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Toxic yuri meets toxic yaoi (w/ @mycigarsweet♥️)

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Hate to see you go, hate to watch you leave

(younger Lindel in the morning after, where Li Mei gets up at ass o’clock to get ready and hide all the marks her clingy future-empress left her before the matrons catch her…Sindel would rather she stay awhile longer😇)

(Done in collab w my fav @mycigarsweet♥️♥️♥️)

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Even when you give me the cold shoulder, I’d still pick you to be my sister in every lifetime.

(Done w @mycigarsweet♥️♥️♥️, sisterly bonding in the gazebo waiting out a rainy sunset in the courtyard)

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bitches don't say hi anymore they just stare at you

(Made with @wizardafter12oclock ❤️❤️❤️)

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When she Li on my Mei til I Sin on her del or somethin like that

(On aggie w the pookie full of sinmei brainrot)

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Promare was pretty gay and as a painter of homoerotic themes I’m not immune to propaganda

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New self portrait. I’ve gained some weight since I was 19, I’ve grown out a mullet, gone back to bleaching and dying my hair, and found out I was chronically ill so I smoke a bit of cannabis since I can’t afford medication. I definitely no longer fit into Thai society, but that’s okay I think. I think I’m a lot happier just living my life how I want to.

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Finally finished this 3 year old Diakko WIP. Felt like doing something more romantic-y and painterly, almost dreamy. Maybe I’ll do another piece similarly when I have time down the road✨

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Me and @uzmij are working on a TOH AU that’s a ton of fun. Let the absolute memes begin

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Van Gogh inspired lighters for my sister two months ago. Acrylic paint, gesso, coarse texture gel medium, and weatherproof clear coats.

They’re actually really nice to grip.

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Examples of thought process. I don’t usually sketch out my work, I like to go on the fly, but when I’m asked to, it usually goes like this. Loose, and lots of arrows and lines and lists of symbolism n stuff. I’m really inspired by the occult and esoteric, as well as lgbtq+ themes and iconography.

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Wanted to make this for stone litho project. Boys over Flowers? More like flower boys.

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Intaglio Drypoint prints from my printmaking class. It was hard!!!!!!!!!!! But I think it’s because my plexi plate was so looooooooong, I think I would have enjoyed it if I didn’t try being so extra. Inking was also a huge paint, but...y’know, despite the fact it’s time consuming, it’s messy, and it requires expensive paper? If I could do it again and not worry about time, I would.

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Tonal correction...

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I may put some tonal corrections later but I'm overwhelmed by homework and feel so frustrated as I struggle with my executive dysfunction. Just wanted to finally post something done while fiddling with word documents ;;

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Closeup shots bc I'm proud of the wet hair and tension

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I would give you my body, but I'm not sure if you want me, I'm not sure if you want me

The pining and the longing and the desire just to simply know the intimacy of your touch; but do I deserve even that?