cervusbites
cervusbites
Cervus 19 | Trans Masc | Autistic
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Side blog of dearcervus, Now with more freak
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cervusbites Ā· 1 month ago
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is there a current list of all your anons? i wouldn't want to be speaking for someone else! is that ok to ask?
It’s on my main account @dearcervus šŸ–¤
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cervusbites Ā· 1 month ago
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Hello Doctor~
I wanted to ask how you realized you were into omorashi and how the scenes would work with a sub? I always was curious about it~
~šŸŽ­
I wish I had some dignified answer to this, but it was a vashwood fic on ao3… I enjoy reassurance coupled with humiliation and it was soft and sweet enough for me to enjoy despite my lack of usual interest in those things. I’m not particularly into scenes like that myself though honestly, as I often prefer such things to be genuinely unintentional. But I’ve often thought about stopping someone up with a sounding rod and making them beg me to remove it… šŸ–¤
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cervusbites Ā· 1 month ago
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Goodness 😳 doctor what you just said was hjsksdhdj no I don’t have anything in mind per se anything will do… I like being praised though gets me all squirmy
(Could I have 🧸as my anon?)
Oh how cute… getting all worked up just from that? How precious… 🧸 is all yours dear šŸ–¤
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cervusbites Ā· 1 month ago
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Your words feel too warm, it's impossible not to melt... Hehe
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You’re so sweet doll… I do hope you’re feeling better now šŸ–¤
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cervusbites Ā· 1 month ago
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Hey doc! I got my blood drawn for work the other day and was really brave about itšŸ’Ŗ I come to you after reading a certain ask about condescending. Hypothetically, could we have more of that? Perhaps? If asked nicely
Awww I’m so proud of you dear! Those tiny little needles are so scary hm? And maybe when I feel like it… you like being talked down to don’t you? Is there anything specific you had in mind sweetheart? šŸ–¤
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cervusbites Ā· 1 month ago
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Aaaa being called "sweet thing" made my brain shut off and melt into a puddle... I could barely think about any of the hurt after that. You really are a professional. I think my heart is beating even faster than before... Thank you, Doc šŸ–¤
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Awww you’re so sweet aren’t you? You just melt in my hands from a few simple words… it’s adorable truly šŸ–¤
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cervusbites Ā· 1 month ago
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Similar ask to on your main blog about ultrasounds, now with holding..
For a pelvic/kidney ultrasound they need you to drink a lot of water and be very full. You aren’t allowed to use the bathroom until after they’ve started.. being so full and squirmy while you rub the wand on my stomach, pressing down on my bladder.. only to get a good reading of course, my little whimpers aren’t medically relevant. Taking your time as I get more and more desperate, until I’m practically writhing. You’d be so condescending, asking why I can’t keep still, knowing full well you did this to me.. and when you finally do let me go- I’d be so so thankful.
-you know who I am lmao
Awww hi sweet boy… too ashamed to admit to this on my main blog? You just like feeling desperate don’t you? Having me press down on your poor bladder while you whimper and whine… poor sweet thing… I bet you’d practically be begging by the end of it šŸ–¤
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cervusbites Ā· 1 month ago
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i've been afraid of doctors my whole life, and i am really especially scared of needles... and i just recently discovered that i'm really into fearplay.....
Oh you poor thing… they can be quite scary hm? Maybe some exposure therapy could help… being gently poked with needles while I softly coo over you… petting you with my gloved hand as you whine and squirm… šŸ–¤
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cervusbites Ā· 1 month ago
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I know you already know that I’m having surgery in August, but I’m so. Fascinated by it.
Terrified but excited.
I’ve only had surgery once before and I don’t remember much of it because I was young, but it’s such an intimate experience I feel…
The idea of being cut open and carefully stitched back up..
And then being taken care of afterwards (being fed regular pain meds and whatnot)
I wish it were you cutting me open instead šŸ˜µā€šŸ’«
As the date draws closer, the more nervous (but so embarrassingly excited) I get.
Sorry for the long ask, I know this is silly
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Oh how cute… it’s normal to be nervous my love, but you have no need to fear. The doctors will take good care of you I promise. I only wish I could be the one cutting you open and caring for you after instead šŸ–¤
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cervusbites Ā· 1 month ago
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Doc, I got my heart hurt real bad recently. Feels painful to keep it inside me... Could you take a look? If any parts look wrong, please cut em outta me? If you need a better look, you can make an incision and spread it open... Doctor knows best, right? šŸ–¤
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Oh you poor dear… maybe I’ll have to take a look hm? Removing all that’s hurting you… I’ll make you feel all better I promise sweet thing… you’re safe in my hands šŸ–¤
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cervusbites Ā· 1 month ago
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I'd give anything to have my chest torn asunder. I don't even mind if it isn't pretty afterwards. As long as these *things* are gone, I would revel in having a horrible gnarled scar warping the skin around it. Although the meat in there is mostly fat and glands, so probably not the tastiest bits you could snack on but maybe that fat could be used to oil the pan for another dish? Just spitballing <3
Oh how interesting… offering parts that you wouldn’t want anyway as something for me to consume… certainly a more ethical way to go about it. Who would I be to turn down such a generous offer? I’m sure I could find some use for all of it šŸ–¤
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cervusbites Ā· 1 month ago
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Doctor how would you feel about preforming a bilateral orchiectomy and prostatectomy on a male patient?
Hmm an interesting question for sure… I’m not particularly against removing things, but I have little desire to do so for no reason. However if my dear patient requests it, who am I to deny them? šŸ–¤
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cervusbites Ā· 2 months ago
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I think something that would really help me would be to have an IV done by you but getting to react the way I need to. Shaking and crying as you gently hold my arm, shushing me and making sure I’m all comfortable for it. Letting me struggle a bit, to satisfy the primal urge to escape from the needle even if I know it’s good for me. I’d be crying before you even put the needle in, just the sight of you cleaning the area and prepping it would make me tremble.. loading the bag up with medications that would make me feel sooo good, so I eventually associate the prick with that feeling. Please, just let me struggle and cry out as much as I need
Oh how sweet… I’m sure your tears would be so cute… it can certainly help to be allowed to cry without any judgment. I’d be happy to comfort you the entire way through my darling… all those bad feelings will go away in no time I promise šŸ–¤
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cervusbites Ā· 2 months ago
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Wasn't sure if this was better suited for here or your main blog, but it seemed to fit better here.
If I was a fairy I would have the loveliest and prettiest delicate wings (like a Hercules Moth (super big, look it up)) and I wouldn't even squirm when you pushed needles through the chitin. Aren't I just the best kept specimen ever!! Pretty thing that would look lovely mounted on your wall, trapped and vulnerable. But it just can't be helped! A fascinating new discovery should be well documented and thoroughly studied.
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Oh my how lovely… I do adore Hercules moths… I’d be so gentle with you I promise… I wouldn’t want to hurt your beautiful wings… after all I’d never want to destroy such a beautiful piece of art. I’d love to study you my dear, I’m sure you’d be so well behaved for me wouldnt you? šŸ–¤
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cervusbites Ā· 2 months ago
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ooh do me next, doc!! hysterectomy or otherwise :)
Awww as you wish my dear… I’d love to operate on you šŸ–¤
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cervusbites Ā· 2 months ago
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Fear is such a beautiful emotion… the trembling and shaking… the soft little sobs and whimpers… their cheeks all puffy and red from crying… it’s just so cute… as much as I want to be gentle, such a reaction just makes me want to hurt them more so I can hear their beautiful cries šŸ–¤
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cervusbites Ā· 2 months ago
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I’m not particularly interested in eating someone myself, but the idea of a partner willingly offering to you in such a way does something to me… loving you so deeply that they want to be consumed by you… how delightful šŸ–¤
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