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oh my lord it’s been so long, that’s overwhelming actually

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hii!! i hope you've been doing well <33 just dropping by to check on you, tc!! :))

heyy jans 🥹 this must've been here for a while i'm sorry 😭 i hope you've been good as well honey, life's just been very overwhelming but i hope to come back here, i miss this so much 😭

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get to know me 💫 - thank you Rid @taegularities for tagging me 🧡, ah i'm doing them both at once so it's veeeery long i'm sorry

Name: C (anonymity is fun isn’t it)

Sign: gemini sun and moon, scorpio rising

Height: 169 cm so 5'6"- 5'7" i think

Time: 1:54 PM CET (RID I KNEW WE ARE CLOSE)

Birthday: june 5th

Fav Band/Artist: bts obviously but i listen to a looooot of different music, so also harry styles, bon iver, kortez and many more

Last Movie: jung_e

Last Show: full one - alice in borderland

When I Created this Blog: november 2021

What I Post: almost nothing now 😂 i reblog mostly from various creators bc they're talented af

Other Blogs: a main/personal, it's over 11 years old, my baby 🥹

Do I get asks: not really, i'm not that active and not a creator

Followers: a small handfull 🧡

Avg hours of sleep: around 8

Instrument: i've got an ukulele but i only know how to play the moon song :')

Dream job: barista and caffe owner, i'm a dietitian but i'm dropping it to learn and become a barista 🥹 used to dream about being a writer as a side job tho

Dream trip: to a bts concert 🥲

Fav songs: right now it's wab the eternal, formula by labrinth, starboy by the weeknd and the way i are by timbaland

3 Ships: i don't have them anymore... but i loved Rid's caroline forbes x klaus mikaelson too so i'll stick to it

First Ship Ever: okayyy this goes way back and it's adam lambert x tommy joe ratliff

Last Song: change pt.2 RM 🧡

Currently Reading: @taegularities for fanfics (i'm planning to sit down with candles&flames) but for books it's the housekeeper and the professor by yoko ogawa

Currently Watching: the last of us

Currently Consuming: anything that keeps me calm, i'm stressed af

Currently Craving: peace and routine 😭

Are you named after anyone? yess it's funny, both my names are after 2 girls from my sister's group in kindergarten, the prettiest one and the smartest one 😂

When was the last time you cried? just before this post, watching ep3 of the last of us, tears guaranteed

Do you have kids? nope and i'm not sure if i want them for a lot of reasons 

Do you use sarcasm? of course not, why would i, why would anyone

What’s the first thing you notice about people? in their appearance - eyes and smile, hair too; in character - if they listen to you and ask you questions, if they're calm or aggressive and if they're open-minded

What’s your eye colour? steely blue, like blue but with darker gray

Scary movies or happy endings? happy endings for sure, too traumatized to scare myself for fun

Any special talents? i'm good at making places feel like home? idk... i'm one of those that become easily good at most of the things they try, but it's probably my neurodivergence 

What are your hobbies? i started sewing and i rlly enjoy it, writing and creating stories and everything coffee-related

Where were you born? 🇵🇱 

Do you have any pets? cats living with my parents (Nala, the love of my life 😿) and now one completely black cat that's my sister's

What sports do you play/have played? used to do swimming, voleyball, martial arts but now.. i just enjoy walking

Favourite subject in school? none? but i miss maths, IT and english tbh

THAT'S IT, the most i've shared on the internet 💀 i deleted the ones that doubled

and i'm tagging jans @parkjiminxfloorpt2 because it's been sooo long and i miss her and doing this 🧡😭

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"I mean, who’s perfect anyways? Isn’t it more important that I see you and your flaws and still think of you as my type of person?"

yeah this is my favourite quote, that's THE GOAL it hit me so hard 😭

"What happened to me? You," he simply argues, "God, I don’t fucking wanna see you sad anymore. Hate those damn tears… just wanna be happy with you, want you in my life, like this or… or differently, just… in any way."

tell me this is not love...OF COURSE HE'S IN LOVE WITH HER please Rid 🥹 and i love when he calls her "angel" but when i read "baby" i'm just melting...same goes to their veeery very hot scenes but now that i think about it, comparing what they had at the beginning and now, like even that bathroom scene felt so intimate, lovely, undoubtedly extremely hot but so nice and emotional at the same time and it's also this evolution that's happening alongside their bond, it's getting really deep (hah, what a pun) and while reading this chapter i felt it the most by now, as a reader, because it was just a party and they'd spent so much time together before that but still, like, because it's him and because it's her it felt like more, everything was dripping with care and it was so visible for me, i love how this aspect changes with them, like they can't JUST fuck anymore ah i'm in love with them 🫠

also i didn't think i could be so pleased with Nara tbh 😂 she did an amazing job and i just hope it's gonna last this way, like someone said, she seems like she'd not go for jk anymore knowing and seeing how he feels about our oc and i'm here for it, i can be team nara if it stays like that 🥲

"‘Cause I’m not chasing them back. Just… just chasing you all day, am I not?" "My pretty baby," he praises; you’re not sure if he’s telling you or moreso himself, "you’re so beautiful… makes me sick."

Rid pleaseeee my heart 😭😭😭🧡 THEY'RE SOOO IN LOVE and that bathroom scene was hot yeah but when they came back it was ksjnlsjverjkhbshjbvj love love loveee making at its finest and loveliest

Of course you’re his first thought.

yeah let me just...hide in that blanket...forever...

Kim Namjoon has an ability to encourage that Jungkook has found to be rare. You’re different. Namjoon is different. Genuine trust in his abilities, pushing him forward.

can i just say i love your cmi namjoon so much and it's not so different to the irl namjoon effect but his character is so calming and genuine and nice as much as he can be while also being a boss, every time there's a part with him i feel calm and happy because he's this stable presence for jk and for this story by now too 🪴

The waves of sudden and powerful delight pull him underwater; if he wasn’t drowning in adoration yet, he most certainly is now. Moments like these stop him from walking away.

that's why they'll end up together eventually, ANOTHER REASON WHY I'M SO SURE, just...Rid, it's amazing how gently you write love, so so gentle in its overwhelming nature, it's so beautiful 🥹🧡

"That… you’ll be okay. I will be, too. But right now it hurts, okay? Maybe we can talk a bit later, but now just… We need to give ourselves a moment to think. To be without that damn pain just once." "And you think putting a barrier between us will hurt less?!" you prod. You’re not ready to leave. You really, genuinely, aren’t. "I don’t need that distance. You think you’re bad for me, right? But I won’t be happier without you around, I—"

and there's this and i absolutely understand them both. because it hurts to fight and to see someone close fight while you're basically the reason why, or a big part of it, it hurts and maybe if you go with the flow you get to stop that pain for a bit and that close person won't have to suffer this much

but it takes away this one pain and instead you've got another huge one, probably bigger, because you part ways...our oc gets it and i hope finally jk will get it too, it's not hurting less just hurting differently 😭 Rid i know you'll make them be together eventually but woah what a ride 😭

and like i always say every time, i felt this so much in my heart, had to go back and find what words caused those feelings and images because that's how i read you, that's how special your writing is and i'm so thankful for every story, for cmi and you continuing this 😭🧡 i'm scared of what's to come tbh but i always know we're in good hands with you 🥹 i love you, you're the reason behind so many beautiful feelings of mine, i'll always be grateful for it 🧡🫂

colour me in: silhouettes | jjk (m)

Summary: Spending your days between the comfort of Jungkook’s walls should feel new, even strange to you – but in truth, you’ve never felt this much at home.

➳ pairing: Jungkook x reader ➳ rating:18+ ➳ genre: fwb/f2l, fake dating; angst, fluff, smut ➳ warnings: some more artistic moments!, a guest appearance, a party!, bits of jealousy, bathroom shenanigans, angsty dialogues, he brings her flowers </3, dancing!, someone flirts with mr jeon, tae and eun.. taeun <3, bit of playful banter 🥺, paparazzi being a pain in the 🍑, an outing !!!!!!!!!!!!, a very painful convo and tears, the freaking angst, co– [gunshot], explicit sexual content: drunk bathroom fumbling, dry humping, so in l*ve ew, soft sweet sex, simping, kis– [gunshot], oral (f. receiving), big dick jk, dom jk, teasing, mid-sex convos; the ending 🤒 ➳ wc: 23.7k 😐 ➳ a/n: here goes my first baby of 2023 !! as always, beta’d by the loveliest @missgeniality​ <3 this chapter was a tough one, but i hope you guys like it. please do let me know what y’all think; your words, feedback and support motivate me a lot 🥺 thank you for all the support so far <3 ➳ listen to: rumors by sabrina claudio & zayn/kiss me by ed sheeran | full playlist 🤍

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Jungkook is fast asleep when a memory of the past shakes you awake the next morning.

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he is ridiculously gorgeous

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30.12.2022 

Happy Birthday Taehyung! 

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happy birthday, taehyung! ♡ (december 30, 1995)

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i don't want no person irl, i want cmi jungkook only

COME ON THEY WERE MEANT TO FALL FOR EACH OTHER, like iskxjdksdjdossj i swear their talks during the deed were 👌👌👌(can i say goals bc really) and then he's so gentle, still close to her and my head was spinning in tune with oc's little shock 🥴 i love knowing this bit about them so early on, it really feels like it was just happening beyond them, slowly and quietly, their friendship and their feelings.. they are so wholesome Rid 😭 and those small sentences, opinions and confessions PLS 😭😭😭 like it's not that much compared to how they act with each other later in the series but we can see how there's already some affection just bleeding through that 'let's be just friendly' part of their history 🥹 i love this drabble, enjoyed it so much Rid 🧡 this part about kisses being for the lovers and them not meant to be in that multiverse.. heartbreaking but so beautiful 🥹

ALSO THIS ACTUALLY MADE ME EXCITED FOR NEW YEARS i'm just gonna imagine cmi jk next to me, let's go delululand🫡

colour me in: not enough | jjk (m)

Summary: Even when your hearts weren’t connected yet, you think that your minds certainly were.

➳ pairing: Jungkook x reader ➳ rating: 18+ ➳ genre: fwb/f2l, fake dating; sprinkles of angst, mostly fluff, some smut ➳ warnings: banter!, fireworks, just a few sad sentences, they’re already very fond of each other, lilll kiss, playing with sparklers; explicit sexual content: unprotected sex, rough sex, mention of oral (m. receiving) and of light choking, creampieee, aftercare, mid-sex-convos cos i love those <3 ➳ word count: 4k ➳ a/n: this is a flashback drabble!! and it happened last december in their timeline. i know it’s just a small thing, but i’d still loooove to know what you guys think, so let’s talk <33 ➳listen to: this is how you fall in love by jeremy zucker & chelsea cutler | full playlist 🤍

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You open your eyes to a blurry image of a luxurious bathroom. Too much marble, the fear of breaking something too heavy.

Czytaj dalej

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR WORLDWIDE HANDSOME, KIM SEOKJIN 🎂🎉 (04.12/1992)

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jungkook being the biggest flirt and making me want to sue him for it (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻  for @sugajimin​ ♡ (gif 4 cr. theultimatedodo -  gif 12 trans. cr. btsinthemoment) 

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Oh Rid this chapter made me so happy... (i'm writing this on a train pls be gentle, it's hard to focus and not let anyone read this 😭)

don't get me wrong a lot of things like oc's mother were just horrible, entirely horrible in a way that i felt so much resentment and i was so angry reading that confrontation part, it was so triggering but also the dialogue on oc's part was just.. i was so proud of her 🥹 i wanted to hug her and it really is astonishing how well you write all those point of views and then how you confront them, this argument felt absolutely real 😭

but so did everything else and ARE YOU FOR REAL RID???? BODY PAINTING???? It was so intimate, so gentle, so much like them and how they seemed actually so comfortable with each other, it seemed like they could both be themselves and enjoy all the emotions from what they were experiencing with each other.. which leads me to the build-up. i loved it so much and that it's still going 🫠 how they had a lot of moments of being together and having their friendship bloom and showing care and discovering how intimate it's becoming and how deeper it feels, those small pieces of jk's mind or that tattoo (😭😭😭😭😭😭 i teared up instantly) showing that he feels that way too. and how that body painting scene escalated and how it showed so much pure emotions and longing and sifjowsxnksksnf it was absolutely hot but so loving 🧡 i feel like your smut scenes are on another level and should be studied separately and have their own reviews but i'm too shy writing this on a train now to say more than i loved LOVED it 🙏🫶

and i feel like there's more to what jk feels and hides BUT their conversation made me so happy in that reassuring way, that it is happening, they are both feeling it and it was all i needed tbh 😭 also the way he treats our oc.. and what he says about her, about how she affects him and then how he handles her so gently when it gets so rough around them 😭😭😭 you're ruining us Rid, please don't stop 🥹💕

this chapter was exceptionally rough on them but at the same time i feel the most hopeful 🙏 love you Rid so much, it was so beautiful and how your metaphors hit just right there, i knew exactly what you meant and what feelings you want to portray, not even gonna say how many times i genuinely teared up because of that while reading this part 😂 and p.s. KIM NAMJOON FOR THE BEST BOSS AWARD the world would be so beautiful with more bosses like him 🥹🧡 thank you for cmi Rid, thank you again 🫂💕✨️

colour me in: the canvas | jjk (m)

Summary: Jungkook comes back to you with a suitcase full of secrets and hurdles – and once he opens it, you’re left tongue-tied and bewildered.

➳ pairing:Jungkook x reader ➳ rating: 18+ ➳ genre: fwb/f2l, fake dating; angst, fluff, smut ➳ warnings: artist jk actually this time!, old secrets revealed and new ones made smh, deep talks, paparazzi mention, oc’s mother is just not cool, another member cameo!, crying and fighting, domesticity <3, angst ahead 😵‍💫; explicit sexual content: consent, mentions of bdsm, body painting 😭, dirty talk, bit of edging, oral (f. & m. receiving), throat fucking, fingering and handjob, body paint on his lips…, dry humping, unprotected sex, breast play, some biting, such disgusting fluff it made me sick, again… such deep jk moans, showering/washing up together…., multiple orgasms, aftercare, the moment after <3 ➳ wc: 22.8k ➳ a/n: ahhh okay, so – i hope you guys like this chapter after all the fun theorising and suspense (and after all those months!), and that it lives up to your expectations !! it was so fun to write, though. always thankful for beta’ing @missgeniality​​, you’re the bestest 🤍 as always, don’t forget to drop by in my inbox and let me know what you think; it means a lot !! ➳ listen to:with love by christina grimmie |full playlist 🤍

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“Shouldn’t we get up at some point? It must be noon.”

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HE IS THE MOMENT

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jungkook walking to the stage with confidence✨

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...so i was thinking. (my usual fangirling ramble ahead, beware)

HOW IS IT POSSIBLE TO FEEL THIS MUCH YEARNING FOR BOTH CHARACTERS like i just really want cmi in my veins at this point. and what's funny is that it's really just so easy to feel that way. usually i think that it's just me being sensitive but no, Rid, never with you, it's simply very easy to feel your worlds the way you write them. you literally take your reader's hand and gently show them around not missing a thing. i might've written that already but it's just how it feels every time. and we smoothly fall for those worlds and it's oh so nice to do so 😭

and the couple... kjdhfsdkj my god they're so gentle in their bonding and confusion over what's happening between them and i'm so in love with their reactions to how they affect each other and how they let the other know about it and what they think about it happening. i think it's like the most thoroughly written image of blooming feelings i've ever read 🥹 i love it so much and also i'd fall for both of them if anyone said the things they do or did what they do I MEAN IT 😭

i'm also really scared of what's to come, if something happens, and i know it will, my heart will just break but at the same time i'm quite peaceful 'cause i know we're in good hands 🧡 whatever you have planned i'll love it, it's a given by now 🥹 Rid, you're so emotionally aware and it shows and it makes your works just fantastic, my heart is pounding while reading and long after, and definitely not just from those STEAMY HOT SCENES THAT LNFKSJFKSJ MAKE ME HOWL EMBARRASSINGLY i can't with you girl, how is it possible to write like that, praying for a pulitzer or nobel for you someday like really...

love you Rid and i'm ready for the mayhem 🙏💕

colour me in: lights | jjk (m)

Summary: They say distance makes the heart grow fonder. But they didn’t tell you about the madness and unending yearning that quietly tag along.

➳ pairing: Jungkook x reader ➳ rating: 18+ ➳ genre: fwb/f2l, fake dating, partly college!au; angst, fluff, smut ➳ warnings: artist jk!!, “who is nara?”, flirting, a few convos that rlly hurt, long distance yearning, secrecy? 🧐, jin cameo…, overthinking, 1 howl’s moving castle reference, jealousy on both sides, “what happened at the frat party?”, some insecurities but the couple is still badass, more about jk’s thoughts/feelings, drunk jk is a simp; explicit sexual content: phone sex, deep low jk moans 😄, some sex toys, dirty talk, fingering, 1 clit spank, guided masturbation, dom!jk; surprises !!!! ➳ word count: 25.2k (pleaaase 😭) ➳ a/n: the angst is here, so let’s have a first taste of it </3 this series would be nothing without @missgeniality​​ who beta’d this in legit one day !! 🤍 so go and worship her (SHE ALSO MADE THE BANNER, LIKE ??!?!?! ISN’T IT BEAUTIFUL) 😔✊ hope you enjoy this chapter; and don’t forget to drop by and leave a message. it makes my day !! <3 ➳listen to: ruin my life by zara larsson | full playlist 🤍

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Jungkook’s apartment mirrors his serene personality perfectly.

It’s cosy and quiet, not too large, but it’s up high enough in the building to let enough sunlight in. The star allows his place some vibrancy, falls through the window in bright rays and directly onto your face, like it’s teasing you.

Absolutely immaculate for him; screams his name from every corner and wall.

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bts in plain white tshirts 👕

-> a thread everyone needs to see atleast once in their life

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ITS ME PARKJIMINXFLOOR GUYS YOUR JANS