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Anne Carson, from Red Doc>

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A beautiful body perishes, but a work of art dies not.

Starry night over the rhône

The Starry night

Almond blossom

Still Life: Vase with Pink Roses

Sunflowers

Café Terrace at Night

The Sea at Les Saintes-Maries-de-la-Mer

Trees and undergrowth

Avenue of Poplars in Autumn

Self-portrait (1887)

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Who else?

You ever go to a bathroom take a couple deep breathes silently stare at ur reflection while tears wanna fall tell urself “it’s alright” walk out smile and then find a quiet empty room go in the closet fall down int fetal position and cry ?

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“The deepest feelings always come after the things you do to make yourself feel numb.”

— Juansen Dizon

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I love you..

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Life quotes.

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23 and never really been in a proper date I need advice

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11:32am

The grass is not greener on the other side y’all I thought he was the kinda guy that I could just vibe with me but he just wanted me for pussy. I allowed it because I liked him and that’s hella wild I’m upset with myself bc thru it all I continued to fuck with him after knowing wassup but it is what it shit has done happen he truly hurt me I hurt me by allowing this stupid ass boy get me this tight knowing what I knew but he disrespected me for the last time I can’t do that to myself no more man it’s not doing shit for you he ain’t for you so don’t just keep letting him use you ... I just needed to get this off my chest bc it sucks man

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There’s nothing you can do but heal, what happened has happened you’ll only hurt yourself more

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11:09am

I always run away from my problems. I always tell half way truths I don’t like facing shit. So my mom moved to Florida and I didn’t wanna go I stayed in Louisiana and ever since then I swear the universe is making me face things. The molester, the lost heart beats, lies that ran deep. It’s all like a freight train and I’m getting hit and it a lot it breaking me and healing me and I don’t know what to do

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Dad.

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