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I absolutely hate it when I'm having a serious talk with a person and I say something that's CLEARLY rational and I get "whatever, I'll just [insert action]" as an answer.

Ok, you big giant 14yo, do whatever.

"Nevermind is not even important"

Yeah and that's why you're ranting, I see.

Thing is I cannot help if you rather act like a child. I ain't yo mama, I'm not gonna be following your tracks to try and convince you. Wanna scream? Go ahead. Want to dismiss me? Sure. Wanna stomp your feet and slam doors? Do you.

If what I say is "nevermind" and "whatever", should I even care?

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I've made a gif once of a butterfly flapping it's wings in black and white and, for some reason today, two people from ED tumblr have already used it.

I think I've never talked about it here, but I have an Eating Disorder. It's under control now, and im not one of those girls who look like they have an ED, so when i tell people this they don't believe me, but i do, and i suffer from it.

I don't have much to say, any time i see those numbers and codes in your bios, it breaks my heart. I know your minds better than anyone, i know the revolving trauma and the paradoxical thoughts. I know how it is to look at another woman, then at yourself and the feeling of despair because you don't feel enough. I know how it is to work out until you almost pass out on an empty stomach. But you know what else I know? That this is worthless. Because there isn't an "enough" that is enough for you. I know you know it, deep down in your heart there's a little voice that tells you this. A little voice that keeps whispering: "will I be able to stop?" This voice is your will to live. It is trying to save you, to bring your joy back. No iced coffee will bring it back, no rice cake, no vegetable soup with zero salt will fill this hole in your chest, dear. You will become thin enough to make your thumb and middle finger around your arm and it will make you happy for 5 seconds, until your goal moves to your thumb and your pinky. And I know I'm here, talking about it, risking a relapse by simply thinking about it, but to me it is worthy. Because only God knows how many of you will read this post and snap back to reality and this. This is worth it.

You are loved. You are someone's darling. Even between you guys, you have friends who you care about who are in this community with you. Don't let them go. It's easier to recover with a friend, it's easier to leave the spiral if you join forces.

If you know someone who's showing signs of having an ED, hit them up. Talk to them, show them they're loved, tell them how beautiful you think they are, unpromptedly, unexpectedly. Because i know that's exactly what you think, and they should know it too.

Stay safe. You are loved, and there is nothing you can do, there's no way you can look that will make you stop being loved.

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new york blizzard

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source | GIF library

One More Chance, 2017.

GIF library

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source | GIF library

One More Chance, 2017.

GIF library

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bestie what you doin hereee

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Listen.

EVERYBODY knows (or should) that you DO. NOT. STOP. in Vidor, Texas. 

It’s best to just run out of gas elsewhere. Whatever you do, black folks, DO NOT STOP IN VIDOR, TEXAS. 

There’s a good chance you’ll get lynched or just come up missing - and I’m not joking.

also do NOT stop in Harrison, Arkansas!!!! (relatively close to OK and MI) a nazi town with a BIG KKK organization.

Reblog To Save Life

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Maoni_cat_Howl's Moving Castle

EARRING No.5 / Necklace No.11 New Mesh 8 swatches HQ Compatible

download♡patreon

(Public release on 2024.09.14)

You can re-edit for personal use Do Not resell Do not re-upload Don't convert my mesh to anywhere else Thanks for all CC creators Thank for support me 禁止打包与二次售卖

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>>>CODENAME: Daisy

Rio 16°C ☁️

Hair and scarf by @lama-lama ! Great job, friend! The moment I saw it, i knew it would be perfect for my Mandy!

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So, here's the deal

I just moved in.

Yes. This is my house. I thought that buying a furnished house would be a great move, but to be honest, I don't know... A baby room? Some outdated appliances and my moving truck hasn't arrived yet! It sounds funny when I tell but actually is not.

I looked around and was barely familiar with the house itself when the Welcome To The Neighborhood group came knocking on my door. In other times I'd hate it, I wasn't one to like strange people entering my house. But being alone in a new city... I don't know, it felt nice knowing there's nice people to make friends to.

This lovely lady in a ponytail is Doli! She brought me an awful fruitcake! But she was so kind and so warming I ate it anyway. Terrible, terrible thing, but it's how the saying goes, it's the thought that matters !

I think the guy is her boyfriend, but we honestly didn't connect so I can't actually remember......

San Sequoia so far has proved to be a NICE place. So I'm feeling good about what's to come... I have plans! Big plans! I need a job first. No, scratch that, I need a new computer first.

And who knew. This house still looks like it has some surprises to offer...

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DENIM DENIM DENIM LOOKBOOK

1 | 2

3 | 4

5 | 6

7 | 8

Thank you to all the CC creators.

@joliebean, @qicc, @rimings, @sentate, @myshunosun, @belaloallure3, @someone-elsa

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Available to download on Patreon

Release Dates:

Choco Puds - 08.07 Mini Puds - 15.07 Bow Puds - 22.07 Public - 29.07

base game compatible

vegetarian safe, contains lactose

available in restaurants

ingredients optional

off the grid compatible!!

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Multi serving: max vertices 317/ polygons 424 Single serving: max vertices 192/ polygons 237

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Crochet Collection | - *Update*

Hi! This is a post to let you know that the Crochet Collection Vol I (june 2023) has been updated 😊

What's new? Only the catalog pictures in CAS, so you don't have to worry about download everything again if you don't want the new ones.

If you are an official patreon (early access membership), you can download the packages easily without redirects here.

If you are a free member, you have to download the packages one by one with redirects in curseforge. Below, I leave you the links to the website of all the items:

DOWNLOAD ASSYMETRIC PTOP  [CURSEFORGE] DOWNLOAD PAREO SKIRT  [CURSEFORGE] DOWNLOAD TIE UP CROPTOP  [CURSEFORGE] DOWNLOAD WIDE LEG PANTS  [CURSEFORGE] DOWNLOAD TOTE BAG  [CURSEFORGE]

Don't forget to visit and follow me on my social networks:

Twitter: https://twitter.com/LuxySims

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/luxysims/

Pinterest: https://www.pinterest.es/luxysims/

Finally, remind you that I'm updating my patreon this july with new content for the same theme. The Crochet Collection Vol II is in early access, so you can stop by and check it out there.

Be the light! ✨

@maxismatchccworld​  @sssvitlanz @coffee-cc-finds @sims4finds @lanaccfind @cchunters   @c12ccfinds  @mmoutfitters @mmfinds @emilyccfinds @redheadsims-cc @cccorner @wysidiacc @ccsimsfindss4 @cccorner @lotusplumbob @toastyccfinds @cookiesccfinds @strangecowplantfinds @shaenaeccfinds @eanyroseccfinds @kairasimsccfinds @anikasims @blueishccfinds @petiteluneccfind @alt-lanaccfinds ❣

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Bottoms Set

Hi guys!! Once again trying to work on consistency so for this month here's a small set of trendy bottoms! Hope you enjoy!

Diesel Denim

I tried my best with the uv1 and weights for the accessories!

2 Versions • 16 Swatches • All maps, LODs • T- E • Masc Frame 2.9k poly | 1.1k poly

credits: @evellsims fleabag pants belt texture @its-adrienpastel Nicole Jeans texture

Utility Cargo Pants

Loving these style of pants lately, I HAD to recreate • 18 Swatches • All maps, LODs • T- E • Masc Frame 2.4k poly credits: @xldkx for helping with the maps!

Download: Patreon (FREE!) | Alt (SFS)

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👚 Nikki Long Sleeves Top 👚

Nikki Long Sleeves Top

14 swatches

Normal/Shadow Maps

HQ compatible

All lods

DOWNLOAD ( FREE )

INSTAGRAM | PATREON (READ MY T.O.U BEFORE DOWNLOADING MY CC)

Support me on Patreon to get early access to my cc: patreon.com/backtrackcc ✨

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[RIMINGS] Summer Beach

- FULL BODY 3

- NEW MESH

- ALL LODS

- NORMAL MAP / SHADOW MAP

- 30 / 30 / 30 SWATCHES

- HQ COMPATIBLE

▶TERMS OF USE

DOWNLOAD

( EARLY ACCESS )

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Natsuo: Bon Appétit! I’ll go clean up the kitchen while you guys eat!

Shoto: I’ve never had his cooking before.

Touya: *choking on the soup* oh my god it’s saltier than me

Shoto: *immediately spits soup back into bowl*

Shoto: I know what you did to deserve this...

Shoto: But what did I DO TO DESERVE THIS?

Touya: Ok, I know I did a lot of crime. But this feels like excessive punishment on a karmic level.

Shoto: Throw it out the window before he comes back. He can never know!!!