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are you girls gonna be mad at me if i post a new story while taking a break from why can’t i hate you? :(

it’s a chris focused one but with action involving corruption in his hockey’s team, you being his coach’s daughter and something more deep i cannot tell you now. this one is already finished so the uploads will be weakly posted. let me know if you’re into it, if not, i’ll keep taking a break from wcihy and comeback once the next chapter is ready.

xoxo, love you girls. 🎀🤍

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this is how i’m spending my afternoon today, watching miller’s girl and writing for you girls. 💋💋💋💋

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Heyy! I wanted to ask you, what do you think of a story where Chris kind of has a crush on the reader since she is like very loud and confident and a lot like him yk but in the end she doesn’t feel the same as him. Would you be willing to write something like that? Idk I just love the unrequited love trope but anyways thanks a lot 🫶

that’s such a good one!!!!! i’ll absolutely write about it, I LOVE HOW CREATIVE YOU GIRLS ARE 💞💞💞💞

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girls, please don’t be shy!!!! i LOVE getting requests from all of you and it makes me excited to see new scenarios from your point of view. at the end of the day, it’s your story, not mine. so feel free to give me literally anything, okay? i love you all. 💋🎀

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i have a requesttt

i was thinking of matt meeting your parents for the first time and while having dinner with them you tease matt. 👾

omg yessss, i got you girl. probably will be posted today, just be prepared for a lot of teasing and sexual tension shit 💋💋💋

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hey my girls, i’m in the mood to write a new plot today. do y’all have anyone for me to write about? if so, what kind of story? let’s not forget i do not write about submissive female leads unless they’re going to use it against the guy later, haha. let me know!!! xo 🎀🖤

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hii, I LOVE the matt series of ‘why cant i hate you’ i just started using tumblr 2 days agi cause wattpad was getting boring and you’re by far the best writter i’ve found who had very original ideas and is go good at story telling. Alsoo i was wondering if you could add me to your tag list 😜 mwah

i’m so sorry for replying so late, for some reason i’m not getting notifications of unbox message or asks. BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH, this motivates me to do more and more and it’s all for you guys.

you’ll be on my taglist for sure, baby! 💞

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first chapter of my new matt sturniolo fanfic will be released tomorrow, my vixen girls. i’ve never wrote one about him before so i’m very excited to show you guys the freakiest story of this blog. lol also, it’s gonna be only 2 chapters so no need to worry about waiting too long for updates. :) <3

hint: black miniskirt and bratty matt. 👀🎀

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why can’t i hate you? — matt sturniolo & chris sturniolo.

summary: being best friends with chris and nick meant the world to you, it also meant you had to deal with their brother’s hate, rudeness, eye rolls, mean comments and coldness all the time. but that didn’t bother you, in fact, it was actually always a pleasure to annoy the shit out of him constantly.

warnings: swearing, enemies to lovers, best friends to lovers, love triangle (not threesome), toxic behavior, angst, comedy, possible smut and of course, strong female lead.

taglist: @sleepysturniolo, @soshere, @spideylovin, @calisturniolo, @ilovecheese09, @ncm9696 , @klaus223492, @freshloveforthefit (thank you so much for the support, girls 💋)

author’s note: girls, i’m really sorry for the sudden disappearance. i had work plus lots to deal in life and a bad situationship that ended horribly, so now i have more time and i’ll be back with more updates. this is the next chapter of “why can’t i hate you?” and matt is gonna spill some secrets, stay tuned. hehe.

chapter four.

after finally getting home, you went to bed without checking your phone. chris was still sending messages and you also saw matt’s name on the notifications. but considering the earlier events, both matt’s and chris behaviour, you needed time to think before talking to them. you hated acting out of emotions, people hurt each other in the heat of the moment and that could possibly lead to a cycle end and to be honest, even though chris was suddenly acting like a fucking possessive person, you didn’t want to lose him.

eventually, you fell asleep hugging one of your pillows with a hundred thoughts in mind.

it’s monday, you got up late and went to work in a rush. only having time to take a kick shower and brush your teeth. at this point, you had 30 messages and since there was literally no time to actually read them, you just drove to work in completely silence. half of your brain was a war, the other half was completely calm, thinking in a racional way. the problem is you’re not being able to balance those two things like you usually do.

the day was extremely slow and stressful, some clients had a lot of questions and repeated them multiple times, so you had to explain over and over with your mind already full of thoughts.

you didn’t have lunch break either, a way of coping with an overflowing mind was throwing yourself in work but when was time to go home, your whole body was rigid and in pain.

you went home driving slowly, still in complete silence but your phone starts ringing.

“not right now, chris.” you whisper to yourself rolling your eyes but after a quick glance at the screen, you see matt’s name.

after thinking for a bit, you decided to pullover to answer the call, something inside your heart told you to.

“hi.” he says, and you look at the sky trying to keep your mind clear.

“hey…” you reply, but he doesn’t say anything for a while. with frowned eyebrows, you ask. “did you meant to call someone else?”

“no, it’s just…” you hear a loud sigh. “do you wanna meet me somewhere? we need to talk.”

“um, i’m almost home.” you said, pondering if that was a good idea. “wanna meet me there?”

“good, i’m already here.” you heard him say and before you could answer, he hang up.

you drove faster, but safely. nothing could take the thoughts out off of your mind, the memories from last night and the theories of what matthew could possibly have to say.

the thing is, no one messes with your head when it comes to mixed actions. especially men. they were all like that, you just assume what’s going on in their head and they act all surprised because you’re usually right. and until days ago, you knew matthew. you knew by the way he reacted to your teasing, every single thought he had. but after last night… everything is a blur, you don’t know what to think, you have no control over your emotions, you can’t even say no when he asks to meet you out of nowhere in such a hard day.

before you noticed, you got home. no one was there which made you confused but not surprised, maybe he left after getting impatient? that’s so him.

after parking the car in the garage, you slowly open the door entering still confused. everything was dark and before you could touch the light switch, someone grabbed you by the waist, turning you around. your heart skipped a beat, you grip the person’s hand and twist it with a quick move, making them face the wall.

“hey, hey. it’s me, matt!” he gasps, yelling.

your eyes widen, staring for a second at the back of matt’s head. “the fuck are you doing? how did you get inside?” you ask firmly.

“the spare key, under the plant…” he’s out of breath, almost moaning in pain from your grip. “nick told me.”

you roll your eyes, letting matt’s hand go and buffing. “that kid needs to shut his mouth.”

he sighs, massaging his wrist and biting his lips. you observe him, the way he’s sensitive to touch. the lack of sleep and rest probably got to you because wide things went through your mind.

“don’t ever do that again.” you tell him, throwing your purse on the couch and taking off your blazer. matthew is staring at you without saying anything. you raise a brow.

“what?” you ask and he looks away, scratching the back of his neck.

“nothing, it’s just… you look different wearing that.” he says still not looking at you. “usually you dress like a homeless person.”

“you came here to talk or tease me?” you ask with an annoyed face and he chuckles. that was the first time you heard his little laugh or saw a smile that wasn’t mean on his lips.

“sorry, i…” he finally looks at you, staring at your eyes while leaning against your living room wall. “can i ask you a question?”

the girl looks at the blue eyed boy for a few seconds, confused. what exaclty he could possibly be so curious about and why is he being so… different?

“go on.” she says, taking her heels off.

“do you have a thing for chris?” his voice is low, but loud enough for her to hear. he holds his breath, trying hard not to punch himself for being so stupid.

“why?” she raises a brow, walking to the couch and sitting there, crossing her legs with a nonchalant and calm face.

“you can’t answer a question with another one.” he rolls his eyes and heads to the couch next to hers, sitting calmly.

“i never thought about it.” she replies his question honestly, she really didn’t think about it until the day before when the whole thing happened. “he’s my best friend, i look at him and see my soulmate.” she notices a certain discomfort on matt’s face but decides to ignore it and continue her thoughs. “but not in that way.”

“not what it looked like yesterday.” he says before thinking, internally screaming at himself and she tilts her head again, laughing. “what’s so funny?”

“what’s with you, matt?” she asks him, frowning.

“what do you mean?”

“if i didn’t know you i’d say you’re jealous.”

“bullshit, and you don’t know me.”

“then why?”

“what?”

“why do you care if i’m into chris or not?”

he avoids her penetrating gaze for a few seconds, maybe for a full minute and knowing he couldn’t escape the question, he finally looks at her again.

“because i can’t allow it to happen.” he says firmly, clenching his jaw.

if she was confused before, now the girl was puzzled beyond words and thoughts.

“you think i’m gonna hurt chris? because i would ne…”

“that’s not why.” he interrups her, his eyes telling her more than his words. “i can’t bare to see you with him, that’s all.”

“why?”

an urge to get up and walk towards him washes over the girl’s body, she goes almost in slow motion and matthew follows her steps without blinking.

“why?” she asks again, now right in front of him. he’s looking up at her, his jawline is clenched and his hands are gripping his jeans.

“because…” he whispers, his voice cracking and she bends over facing him closely, matt lets out a sigh with her breath hitting his face. “because if you can’t be mine you won’t be his either.”

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hey….. how y’all doing? 💀 i’m back and better, just wanna update you guys i’m working on the next chapter of “why can’t i hate you?”

that’s it, stay crazy, stay a bad bitch and get some fucking money i love y’all

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hey, girls! just wanted to give some sad news, i’ll no longer write “reason”, johnnie is dating someone right now and i feel like i’m being very disrespectful writing romantic stuff about him. i won’t be deleting those two chapters, but be aware there won’t be any more chapters. i’m truly sorry. :( “why can’t i hate you?” will be updated soon! see ya 💋💋💋

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hi I just wanted to say I loved your reason stories and was wondering if you could make a part three?🙏🫶

thank you so much! so… i’m actually conflicted about that, johnnie recently started dating someone and i don’t feel comfortable writing romantic stories about him. i feel like is a bit… i don’t know. i’ll think about it, i promise.

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reason. — johnnie guilbert.

summary: completely unable to show your own feelings to the world after growing up being mocked by your sensitiveness and tears, you face the coldness of your best friend’s roommate (johnnie) without letting it get to you, until one day watching a movie with both, he smiled at you for the first time.

warnings: mention of anxiety, depression, past traumas, psychal abuse, daddy issues, emotional blockage, angst, comedy, strong female lead, a bit of fluffly? we’ll see. (jake as your best friend.), a bit of smut and flirting ahead.

author's note: this chapter was so fun to write, so many things happened, little spoiler: johnnie heard you. 🤭

chapter two.

that sunday afternoon jake called you and asked if you wanted to go to his place to hangout, maybe have a few drinks. you thought for a while, is seeing johnnie a good thing for you right now? honestly, running away from whatever is ahead doesn’t seem good either. besides, there’s a chance of finding out more about him, what he feels and knowing yourself that well, your mind wouldn’t let you live in peace before that.

“jesus, what the fuck happened to you?” you hear jake after he opened the door, of course he was laughing. you had smudge eye makeup, messy hair and were still wearing baggy pajamas.

“couldn’t sleep and it’s your fault.” you roll your eyes entering the living room, not being able to control your urge to look around for johnnie.

“he’s in his room.” says jake while making his way to the kitchen, grabbing some drinks and turning on the speaker, a calm and slow song playing.

“who?” you raise a brow and jake rolls his eyes throwing himself on the couch. “i don’t know what you’re talking about.” you grab the drink and sit next to him, letting your head rest on the soft material of the couch.

“i’ve been thinking about what you said yesterday.” he suddenly says, and you tilt your head to look at him confused. jake smiles sipping his drink. “the deep meaning of people’s actions and all. you always try to understand everyone even though sometimes they don’t deserve it, and i like that about you, you know? i also like that you never get hurt by literally anyone and fight back, i don’t even need to protect you. you’re a bad bitch.” he pauses and you both laugh. “i just think that some people are worth the effort to insist… know what i mean?”

the alcohol and the lack of sleep was getting to your senses way too fast, you had so much on your mind and being there, with the memories of johnnie smiling and then jake saying those things, he thought it was funny to see you giggling but his face went blank when he saw your sudden change of expression, he knew what that meant. so he immediately gets closer to you, wrapping your arms around your waist.

“hey…” he whispers, caressing your hair and kissing your forehead. “he really messed with you, huh?”

you stay quiet for a while, trying to think of the right things to say and not sound like a helpless emotional person, jake knew you weren’t one, but you still didn’t want him to see you that way. with eyes closed, you take a deep breath and turn to jake, ready to say what you feel without crying.

“every mean guy that treated me badly was an entertainment for me, because they never really could hurt my feelings and make me feel upset.” you take a sip of your drink, enjoying the burning sensation in your throat. “but i don’t know, jake… when it comes to johnnie, i wanna know more. get to know him and his reasons. because deep down, i just…”

“you like him.” he completed your sentence already knowing you wouldn’t be able to say it.

“yes.” you sigh avoiding jake’s gaze. “i don’t know why, or when it started, but i told you… it’s that fucking look on his eyes. no one ever looked at me that way, and i don’t care if it’s hate, lust or even…” another sigh leaves your lips and you shrug the rest of the drink.

“hey, slow down…” jake says taking away your drink and hugging you again.

you didn’t cry, or yelled or even tried to deny things. you just felt lost, and jake’s arms were the only thing keep you sane so for the rest of the day, you both stayed there, hugging and talking shit until it got dark.

“dude, go clean those eyes.” at this point you were both drunk, laughing and messing around already over the “johnnie” subject. “the neighbours are gonna think i made you cry and that does not help with the rumour that i act like a frat guy.”

“that’s cause you do.” you roll your eyes and get up, heading to the bathroom, almost half way there when someone abruptly grabs your arm, pulling you to a dark room. your first instinct was to scream and punch, but the person placed a hand over your mouth and locked both of your hands. you were drunk, but you could still feel their scent. it was johnnie.

“do not scream.” he says, slowly sliding the hand over your mouth to your cheek. you couldn’t see shit, but the feeling of being stared at was very much there. “so you like me, huh?”

he heard everything, the whole thing. your chest goes up and down almost in slow motion, the alcohol rushing through your body makes the shame of showing feelings vanish away, without even noticing, you let a hand grab his collar and bring him closer. you can feel and hear his gasp but he doesn’t hesitate, wrapping his other arm around your waist.

“i do.” you reply whispering not waiting jake to hear a thing, lips getting closer and closer to johnnie’s. “does that bother you?”

he laughs, tightening the grip around your waist and pressing his lips against yours, still not kissing it. “yes, it fucking annoys me i’m only hearing about this now.”

the sensation of his cold lip piercing moving and his hard grip was getting to your head, the need to do bad things lurking your mind.

“it’s not like you’d do anything about it, anyway.” you shrug, sucking his bottom lip, your hand creeping lower to his chest, you could feel his heart racing. “i’m assuming you also feel something for me, right? raced heartbeats don’t lie.”

johnnie doesn’t respond, he just closes the gap between both bodies and kisses you passionately, you taste his tongue and let out little moans every time he bites your lips while he’s being tortured by your nails on his back and neck. his kisses getting to your neck where he sucks hard.

you can’t take it anymore, using both hand to push johnnie to a bed you “assumed” it was there, he falls with a gasp and you get on top of him, it was so dark, the only light reflecting his figure was from the door open. the adrenaline of getting caught by jake only makes things interesting.

“i’ll ruin you.” you whisper to him, unbuttoning his shirt and bending over to kiss his neck. johnnie moans loudly and you put a hand over his mouth. “don’t make a fucking noise.” his hand grips your ass to add more pressure on his dick that was already getting hard at this point. your tongue and lips tasting every part of his neck until you get to his chest, you couldn’t help but also taste his nipple piercings and his body immediately curves, you can feel him biting his own lips against your hand.

you smirk, slowly taking the hand away from his mouth. “you can handle it, right?” you ask him while teasing his cock covered by the jeans.

“wouldn’t be here if i couldn’t.” he says, putting even more pressure on your ass so you could feel him. “this is one of my reasons to be attracted to you.”

you chuckle and he leans over using elbows to support his weight, staring at your darkened face. “reasons, huh?” you ask, his face close to yours and his hand goes to your cheek.

“yeah, i think i'm finally ready to tell you my reasons.”

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girlssssss, ''reason'' chapter two is coming out today!!!!!! so sorry for taking too long, i had a busy week.

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Hello lovie can you please add me to the tag list of why can't I hate you I'm in love with it and the last part just wow a world of art

hey you! of course i can! i've been giggling over your compliment for 5 minutes btw, thank you smm!!!

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why can’t I hate you chapter 4 when? 🤭

soon. 🤭

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hey, girlies! sorry i’ve been away for a while, had a little trip this weekend and i couldn’t write, but i promise you there will be a next chapter of a few series this week. probably “reason” cause there’s some ideas in the back of my mind. “why can’t i hate you?” will also be uploaded. that’s it, stay hot and good night 💋💋💋