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I‘m Alive! Pls request something

No seriously sorry for being gone school messed me up a bit but I’m good now

Aaaaaand I am reliving my Lord of the Rings/The hobbit obsession and even though this fandom isn’t really that active anymore I wanted to ask for your requests for these fandoms (especially the hobbit)

I write for pretty much any character but I would especially love requests for Thorins company so if you got any send them over

Rules are pinned and requests can be made here

[chaos-intj]

How about a oneshot with Straw Hat!reader and Sanji where she loves trying new food because where she grew up there wasn't much variety (maybe she was poor or grew up on a tiny island) so she loves Sanji's cooking and he's, of course, smitten?

Just posted

You can find it here

[chaos-intj]

The way to someone’s heart is through the stomach

OPLA Sanji x Reader

Disclaimer: English is not my first language and I didn’t proofread this

Word Count: 556

Summary: this request

TW: just fluff, talk about food, petnames (sweetheart), readers gender is not really specified

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It had been 3 weeks since you joined the straw hat pirates on their journey to find the one piece. You hadn’t needed much convincing to leave the island, you had called your home for all theses years, since you knew there wasn’t much left there that would hold you back.

Life with the crew was great. You got along with everyone but a certain cook was your favorite. Since the island you grew up and lived on until now had been pretty small you hadn’t had the privilege of trying a bigger variety of different foods. Options had always been limited since there weren’t too many plants that grew on the island so you always had to stick to the few meals you could make and liked. But that changed when you joined the straw hats. Sure since you lived on a boat there were also limited supplies but Sanji was a magician in the kitchen. You could give him the same ingredients day after day and he’d still come up with a new meal each day and none of them disappointed. Every dish was like a symphony.

Today Sanji had again impressed everyone with a new creation of his and when you volunteered to help him with the dishes you wanted to take the time to express your appreciation for his skills. “Sanji?” You were standing next to each other at the sink. “Yes sweetheart?” Your heart beat a little faster at the nickname. “I just wanted to tell you I really appreciate your cooking and today's meal was perfect as always”, you looked over to him to see a smile spread on his face. “Well thank you very much for the compliment. I noticed you’re always the most eager to try my new creations, well besides Luffy but he eats anything that doesn’t run away fast enough. Have you always liked trying new stuff?” He chuckled, now meeting your eyes. “Hm. I don’t know. Maybe I would have liked it if I had had the chance. But maybe you remember my island. It’s really small so we didn’t have a huge variety of food and I’m not as talented as you so I pretty much ate the same things every week. Gets kind of boring after a while. Which is why I really love having you here so I can try new things every day!” You smiled at him and you could swear there was a light blush covering his cheeks. “I’m glad you like it and you know if you ever have anything you want to try just tell me and I’ll make it for you sweetheart”, he said while focusing back on the dishes. “Wait really? You’re the best Sanji!” Before you could really process what you were doing you wrapped your arms around his torso and gave him a hug. For a moment Sanji seemed frozen but then his arms also slowly wrapped around you. “Anything for you”, he said, softly smiling down on you. You stayed like this for a while until you had to get back to the dishes and you began wondering if you only cared for the food or if maybe you also really liked its creator. You could help the smile that spread on your face. This was going to be an interesting adventure.

[chaos-intj]

Requests open for the One Piece live action

I literally binged the new one piece live action and now I’m obsessed so I’m taking requests for pretty much any character.

Important: I haven’t seen the Anime yet so everything I write will be based on the live action

All information and rules for requests can be found here

And requests can be made here

[chaos-intj]

The new suit

Shuri x Reader

Disclaimer: English is not my first language and this is also pretty short + not beta read

Word count: 740

Summary: this request

TW: Kissing, indirect mention of loosing someone, fluff

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It was cold. You were not made for these mountains. How the Jabari were able to live here and not freeze to death was a mystery to you. But you were aware that after Namor’s attack on Wakanda this was the only safe spot for the people. You wished you could have stayed by Shuris side as she worked in her lab, but Okoye was right, you were needed here. But it still felt wrong to leave your girlfriend alone in her grief, as it had consumed her the last time and she almost became unrecognizable.

The council was currently discussing what Wakandas next move should be. You were standing on the side and observing the conversation. Some members of the council were pushing for a peaceful solution, while others wanted to go to war. For you the only thing that mattered was the safety of the people of Wakanda, wether that would’ve achieved via negotiations or war. Yet your opinion mattered little here. Just as the discussion was about to escalate you heard the familiar sound of wakandas jets. Everyone looked up and saw something, no someone, falling through the hole in the cave. The person performed multiple twists in the air and landed in the snow with the elegance of a panther. Everyone was frozen in shock and happiness, because they knew now there was hope. The black panther had returned and the person carrying on this legacy was no one less but the queen of Wakanda and your girlfriend, Shuri. The suit resembled the other ones you had seen, worn by her brother and cousin. Yet this one was unmistakably Shuri‘s. From the dots on the mask to the golden details on the body suit, it all represented her. You couldn’t stop staring. You’re girlfriend was always beautiful, but this new look brought out all her best features and you were starting to feel a bit warm in the snowy mountains of Jabari Land. Shuri took of her mask to address the council and now it was impossible for you to look away. Her eyes were full of rage and determination and everyone in the room could feel the power her presence radiated. Your eyes met and you could see that her gaze softened for a brief second, so short one might have missed it. Her focus went back to the council and she told them of her plan, which was met with both agreement and dissatisfaction. When the discussion started to become heated again, Shuri ordered everyone to leave the room except for M’Baku as she wanted to speak to him privately.

You waited outside the cave for the two to finish their discussion. When Shuri finally stepped out you couldn’t help the smile that came to your face. „I missed you!“, you said walking over to her and embracing her in a tight hug. She pulled you deeper into the hug and rested her chin on top of your head. You stayed like this for a couple of minutes until Shuri let go and tilted up your chin to make you look into her eyes. You felt your face getting hot as you now became aware of Shuri‘s new look again, and by the grin on her face she seemed to have noticed. Her next question confirmed your suspicions: „So, you like the suit?“. You swallowed and were only able to respond with a quick nod. Shuri burst into laughter and pressed a kiss to your forehead. „If I had known that all I had to do to get you flustered is wear a suit like this, I would have done it sooner.“ You couldn’t help but laugh with her and say: „Well I can’t help it you look really hot. And that look in your eyes is not helping either!“ She laughed again and took your hands on hers. Her gaze was now no longer playful, but soft and a bit serious. „You know I really love you, right? No matter how bad the world seems, the moment I see your face, all my troubles seem to disappear“, and with that she pressed a sweet and gentle kiss to your lips. „I know Shuri. And I love you too, so, so much!“ The princess smiled and you both knew in that moment, whatever would happen in the next few days you two would always find each other, no matter how hard that would be.

A/N: I do currently NOT accept requests!

[chaos-intj]

Can you please make one with Shuri, with the reader seeing her suit for the first time and becomes flustered by it and Shuri just teases them about it. THANK YOU, BYEEEEE😁!!!!

I just released this you can read it: here

(Sorry for the long wait!!!)

[chaos-intj]

Surprise at training

Attuma x Reader

Disclaimer: English isn’t my first language and also feel like this isn’t my best work sorry about that. I still hope you’ll enjoy it

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It was 4am when you woke up. Not by choice of course. The reason for you to be up at this ungodly hour was nobody less than the Winter Soldier. You had asked him for trading advice a while back and now he had taken it upon himself to throw you out of bed at times where the average person was asleep.

So regarding your situation you were relatively grumpy. And the best part was that he didn’t even stay to train with you but rather went on his morning jog and forced you to do stupid exercises. You knew that shadow boxing might make sense to get a hang of new movements and correct mistakes more easily. But after doing it for one week straight you got bored. You wanted to use the new techniques on an actual person but Bucky wasn’t there and waking up someone else would only get you an annoyed teammate. So with your headphones on and your mind entirely elsewhere you started doing your exercise. Your surroundings began to fade as you got lost in thought. It was like your body was on autopilot and you didn’t need to think about the next movement, your body just did it.

You probably would have heard him if you hadn’t put on headphones. Or maybe even then you might have been to lost in thought to notice the figure approaching you.

Suddenly large hands picked you up by your waist and you let out a surprised scream, too shocked to move for a moment. When the initial moment of surprise was over, you were about to strike the person so you could escape and wake the others, just then the person holding you let out a chuckle and you realized. Your body relaxed and you looked down at their hands, which were in fact blue, proving your assumption. Your oversized, blue boyfriend had decided to visit and scare the hell out of you. “Well hello to you too”, you stated grumpily but still not being able to hide your smile. “And here I thought you would be happy to see me”, Attuma laughed and finally set you back in the ground. “I would have been a lot more happy if you hadn’t scared the crap out of me”, you shook your head still grinning. “I was in the area and wanted to see if my favorite warrior might want to spar with me and since you’re already practicing these new moves why not try them with me?” “Sure why not. My so called ‘teacher’ hasn’t really bothered with letting me practice with an actual person so let’s do it!” Attuma grinned and got into position across from you while you also got ready to finally put your training to use.

It took about 6 rounds and 45 minutes for you to finally be able get the upper hand and win against Attuma. His strength and height made it really hard for you to land a blow and your limited training with actual people for your new moves made it extra hard. But in round 7 you finally won.

You had Attuma below you, his hands pinned to the floor with you sitting on top of him. You moved to get up but suddenly your boyfriend grabbed your waist and flipped you over so you were beneath his massive form. He grinned down at you and moved a strand of hair out of your face. He removed the mask on his face which usually made him feel a little dizzy but still being able to breathe with the masks on his gills. Setting the mask down next to you, he leaned back in and suddenly his lips were on yours. Your lips moved in sync, by now you were sitting on his lap with his hands on your waist. Your hands were tangled in his hair and you only took brakes once you needed to breathe. You couldn’t tell how much time was passing, all your mind could register were his lips on yours and his hands that were rubbing soft circles on your waist. It was like the world outside didn’t exist anymore. There were just the two of you in your own world completely in peace. Or so you thought.

“You know this isn’t what I had in mind when I said you should practice” You separated from Attuma and clumsily stood up to be met with Bucky leaning on the door frame. He gave you another look and then turned around quietly laughing to himself. Meanwhile Attuma had already put on his mask again and now put his arm over your shoulder. “I mean try to see it positively. A bit later and he would have seen something a lot worse”, he laughed at his own joke and you smacked his shoulder for it, but not without laughing along.

[chaos-intj]

Hii I’d like to request a fic where Attuma is visiting the reader (who’s an avenger) during their training they’re shadowboxing and he startles the reader asking if they want to spar and they end up making out

This will be posted I a couple of minutes! Sorry for the long wait. My exams were killing me but I’m back now.

Edit: fic is posted you can find it on my profile

[chaos-intj]

Can you plz make a Shri x FEM reader

Where they're both like 23 and can u also make a shuri x FEM reader smut i know it's hard i am a writer to but I can't find any so please 🥺.

So the thing is I don’t write smut. It just makes me uncomfortable. If you want me to write something else for Shuri I’d be happy to do that but I won’t write smut. Sorry

[chaos-intj]

Soooooooo….I just watched Wakanda Forever and I decided I will start writing for a few characters from the movie. For now it will be:

Shuri

Riri

Namora

I will still work on my current wips but please send in requests for these characters! (But make sure to read my guidelines beforehand)

You can make requests here!

Update: I got so many requests that I’ll have to close those for now. I‘ll work on the ones I’ve got now and let you know when my requests are open again.

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You’re a dream that won’t come true…unless

Nishinoya x Reader

Warnings: angst to fluff, friends to lovers, mentions of panic attack, mentions of blood(nosebleed)

As always I’m not a native speaker so sorry for any mistakes

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Being in love was usually a good feeling. It makes you warm and fuzzy and you feel happy. It was really one of the best feelings one can have. Usually. But for you that wasn’t the case. Because you were in love with one of your friends, who had feelings for another girl. And she was probably one of the most beautiful girls in the world. And Noya really only had eyes for her. He and Tanaka followed her like puppies, abandoning every conversation just to talk to her and be ignored anyway. And even you couldn’t deny it, she truly looked like an angel and was extremely friendly. Ever since you joined Karasunos volleyball team as a manager she helped you feel welcome and introduced you to the team. Which was where you met Noya for the first time. He stood out to you immediately with his partly bleached hair and loud personality. He was basically a loud human sunbeam and you couldn’t help but feel attracted to him. But soon enough you realized just how obsessed he was with Kiyoko. You felt like you had no chance against her. And you couldn’t even be mad about it because quite honestly you understood how one could like her this much. But that didn’t make you feel any less shitty about your unreciprocated feelings for Noya. And you were being kinda obvious about it. You talked with him a lot more than the others, complimented him about his receives, asked for his number (which he gave to you) and even obviously (at least in your eyes) flirted with him. But he just couldn’t get the hint because he was too obsessed with Kiyoko. And it hurt.

You were on a phone call with him right now. As you were almost every day. You would think that he would have gotten the hint by now. But apparently all Noya saw you as was a friend and you tried to be fine with it but it was harder than one might think. “ Hey! Are you ok?” Your eyes snapped back to your screen. “ Yeah of course. Why are you asking?”, you replied. “I asked you about your math test and you didn’t respond” “Oh sorry I was caught up in my own thoughts. I didn’t hear you. The test went ok. I think I’ll pass but it could’ve been better!” “What were you thinking about?”, you swallowed. You couldn’t tell him. He would reject you. He would tell you he didn’t like you like that. He would tell you, you could never be Kiyoko. You felt tears running down your cheeks and before Noya could repeat his question you hung up the phone. Now you were fully having a panic attack with tears running down your face and your entire body shaking. Your mind was racing. Every single doubt you ever had replayed in your head. ’this needs to stop!‘, you thought. You just couldn’t handle it anymore. At this point there was no way Nishinoya hadn’t noticed your feelings for him so he probably chose to ignore them. It just wasn’t healthy for you anymore. The constant rejection, the constant hope that maybe he would feel the same, the feeling of jealousy whenever he looked at Kiyoko like she was the only person in the world, in his world. Your world was falling apart and you decided you would put an end to this.

The next day you avoided Noya in school. When you saw him walking towards you, you turned around and went the other direction or hid in empty classrooms. When classes were over you made your way to volleyball practice in hopes of being there before anyone else. You were lucky and the only two people there were trainer Ukai and Takeda sensei. Exactly the people you needed. “Sensei I have a question”, you said fiddling your thumbs and wondering if this was the right decision. “Of course! How can I help you?”, Takeda responded. “ Well I was wondering if it was possible to still leave this club even in the middle of the year. It’s a lot of stress for me and I feel it would also be better for my grades. I know I’m just a manager but it’s still a little to much for me .” You didn’t look in their eyes, you couldn’t. You were here for 3 months and you were leaving already. You felt disappointed but you had made that decision for your own health and you still felt like it was the right one. You almost flinched when Takeda started talking, again to caught up in your own thoughts. “Of course that’s possible. But are you sure? I mean I understand if it’s to stressful for you but the team would really miss you. “ You clenched your fists and nodded “ yes I’m sure” “ Ok. It’s really unfortunate. You seemed very happy here and the team loves having you around as well but if that’s really what you want I’ll remove you from the club in the school’s system.” “You’re leaving?!?” You flinched. You knew that voice. It belonged to the very person you had been avoiding, the person who was the reason for your decision of quitting the club. Nishinoya. You turned around and saw how hurt he looked. You tried to walk past him out the door but he grabbed your wrist on your way out, turning you to look at him. “Why?” He looked truly hurt and confused. And you had to use all your self control to stop the tears from falling. And instead of an explanation you just whispered, voice breaking:”I’m sorry. It’s better this way” And broke out of his grasp, making your way out the door.

You made your way to the changing rooms to collect all your belongings that were still in there and in hopes of finding Kiyoko or Yachi there to give either one your Karasuno jacket. The thought of giving it away hurt but the memories with it hurt more so it was wiser to get rid of it. The changing room was empty so you quickly collected your personal belongings and just left the jacket on one of the benches. And with it the memories. At home you saw that Noya had blown up your phone with texts and calls but you blocked him and deleted his messages.

It had been 2 weeks since you quit the volleyball club, 2 weeks of avoiding the team in school especially Noya. The only ones you couldn’t avoid were Tsukishima and Yamaguchi who were both in your class. Not that you talked to them much and Tsukishima didn’t seem to care that you left the volleyball club. Yamaguchi on the other hand seemed a bit confused and even worried. He didn’t say anything though. You assumed the coach told them why you left but of course Yamaguchi knew that you had no stress regarding school and your grades were good even after joining the volleyball club. He probably wondered why you had lied but nobody could ever know the truth. You didn’t want to be hurt again so you just kept this lie as the explanation. One day unfortunately came the confrontation you had been avoiding. Not Nishinoya but Kageyama and Hinata sought you out.

“You have to come back!” You looked up from your desk and there they were. Looking down at you. “Please you have to!”, Kageyama now also joined. “Well hello first of all. And I’m sorry but I won’t come back. The decision is final. It’s better for all. And besides you still have two managers so…” “He’s been playing shitty lately. Since the day you left” “And still his receives are better than yours” “Oh come on that’s not the point here is it?!”, the two started bickering. “Who has been playing shitty?”, you asked. “Well Noya obviously!”, the said in unison. “Oh….” Maybe he was really more hurt by your actions than you thought. He was your friend after all. But, no, you couldn’t just be friends with him. He might be hurt right now but it will pass. Maybe he even gets a shot with Kiyoko or another beautiful girl. It was better like this. “Listen guys…It’s not your fault. I love the team and I wish there had been another way but it’s just better like that. Noya is Noya give him a few days maybe even weeks but he’ll be fine. He can handle things like that. And besides friends come and go. So I’m sorry but I won’t change my mind. Have a good day to two.” That’s when the bell rang and the boys shot up and ran back to their own classrooms.

The rest of the week you kept thinking about your encounter with Hinata and Kageyama. Was Nishinoya really that affected by you leaving the volleyball club. You had also realized a day ago that Hinata and Kageyama were so concerned because the official matches would start in a few days and if Noya wouldn’t be able to concentrate it would cost the team important points. But rejoining would be fatal for your feelings and mental health. So you just set all your hopes on the team. They would be able to help him refocus. Not that it was your job to worry anymore, you after all, had left.

A few days later everything changed. You were just on your way to class when you were approached by Kiyoko. In hopes that she was just heading to her classroom you tried to hide so she wouldn’t see you but it was too late. “Hey y/n wait!”. You flinched and turned around. “Yes?”. “I know you officially left the club but I really need your help. Really! Please!”, she pleaded. “Uh Kiyoko ….I…..”, you began stammering. “Please listen first! It’s just a one time thing! But Yachi is sick and can’t come to the game tomorrow and we need another manager to deal with everything and you know how Tanaka and Hinata can be and I know I did it alone before but Yachi and I split tasks and I really need help!” “Whoa calm down. Listen Kiyoko there is just someone I’m trying not to talk to or see….”. “It’s Noya isn’t it?” “How did you…?” “I saw the way you look at him”, she explained. “Was it that obvious to everyone?” To anyone but him. She tried to reply but you cut her off. “You know what doesn’t matter I just really don’t want to see him.” “Well that won’t be a problem. Your only task would be to take notes on the other teams that might be our future opponents, you did that before you know how it works. And I can’t be with the team and taking notes at the same time. You’re the only one who knows how to take notes that make sense please just this once.” “You promise I won’t need to interact with him?” “I promise” “Alright give me the names of the teams”

You started regretting your decision the moment you stood in front of the bus that would take you to the stadium. Of course you couldn’t avoid Nishinoya there. You sat next to Kiyoko on the ride but you knew he was just a few rows behind you. He hadn’t tried to talk to you but you saw in his expression that he probably wanted to. Understandable since you had blocked his number and ignored him for weeks. He was probably wondering why you were ignoring him, not giving him any clues why you cut him of all of a sudden. You never intended to hurt him but you would have ruined your friendship by telling him as well, so you could spare the two of you the awkwardness and just end it that way. While you were thinking you had arrived at the stadium and everyone started leaving the bus. You and Kiyoko were the last ones to get out and to your horror you saw Noya waiting for you. But before he could say anything Kiyoko was to your rescue and asked you: “Do you know where Shiratorizawa’s first match is?” “Uh yeah court 3 right?” She nodded and said in Noya’s direction: “Don’t you need to warm up your match starts soon.” “Yeah right. See you”, he said running off but not before giving you one last look. “Thanks Kiyoko!” “You said you don’t want to talk to him so I’m not forcing you but I still think you guys should sort it out. He doesn’t talk to me about this kind of stuff but everyone noticed lately that he’s been feeling down. Not only did his receives become gradually worse but he also doesn’t talk much anymore. It’s not like him. It doesn’t have to be now but soon. And who knows maybe those feelings of yours aren’t that unreciprocated after all.” And with that she went after the team and you made your way to court 3 to watch Shiratorizawa’s match and hopefully be able to analyze their tactics a bit.

The game had just started and you could already tell how skilled the volleyball team of Shiratorizawa was. Ushijima made point after point and the red haired middleblocker, whose name you didn’t know, made sure their opponents didn’t get a chance to make points themselves. His blocks weren’t always correct he guessed where the ball would go rather than actually analyzing it. The entire team was incredibly talented and you tried to take notes of everything you thought was important. Meanwhile you also thought about what Kiyoko had said ‘ maybe those feelings of yours aren’t that unreciprocated after all’. But why didn’t he say anything then? Was he really that oblivious? Your head started to hurt and you refocused on the game in front of you which had now entered the final phase as Shiratorizawa had the match point. After a few more minutes the match was finished. Shiratorizawa had won both sets with 25-14 and 25-18. That probably felt devastating for the other team. But you couldn’t put your head into it too much so you started rereading your notes to make sure everything was organized and nothing was missing. You didn’t finish though, as you got a phone call from kiyoko telling you to get to the team as soon as possible.

When you arrived you understood why. Karasuno was loosing. And even though they only had one Libero Nishinoya was on the bench. Crying. Noya didn’t cry. Noya cheered other people up. Noya felt down sometimes, sure. But he’d never show his team. He’d put on a smile and tell them not to worry because he’s got their backs. So why was he crying. You got your answer soon enough by Kiyoko. “He didn’t get a single ball. He missed them all. And now he’s got a nosebleed because he got hit by one straight in the face. Someone needs to go to the infirmary with him. Please would you do it. He needs you.“ “Of course. He’s still my friend after all.” Kiyoko went to Noya and brought him over and you two made your way to the infirmary without saying a word. There the nurse only checked if his nose was broken, which it luckily wasn’t, shoved a box of tissues in your hand and rushed to another boy who apparently broke his hand. So you and Noya just sat there while you handed him tissue after tissue. After some time he decided to break the silence. “I’m sorry”, he said the sound muffled because of the tissue in his face. “What are you sorry for?” “I don’t know. But for you to cut me out like that, block my number and even leave the volleyball club it must have been something pretty shitty”, he explained shifting his vision to the floor. “You didn’t do anything”. “Then why?”. “I can’t tell you. You wouldn’t understand”. He sighed. “But not explaining won’t help the situation either, will it. Listen I’ve been getting headaches because I tried to figure out what could possibly make you hate me so much that you don’t even want to see me. Please I promise whatever it is that happened it won’t change anything between us!” “That’s the problem isn’t it?”, you mumbled hoping it was quiet enough so he didn’t hear you but of course he did. “What’s that supposed to mean?” “Well screw it I guess”, you mumbled before gathering all your courage and telling Noya the truth. “You know Noya, I like you. Like a lot. And I have pretty much since the day we met. I tried to give you signals about how I felt but I guess you were just too focused on kiyoko. And it hurt my feelings. I knew you wouldn’t understand or even feel the same for me so I guess I just broke it off. To make it easier. For both of us”, tears started streaming down your face. “I can’t keep being just friends Noya so I’m sorry but we have to end this friendship. I’m sorry.” You began full on sobbing. Your vision became blurry and your entire body was shaking. “No”, Noya said. “What?” “You can’t just end this! Not when I just realized what I feel for you! Not when I just realized that you mean more to me than a friend! You don’t need to be sorry I do! I was to focused on Kiyoko to see that everything I need, everything I want was right in front of me! So please! Please! Accept my apology and don’t leave! I don’t know how to do this without you. And trust me I tried. I just can’t. Please.” Now he was crying too while you were to shocked to get out a word. He had feelings for you. Nishinoya Yu the guy you had a crush on for months. The guy who you thought only saw me as a friend. The guy who you thought had a crush on Kiyoko. Had feelings for you. Your body reacted faster than my mind and you hugged Nishinoya. You started crying again. He did too. So you both just hugged each other and cried. When you broke up the hug he looked in your eyes and did something you had dreamt of for such a long time that when it happened you felt like you were in a dream.

He kissed you. And it was perfect. It was gentle and almost like a feather. You kissed him back and it felt like heaven. His lips were soft and he slowly moved his hands to your waist while your hands made their way to his neck. When you guys broke the kiss, your head still felt dizzy and all you could do was smile softly at him. “Wow”, was all you could say and Noya chuckled. “Wow indeed. And you’re telling me we could have been doing that for weeks?” You wanted to reply something when you realized where you were. Noyas nosebleed had stopped a while ago and you needed to get him back to the match. “Noya the team they need you! Let’s go you’re fine again.” “But doesn’t the nurse need to-?” “No time. Let’s go!” You both made your way back to the courts as fast as you could and luckily came right on time for Noya to rejoin the game. You stayed and watched. Noya was back to his old self and proved to everyone why he was the Libero. Karasuno won the game, which was their last game of the day. So you were on your way back to the school. You wanted to go to your seat next to Kiyoko but Noya just took your arm and sat you next to him. Tanaka who was in the row in front of you turned around and asked the question, you assumed, everyone wanted to ask. “So Noya I mean we all know who is responsible for you being your old self again but if you don’t mind me asking what happened exactly?” Noya replied with a grin: “Well we had a bit of trouble with our communication but we talked it out and then my beautiful girlfriend and I kissed!” The team locked stunned while you just focused on one word: “Girlfriend?” “Yeah I mean you said you didn’t want to stay just friends and I think for being my wife we need a little more paper stuff. But if you prefer significant other or partner that’s fine with me too” You started blushing and leaned your head on his shoulder. And smiling you said: “Alright but at least ask me out first.” “Alright. Do you wanna go out with me? We could go to the movies or for a walk or to my house or the your house or -“, you interrupted him with a small peck on the lips. “Yes I’d love that.”

A/N: Jesus that was a wild ride! Not only writing but also posting this. It kept telling me there were to many words and it took me way to long to fix it but here we are I made it !! Again thank you all for your patience!

Love you 🖤

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hi! can i rqst for noya x fem!reader

reader has been in love with noya for a while and kinda hinting abt it but noya is too focused to kiyoko so he never noticed. until reader tried to move on and suddenly he miss the reader. angst to fluff if u will please. thank you! ⛅

This is the request I’ve been working on for this long. I’m finally done and just need to proof read it. So I’ll be able to finally post it soon! Thank you for your patience!

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Tiny update!

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Porco Galliard x reader

Not my gif credit to owner

A/n: so this is probably shitty and too long.I didn’t proofread it either but I still hope you like it

Warnings: mentions of execution, enemies to lovers( is that a warning?), the tiniest bit of angst(you’ll miss it), shouting, tell me if I missed something

The plan had not even been that bad, you had to admit. You knew there was no way anyone could have known how this would end for you. But here you were in a prison cell in Marley. Great. Originally Paradis’ attack on Marley went well and from what you had gathered from guards chatting while walking by they actually succeeded. But that didn’t help you much now. You were locked away and it was unlikely somebody would come and rescue you.

Low military rank. No family anymore. Just a few friends who would likely think you were dead. You sighed. You probably still had a few more days here. They would question you and when they were done with that they would get rid of you. Not that you really knew any of them personally besides Reiner and you were never really close with him.

Footsteps were approaching your cell which you ignored until they stopped in front of it. Looking up you saw a guy roughly your age maybe a bit older starring down at you. „Get up”, he just said no emotion detectable in his voice. You did as he said and began wondering why he looked familiar. He opened the cell door and grabbed you by the arm to pull you outside. „Ouch! That hurt you know!”, you told him. He just shrugged and shoved

instead of dragging you to your destination. Which seemed to be a plain room with a small window and a small table with two chairs as the only furniture.

On the way here you had thought about running away from him multiple times regarding he didn’t put handcuffs on you or anything but decided against it as you realized that even if you could outrun him you had no idea where the exit was since you had no idea where you were exactly.

Now here you were sitting on one of the chairs in the room and him on the other one. Curiosity took the wheel and you just blandly asked: „What’s your name?”.

„Porco Galliard”, he answered again without emotion. He looked bored and somehow angry. And suddenly it hit you. He was one of the Titan shifters. The one who killed Ymir. Oh shit not good! Why were they getting someone so important to ask you question? Was he going to torture you? No don’t think that way! It’ll all be okay. Just don’t betray your people and hope it’ll be over soon.

„I’m assuming you know why you’re here?”, he asked. „Yes”. And that’s when he began asking you thousands of questions which you didn’t answer to. You knew it was risky with him being a Titan shifter and all but you weren’t going to betray everything you fought for, for so long.

About two hours or so later he suddenly slammed his fist on the table and shouted:„Why do you have to be so stubborn! You don’t think I have better things to do?!”„Well I for one am not going to talk about anything that could only give you a little bit of an advantage and trust me I would also much rather be somewhere else and not in your presence!”

„You Paradis people are really impolite”, he sighed again. „You were the one who just screamed at me!” „For a valid reason you’re frustrating me!”,he got louder again. „Awww is the child who got everything getting frustrated that he can’t win for once. Well that was my entire life get used to it!” „I did not get everything”, he whispered. Suddenly sadness took over his features and he looked broken. You noticed that he was really handsome when he wasn’t scowling or screaming at you. He shook his head as if he wanted to get rid of something. „Seems like you’re useless after all. I’ll report it to the others and you’ll most likely be gone tomorrow. We can do all of this even without your intel”, he said. The same emotionless expression from before took over his features. And you could just stare in shock. Of course they already had a plan. You were scared Paradis would fall. And you couldn’t even warn them.

The next morning you were woken up by the jingle of keys. Someone opened your door and you recognized the face immediately. It was Porco. Now you were confused. What was all of this about? Was he going to bring you to your execution personally. Porco told you to get up again and you both left your cell and he didn’t grab or shove you this time.

Your destination was again a room but it was different. It had an actual bed was decently sized and generally looked pretty. At least prettier than the cell. Porco must have noticed your confusion as he said:„ The higher ups said killing you would be a waste but we can’t let you run around freely and this is kind of the compromise. You’re allowed to walk around town if I come with you and your door will be locked at night. The window won’t be but don’t try climbing out there you would fall to your death and anybody could see you." „So I’m still a prisoner?” „Yes" „Can I at least have new clothes because this uniform isn’t really doing it anymore”,I asked gesturing to my clothes. „There are some in the closet I think. I don’t know if they fit. Pieck had to guess your size based on my description”. You waited for him to leave so you could change but he didn’t move. „Can you leave?” „Oh. Yeah. Right. Sorry”, he said and you could swear he was blushing a little bit as he was turning around.

The clothes surprisingly fit very well. Porco apparently did a really good job at describing you or it was just luck that Pieck, whoever that was, picked the right size. When you left the room Porco was leaning on the wall beside the door and turned to look at you. He gave a small nod and told you to follow him. You didn’t know why you did it, he was still the enemy after all but that moment of sadness yesterday made you feel intrigued so you walked next to him.

He brought you to the town center. „Usually you would need to wear a badge to show you’re Eldian but since you can’t go to far away from the military building it doesn’t matter” You looked at him confused. „Why would I need to do that?”, you asked. „Eldians live in separated zones and you need permission to exit those. Or you become a warrior then your badge is red and your a honorary Eldian”, he said showing you his badge. Of course he was Eldian. He was a Titan shifter. They had a limited life span. And you began wondering Hoe long he still had so you asked. „A few years. I became a Titan shifter much later that Reiner, Pieck and the others”, he responded. „Why is that?” „I don’t think you should be asking so many questions”, he said and went to one of the benches nearby and sat down. You joined him and asked the question you had been thinking about all this time. „Why were you so hurt when I said you had everything you wanted?” He leaned back and mumbled something I couldn’t quite understand but sounded a lot like : why me? „I’m Eldian. I think that’s pretty clear. And when I was younger I entered the warrior program. And I was really good. But then for whatever reason that idiot Reiner was chosen to inherit the armored Titan and my brother got the Jaw Titan. They were both, together with Annie and Bertholdt, send on the Paradis mission and Ymir got my brother and became the Jaw Titan. When she agreed to come here I got it but now all I do is fight battles”, he explained. „I didn’t know you had a brother. I’m sorry” That seemed to do it for him and a few tears started streaming down his face. You turned to him fully and wiped them of. God he was handsome. Only now you realized how close your faces were just a couple of centimeters between your lips. You retracted and a faint blush covered your cheeks. „You know maybe you aren’t so bad” You looked up confused and saw him slightly smiling the tears were gone. „You’re not so bad yourself”, you said and smiled as well. „So do you maybe want to go get something to eat with me and we make it look like I’m just there to make sure you don’t run away?”, he asked. „Sure I’d really like that”Maybe this wouldn’t all be so bad in the end.

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Update

I‘m sorry I haven’t posted anything in a while but I’ve been experiencing the worst writers block in my life and on top of that my life has kind of been a mess.

BUT

I will start working on my requests an become more active from now on

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So I think I set up asks now (I hope lol). So if you want to request something please do it there but if I somehow managed to screw it up and it isn’t visible or something do it via chat!

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Bad day

Hanji Zoe x Reader

Gif is not mine Credit to original creator

Requested: yes ( I hope this is what you wanted)

Summary: Reader has a bad day and Hanji takes care of her

Tw: mentions of depression, antidepressants and insecurities other than that just fluff

Disclaimer: English is not my first language and I didn’t really proofread this

Today was a bad day. Bad as in you didn’t want to get out of bed, eat or do anything that wasn’t 100% necessary. But you couldn’t call in sick again for work. You had done that way to often recently. Not that todays society really showed empathy when someone was dealing with mental issues. As Long as you‘re physically fine there is no reason not to go to work.

But today was going to be bad. You knew that the moment you woke up and looked over at your sleeping partner. Hanji really was the only thing that kept you going nowadays. With them preparing meals for you even when you didn’t feel like eating or driving you to your therapy sessions they were the only light in your life. Sometimes you tried to do things for them in return but Hanji always said she didn’t mind taking care of you.

You couldn’t tell why you knew it was going to be a bad day. Maybe it was because it was raining or the temperature was too low or maybe it was just one of your emotional days for no reason.

Looking over to the side you noticed Hanji peacefully sleeping next to you. And that’s when it hit you again. All the doubts at once. How they deserved someone better, how you didn’t do enough in this relationship and how they always moved her schedule around just so they could be there for you, which would later get them in trouble. That’s when the first tear slid down your cheek with many more to follow.

The sobbing woke Hanji up and they quickly sat up as they noticed you crying. „Hey dear, what’s wrong? Is it a bad day again? Come here.“ They pulled you into their arms and gently stroked your back until you calmed down a little. Then they took your face in their hands and wiped away your tears.„It’s okay. Everything’s fine. I‘m here.“You nodded and hugged her again. The gesture making you emotional again with new tears running down your cheeks. „It‘s really bad today, hm? You want to stay at home today?“, they asked. „I-I can‘t a-afford not going t-to work again“, you said through your sobs. „Well I think you definitely can! You are obviously not fine and I don’t want you breaking down again because you’re stressing yourself to much and if your boss gets mad I will have a talk with him!“. „B-but…“. „No buts! I will call in sick for you if you don’t and don’t you worry about me. Levi still owes me something so I won’t get in trouble!“, they stated.You nodded again, knowing that arguing with Hanji wouldn’t lead to anything.

About half an hour later Hanji came in with a tray with pancakes and a glass of water as well as you pills. They set the tray on the bed and handed you the antidepressant as well as the glass to wash it down. You took the pill and began poking at your pancakes with your fork with no real appetite. But for Hanji you managed to eat a few before you really couldn’t anymore.

When you were done you and Hanji went to the bathroom and they helped you with your skincare routine. After that they quickly called in sick for the both of you and set up a few blankets and pillows on the couch to get ready to watch a movie.

And that is exactly how you spent the rest of your day. Watching movies and just enjoying each other’s presence with just a few minor emotional breakdowns that Hanji and you handled together.

When it was already dark out you turned to them and realized how icky you truly were. „I love you“, you heard yourself say.

This brought a smile to Hanjis face and she responded: „ I love you too!“

With that you both focused on the movie again snuggled close together.