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A good artist is one that brings what haunts them to life, it is a person who takes their deepest secret and leves it raw and exposed on a canvas

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"So break me! Leave me bruised and aching and begging for more! Kiss me on my alcohol drenched lips- Hold my bleeding hands! And let me feel healed by your stinging touch..."

-K.D.S

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"There is no bargains between lion and men. I will kill you and eat you raw" -M.L Rio

Dark Sun Gwyndolin, Dark Souls Design Works. 

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"There was a horrible, erratic thumping in my chest, as if a large bird was trapped inside my ribcage and beating itself to death"

-Donna Tartt, A Secret History

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My Golden Lover,

My golden lover, I ache to feel your warmth I am surrounded by these silver companions yet without you by my side I've never felt more alone How cursed I feel ! The sky changes its flesh with each of my emotions I will continue to chase you my love Without you I fear that I will forget how it feels to be whole If it takes the destruction of this for for us to meet then let the mortals wither If it takes everything as we know it to disappear then let this universe dissolve Fate may not be our ally but I will find my rightful place by your side and you by mine

My golden lover. -K.D.S

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Oh I get it. The old gods can kill and seduce people as they please but when I do it I'm “weird” and “ruining Christmas”

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Changing the font and sizing on your paper and it coming out super pretty >>>>>>>>>>>>

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In 2021 February will start on a Monday and end on a Sunday and I think that's very sexy of it to do so 

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The new “Vampire” theme on Tumblr is really hitting the aesthetically pleasing spot right now ngl. The elegant font? The dark background? Iconic 

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This is my sexuality 

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Interesting fact, the background art is actually my grandfather’s digital artwork :D He’s 70

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Some of yall have never gotten weirdly obsessed with a specific murder case at a young age and it shows. 

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Anyone want to form a tight knit group that stays up to 1 am planning the perfect murder and Yearning (tm) ?? My mom says we can hold it at my house but one of you guys would have to bring the Ever Lasting Craving of Death :/

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Mother’s Call

I lay my earthly shell                                                                                              gently on the forest soil                                                                                        As I feel the roots from my spine                                                                          reach into the earth                                                                                              Grounding me 

For centuries I’ve waited for Mother’s call                                                              carried by the wind                                                                                                over the landscapes it travels to me 

Now here I am                                                                                                        a pillow of soft moss                                                                                              vines cradling my veins                                                                                

I finally feel my soul leave to rest 

From dust you are and so to dust you will return 

-K.D.S      

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I am this close to leaving my current life behind and running away to a beautiful foreign country where no one knows me and starting over

This fucking close

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Online School

Me logging into History: Sup peasants. Did you miss me? Ofcourse you did. Let us learn some history shall we?

Me logging into Maths: henlo... am sorry to intrude my lord... i am but a stupid gremlin wishing to receive some kńøwľeðğę

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Me: I am a dark academic. I find comfort in the candlelight of the dark hours. I am Mysterious™, I thrive toward being the best Intellectual Woman™ I can.

Also me: *visibly vibrating* Must.... Have.. Animal crossing... Tea set....gib...Now..Must HAVE