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Violence does not always take a visible form, and not all wounds gush blood.

Haruki Murakami, 1Q84 (via kehrouac)

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How do you know when someone’s a real mess? When being anxious is their state of normalcy. 

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Yesterday, I was a beaten down phoenix. Today, I'll burst into flames.  Tomorrow, I shall rise anew, To blaze the skies, And redeem myself.

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‪I’ve been to this place before. I’ve felt this pain before. I know because the cracks on the walls of this black hole feel all too familiar. Why does it hurt more though? Shouldn’t it hurt less as I’ve experienced it before? Why haven’t I grown a tolerance for this pain? Why haven’t I learned anything? How did I end up here again ‬

Like a moth that is always flying into the flame. (via spilledinkandtears)

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I carry the burden of all the lives I haven’t lived. 

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that’s the reason i’m fine you idiot

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I want someone to hold me and read with me. Is that too much to ask

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Gryffindor: Urgh, social distancing sucks! I wanna go ooouuuttt!

Slytherin: Ah! Finally, it's my time to shine! Bring out the snacks, close the damned doors, let's get down to distancing!

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saudade

In your arms is where every part of me is at peace. 

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Breathless.