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[bosjess]

The torture won’t end

I’m signing out of here

I’m leaving this here and I’m going tonight

I don’t remember the password and I don’t get reset emails

So bye everyone

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don’t be a stranger! (please linger near the door uncomfortably instead of just leaving. please forget your scarf in my life and come back later for it)

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"just checking on you" means a lot.

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No I’d rather talk it out and compromise actually

she wants to be loved correctly, or left alone, not in between

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I love it when people tell me about me because I have no idea who I am

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Who am I kidding. I wanna be in love. I wanna be loved. I wanna be trusted and cared about.

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imagine how many people dislike you because they didn’t hear your side of the story

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you can save someone by listening

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I love a “talk to me, what’s wrong” type of person

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I don't like asking, I like it from the heart

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I need to leave again but I have nowhere to go. I’m never going to have anywhere to go. I’ve spent two or three days sleeping in the closet and I don’t know what to do anymore nothing ends it

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you know what’s really hot.. healthy communication and reassurance

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Of course I don’t know your circumstances, but you also don’t know mine. It took me decades of my life to get out and get safe and get help. But that doesn’t mean it was impossible for me, or for you. I went from a war zone to refugee camp to a new country, had abusive parents and an abusive partner, and now am out and trying to be happy. We don’t know one another. That doesn’t mean I can’t wish you well and say if I got out, you can, even if it takes time.

I don’t have a way to get out. I have no family that is safe they make things so much worse I have no friends and I can’t do this alone anymore. None of them give a fuck if I’m dead i have no one. I can’t. It’s too late.

That’s not to be cold and cruel to what you went to I’m sorry that was selfish and I’m glad you got out and it’s not even close to the same.

I just am at a loss I’ve been trying and I don’t have time I don’t have the capability there isn’t anyone here

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I have accepted where I’m at but can someone forgive me and spend the time with me that won’t be angry

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reblog and put in the tags what you think will fix you

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Unless you’re incapable of feeling

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