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[support]

Everything okay?

If you or someone you know is struggling with an eating disorder, you are not alone.  

If you are in the United States, please try:

National Eating Disorders Association (support, resources, treatment options)

If you are outside the United States, visit IASP to find help lines related to eating disorders for your country. 

For self-help courses on body image and general peer support, please try Koko. 

If you need some inspiration and comfort on your dashboard, follow Post It Forward on Tumblr.

[ugh-skinni-aesthetics]

[f4irysu3]

My goals (to keep me motivated):

To feel small in my boyfriend’s arms.

To not feel insecure in front of skinny people.

To be able to wear the style that I like and look good in it.

To be able to fit into the clothes I love again.

To have a thigh gap again.

To be able to wrap my fingers around my thighs and arms.

To make people worried about my health. It seems awful but otherwise it just seems like nobody knows how I actually feel.

To stop people from commenting on my ‘healthy’ weight after I gained more than 15 pounds.

To make myself proud of at least something.

To be the skinniest one in the room.

To stop my legs rubbing together… It’s the worst feeling.

To make my boyfriend see me as more vulnerable…

To be cold again, even at a normal temperature.

To make my stomach growl out of hunger because it indicates that I’m progressing.

To enjoy food again and not devour it like I used to these past couple of months.

To eat in small plastic bowls because I don’t need huge plates for my small portions.

To feel better again… I cannot stand being at a ‘normal weight’.

[lighter-then-me]

Finals week is making me gain weight.

I’m stressed, I’m eating shit food, and all I do is sit and study.

[prettygirlana]

‼️help what are some excuses to not eat and good ways to hide/get rid of food?‼️

[sk1nn1anar3ss1c]

why cant i have more friends in this community everyone seems to be mutuals/friends with eachother but me i literally have 1 person i talk to😭 i sound so desperate thats bc i am im so lonely man

[onyxminwral]

F@tsp0 to keep you from eating today <3

Imagine being obese.

Not being able to see past all the rolls on your stomach, needing the help of others to do basic tasks, worrying that you might stop breathing during the night because you have an awful case of sleep apnea.

You can’t even roll onto your side on your own. Each move you make hurts your joints and puts strain on your body.

Every day you’re reminded of the fact that you’re trapped in a body that you have limited control over.

Always sweaty. Always uncomfortable.

Unable to go places and experience new things with friends and family. Unable to dress up in cute clothes or cosplay as your favourite character.

Excluded from activities because nobody wants to stop and wait for you to catch your breath after taking three steps.

A pathetic and sad existence.

Meaningless and hollow.

Fat and lonely.

So don’t eat today.

Starve for perfection and freedom.

Be svelte and thin and gorgeous.

Because being thin is so much better than being trapped in a prison you can never escape.

[youwillache]

i’m ready to relapse life is not going well and i need something to find comfort in

[r0tt1ngaw4yy]

do it until you look like this, no more sticky thighs in the summer, you know how much you hate that. do it for the compliments, the fatigue and the all consuming emptiness i know you’ve fallen in love with. 🖤

[raw-boned-future]

Fasted for 61 hours but had to break it, imma start a new one pretty soon tho. I feel so proud tbh, if i Keep this up i’ll be at least 20lbs down for summer

[irrelevantxthot]

rewatching friends for thinsp0… every woman on that show are so unbelievably goals

[elorexia]

໒꒰ྀི ෆ ◞ ◟ ꒱ྀི১ ⁺◟

o que eu fɑço pɑɾɑ me distɾɑiɾ nɑ nf

é muito difícil algo me distrair na nf, por isso resolvi fazer esse post 💬

estudar. No tempo em que eu estava estudando, mesmo que eu não estivesse fazendo nf, eu notei que não queria comer até que eu terminasse de fazer o que estava fazendo (mapa mental, trabalho, vendo vídeo de estudo) e quando eu notava já passava das 23h, se vc não quer ser obeso não coma dps das 21h

dica: eu começava a estudar as 18h, ent esse era o horário perfeito pra parar de comer no dia

antes de comer eu tenho... Vou me usar de exemplo, hoje antes de comer eu tive que tomar 2 litros de água, lavar o cabelo e secar ele, ent assim eu poderia comer, assim consegui completar 20h de j3jum

sempre escovar o dente. Essa dica de "a comida vai ficar com o gosto estranho" nunca ia comigo, mas pense vc ACABOU de escovar o dente, tem certeza q vai sujar dnv??? tem certeza q vai colocar a mão na água fria dnv

ler. A única coisa que eu consigo colocar na boca enquanto leio é água, não adianta ver série ou filme pq eu sempre associo essas coisas a comida, mas imagina ler enquanto come e derrubar tudo no livro, o livro que você pagou caro.

isso não é bem o que me distrai, mas eu me mantenho bem longe da cozinha, e quando eu percebo que estou exagerando na comida, eu começo a guarda tudo o que tô comendo e fujo pro quarto, conto a caloria de tudo e começo uma nf de desespero

[ugh-skinni-aesthetics]

Anyone else get annoyed when people call you skinny when you’re literally not .?

Like I am average sized(not over weight, not underweight, basically right in the middle)

And I’ll have other people(also average sized) call me skinny, like bitch no, I wanna actually get skinny so they know what it looks like ✋

[f4irysu3]

I miss my thigh gap so much. I think I was 45kg in here. I’m ashamed of letting myself go. I want to go lower. I want to reach my gw (40kg).

[lighter-then-me]

I fear that people think my profile picture is me and that they believe I’m thin. When I am genuinely a heavy girl. Like no one would know I have an 3d unless they watched my eating.

I don’t want to be perceived.

[prettygirlana]

i need mutuals pls message me 16+!!