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Fav writer took so long to come back i won 4th in a worldwide dance competition💔

i posted just 4 u BTW JSJSHSJS u made me laugh ilysm

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car sex w se-mi😩

steamy nights.

gf! se-mi x reader

- summary: weed + your girlfriend = sex in an empty parking lot

- content: strap!!, public sex, car sex, a tinsy bit of spanking, established relationship, choking!!

- author's note: HI EVERYONEEE I MISS YOU ALL SO BADDDD i usually write at my office and it has been CHAOTIC sii das why im taking longer to write but ILY SO MUCH and tysm for the request!!!! i hope u like it!!

"fuck." se-mi groaned, her fingers gripping guiding your moves.

your mouth was open in a 'o' form with short huffs and eyes rolling back. "oh— please, just like that" she heard you babble, making her smirk.

"you like that baby? that's doing it for you?" she teased, lifting her hips, hitting a deeper point that had you moaning loudly as your hand stamped against the glass window and slid down, leaving the hand-print mark.

her pace got faster and faster. she had you right there, about to snap, until her moves suddenly stopped.

you opened your eyes, teary, hazy and confused. your lips in a small pout. your gaze found hers; hungry, lustful and teasing.

once again, for the third time this night, she denied your orgasm.

as you were about to whine about it, she quickly moved you to the passenger seat, making you sit there all pretty looking with your skirt bunched up your waist and thong down to your ankles.

fuck, you looked heavenly.

your confused gaze followed her moves as she softly opened the door from the driver side. her head peaking out, checking the surroundings. it was an empty parking lot, so there shouldn't be anyone there.

and indeed, no one was.

at least from what she could tell. she was fucking high, give her a break.

what leads to getting high at a mcdonald’s empty parking lot?

well, a joint and a 'i’m soooo hungry” from you.

she stepped out of the car —and thank god it was a hot night— because she was only in a sports bra and jeans pooling at her ankles. her grey boxers fully out and the arnes resting on her hips with a thick strap that you were just riding—

"c'mere" she signaled, smirking at your lost doe eyes. she patted the driving seat, not moving her stare from you.

you quickly obeyed, switching sides and now sitting on your knees right where she patted.

she took your hand, guiding you to make you step out of the car. once you were out, only wearing your tiny tank top, you checked to make sure no one was watching. quickly getting interrupted by her hands on your hips, that turn you around and pressed your upper back, bending you over.

you moved your face, resting your cheek against the seat.

“good girl” she said, gulping. her hand slide slowly to caress your ass. in seconds, she smashed her hand against it.

as you hissed, her hand moved to press your face against the seat. her way of telling you “stay right there”.

your legs sticking out of the car as you were leaned on the driver seat. ass up, leaving on sight puffy drooling lips between your legs that had her mouth watering.

one of her hands went to your hips, pulling to arch you even more. she chuckled under her breath when you followed her command without a sound. her hand harshly impacted on your ass, almost leaving a red handprint that had you whining and almost coating the seat with wetness.

her hand grabbed her cock. she teased your clenching hole until you whimpered. she knew you needed her inside, now.

so she aligned herself and entered with no warning.

and fuck.

she started pouding into you. you let out a loud moan, your eyes shutting close. a few tears slipping as you gripped the sides of the seat so harsh, your knucles turned white.

everything about this had you crying out. from the strap going so deep that made your nails claw in the seats, scratching them to the way anyone could just walk in and watch this porn-looking like scene.

"take it like a good girl." she mumbled under her breath, her pace never stopping. her moves becoming rougher as the strap begins to hit her clit. "my pretty whore" she said, her hand giving one more slap to your ass, making you moan loudly.

"a—anyone could c—come in and see us" you spoke with your eyes rolled back. drool was piling down the sides of your mouth and almost falling on the seat.

se-mi’s hand went to your hair, tangling in and gripping it harsh to pull you against her, your back pressed to her chest. her breath hit your ear, as she whispered;

"that's the point baby, i want them to see me fucking you from behind while you're bent over the seat of my car, crying from how well you're taking it"

her words made you clench around the strap. the left hand that had your hair, now wrapped itself around your throat. her right hand sneaked between your legs, circling your bundle of nerves, making you throw your head back in pleasure, resting on her shoulder.

her pace so relentless, that left you out of breath. whines, moans and babbles were all she could drawn from you.

you quickly felt the heat settling in your low tummy, just like a rubber band about to snap.

your mouth hanged open as she picked with her cock, the same pace as her fingers that circled your clit.

"oh—fuck, i’m gonna come. oh— my god— fuck!slow down, i’m—“ you cried out, biting harshly your lip to ground you.

her grip tightened around your throat, and it only took one last sloppy circle from her fingers to make your entire body spasm. your thighs pressed themselves together. your lips letting out a loud moan as your hands clawed the entire fabric of the seat.

and seeing the way you came in her cock? didn't took her more than three strokes that had her puffy clit grinding against the arnes to hit her peak. her legs trembling, a hiss escaping her mouth as both of her hands moved to claw her nails at your hips as she kept moving, riding her orgasm.

you were both exhausted, the high slowly wearing off. she let out a tired sigh, her fingers softly tapping your hips. you quickly understood and moved to the passenger seat, laying with half lidded eyes. she got inside the car, sitting next to you and closing the door, leaning against it with her eyes closed.

the car smelt like sex, her boxers and jeans were pooling at her ankles, just like your lacy panties were on yours. both had disveled hair, flushed faces and breathless chest that went up and down.

she slowly opened her eyes, sighing in love at the sight of your face. her hand caressed your cheek sweetly as you hummed against her hand.

"that was so good" she said with a laugh, recovering her breath as you nodded.

"yeah" you agreed. “can we please do it again another time?" you asked, turning your face to stare at her. a soft, relaxed smile on your face.

something about it made it so… exciting. maybe how harsh she was with the strap when she was high, or the fact that anyone could've walked into the parking lot and found you like that.

mhm, definitely the last one.

she smirked at your request, her cold hand still caressing your face. she nodded, leaning and pressing a peck on your lips.

"yeah baby, all for my good girl" she leaned, kissing your forehead.

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9 seconds of screentime was all she needed to carry the whole season on her back

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SQUID GAME 3 IS OUT HOW DO WE FEEL

AWFUL!!!! godddd i wanna cry worst season ever lemme just pretend squid games ends right in s2 before semi dies and be happy like that!!! what are ur thoughts on it tho???

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HII not a request but i absoloutely ADORE your fics i love reading them😭

MY SWEETIE tysm!!!!!!!! ily ily ily

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Imy pookie come back

awh ILY hopefully tonight i finish smt!!!!!!!!!!!

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can you do a non squid game au, where the reader is thanos' younger sister and is friends with se mi. he's really protective of the reader cause she's sweet and he believes people will take advantage, so she secretly dates se mi.

then thanos (and maybe nam gyu cause we love) come to vists the reader, and find se mi already there. just some comedic reactions from the boy(s) and him trying to be all intimidating, while se mi fights back and the reader tries to keep the peace.

can you see me using everything to hold back?

best friend! se-mi x reader

- summary: you've been her best friend for years, and that's alright because at least you have her in your life.

it doesn't matter if she doesn't see your longing eyes when she's with her girlfriend. but what happens when her girlfriend sees them?

- content: angst!! bff! se-mi and brothers best friend! se-mi, fluff too bc why not, cheating (i mean kind of??), mostly angst tbh!, thanos is your brother!

- author's note: i think the request was meant to be something short and silly but i ended up creating THIS. anyways i love friends to lovers trope soooo here we are! tysm for requesting and reading! i hope u like it lots! ilysm!!!

i wake up with a shaky breath in bed, my chest panting as i stare at my brother and his best friend at the foot of my bed.

i bite my lip as i grab my phone—2 a.m. i sigh and call her, one tone, then two.

"what happened?" a groggy voice answers.

"nightmare…" i reply softly.

"where are thanos and nam-gyu?" she asks, stirring.

"at the foot of my bed, drunk and knocked out," i whisper, a small smile escaping my lips. "can you come over, please? i can't sleep"

"yeah, i'll be there in 20" she says with a groan, getting out of bed. i can hear the shuffling of her changing. "want me to stay on the line or should i hang up and call you when i'm there?"

"no, it's fine. just let me know when you're here," i say, rolling over in my bed.

"i love you, be there in a bit." she says with a hoarse voice.

"i love you" i reply, hanging up.

i can't remember a day when it wasn't me and se-mi.

ever since we met at 16, we became inseparable.

it started when she became my older brother's best friend, when he tried to flirt with her and she made fun of him. clearly, everyone could see she was a lesbian... except him.

once he introduced her to me as "se-mi, the girl i tried to flirt with but laughed in my face" i knew instantly how much we'd click.

she quickly became part of the group; nam-gyu, my brother, min-su, gyeong-su and i.

we spent every afternoon hanging out together, mostly after we got our own apartment with my brother. apparently, everyone seemed to move in too. they even had a key!

i hear the front door open softly. after 5 minutes, she knocks once on my room, very quietly. i get out of bed to open the door, hugging her as soon as i see her. her arms wrap around me, pressing me against her body.

"you okay?" she caressed my face, staring into my eyes as i nodded.

i pull away, grabbing her hand to pull her into my bed. she stares at the guys and snorts quietly.

she lays beside me, covering our bodies with the blanket. my back is against her chest. her hand sneaks to my waist, hugging me and pulling me closer to her body.

"do you wanna sleep now?" she whispers in my ear, making my heart beat unnervingly fast. i close my eyes as my hand finds hers.

"yeah. let's sleep."

"se-mi! we’ve talked about this!" i hear a voice and a small groan coming from beside me.

"go fuck yourself," se-mi mumbles, half asleep. i don't even turn when i hear a small 'auch' coming from her.

"move! that's my little sister!" my brother's voice can now be heard clearly.

"and my best friend!—fuck— oh, you're on. you loser—" i hear her reply back to him.

i do turn when i start to feel the bed moving, along with mumbles and curses.

nam-gyu is standing to the side with messy hair, rubbing his eyes as he tiredly looks at my brother, who's grabbing se-mi's hair while she’s also grabbing his.

"i told you to move!" su-bong screams as se-mi pulls harder.

"i was sleeping with my best friend!" she shouts back.

as they keep pulling each other's hair, i sigh and get up from bed. i stare at nam-gyu, who points at the door with a sigh. i laugh, following him.

we go into the kitchen to get started on breakfast.

"do they ever get tired?" he mutters, still hearing their screams as i chuckle.

"apparently not" i shrug as i pour some coffee into my cup and his.

he sips and hums in agreement. he seems like he wants to ask something, but is hesitant to do so.

"hey, but like..." he trails off as i lift an eyebrow. "you... you're not really into se-mi, right?" he asks. the question leaves me breathless.

i mean, no, not really.

because, like, it’s normal to think about kissing your best friend sometimes or… thinking about what your life together would be if you dated her… right? i bet everyone does that.

or staring at her for too long when you're hanging out together until she catches you and smirks, pushing you away with an eye roll?

it's not my fault!

i started thinking about this stuff ever since she was my first kiss because she didn’t want any 'douche with no experience' to take it.

"it's just practice," she laughed as i stared at her anxiously.

"and what if i'm bad at it?" i mumbled as she cupped my face in her hands.

"i don't care. i just..." her eyes trailed my face, falling on my lips.

and i don’t know who kissed who first; i just know we practiced for an hour.

and don't get me wrong, i wasn't even her first kiss. she might be a big loser, but she still had girls.

and that's all i knew. until one year, everyone started talking about how good she was in bed.

and then i knew more than i wanted to.

"she has a fucking tongue piercing!" lisa hit my arm as i winced, confused.

"huh?" i replied, staring at her.

"se-mi has a fucking tongue piercing!" she whispered to me, hitting my arm in excitement.

"w-wha—how do you know that?" i asked, even more confused. lisa is my best friend and se-mi is my complete opposite best friend. they never got along—how would—

she fucked her.

i stared at lisa with wide eyes, still not believing it. she shrugged in response, faking innocence.

"well, you've heard the rumors! i couldn't stay behind. besides, we've talked about it. you told me you didn’t like her, right?" lisa asked.

and i mean, yeah.

there’s no way i’d ever be into se-mi.

she's my best friend.

i nod along as lisa hums.

"so i tried it by myself! god she's.. god. i can't believe you haven't tried it" she nudges me. "she's so good! she does this thing with her tongue that had me tre—

"that's too much! that's too much!"

i mean, after hearing what they're saying, i guess it's normal that you also wanna try how good your best friend could fuck y—

"you don't... right?" nam-gyu carefully asks again, pulling me out of my thoughts as i stare at him.

"huh?" i blink. "oh... no. of course not!" i chuckle dryly as i chug my coffee to change the subject. "it's se-mi. there's just..." i trail. "no way."

and he looks like he wants to say something.

maybe the same thing everyone says.

'but you two are so close! and you guys treat each other so differently than usual friends.'

yeah, that's what i thought —until one afternoon, i met se-mi's girlfriend.

"see you guys!" mi-na smiled at us. she looked at se-mi, and finally left a peck on her lips.

like it was... an everyday thing.

a normal thing going on between them.

my blood went cold.

i turned, disbelief written all over my face, as mi-na walked away.

my mouth was agape as my best friend turned to stare at me. her eyes lingered on my face. she softly hit my arm, smirking and rolling her eyes, then snuck her arm around my shoulders, hugging me.

"what the fuck?" i asked her as we kept walking. she just let out a chuckle. "i'm serious! what the fuck?" i asked again.

"i dunno, it just happened" she shrugged it off. "why? you jealous?" she teased as i rolled my eyes.

"mi-na? out of everyone?" i ask, struggling to carry my books as she sighs and grabs them from me.

"don't do that. she's actually cool if you try to get to know her," she says, defending her, as i bite the inside of my cheek.

for some reason, i don't find her cool.

he doesn't get to say anything though, because se-mi and my brother walk into the room in some loose shirts and sweatpants (both wearing clothes i'm sure are nam-gyu's, given how he rolls his eyes at the sight of them).

my brother sits beside his best friend as i turn to prep the eggs, feeling a pair of arms wrap around me. i smile at her usual scent.

"what's for breakfast?" she asks, resting her head on my shoulder as i giggle.

"same old. eggs and toast," i reply with a hum, still feeling her warm embrace.

maybe we're just different than other friends.

maybe we just have a closer friendship, that doesn't have to mean anything.

i see thanos on the side grabbing a small object i can't even identify and throwing it at se-mi's head.

"not my sister!" he says as the object hits se-mi. she turns with a cold stare, mumbling something under her breath as she gives him the middle finger, but she still pulls her arms away from me, suddenly leaving me cold.

she stays besides me, leaning on the counter as i finish breakfast. i take one plate, and she takes the other. we leave them both on the table.

the four of us sit down to have breakfast. she sits beside me and grabs my leg, putting mine on top of hers.

the small gesture leaves my heart fluttering, but i choose to ignore it.

my brother turns on the tv as i scroll through my phone, and se-mi does the same with hers.

the guys start talking and i look up, trying to hear them, but it’s hard with the tv so loud.

fucking bong-su.

i roll my eyes at him as i try to grab the tv controller, but someone beats me to it

se-mi is quickly grabbing the control and turning down the volume.

i can only stare at her as she winks at me.

she knows me better than anyone. she knows my quirks and twists, she knows what i like and what i don’t.

i wish the next time i get a girlfriend, she’ll be just like my best friend.

i hope the next girl i meet is exactly like se-mi.

i take a piece of toast with some egg, quickly biting into it as my stomach growls. i can’t even remember if we ate anything last night—

i suddenly feel her thumb at the corner of my lips, wiping away some crumbs that fell there.

our eyes meet and she smiles once she sees my cheeks turn red.

"you're such a messy eater," she says, sipping on her coffee as she pulls her gaze away, like what she did was nothing.

i let out a big sigh and move my eyes away from hers.

and even if i'm not looking, i know nam-gyu is staring at me.

and i know what he's silently asking.

i’m asking myself the same thing, too.

se-mi: its saturday

se-mi: do u know what that means?????????

she types again before i can reply.

se-mi: get drunk and play.

me: i think i know

me: since im the host.

[se-mi is typing]

se-mi: :D

se-mi: see ya babe

and she definitely meant that, because not even three hours later, se-mi is sitting on the floor of the living room, nam-gyu on the single couch and min-su are on the single chairs and me and my brother are on the big couch. we’re all surrounding a small rectangle table.

se-mi is prepping the board game as thanos opens the beer and other drinks.

"you're taking too long and doing it wrong!" nam-gyu jumps in to neatly put the pieces together as se-mi and i snort, and the guys watch with amusement.

"you're such a pain in the ass," she rolls her eyes and watches him place everything together.

once he's done, he pulls away, revealing the game put together.

but—

"it's not color coordinated," se-mi says, rolling her eyes as she takes one of the pieces. nam-gyu stares at her, confused.

"and you're a messy bitch, so why do you care?" he says, as she rolls her eyes and starts to put them together.

"because if it's not color coordinated," se-mi says, biting her lower lip with concentration, placing the last piece with a smile. "she can't play. it makes her nervous." she looks at me.

my eyes find hers, and i can't believe she still notices every little detail about me.

and if the guys hear her, they don’t say anything. but you can tell on their faces.

i hear her tho.

so i smile, wrapping my arms around her as she gives me a forehead kiss.

"so, who's starting?" she asks, looking around at everyone in the room.

it doesn’t take long for everyone to start drinking and playing.

i think about my next move as my brother moves his piece, but everything gets interrupted when we hear the doorbell ring.

"i thought gyeun-su wasn't coming?" min-su asks confused, as se-mi gets up to answer the door.

"oh yeah, it’s probably not him" she dismisses him with a smile as she opens the door.

and once i see the strawberry blonde hair as se-mi lifts her up and gives her a kiss,

i know damn well who it is.

we all sigh in defeat as mi-na comes into the apartment, tangled up with se-mi.

as se-mi goes to the kitchen to grab another drink, i stand up too to follow her.

she opens the fridge as i place my hand on it and close it, leaning against the door as she stares at me. once she sees my expression, she smirks.

"why is she here?" i whisper annoyed as opens the fridge again with a teasing smiling.

"she is my girlfriend, you know?" she replies without even looking at me, searching for a drink that mi-na likes.

"that doesn't include her in our gaming night!" i whisper-shout, groaning.

"it actually does, because she wants to spend more time with me and also make sure i don’t cheat. and i don’t do that anymore, so here’s the— there you are!" she says, grabbing the drink for mi-na and closing the fridge. giving me a soft smile while rolling her eyes. "don’t be a sour ass, it’ll be fun" she kisses my forehead, leaving me standing there alone with a heavy heart as she takes the drink to her girlfriend.

a long night is coming, apparently.

i hear her annoying giggle every time she moves a piece and the annoying way her girlfriend — and my best friend — hugs her and kisses her cheek when she wins the round.

and somehow, even though i think my brother doesn’t know anything, the way his hand rests on my shoulder and squeezes it when se-mi whispers something on mi-na's ear that makes her blush tells me enough.

“okay okay, who’s next?” i say dryly, trying to get them to hurry up and play.

se-mi's eyes find mine. she scans my face for a minute. when she's done, she stares away, finally moving her piece.

“happy?” she says sarcastically as i scoff.

mi-na’s eyes follow us.

and maybe i’m not inside her head, but everyone in the room can read her mind.

the way she sees how se-mi's eyes always end up leaving hers to find mine.

even now that we're bickering, i know she’s saying something snarky, but when her soft eyes meet mine, i also know she doesn’t mean it.

i’m so caught up in our small argument that i miss the moment mi-na stands up.

“what’s your problem?” she asks, and the whole room goes silent. se-mi and i stare at her, but mi-na’s eyes are locked on me.

i look at her, confused, raising my eyebrows.

“excuse me?” i reply with a disbelieving chuckle.

she crosses her arms in front of her chest. “i asked, what’s your problem?” she repeats.

se-mi stares at her in disbelief and tries to quickly intervine, placing herself on the middle of us. “baby—”

“no." mi-na says, pushing se-mi aside and standing in front of me. "don’t you think everyone notices how much you hate me? you’re pathetic. all of this... over a girl? if you have a problem with me, make it serious. i’ve never had anything against you." my blood runs cold. "don’t you think all of us notice how you stare at her?” she says, now looking straight at se-mi.

that’s when my heart drops.

i gulp, trying to speak, but nothing comes out.

“the only thing i ever did to you was date se-mi.” mi-na says. “and apparently, that’s the worst thing i could’ve done, right? because you love her.” she pauses, like she’s daring me to deny it.

“you pretend you don’t, but we can all see it.” she gestures around the room. “and this pathetic puppy game you’re playing? it’s fucking dumb.” she grabs her stuff to leave.

the guys are standing there, shocked. and so is se-mi.

i want to say something. i want to say anything that would make her turn around and slap me.

because i deserve it. i’ve always been a bitch to her.

and all for what?

dating...

the girl i’ve always loved?

she opens the door, but stops herself mid-way. se-mi is behind her, grabbing her arm, trying to talk, but mi-na pulls away mad.

she turns to stare at me with hatred. “se-mi knows,” she says, and whatever thoughts were in my head just vanish.

what?

she scoffs, mocking me. “of course she knows! even before i said all of this, she knew. but she didn’t tell you anything."

she nods, biting the inside of her cheek. “so yeah, you’re pathetic. instead of confessing, all you did was hide under your ‘little hate act.’”

and with that, she leaves, closing the door behind her.

i just stand there as all the guys quietly excuse themselves, heading to their rooms, one by one —leaving me and se-mi alone.

nam-gyu walks past with his head down, min-su trailing behind him.

my brother lingers for a second, just staring at me. he sighs and gives me soft pat in the back before disappearing down the hall.

se-mi stares at the door and slowly turns to me. her eyes find mine, and i can see she doesn’t even know what to say.

but i do. and i’m mad.

maybe not at her.

but it’s easier if i pretend it’s her fault, right?

i move closer. my hands press against her chest, pushing her, hitting her softly as a few tears slip down my cheeks. i stare at her, furious.

“you knew! you knew this entire time and you never said anything! you kept bringing girls around like it was nothing! like i was nothing!” i shout, my voice breaking.

our chests rise and fall with heavy breaths. the air is thick —so tense, i don’t think anyone in their rooms dares to move.

“of course i knew!” she replies, throwing her arms aside and stepping closer. her voice rises. “how could i not? when you look at me like that? when you keep looking at poor mi-na like that?” her words cut deep, because i’m staring at her in disbelief.

“you’re unbelievable.” i mutter under my breath, her eyes burning into mine with fury.

we’re so close our chests touch, and i can feel her breath on my lips.

and then suddenly, it hits me.

it hits me as i stare into her eyes —eyes that, even filled with fury, are still soft for me. eyes that almost whisper 'i love you'.

she closes them with a big breath and pulls away.

“you never rejected me,” i whisper. she avoids my stare as she huffs, sitting on the couch and grabbing her head with her hands. “if—if you knew, and didn’t felt the same, you would've said something. i know you.” i say, stepping closer.

i watch the rise and fall of her chest, the way she can’t even look at me.

she stands up, trying to say something, but she can't find the words.

our eyes find eachother.

“you love me too.” i whisper, getting close enough to feel her breath on my lips.

and she seems like she wants to deny it, but her own mind betrays her.

she opens her mouth once, twice, but no words come out.

sadness crashing over me —i can’t even describe the flood of feelings. “w-why didn’t you say anything? you knew! and you... why didn’t you—” i ask her, confused, but she doesn't even let me finish.

“because i can't! b-because i don’t know how to be here without you! because i wouldn’t know who i am without loving you! i don’t even remember who i was before i was 16, before meeting you! but i do fucking know that everything— fuck. everything made sense once i saw your face." she says raising her voice, leaving me cold. i can feel my body trembling, only one word away from breaking. "and i— i wouldn't know what to do if-if... if i ever lost you" she lowers her tone to almost a whisper. her eyes never leaving mine. "i wouldn't survive so… i forget. for a while, i fuck other people and i try to not think about the way you'd.." she closes her eyes, taking a deep breath, just like i'm doing. "i try not to think about kissing you. about having you" she opens her eyes with a sigh. "because if i ever had you, and i lost you, i'd loose myself. you wouldn't be here with me anymore. not like my.. g-girlfriend. not like my best friend. you just wouldn't. and i can’t take that" she says, grabbing her jacket as i’m standing there, cold and without moving. "so yeah, i'm a coward. because i've loved you since we're sixteen, and i still love you so much, that i’m not ready to risk to losing it all" she says putting on her jacket and walking towards the door.

i blink for a second before running to stand in front of the door, blocking the way out.

"you won’t- you can't leave." i mutter in shock. "not after saying.. all that" i stare at her with pain in my face as she shakes her head no.

i can feel her hands on my waist and for a second, i think she might kiss me, and i think she does too, by the way she stares at my lips.

but her eyes shut close as she softly pushes me out of the way and opens the door.

"i fucking love you" she says, biting the inside of her cheek as she avoids my stare. i don’t even have to stare at her to know she's about to cry. the shake of her voice tells me. "and that's exactly why this? can't happen." she says, quickly leaving my apartment. i stand alone with tears rolling down my cheeks.

and i don’t even hear the door, but my brother is now standing besides me, holding me in his arms, caressing my hair as i sob.

i sob for all the years i didn’t allowed myself to.

and all he does is comfort me, but i don’t think anything could ever be enough.

because what are you supposed to do when the person you love the most, leaves because she loves you too much?

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you can’t imagine how much I love ‘a taste of a poison paradise’ ☹️

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After looking at the part 2 of toxic Se-mi "addicting to you" I feel the urge to wanna know what HAPPENED next, this is my k-drama

a taste of a poison paradise.

toxic! se-mi x toxic! reader x sae-byeok - summary: do not fuck your girlfriend and her best friend at the same time! or do... and regret it later (or don't!) - content: smut mdni, angst ig, toxic! se-mi!! and i present u... toxic!reader!!!!!!!!!!!, fingering (r! receiving), oral (r!receiving), strap mentioned, top! se-mi, top! sae-byeok x bottom! reader, cheating! lots of cheating - author's note: finally after so long!!!!!!!! this has turned into a half se-mi, half sae byeok so i hope u like this as much as i enjoyed writing it!!!!!!! i love u sm and tysm for reading and requesting!!!

part one. part two. part three (you're here!)

⠄⠂☆ oh my god.

you ARE a cheap slut!

you covered your mouth with your hand. pulling her away with wide eyes as she stared at you.

"hey, no, don't pa—“ she started saying, but you quickly stopped her.

"oh my god. i-i cheated. i cheated on her. i did what she always did to me, oh—" you started spiraling quickly. you stopped when her warm hands were placed on your shoulders, grounding you back.

"listen, princess," she said as you shook your head no.

fuck, if se-mi finds out.

“c-can you just— take me home? please?" you whispered, ashamed of yourself as you stood up.

her eyes followed you and stayed there for a second.

you're so naive. you're so used to someone staring at you with disinterest, that you don't even notice her heart eyes.

"yeah" she sighed, grabbing her keys. "let's go."

she followed your steps, opening the door for you to get in the car. you did, and she followed you.

she started driving as you only stared outside the window.

you weren't even paying attention to how much she was looking at you.

without much thought, her hand went to rest on your thigh. you both looked down to see the hand there. her eyes widened as she quickly removed it.

"fuck— sorry" she said in a low tone. her hand went back to the steering wheel.

you turned back to the window, but god, if it was so bad, why are you sure the passenger seat is soaked underneath you, and why are you biting your lip?

and why is she doing the same?

the car fills with a tense silence. hot bodies and short, shallow breaths. thank god it's only a 10-minute ride, because if it were longer—

"we're here" she says with a sigh, gripping the steering wheel.

your eyes take in your apartment complex. it's dark, and there's no one nearby.

her eyes follow yours. "i can go with you to the door."

you turn to face her. fuck. big mistake. her lips are bitten red, her eyes are dark and lusty. oh god. "no, it's fine!" your voice comes out squeakier than you intended. you cringe at the sound. "i'll be fine."

she takes a look at you. "yeah, no. i'll go. let's go." she says, getting out of the car and opening the door for you. staring at her and hesitating, you get out of the car. both of you start walking to the apartment.

and how uncomfortable can you imagine an elevator ride being when you just kissed your girlfriend's best friend—oh! and let's not forget, you also moaned in her mouth?

yeah...

more than you can imagine.

once you arrive at the 6th floor, you get out as she follows you. you quickly turn to open the door, clumsily managing to unlock it.

"so… um—" you say, holding your door with one hand and turning to stare at her.

"i guess i'll…" she stares at you. "leave."

and yeah. she should.

so she does.

and you decide the best thing to do is close that door.

literally.

so you do.

she walks and sets foot in the elevator at the same time she hears your door closing. and both of you take a deep breath.

but if it was over, then why was she stepping out of the elevator again as she heard your door opening?

and fuck, why did you taste so good when you ran into her arms, pulling her in to kiss you rough?

she was quickly pressing you against the wall, her skinny arms grabbing your plushy thighs to lift you up, holding you further into the wall as her lips were everywhere—on your lips, on your neck, whispering sweet nothings in your ear.

you grabbed the back of her neck, guiding her lips once more to meet yours, both of you moaning at the feel.

"i bet you don't even feel bad, huh?" she whispered against your lips. you stared at her, dumbfounded, with pouty red lips and shiny, lust-filled eyes. "dating my best friend and now fucking me?" she said, and god, heat went straight to your cunt. "bet you like it" she said, her lips going to your ear. "bet you'd even be willing to take us both at the same time."

and oh my god. if your panties weren't already ruined, that definitely did the trick.

you moaned loudly at the thought.

"what if.. i take you to your bed and fuck you there?" she whispered against your skin, biting it, but not hard enough to leave a mark.

your eyes flutter, you remind yourself that you are outside your apartment, in a hallway where everyone could walk in and see.

and you did not want to put your neighbors through that.

so you nodded eagerly as she slowly put you down. your wobbly legs carried you to open the door once again, this time letting her in.

she closed the door behind her, taking in your disheveled look. your messy hair, your skirt bunched up, your top sitting all messy on you.

fuck.

"your room. now" she said, almost growling, as she quickly followed you up the stairs. her hands never left your body. she was moving up your skirt, squeezing the soft plush of your ass, kissing your neck from behind as you let out soft giggles. she was everywhere.

as you let her in your room, her eyes quickly moved to look through your pink, soft space. it was exactly how she'd pictured.

"cute" she said with a smirk, making you blush.

you sat on the edge of the bed. your eyes seemed to whisper ‘fuck me' to hers. she sighed in reply. god, she can't believe she got this lucky.

"these are also cute" you whispered. you slowly opened your legs, making your skirt ride higher, leaving on sight cute lacy panties that made her mouth water. "and they're pink, too" you added, as her eyes could only take on the dampness of your underwear.

"fuck." she says under her breath, her eyes not moving from there.

yeah, she's done for.

⠄⠂☆ so let's say you guys did do something last night…

it was only fair right???

like, se-mi cheated so many times.

(so, so many)

you were only returning the favor!

oh fuck. you're a whore and you cheated on your girlfriend.

fuck.

⠄⠂☆ you grab your head, waking up almost dizzy from last night. the side of the bed next to yours is still messy, but there's no trace of the girl who last night was making your legs tremble.

you take your phone, lowering the brightness with a hiss. of course, the first message you get is from her.

love: hey

love: missing my girl

love: open the door sleepyhead

you blink, trying to process the messages as you check when she sent them. 5 minutes ago.

you quickly get out of bed, putting on some shorts and a tank top as a simple pajama, half-checking to make sure there's no evidence of last night.

yeah, its fine.

you open the door to find se-mi, with flowers in one hand and breakfast in the other. she looked conflicted as you raised an eyebrow.

"i'm sorry. i know i haven't apologized like i should have the other day for... doing that," she said, wincing (she meant moaning another girl's name…) "but i just... i talked to my therapist and understood why it could hurt you," she said, and she meant it.

because no, she hadn’t seen before what was wrong with her making a little mistake.

your mouth opens and closes several times. i mean, it would be fake of you if you didn’t accept her apology after her best friend ate you like a starving woman, wouldn’t it?

god, you could still feel her warm hands on your thighs, opening them as she lay in between. her tongue circling around your clit with three fingers inside you. fuck, your pornographic moans and the way you clenched around her was forever engraved on both of your brains.

and when she made you cum? oh god. the way her fingers came out milky white covered, the way she licked them—

"baby?" se-mi said, bringing you back to reality.

oh my god, were you really fantasizing about her best friend when she’s standing in front of you??????

"y-yeah. apology accepted. s’ all good" you quickly replied, moving aside to let her in. you grabbed the flowers she gave you, putting them in a base.

you felt so guilty.

her cold hands bring you back, going around your waist. her lips slowly start kissing your neck. you shivered, closing your eyes and letting yourself be wrapped under her control.

"you know what'd make this apology better?" she whispered in your ear, making you hum in response. one of her hands slipped under your shorts only to find you bare, making her moan. "such a good girl. already waiting for me?"

you had to nod. you didn't had the heart to tell her her best friend removed and kept your soaked panties yesterday, leaving you to sleep naked.

⠄⠂☆ you promised yourself this was the last time you were seeing sae-byeok.

that’s what you also said the last 5 times.

you went to her house, decided to break things out for good and somehow you always ended up in a new position with her cock deep inside.

but today’s different.

sure, that’s what you thought.

now? that she’s behind you, your back on her chest, her strap going in and out of your squelching hole as her hand wraps around your throat?

you’re not so sure anymore.

⠄⠂☆ se-mi is having a good day.

wow, that hasn't happen in a while!

but listen, she got up, she fucked her girlfriend or whatever you wanted to call yourself, she ate the breakfeast you cooked, and now she's smoking with her best friend— who's counting money she stole—. basically, a great day!

"hey, so remember the last time i told you me and her were, like, fucked up? for real, no coming back from the last fight?" she spoke to her best friend, sae-byeok. she lifted her gaze and nodded as a reply to se-mi. "we're fucking great now! like, i don't even understand, but i guess she calmed down. maybe she learned i was just gonna continue to be this way, and she had to love me one way or another” se-mi said, smirking as she took a drag from the joint. sae-byeok kept staring at the money, biting the inside of her cheek.

"are you sure she just.. calmed?" sae-byeok said, staring at her best friend with a lifted eyebrow.

what she meant is, are you sure she's calmed? or maybe it was the fact that i had your girlfriend underneath me yesterday, with her legs up my shoulders as my strap was going in and out of her tight pussy, and maybe now she's feeling guilty?

"yeah, she's calm now. good, i think we're actually getting somewhere this time" se-mi said, not realizing the way her best friend gripped the money, almost breaking it in half.

"i hope so." she replied, bitter.

and she really did!

kinda.

⠄⠂☆ se-mi came again to your apartment two weeks after that talk with sae-byeok.

she was now in your bed, with you wrapped around her arms, head laying on her chest.

she was softly caressing your hair, staring at you.

and something... happened.

her heart was like, beating fast. real fast. she blinked, and couldn't help her thoughts.

god. you’re fucking beautiful.

and i mean, she knew that before. she always knew you were extremely pretty but now it felt.. different.

you've been so patient too. you used to get sickly mad every time she got to your apartment later than the hour she had said, and now you just kiss her and say "it's okay, lot of traffic outside?"

or you used to grab her phone all the time, but now you've set the rule: you don’t touch my phone, i don’t touch yours, which is fine by her because she knew you weren’t hiding anything.

like, who could you talk to? you basically had no friends, just her, sae-byeok, and maybe one of your closest friends, and that was all.

i guess since things were changing now, she was allowing herself to be more... domestic.

could it maybe be that she was…

she shook her head at the ridiculous thought. her? falling?

yeah no.

yet she couldn't ignore the way her heart jumped when you moved a little, resting your head on her chest but now staring at her with your big doe eyes as she moved your hair out of your face and gave you a genuine, soft smile. she gave you a quick kiss as you giggled.

oh se-mi, what a bad time to fall in love.

⠄⠂☆ mi-na's birthday was tonight.

and i mean, what a fun time!

being there with your girlfriend, kissing her while her best friend (who, not to miss a big detail, you're currently fucking) is also there watching! fun!

se-mi came to pick you up, when you opened the door she stared at you, and fuck, you were the prettiest girl her eyes ever saw.

you, in that soft pink dress, with a little heart bag and your makeup and hair done.

god, you were a doll.

she got closer to you, her hands going to your waist, slowly tracing circles around with her thumbs and softly giving you a peck on the lips.

"you look beautiful" she whispered. her lips found yours. you quickly followed, your hands bury in her black short hair, her cold lip piercing tingled on your mouth. by each minute, the kiss turned hungrier, hotter. "don't do this or we'll end up in your bed instead of the birthday" se-mi said against your lips, making you giggle.

"yeah, you're right." you gave her the last peck with a smile, closing the door as you stepped out of the apartment complex, getting into the car as she drove.

the car ride was filled with soft touches, giggles and kisses.

and from outside, you two really looked like a couple that was in love.

and it's funny, because before? everyone used to talk about how sad it was when you stared at her like she was your everything, and she just looked at you… empty. with no love.

and now it seemed different. now her eyes had a special twinkle in them.

ah, poor girl, she didn't catch the exact time you two arrived at the party, and your desperate eyes could only search for her eyes. the ones you were anxious to see.

and there she was.

sae-byeok was sitting on the couch, manspreading and rolling a joint as thanos, nam-gyu, and min-su were around her, all laughing, completely drunk and high.

the minute her eyes found yours, she lifted the joint to give it a lick to seal it.

her tongue slid down the paper for a few seconds.

and god, you could almost feel the way her tongue dragged the same way when she ate you, giving soft licks exactly where you needed her most.

your thighs press together at the memory and her eyes don’t miss it; they go down your body and get darker, slowly returning to your pleading eyes.

the moment is interrupted by the way your girlfriend grips your waist. you flinch as you stare at se-mi.

"ready?" she asks, giving you a quick kiss.

as you'll ever be.

⠄⠂☆ and everything was going great actually!

until of course:

“babe?” you asked, knocking on the bathroom door. you could hear a small giggle. “sem, i’m tired, don’t fuck with me—“ you opened the door as your eyes widened.

a blonde that was watching her too much downstairs had her hands on her shoulders, kissing her.

right.

typical se-mi. why would she ever change?

“no— fuck, baby, wait!” se-mi screamed. “it wasn’t me!” she said, and this time, she was right.

but you were already gone.

as you walked, you kept thinking that you didn’t even had the right to be mad at her.

i mean, you were still fucking her best friend.

a bit tipsy, you arrive to mi-na's room to have some quiet.

you close the door behind you, sitting in bed and grabbing your head.

god.

you were in love with se-mi. really, you were.

you... are.

yeah, you are.

the thing is that she ends up fucking up everytime.

but you love her.

you've pictured your entire life with her. the minute she changes, realizes you were the one all along, and she says, "i'm sorry, my love, you were right." you're sure that'll happen.

so it's done. you’ve decided.

you need to finish whatever you had with sae-byeok.

so you open the door to end things with your girlfriend’s best friend;

only to find her staring at you, with a smirk.

"can i—“ she says as you interrupt her.

"no. no. i've thought about it and... and we need to leave this. se-mi's your best friend and i'm her girlfriend. i love her. i'm gonna have her kids, i'm gonna be her wife because i have fought to keep her and you're not ruining that," you quickly rant, your finger poking her chest, trying to threaten her. she stares at you with a lifted brow. "this? we? doesn't exist anymore. we are done."

she just stares at you.

wow, you never made it this far.

you don't know how to take her silence. is that okay? is she mad? does she not care?

she crosses her arms in front of her chest, avoiding your eyes as she sighs. "okay. if that's really what you want, then okay" she says.

and thank god, yeah. thats… what you want.

⠄⠂☆ "baby?" se-mi sighs, leaning her forehead against the closed door. she tries to open it, only to realize it's key-locked. "i'm sorry. i—god. this is not the right time to talk about this," she says, closing her eyes. "i think i... i love you. and this time it's for real. i've been thinking about it and i realized i've taken you for granted. i know i've been a bitch, and you were always there for me, and i just wanted to say... that i really am sorry. i love you. “ there’s a big silence. “i am... in love with you” she says.

and your breath hitches from the other side of the door.

but you don't know if it’s because of her words, or the way sae-byeok is behind you, with three fingers in as other hand is circling your clit while leaving kisses down your neck, bitting.

her chest pressed against your back. her lips go up your neck until they reach your ear.

"c'mon. say something to her" she whispers. her fingers curl, making your eyes roll back. your hand goes to grab a fistful of her hair, biting your lip to keep quiet. "answer princess" she teases, circling your clit faster.

and you would, you were about to actually.

but it just that she was fucking you so good, that the tight knot in your stomach snapped, making you tremble as you released. your mouth opened to moan loudly. sae-byeok quickly covered it with her hand while she kept her fingers around your clit, making you ride your orgasm.

you were coming undone on her fingers while she kept mumbling sweet things in your ear, and at the same time, your girlfriend awaited for an answer on the other side of the door after confessing.

karma's really a bitch, huh?

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hii tthere, i love ur fics so much oml especially the one that's like a toxic relationship with se-mi, I was wondering if you could write something where f-reader sucks se-mi's strap? like giving her a whole show and everything, you can add anything you want weather it's rough or softer, include degradation etc, however you prefer i just can't get the idea out of my head and i need it lol ✨

you get me closer to god.

toxic situationship! se-mi x reader - summary: you’re not allowed to be jealous but oh, she definitely is. and she’s about to show you how bad it can get. - content: smut mdni, strap sucking (s! receiving), degrading, face slapping, fingering, toxic toxic se-mi but we know that already! - author's note: HI BABIES!!! i love u yall and ty for the request andddd tysm for reading me another night n another smut!

the ambience was tense.

after the fight last night, you and se-mi weren't exactly on speaking terms. clearly, she kept pretending you were, because the way she kissed you, hugged you, and touched you was the same as always.

she tried to play it cool in front of her friends, make it seem like nothing’s wrong. she ended up drunk, sitting in a circle playing spin the bottle with everyone —knowing damn well that if she got paired with a girl, she'd have to kiss her.

and that she did.

and of course, she's so used to seeing you mad and jealous that she thought it’d be over when it was done. like, c'mon, she knew she messed up big time, but you’d forgive her eventually.

but when she turned? oh. it was nothing like that.

i mean yeah, the jealousy was making your blood boil. but you’d learned your lesson.

se-mi doesn't get mad if you ignore her, or if you spit your entire feelings at her, nah, she couldn’t care less.

wanna know when she gets real angry?

when you're online but don’t answer her texts.

like, who are you texting???

or when you're out with your friends and don't answer her calls.

why the fuck are you so busy? doing what?

so you figured... what better way to give her revenge?

when the guys ended their cheering, their eyes went to you. you quickly erased the angered expression, changing it for a smirk as you slowly approached the circle. your half-smoked cigarette was left on the ashtray as you sat beside se-mi, who was staring at you like you'd grown two heads.

why weren't you going all psycho mode?

"am i allowed to play too?" your voice came out silky, almost provocative, as you stared at her them.

"are you—" se-mi was about to ask, bitting the inside of her cheek as nam-gyu interrupted her

"join us! it’ll be fun!" he said. se-mi stared at him with anger in her eyes. he knew you were hers. why would he insist on you playing a game where you could cheat on her? was he insane?

it doesn't matter if she played it! like, you knew she only loves you, duh.

but if you did it???? now thats another business. because you were always a one-person kind of girl.

so what the fuck???

your hands slowly settled on the bottle, spinning it around. her heart beat like it was trying to escape from her chest.

so, imagine her surprise when the bottle landed on mi-na.

the same girl she had just made out with.

mi-na felt like she'd won the lottery.

"babe, you don't have to do it" se-mi chuckled anxiously, her hand grabbing your thigh and giving it a rough pat —kinda like a stay in your place.

"it's fine. mi-na doesn't mind, right?" you shrugged, staring at the girl as the strawberry blonde nodded with eager. se-mi shifted in her seat, clenching her fists when you stood up to get closer to mi-na.

your hands slowly settled on the girl's backneck, pulling her in to smash your lips together. mi-na tried to follow the rough pace —and i say tried because the way her body was becoming hot with only one kiss, wasn't allowing her.

se-mi's blood seemed to boil. your lips on mi-na, her hands moving all around your body and the kiss turning more—

she couldn't take it anymore, god.

"hey, that's fucking enough, don't you think?" she said, her hands gripping harshly at your waist, pulling you away. you turned around to meet her, only to find dark eyes filled with rage and…

oh.

something more.

you could hear the guys as a distant background noise as she pulled you toward the first room she found in the apartment. her grip was surely gonna leave a bruise. she closed the door behind her and turned to stare at you.

you felt her cold hands pushing you onto the bed, making you sit on the edge as she stood in between your legs. the thrill of seeing her angry made you press your thighs together, looking for some relief.

her eyes drop to watch exactly what you’re doing, making her chuckle dryly. "you're getting off from this? fuck. you love pissing me off, huh?” she licked her lower lip, her pale hands grabbing your thighs, slowly reaching upwards to meet where you needed her the most.

thank god you decided to wear a skirt for easy access.

"so i have to be okay with you kissing her but if i— o-oh my— fuck." you couldn't even finish your sentence because two of her fingers slowly moved your thong aside, teased your entrance and push themselves inside. her palm hit your clit, making your eyes roll back.

"finally you shut the fuck up.” she mumbled as she kept her pace, going in and out of your soaked hole, slowly lifting her stare. her other hand left your thight to give a soft slap to your face, making you whine.

her hand went from your cheek to your hair, grabbing a fistfull of it. she removed her fingers from inside, making you cry out from the loss. she quickly pulled you forward to make you kneal in front of her.

"there's nothing i love more than having you like this" she whispered, caressing your face like she loved you. your doe eyes followed hers.

althought one of her hands was still on your hair, her other went to unzip and lower her pants, leaving her in some grey boxers —wait, was that...

you could feel yourself drooling. the boxers revealed a bulge in between her legs, one you knew very well.

"did you actually brough the—" you asked, staring at her.

"maybe." she snickered as she lowered her boxers, exposing the big black strap that quickly went to rest on your lips.

"open up." she said, tapping two of her fingers on your lips. you opened to let them in, and she quickly followed. you obeyed, licking them for a few seconds before she removed them, replacing them with her cock. fuck, it was big.

your eyes never left hers as you went up and down the silicone toy, and god, it made her feel like she might break into pieces.

you removed it from inside your mouth to wrap your hands around it, giving it a few strokes. your tongue gave a slow lick from the base all the way up to the tip, circling it around the head a few times. her eyes become darker as she caressed your hair away from your face.

her hand went to the back of your head, guiding you to take her cock as deep inside your throat as you could.

this act was making you soak your —already ruined— panties. her eyes were fixed on you, her lower lip trapped between her teeth.

god, she was poison—but right now? you wanted nothing more than to please her.

your head bobbed, trying to take her even deeper, making her moan as if she could feel your lips wrapped around it —she swore she could tho.

"c'mon, keep taking it." she said, moving you to her own rhythm and making you gag. "drooling already?" she cooes, a teasing smirk on her lips.

you slowly pulled away, releasing the strap with a 'pop', giving her a stare with half-lidded eyes.

but she wasn't having your teasing tonight.

her hand grips your hair harder, making you whine. the minute you open your mouth to complain, the toy enters back to your mouth and doesn't stop till it reaches the back of your throat. this time, she starts fucking your mouth at her pace. everytime you took all of it, the base hit her clit, making her moan louder and louder.

it made you throb. fuck, you needed her, anything she could give you; her fingers, her cock, her tongue. your cunt clench around nothing at the thought. your panties felt uncomfortable and the fact that she wasn't touching you right now made you ache.

too bad she was focused on the sight in front of her; your lips wrapped around her cock, the mascara tears that ran down your cheeks, the drool that kept falling from the sides of your mouth.

“love this” she heard your small mumble, too cock-drunk to say it louder. “having you in my mouth. love this. w-want you in every hole” you muttered, still with her strap in your mouth, and god, the words had her moaning.

"yeah?" she answered breathless while moving her hips. you can feel yourself choking on her cock, so you tap her thigh, making her pull away for a few minutes so you can breathe again. one of her cold, pale hands takes your face and squeezes your cheeks together, making your lips pout. her eyes scanned your entire face. she seemed like she was making fun of you; probably because she was. i mean, you were a mess. "you know, if i could, i'd cum all over your face.” she whispered, you could feel her lips almost on yours. almost. her words went straight to your clit, making you let out a pornographic moan. such a whore.

her eyes darted from your face to your pressed thighs, half-covered by the mini skirt. oh, you needed to cum so badly, poor thing.

she pulled you up, making you stand up with a hiss of complaint as she had grabbed you from your hair. she guided you to the side of the room, where the desk and study chair sat.

her hands slowly gripped your waist, turning you around, making your back hit her chest. you closed your eyes, moaning at the feeling as her hands pressed you against the desk, making you bend over. your lips let out a small gasp of surprise. she reached the end of your skirt, lifting it and leaving you exposed, revealing your already soaked cunt.

"since you did so good, guess it’s your turn now”she whispered in your ear, softly biting the lobe. she alined her strap to your already dripping pussy, going inside with no warning.

oh. it's gonna be a long night.

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just thinking abt bestfriend!Semi and f!reader on readers bed… reader applying nail polish on Se-mi’s nails while reader rants about how shitty her boyfriend is! and Se-mi just admiring her n stuff.. then Se-mi, of course comforts her and then… things lead to boombayah

I could be a better boyfriend.

bff! se-mi x reader - summary: your boyfriend is an asshole who also doesn't know how to make you cum. thank god your bestfriend can help! - content: smut mdni, oral (r! receiving), fingering (r! receiving), top! se-mi x bottom! reader, cheating!!!!!! - author's note: HIII this is an old request and its so so small but i hope yall like it!!!!!! i havent wrote a good smut in a while so im rusty D: i love uuu tysm for reading!!!!!

"Baby..." she says, tsking with her tongue in disapproval, softly caressing my face as I hiccup.

"I know, I know" I wipe away my tears with a soft pout as I try to focus back on the nail polish —Black of course, just how she likes it.

"He's such a dick princess. Why are you still with him?" she asks, her gaze fully focused on me. Her eyes trace my face as I shrug.

"He's nice.." I reply shyly, making her chuckle.

"Yeah?" she says, as her hand meets my flushed cheek.

"Yeah.. and he.. he makes me feel good sometimes.." I say, biting my lip as she caresses my cheek.

"He does, baby? What does he do that you like?" she coos, playing dumb as i roll my eyes, embarrased.

"You already know" I mumble, avoiding her eyes.

"Oh please, I bet he's pathetic at it" Se-mi rolls her eyes as I softly push her shoulder, making her chuckle.

"He's good at it, Sem! Out of the ones i've dated, at least the best one!" I whine as she lifts an eyebrow with amusement.

"That doesn't say much" Se-mi snorts as I cross my arms in front of my chest.

"I'm serious! He does makes me feel good." I say in a low tone, not sure if I’m trying to convince her or myself.

"You told me he doesn't make you cum." she says with a smirk as i roll my eyes.

"I can still have a good time without cumming!" I reply, biting my lip as I feel myself turning even redder.

A part of me thinks she's right. The other one? Can't help to keep defending my boyfriend.

She snorts in response, shaking her head ‘no’ as her gaze finds mine, a twinkle of mischief in her eyes. "Nu-huh. a good time is where you cum several times"

"Well that's because you're experienced! Maybe he isn't.." I say defending my boyfriend as she chuckles.

"I think he should learn some more before trying to touch a pretty girl like you." she scoots closer, her legs brushing against mine as I squish the nail polish in my hands, trying to ground myself.

I couldn't possibly fuck with my best friend right?

Right.

But god, if she keeps staring at me like that...

She licks her lips, not once taking her eyes off me. She takes the nail polish from my trembling hand and sets it aside.

"Do you want me to teach you what a real good time is, baby?"

I hiccup while grinding harder. Her grip on my ass only tightens, marking her nails as I whimper.

"C'mon, ride my face baby." she says, her mouth lapping at my soaking wet cunt. My legs are around her head while she pushes me lower. "You're not gonna crush me. Promise" she says as i look down, the sight makes me sigh. I thread my hands in her straight black hair as my head falls back and my eyes close. "T-thats it, such a good girl hm?" she says, softly sucking my clit making me hiss. The vibration of her voice make my legs tremble.

"G-gonna cum, gonna cum again!" I whimper as I feel her tongue swirling on my abused clit, throbbing.

I lost count of how many times my best friend ate me tonight.

"Again baby? I thought you didn't came easily?" she teased from underneath. Her tongue keeps playing with my clit. I feel her hands lifting me a little as her fingers enter my soppy cunt.

"O-oh my—" I cry out as her fingers find my spongy spot, hitting it over and over until my walls clench around her. "Please, please—" I beg fucked out as her thrusts get faster and her tongue movements get sloppier.

I move against her mouth, riding it desesperate as I feel my release get closer and closer.

Her tongue circles once more around my clit while her fingers curl at that spot and that does it. I feel the knot inside of me snap, making me blank out for a moment as my body trembles, waves of pleasure hitting me as I ride my release with my mouth open and my eyes rolled back as i hold tight grip on her scalp. I can feel her slurping, not wanting to miss a drop.

I lift myself from on top of her, laying besides her in bed with my eyes closed as my legs don't stop shaking. We're both panting heavily. I feel her soft chuckle making me open one eye to see her smirk.

"Bet that's so much better than what your pathetic boyfriend gives you, isn't that right princess?" She says rolling to her side, caressing my face as I nod, hazy. "Good. Now let's go for one more, hm?"

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how does it feel to carry se-mi tumblr rn?

BYE there’s so many good writers still writing on se-mi tumblr tho BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH IF U THINK THAT😭😭 I love u💓💓💓💓

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PLSSS we need part 2 of ‘i'm addicted to you’ I BEGGGGG 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 pls pls pls pls pls pls pls

don't you know that you're toxic?

toxic! se-mi x reader - summary: do not get back with your toxic ex!!! or do... and get a good fuck and fresh heartbreak. - content: angst!! toxic se-mi!!, smut mdni, strap (r! receiving) fingering (r! receiving) spanking hehe (r! receiving), top! se-mi x bottom! reader, cheating - author's note: YALL KEEP requesting toxic se-mi???????? FINE here it is. i love yaaaaaaaaaall<3 tysm for reading!!!!

part one. part two (you're here!)

⠄⠂☆ No contact for a few months has been working! You're actually better than ever —better than with her at least. Everything has been working out.

You're not doing the "dating someone else to forget her" thing, no, you're being mature!

Until the party.

I mean, It's a saturday night. Youre alone and it doesn't really matter that she might be in the party that Sae-Byok is throwing. You're there to see the common friend that you share with her. Not to see... your ex.

Clearly.

That's the mantra you've been repeating to yourself for the past few hours.

So why is it that you're stuck in a bathroom at 3 am, drunk out of your mind, feeling her wet kisses down your neck as she kneads your ass with one hand and your tit with the other one and your hands are on her neck pulling her closer?

"Missed this so bad" you hear her mumbling from the side of your neck, she hides her face there making you hum in pleasure, eyes closed.

Her kisses go up until they find your mouth.

And fuck, she kisses like she loves you.

⠄⠂☆ So i guess it's not really 'strange' when you wake up saturday morning with her arm wrapped around your waist.

You turn in bed to see her black hair framing her face, eyes peacefully closed and mouth slightly open.

Huh. When she sleeps this quietly, she doesn't even look like the girl who broke your heart.

⠄⠂☆ And as you slowly get out of her bed and you're putting in your shirt, you PROMISE yourself you're never coming back to this.

You're not a cheap slut.

No.

You're worth more.

It took exactly 1 year and 4 months to stop crying everytime you remembered her.

You're done. You're better.

She has no power over—

⠄⠂☆ "Th-that's my good girl" she hums, biting her lip at the sight in front of her. "You see? You're so pretty when that bratty mouth is filled with little whimpers"

And oh my god. You're not sure but your eyes are probably rolled back, drool slips from the corner of your mouth as your legs are spread and fuck...

It's not your fault!

She's just hitting the exact point.

Right there.

"Oh, oh I'm- I'm gonna- se-m" all you can do is babble as her thrusts become faster. Her fingers pick a pace inside you and her right hand circles your clit that way that has your spreading legs shaking. "y-y-yes like that! i'm gonna-"

And you don't even get to finish the sentence before she feels her fingers get coated with your release. Your body trembles and you can only moan loudly. Her fingers come out creamy white as she removes them from inside to put them in your mouth.

"So much for all that bullshit you were talking before huh?" she chuckles sarcastically as she pats your — still shaky— thigh. "getting over me, hating me. yeah, i bet." she mutters under her breath as she removes herself from the middle of your legs to stand up off bed.

⠄⠂☆ And listen. Your friends call you stupid — and they're right — but hey! she did said she's going to a therapist now! and she's been so, so sweet; bringing you presents, sleepoving over, organizing dates.

And you know —believe me, you know— it's only been two weeks, but you can tell she’s changed!

You can feel it!

This time it's for real!

⠄⠂☆ "Ah, you're so fucking dramatic" she says, rolling her eyes as she walks into your apartment. "I was literally just checking her oufit! You do that all the time with other girls!"

"Because I literally check their oufits! you touched her waist and said 'such pretty skirt' even after i told you five minutes ago that she was watching you too much!" you shout back as she stares at you, bored.

God, how overdramatic you were.

If only you could hear what she says to your friends, she thinks to herself.

That would give you a real reason to sob.

⠄⠂☆ Oh, but when it comes to you?

Try to get close to another bitch in her presence.

Try.

se-mi: whos she

se-mi: why are u following her

me: shes just a friend???

me: i introduced her to you baby

se-mi: ok stop following her

se-mi: or is she some whore you've been fucking around while i was gone?

me: i??

me: no

me: but ill stop following her if it bothers u or makes u feel insecure

me: oh and also

me: can u stop following the girls i told you the other day too?

me: the ones you like their bikini photos on ig.

(se-mi is typing...)

(se-mi is typing...)

se-mi: they're influencers

se-mi: god youre so dramatic????

⠄⠂☆ You're exhausted, and you promise yourself today is the day you come over and leave her. I know! It's the fifth time you say this in the entire month!

But how could you, when she's fucking you this good?

When you're on all fours, wetting your own messy pink bedsheets while drool falls from your pouty lips as she presses your head to your soft silk pillowcase. Cheeks squezed, eyes shut close from the pleasure as she's pouding in and out of you with a seven inches strap that's hitting in all the right places. Your ass even has a red mark of her palm.

A complete slut, at her mercy.

"You're so so good. Such a good girl" she says breathless as she moves faster, harder, fucking you dumb. "fuck, look at that" she gives one more harsh smack to your ass making you clench around her cock. Her hands travel to grab your hips, moving you to follow her ryhtm as she bites her chapped lips.

A soft moan escapes her lips when the strap hits her just right. "mh- j-just like that Hana—"

And just like that, the entire moment goes cold as you turn around to stare at her in shock, her mouth agape.

Oh god. Here we go.

⠄⠂☆ "Listen. She's my best friend. But why are you letting her treat you like that? and look who's talking!" Sae-byeok says as you sigh, your elbows resting on the table, hiding your flushed, ashamed face in your hands.

Se-mi didn't allow you to hang out with anyone, except the shared friends you two had because she trusted them.

Maybe she shouldn't have.

"I just love her" you pout as Sae-byeok moves from her seat to the one by your side. Her hand finds your face, cupping it gently, fingers brushing against your skin.

"But there are... so many girls waiting to treat you better" her hand sneaks to to the back of your neck "Why don't you let me prove it to you?"

And fuccck.

When her lips find yours, the kiss turns hungry, sloppy and messy. Her hands wander to touch every single part of your body.

The adrenaline tilts the moment towards soft bites, desesperate moans that escape your mouth as her hand slowly reaches your inner thighs.

Yeah, you're starting to understand why your girlfriend cheated so many times.

But it's okay!

Maybe it's time to give her what she deserves.

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toxic se-mi IN MY DRAFTS FOR TONIGHT ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️