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some loser: humans are innately selfish creatures

my psych book:

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Why the fuck do I even care when I obviously shouldn’t

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23 and still no license :) I’m so embarrassed because of it lol

"have you learned how to drive yet" i have the spirit of friendship in my heart. the joy of lifes little things in my soul. the whimsy of magic. the beautiful enjoyment of nature. the answer is no though

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Bill hader you're the realest

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eveeyones got it wrong your mid 20s arent for going to the club or partying or picking up new crafts. your 20s are for discovering how much more autistic you are than you thought you were in high school

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the destruction of knowledge and culture

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goodnight everyone (:

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I wish I knew how to get people to understand how absolutely fucking EXHAUSTING it is that I cannot share so many of my symptoms either online or irl without being shamed, outright dehumanized, or demonized for it. What I show on here is only a very small portion of what I have to deal with on a daily basis. And it's fucking exhausting to hide the rest but I have to. I don't have a choice because the consequences of being open on certain symptoms is worse than the exhaustion and internalized self loathing of hiding them

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please can we stop describing bigots as delusional. please. im so fucking tired. someone being sucked into a hate group surrounded by others who believe minorities should be oppressed and encouraging them to believe in conspiracy theories that the rest of the group believes, is fundamentally different from someone having a mental illness that causes delusions.

delusions, by definition, cannot be explained by things like cultural background - such as having a belief constantly reinforced by intentional attempts to rationalize it for the sake of maintaining power over minorities. yes, someone can be both delusional and a bigot, and yes conspiracy theories can feed into delusions, but the two are not fucking synonymous.

i did not spend my teen years convinced that i was being stalked by demons just to hear so many of you people equate my disability with incel behavior and genocidal propaganda. stop reinforcing harmful connotations about mental health struggles.

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I see a lot of posts saying "teach boys about consent".

While that is true, a lot of parents will do that and fail to see how their own actions are the problem.

If you've spanked him, he's less likely to understand consent.

If you've forced him to sit on Santa's lap, he's less likely to understand consent.

If you've forced him to give hugs and kisses to family members, he's less likely to understand consent.

If you've grabbed him in order to force him to sit still, he's less likely to understand consent.

If you've labeled him as "too sensitive" for not wanting to be touched, he's less likely to understand consent.

If you've assumed he's okay with something because he technically allowed it even though he felt pressured, he's less likely to understand consent.

If you're only going to criticize his actions but not your own, it won't work.

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oh he 100% doesnt know what year it is

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at some point you have to realize that you actually have to read to understand the nuance of anything. we as a society are obsessed with summarization, likely as a result of the speed demanded by capital. from headlines to social media (twitter being especially egregious with the character limit), people take in fragments of knowledge and run with them, twisting their meaning into a kaleidoscope that dilutes the message into nothing. yes, brevity is good, but sometimes the message, even when communicated with utmost brevity, requires a 300 page book. sorry.

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you gotta be able to say "die"

you gotta be able to say "suicide"

you gotta be able to talk about "sex"

they're uncomfortable topics, YEAH for SURE

because LIFE is uncomfortable. Death and suicide and sex and pain are straight up going to happen. not having words for the way it discomforts you doesn't make it more comfortable, it just makes you less able to reach out about it.

even more vital, you gotta be able to say words like "rape", "abuse", "queer" or "racist". cause we fought fucking hard to name those experiences. to identify "rape" as distinct from "sex" and "racism" as distinct from "acceptable behaviour" and "queer" as distinct from "invert"

like the function of communication is not to minimise immediate discomfort. we gotta be able to talk about stuff that's hard or sucks or causes difficult conversations.

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I don’t know if this is because of my ADHD or autism or bipolar disorder or what, but I hate how I always get fixated on a career path whenever I get obssessed with something

I’m still in college, going for a degree that I can generally use for my actual career path, but this entire time I’ve been in college I always have secret thoughts that I need to be doing something else

I’m obssessed with a TV show? I need to be a writer for TV

I’m obssessed with a cartoon? I need to write for cartoons or make my own

I’m obsessed with someone who makes documentaries? I need to make a documentary

And I always become fixated on the people who work on these things and I fantasize about meeting and working with them. I have such cringey fantasies I can’t even bring myself to write them down

I keep all of this to myself because it’s really embarrassing and I just can’t bring myself to ever share this. I’m 23 years old, I shouldn’t constantly get urges to start new career paths because when I enjoy something I feel like I just have to be involved in it somehow

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It’s dumb because it’s obviously not a personal attack but I can’t help but see it that way when I see two of my mutuals post about driving

Like I fucking get it

I GET IT

Everyone can drive except me

I’m 23 years old and have no license and I’m fucking pathetic because I’m dependent on other people to get around

Everyone can do it but me

I hate it here

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I don’t get how so many people on social media don’t understand how ao3 works

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Periodic reminder that you should never trust a chiropractor with your body under any circumstances