carolinetheweaver

[carolinetheweaver]

craving warmth i cannot find,

a mother's love, forever blind, reaching out with empty hands, lost in dreams of sinking sands.

her words cut deep, a twisted knife, i chase a ghost through endless strife, wanting love she'll never give, haunted by the life i live.

[carolinetheweaver]

I know I don’t want to go to Hell, but do I want to go to Heaven?

where eternity is incomprehensible but endless joy is the expectation

where the Cosmos lie at my feet now and Earth is no more

I’m sure I’d miss being human.

I’m sure I’d miss feeling alive in my sorrow and my anger, in my confusion and my wonder

if Hell’s pain is fire, then Heaven’s pain is fog.

[carolinetheweaver]

Young Albedo and his muse, both of which I haven't drawn in a long time (only like once in Historium's case). Promise I'll try to draw more stuff despite getting like 1 little <3

[carolinetheweaver]

The romantic in me

says we are meant to be

My mind disagrees it says to me

You make your own destiny

[carolinetheweaver]

Caroline

By Caroline Weaver

Crashing waves

At arms length

Rest in peace to the girl

Once fearless

Lost in time

In a life full of water

Never reaching the surface

Everything became too much

[carolinetheweaver]

“Might I give you a bit of marital advice?”

“Would wild horses be able to stop you?” Said James. Please, don’t, he thought. The last thing I want is for you to think my marriage failed because your advice was flawed.

“That depends,” said Will. “Do you currently have access to any wild horses?”

James had to smile. “Not at the moment.”

“Then no,” said Will. “So here it is: always tell Cordelia what you feel.” He looked James in the eye. “You may fear what will happen if you speak your heart. You may wish to hide things because you fear hurting others. But secrets have a way of eating at relationships, Jamie. At love, at friendship—they undermine and destroy them until in the end you find you are bitterly alone with the secrets you kept.”

-Chain Of Iron

[carolinetheweaver]

Would we survive in a horror movie?

I doubt it, we're too slow moving

We trust everyone we meet

Two bodies riddled with scars from our preteens

Intertwine in a car's dirty backseat

Stare at a drive-in screen

We didn't know that the sun was collapsing

'Till the seas rose and the buildings came crashing

We cried "oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh, oh"

Everywhere, everything

I wanna love you 'til we're food for the worms to eat

'Til our fingers decompose

Keep my hand in yours

[carolinetheweaver]

Hello

Hi there! My name is Caroline. I've been in our system for 20-21 years. This is my first time fronting in about 19-20 years.

I love chocolate, milkshakes, chocolate milkshakes, Capital Cities, Hozier, and Noah Kahan. I like to stay positive to the best of my ability, and I like to bring joy to those around me. My primary love language is gift giving, I love giving people things, even if it's just a silly little playlist I made.

I'm a summer gal, I LOVE summer but I HATE swimming. Odd, right? Oh well. I'll put my feet in the water but that's about it.

I hope to front more often, but with this disorder, you never know what's gonna happen.

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