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Goodbye, Party Girl Christine. Hello, Sobriety. 👋🏽

Goodbye Party Girl, Hello Sobriety!

Daily writing promptDescribe a phase in life that was difficult to say goodbye to.View all responses The hardest phase of life to get through would most definitely be the party girl Christine, she was young, and life hit her harder than most kids her age. That phase lasted into adulthood, and because of alcohol, I missed the first two years of my son’s life. Alcohol gave you confidence, to…

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Goodbye, Party Girl Christine. Hello, Sobriety. 👋🏽

Goodbye Party Girl, Hello Sobriety!

Daily writing promptDescribe a phase in life that was difficult to say goodbye to.View all responses The hardest phase of life to get through would most definitely be the party girl Christine, she was young, and life hit her harder than most kids her age. That phase lasted into adulthood, and because of alcohol, I missed the first two years of my son’s life. Alcohol gave you confidence, to…

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I posted a caption, saying 'Treat yourself nice', but for the life of me, I can't seem to take my own advice.

I love you, sincerely, yourself.

Daily writing promptWhat advice would you give to your teenage self?View all responses If I could write myself a letter to my teenage self, I would write her and tell her the darkness always fades out Dear teenage Christine, I know life seems as though it will never get better, I know the darkness creeps in and follows you around. I know you feel alone, but just know you will find your people,…

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Nana’s make the world go ‘round.

Nana's really do be the best.

“Nana, you always inspire me to reach higher than I think I can reach.” Today, I am thankful for my nana. She was the one constant I had in childhood. She is also a trauma survivor, which I think makes me look up to her even more. We have bonded over the cards we have been dealt. My nana is the best because she keeps me safe, and she keeps me warm. She has so much love to offer my children and…

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🎶 "Blood means nothing when your mother looks the other way." 💔

“Where I put all of this pain and anger, where do I put your award for best mom? How do I pay for these meds that I’m on. Take a step back and see all you’ve accomplished.” -Sky Dxddy To whom it may concern, Dear mom, I’m writing this, not to hurt your feelings, but to let you know I’m struggling. I hold no grudges against you. I understand life is hard, and you did the best you could with the…

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Wrong

I don’t want to admit it… But I was wrong. I was wrong to think I could remain emotionless… I was wrong to think I could keep my feelings completely …Wrong

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“Thank you for saving my life.”

“You saved yourself, girl, I just provided the soundtrack.” 💕 @skydxddymusic

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“There was a time when I was young and innocent, that was before I let everybody get in my head.” Sky Dxddy speaks to my soul.

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Vicious Cycle

“The thought of death became kind of comforting, I wondered when death was gonna come for me.” To trigger someone, is to cause a strong emotional reaction of fear, shock, anger, or worry in someone, especially because they are made to remember something bad that has happened in the past. Recently I heard a song, surprise surprise, and it tore me apart. It’s unreleased, I listen to it on…

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Vicious Cycle

“The thought of death became kind of comforting, I wondered when death was gonna come for me.” To trigger someone, is to cause a strong emotional reaction of fear, shock, anger, or worry in someone, especially because they are made to remember something bad that has happened in the past. Recently I heard a song, surprise surprise, and it tore me apart. It’s unreleased, I listen to it on…

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“There was a time when I was young and innocent, that was before I let everybody get in my head.” Sky Dxddy speaks to my soul.

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When they say they wanna help me, it just feels like a trap

My mind is damaged. How the fuck do you fix that?

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When they say they wanna help me, it just feels like a trap

My mind is damaged. How the fuck do you fix that?