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Exactly how I feel about my best friend. We are both geminis with the same birthday and she is literally the better half of me. #twin

I’m so thankful to have one of my best friends be a Gemini. Like ily @stonesandsigils I have waited so damn long to have a Gemini sister and here you are. ❤❤ Finally someone to balance me out hahahahahaha

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I need to stop being selfish. I need to understand that there are other people affected by my actions. I had just started dating S when I first met V and as soon as I saw him I had made my decision. I decided he was who I wanted next. The next few days I confirmed it and then the Friday I broke up with S. It was hard, it was painful but I got over it. It caused a lot of drama. Hell I even liked someone else in the meantime but all along, it was V. He was different. He was mysterious. But he didn’t want me. He lead me on and I will never forgive him for that. I worked so hard to have him but the signs started to show that he wasn’t actually interested. So I asked. “Do you actually like me? Cause I like you and I don’t want to put anymore time or effort into something that will go nowhere” and he said no. That was that. I shed my tears I straightened myself and I was good to go. I found someone else to tide me over. I thought I had gotten over V. Apparently not. New Year’s Eve 2016 right as the clock strikes 12 and all my friends are cheering and my best friend kisses V. I knew since the moment he said no that he liked her and visa versa. They both told me. I thought I didn’t care. But in that moment, that drunken, saddened moment when my life flashed before me as the new year started, I cried. I lay in the snow in my yard with all my friends cheering around me as I cried staring at the stars above me. I never did get over him. He hurt me and all I did was put a round bandage over a square wound. It was V that noticed I was crying. How ironic. As everyone cleared out so my best friend could talk to me I couldn’t tell her. I sat in her arms crying because I couldn’t bare to tell her I still had feelings for V. That’s not something you want to hear from a girl that “used” to like the guy you just shared your New Years kiss with. I then ran off because I couldn’t sit there and cry any longer. V found me and we sat in the snow. Neither of us said anything until I told him to say something. He didn’t know what to say, nor did I. He hugged me. I was okay with it at first but for the wrong reason. All it did was make me cry more. Made me hate him more. It wasn’t helping. I tried to pull away but he hugged tighter. I begged him to let go. I cried more. He made me talk, made me tell him what was wrong even though he had already guessed it. We sat there hugging for over an hour. Before we went inside he hugged me once more and kissed my forehead. I broke down. My knees hit the cold snow covered ground as I sobbed. He wasn’t helping. I said this over and over and he didn’t listen. The next day everything was normal or so I thought. It wasn’t until a week after when I found out that my best friends were dating. V had asked her out that night. Exactly 10 minutes before my breakdown. No one told me. I had all of my closest friends there that night and not a single one told me that the guy I had feelings for and my best friend had started dating. They all saw me as fragile. “Oh you can’t tell her” “she’ll be so upset” “she still loves him”. I never loved him. It is possible to feel heartache for someone you never loved. I am not fragile. I can handle the truth. If you hide it from me it only makes it worse. My best friend drifted farther than I thought a person could in just a week and V came closer than a boy in a relationship should. I was torn. Between my two best friends. If I pick him I will lose her. If I pick her I can’t be close to him. But I need them both. People always tell you to never leave your friends behind for a guy. But no one ever tells you what to do when your friends are the guy and the problem…

Written by @allgrungedup (via lifewritten)

Seriously 😫💯

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Architecture is a political act, by nature. It has to do with the relationships between people and how they decide to change their conditions of living.

Lebbeus Woods (via architags)

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We all grow up one day

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Same people trying to sit with you, won't be the same people six feet under with you

Sonjayy

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seeing assholes u used to be friends with like

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I SWEAR IT IS LOL

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TOPIC OF THE DAY FRIENDS

Growing up you go through so many different stages, I mean let's be real... 🤔 I know that we have all had all types of friends. There's the fake ones, which means the ones that talk to you about they friends and you know they talking about you to. Oh and let's not forget the fake ones that tell all your business then you really learn you can't fuck with them or you just know you can't tell them certain shit. Then there's the friends that will meet your man and take your man. Then there's friends that you can trust with your life. There's friends that you only turn up with. There's friends you go to for advice. There's friends that will tell you they whole life story and you just listen.. I can go on and on. But growing up and going through all of these phases with friends you should really come to a point where you know what type of friends you want in your life. See me.. I got friends and I have family. My friends are all in different categories. See I done been through so much with friends that I know how to label them. That's so sad lol but that's how it be. If you feel the same comment or reblog

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RANDOM THOUGHT

Have you ever been so angry or just miserable for no reason and the first person that comes to mind is the one you nit pick that argument with. Like me for example.. I took a nap for like an hour lol and for no reason I woke up miserable. The last message In my phone was from my boyfriend so I decided to blow up his phone until he answered and I started an argument just because. Thank god that he was understanding and didn't make the situation worse 👀 long story short I ended up blocking his number on my phone because I felt like it and he called private. I literally just snapped out of being miserable I answered and told him I was sorry. 💪 these mood swings are no joke ladies. If your man can't handle them then he's not the one 💯 He stopped by my house throwing snow balls at my window.

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It is not just blacks and whites fighting against each other. It has gone beyond that..

Sonjayy

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Like this is so damn.. I don't find it funny nor do I find it to be a joke. Smh

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This.

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I thought this was so beautiful when I came across it

Parenting: you’re doing it right. My cousin posts stuff like this from her kids all the time