell me to watch a show or movie i would tell them that i have a short attention span and i wouldn't feel like watching it. put that theory to the test over the weekend and i realized that i don't really have a short attention span and that i could watch movies and tv shows. i've started watching freaks and geeks and i have finished watching 13 reasons why. freaks and geeks seems so far like a regular show to me and i don't see all the hype that people give it. im only five episodes in but i still don't see why everyone is so hung up on it. maybe i'm missing something or maybe it's just not for everyone. 13 reasons why was a good show and i enjoyed it and i suggest everyone watch why they have a chance because it shows every little things can have an impact on someone's life and can lead to their death. im glad i decided to start watching tv again because i spend most of my days at home and i get bored easily so i just end up napping and wasting my day. it's not like sitting on my butt watching netflix is any mode productive but it is still a change from what i'm used to. with that im prob going to spend most of my spring break on netflix.
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blog#4 (where do you see yourself in 10 years?)
whenever someone asks me where do i see myself in 10 years i never really have an answer to that question.. to be honest i think something bad will happened to me before then and i end up dying. so whenever someone asks me that question i just say i'm gonna be dead. i do believe i'll live to see what's gonna happen in ten years. i feel i'm gonna be married with a kid already. i'll like to be married by the time i am 30. i'm not sure what kinda job i'll have for my family but i'm interested in some kind of social work. i like working with and helping people. i can see myself doing that or being a therapist. if i would want to be a therapist i would probably be in school in ten years and school is the last thing on my mind. being a firefighter is always an option too. when it comes down to it i'm not sure what i want to do in 5 years or even next year. i don't like thinking about the future. i like to just let things fall in place. i like for things to just go the way they have to go. i am a firm believer in me having a purpose in my life and everything happening for a reason. hopefully i will have a kid and wife someday and i won't be dead but till then i gotta live my life in the now.
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blog #3
frank ocean released a song on friday night called chanel. i’m not sure what it’s about but i know it’s good. i can always look up on genius on what it means. i have been listening to this song for the past 48 hours. it’s the only song i have listened to in these past 48 hours. it sucks because yeah it’s good now but i’m gonna get tired of it i know i am. it’s all part of the music cycle. the cycle is you find a song, you play it multiple times, you get tired of it, and then a couple weeks or even months down the road you hear it again and the cycle starts up again. for now i have no problem with the song. i don’t wanna say it’s my favorite song because then i’m going to feel bad with other songs i listen to and don’t want to just limit all the songs i like and just pick one favorite but the song is up there. i’m listening to the song as i type this. when i first listened to the song i was in a happy mood but now that i listen to it more and more it’s kinda sad. i think that no song is trigger to be happy or sad. i think it’s all about the kind of mood you’re in and how you’re feeling that makes a song sad or happy. i mean yeah you wouldn’t listen to a happy song when you’re sad or a sad song when you’re happy because you wanna stay stuck on that feeling for awhile. at least that’s for me because i feel comfortable with what i am. you can always try to listen to a happy song while you’re sad or the other way around and see if it changes your mood. i have tried it a couple times and sometimes it works sometimes it doesn’t. i guess it depends how sad or how happy i am. if you’re reading you should try and see if it works. it is a theory i thought of not too long ago and i would like to know how it works for others.
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blog #2
i used to be a reader at the start of my freshmen year. I used to read a couple books here and there to keep me entertained but i was never really into books that i would read a book for fun. i always put pressure on myself to read a book fast and not take my time. i read fast mainly so i can get over with it. not because i hated the book or anything but because i just wanted to know the end of it. this didn't really help as it kinda made me lose focus on the book. this happened around sophomore year and the beginning of junior year. i haven't really read a book since then. now i can't really sit down and read a book because i will lose interest pretty quick. i can only read books if it is being read to me. i listen to a lot of music to have some form of appreciation for media. i binge listening to music if that's even a thing. i'll take a handful of albums that are related to my favorite artists or artists i like and i just sit through and listen to the songs to see if i like them. i feel that's the best way to find new music. i don't watch a lot of tv either. it's prob all because of my "short attention span" when it comes down to it but not really interest me anymore on tv. im not really informed into the outside world. i have this thing where if it doesn't effect me personally then i don't worry about it. yeah that kinda sounds selfish but that's just the way i am. i kinda wish i was more informed with what's going on. like politics i wish i could have a debate on someone within politics but i don't have any knowledge with the subject so i'll just stay out of it. p.s writing all of this through a phone is muchhhh better
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blog #1
My name is Max and I am 18 years old. I thought my life would be a little more interesting when I turned 18. I was wrong. My life has not really changed much fro the past two years. I do believe that change can be made in a day and that you are not the same person you were yesterday. I feel myself changing more mentally than physically. I do not know if my doctor is lying or not but I have been the same weight for the past two years. So I will say that i am that same guy in that aspect. I do not really do much on my free time. I have convinced myself that I have a short attention span. So I barely watch TV because I feel I will not be able to concentrate and view the show to to the fullest. I listen to alot of music though. My music taste can range from punk rock to my favorite, alternative. My favorite artist is Mac Demarco. If you have not heard him yet you really should. He holds so much happiness in my life. I was able to see him in concert once and it was one of the greatest days in my life. I used to type really fast on a keyboard now I’m looking like a grandpa trying to write this but I hope you enjoyed knowing this little part of me. I am more interesting over the computer than I am in real life. Thank you for reading. Have a good day.
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