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hot take but i don’t think beauty standards should be something to live up to. i think they’re called a standard because it’s a value to compare to and this means that you can do better than it. fuck beauty standards <3

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and this is the beauty and tragedy behind onism. you will never know somebody the way that they know themselves and how they perceive you. it’s beautiful because so many people may love you in ways you aren’t aware of. this is exactly why we need to go through life remembering that we are perceived by others in so many ways, and a lot of them matter because it reinforces that YOU matter. that you’ve impacted them in ways you could’ve never imagined. and this is also why you are more loved than you know!

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wait i had to post this here because i was caught yearning and i think i accidentally ate down with this. i’d be such a loving, devoted wife istg

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you know it’s over when you start watching all the bad movies that your celebrity crush is in just to see them some more

and i have no regrets

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p.s. fuck trump

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today on roommate prank wars, my friend put a table in front of my door, so i doubled down

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Beautiful images and music will save me I know it I just know it

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reblog if u like titties

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new theme she is so hyperfixation-coded rn !

D.O.C INMATE ⛓️ MERA. 20. cow(girl). queer. woc. busy vet student. equestrian. certified animal lvr. leisurely writer. princess to the dilfs. dalgona coffee freak. em dash enthusiast. silver rings. sneakerhead. dystopian era. r&b. sza’s top 0.001.

masterlist. taglist. bot list. c.ai. rules. fic recs.

⛓️ ⛓️VISITING HOURS OVER! COME BACK SOON.⛓️

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first time seeing my hair straightened since i dyed it redder in beginning april and wow it did not disappoint

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i have to write a research paper of minimum 8 pages and i am having an existential crisis about life and why i chose this degree in the first place. we got the since march to start it and the first draft is due august and i am only starting it now bc no matter how much you like to tell yourself you’ll stay ahead of shit, life is actually always scheming! 😭

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can something good and pleasant happen to me now please

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Jensen Ackles as Mark Meachum COUNTDOWN (2025).

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i just fucking hate the world and most of the fuck ass people that live on it. never thought i’d grow up to be somebody who looks at the world with such hate, but the grim reality of growing up is finally taking off the fucking rose-tinted glasses that i used to wear as a kid and seeing this shit show for the burning hole of hell that it actually is.

life is actually too short for bullshit in any form, so protect your peace and cherish the people, pets and good fucking food that matter. and thank whoever you pray to every day that you’re alive and safe because you are so lucky to not be fighting for your every fucking breath rn.

rant over it’s been a day and if college doesn’t fucking kill me something else will

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i have a bone to pick with every single fucking person who has not lifted a single finger to repost or spread awareness about this shit. they love to claim “what are we supposed to do?” EXACTLY! it’s the VERY fact that we’re so helpless in doing anything on a larger, world-changing scale that we HAVE to do what we CAN by SPREADING AWARENESS. it’s the bare fucking minimum so that we can push this shit onto the feed of ppl who CAN do something about it. the more the world starts making noise, the more the ppl who run it have to start LISTENING. so stop bull-shitting me rn with “posting about it isn’t gonna make a difference” at least fucking try???

i have so many personal vendettas against people i know irl (some who are close to me) who do not post a single word about this shit going on in the world. don’t be one of those people, too. wake the fuck up and pull together your humanity and your PRIVILEGE OF SAFETY AND SHELTER to post about those who don’t currently share the same circumstances due to the ongoing tragedies. it’s so sad to call basic safety, warmth, shelter and LIFE a privilege at this point, but it’s what the world has come to by acting so inhumane and stripping people of the safe existence they’re supposed to be entitled to.

anyway you should always remember that all those foreigners you see dying on the news are just as real people as you are who have just as much interiority as you do. there is nothing about you that makes you more important and it is by pure chance that you are not in their position. in fact, this holds for all of history. every person, no matter the horror of the fate that befell them, had just as much interiority as you do. i feel like some people haven't fully internalized this.