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ive been fucking up so much and binging on everything!!! it’s making me anxious cause even though ive maintained my weight every single time i look in the mirror i see myself getting bigger and bigger im obsessed with looking at my stomach every single time i eat and i feel like im just watching my stomach grow an stretch and just get bigger and bigger it’s putting me in such a bad headspace and i am scared im gonna end up ruining my relationship and he’s all i have left i have no friends at this point pretty much everyone has left and i can’t loose him too he’s trying so hard with me and i know he is and i try and try to not fall apart all the time but it’s getting to the point where breathing is almost too much 

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ive maintained my weight for 2 weeks nothing will come off!!!! it’s driving me insane

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🦕🍄✨💀💕 uhhh sure?

apparently ur last 5 non face emojis are ur aestuetic. ❤💞🏳️‍🌈🏃‍♂️💔 AWWW

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i just ate so much food and i feel so sick i HATE when my mom makes me eat out

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11 and 17

wait ok now i'm curious how old were you when you joined tumblr and how old are you now

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THE FACT THAT ONE OF MY FRIENDS SIBLINGS TOLD ME THAT THEY USE ME AS FATSPO MADE ME PHYSICALLY ILL

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R E B L O G   IF  ______________

I can randomly pop in your dms 

I can go to your ask and ask random af questions 

I can vent to you 

I can potentially help you (i.e, Self Harm/Suicidal Tendencies, Personal issue at school, and weight loss.) 

I can Send you cute songs to help you smile 

I can Send funny ass memes to make you smile 

I can be your friend through the hard times and even forever 

[c1gar3tt3-daydr3am]

hi! i kinda wanted to make like a welcome and introductory type post :)

hello, this page is gonna be a mess of lots and lots of venting a place where i can get my thoughts and feelings out.

there’s gonna be depression, anxiety and ed related posts on here so please if that will be triggering to you please block me!

my name is rae i go by they/them pronouns and im 17 years old

but hello you beautiful/handsome amazing people it’s nice to meet you all :)