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Ref of my persona: 2025 edition

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codename: B-F-P

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"The Midway Project is complete and is ready to send! Press ENTER, so we can begin our descend into our final show..."

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The second spinoff to Fazbear's Return: ELLIE'S. Now THIS is the final game to the Fazbear's Return Saga, meaning that ALL of the characters from the series are modeled!

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And now we're at The Sea Shift at Austin's 2. Yes, it did get a sequel and yes, it's still related to Fazbear's Return.

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NOPE! Apparently, there's more Fazbear's Return games with its first spinoff, The Sea Shift at Austin's. And here are its characters!

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Finally, we're at the fifth and last (???) Fazbear's Return game. Totally isn't the final one of the series.

Or is there?

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Now we're entering the fourth game of Fazbear's Return, all characters modeled!

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Part 3 of modeling the Fazbear's Return characters, going into the third game!

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Part 2 of modeling the Fazbear's Return characters with the second game!

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Moving on, now we're onto last major piece to my TRtF Rewritten Multiverse AU with the Fazbear's Return series with the first one!

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When people ask if I’m alright, I always respond that I am fine. But in reality, I’m not.

When I found out about the Internet when I was very little, I became hyperfixated on it, mainly watching videos on YouTube. As time went on, I found other parts of the worldwide web like Reddit, Tumblr, Twitter, etc. and it was quite the interesting but fun place to see people interact on social media. It was all simple back where I would join a couple of fandoms of different games/shows: Five Nights at Freddy’s, Friday Night Funkin’, and many others. And my one mistake I made on the internet is trying to get involved with each community, because if I dare step into one, there’s always a large amount of toxicity and hate. Resulting in me keeping a distance from it all.

Now, for some that might not know, I’m most likely part of the autism spectrum from what my mom told me. I wasn’t diagnosed but from what she said, I showed a few signs of being autistic like having a shy, quiet, and timid personality + a creative mind which is how I’m able to draw pictures and make 3d models. But the signs that are the most present are being too slow to do anything or speak up when talked to, unable to understand things I’ve should’ve known, and a large amount of anxiety and stress where I would have a habit of sweating, intense heart beating, and just not saying anything. Even as an adult at 22, I still have this traits on me which makes it really difficult to make friends both online and in real life. This also causes me to completely avoid anything that bad happens, running away from the reality of things.

That’s where the Internet comes in, I see it as a way to temporarily escape from reality in a world where I can interact with others online while in the comfort of my room. But when I open up to others, I go full on nerd-mode that it feels like I bore those around me. It happened one time when an old friend of mine visited me and they fell asleep when I was nerding out about things I’m interested in. Even more was that I have this constant fear that people might be talking shit about me behind my back that also contributed in me not engaging into a conversation. I’ve been saying to myself that I’m completely alright with people not noticing me, seeing as how I’m just a regular stranger on the internet and they got no time to talk or chat. However, there comes a time where I feel like I’m intentionally left out and get very lonely due to my introverted nature.

For time to time, this lingering thought has been on my mind for a while, my placement in the world. More or less, the internet. Because what purpose do I serve around here? Yeah I can model and draw things, but what else? Nothing. Those are just hobbies that I find passion in. When I just talk about stuff I like, nobody gives a hoot because they don’t know me well enough. Which is fine for me I guess? I’m just spouting out words that come out of my mouth that would just make completely no sense to anyone. I have no placement whatsoever and is just a boring nobody that’s only known as “The Fanmodel Guy” for making fanmodels of characters from a piece of media. I’m not even asking for attention or anything, this is just what’s been going on in my mind.

I’ve been running away from so much conflict for I don’t want to get involved in them. I didn’t want to face the reality of it all so I hide my real feelings and just find comfort on the internet. But even that’s not helping with what’s happening both online AND in real life, resulting in me distancing myself from anyone. I didn’t want to talk or say anything, for the amount of things that go into my mind was too much to handle that I needed a moment of silence and comfort.

I guess what I’m trying to say is: I’m a random introverted nobody that is scared of reality and wants to isolate myself from it through the internet. But due to so much conflict and controversy around the internet, I just distance myself from everything. Which results into me self-reflecting on my placement in the world and feeling like nobody cares or just straight up doesn’t like me.

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You know the time, it’s “Rambling about Random Topics with Chris.” And this time, it’s about a FNaF fangame series that has stuck with me on a certain level ever since I first played it in 2020 where if I were to die one day, the fangame itself would be my own personal hell lol. And that fangame series in question is Project Readjusted.

Anyone asking why, lemme take back in time to late April to May of 2020. A close friend of mine on my old discord server asked me if I can play a FNaF fangame named Project Readjusted (at least, I think that’s how that happened?) and pretty much agreed on it. Once I downloaded it and played the first two nights on it, it was pretty alright apart from Redeemer. Then Night 3 occurred and the first signs of torture were on their way with Ned becoming a problem. Then came the dreaded Night 4 which introduced two characters: Glancy (a combination of two characters named Glossy and Glancer, more on him later) and the devil himself, Greg. PR1’s Night 4 back then was the most terrifying and rage-inducing part I’ve ever experienced in a FNaF fangame, mainly due to my hatred towards this… THING

This stupid idiot is the culprit to all of my Night 4-5 runs in Project Readjusted becoming a nightmare. Okay so his mechanic in PR1 was that he’ll appear in the office and you need to click on him a bunch of times before he blocks the light that you’ll need to fend off Buster. Sounds pretty simple, right? WELL, for some unknown reason, Greg is a quick little bum and just ignored my clicking and/or my clicking didn’t register. And he laughed at me with the most obnoxious laughter I’ve heard. He laughed and laughed at my misfortune until Buster kills me. He’s actually worse than Balloon Boy in FNaF and THAT’S just saying it lightly. This was either the game mocking me for my mistake or I legit have skill issue.

After that, a few friends on my discord server found it hilarious that my sworn enemy is some small clown and made a bunch of memes about it. Including the very fabled “Greg riding a goose” and “Buff Greg” (thanks @kraigeslist and @cosmo-blep for that btw 💀)

It was definitely an experience alright :D

Anyways, after a lot a torment, sweat, and having a lot of pain, I completed both Night 4 AND Night 5 (totally didn’t glitch the game to where the animatronics disappeared from the face of the earth) and was done with Project Readjusted 1, no longer having to deal with Greg ever again. But then the sequel came into the picture…

The torture continues with this one where I was told that was POPGOES on Steroids. As I first played it, I learned that Greg is dead in this (HALLELUJAH). But my celebration was short lived after completing Night 1 and moving on to Night 2, which introduces my second tormentor of the PR series: Infested Glancer.

This goddamn hellhound thought that after separating from his sister/girlfriend/whatever da fuck Glossy is, he could be the one to torture me in the sequel. And HE WAS RIGHT. The mechanic he has is that Glancer crawls through the vents and you need to block him off from entering through three vent entrances into your office. Again, seems pretty straightforward, right? WELL, apparently it isn’t. Why? No idea :D But it has caused me endless suffering until I finally completed PR2 (I’m not doing the custom night, fuck u I’m not dealing with the blue bastard again)

Now, this would’ve been the end. I completed the two PR games through thick and thin, and had enemies made + making fanmodels of the characters. BUT THEN PR3 WAS ANNOUNCED and my torment never ended there-

God I won’t escape this fangame series, can’t I? It’s pretty much my Kryptonite at this point. So who’s the tormentor of this game? Fuck it, it’s the main animatronic character himself: Busted.

I actually hate this stupid ass dog, he’s about as obnoxious to deal with just like Greg & Glancer alone. His mechanic is confusing as an English essay. From what i was told, I need to lure Busted to the office with the bell on my desk and when he’s here, use the glowstick to keep him away (????). IDK, but I felt like I was running on a treadmill keeping the 3 people that were locked in the building safe while fending off the big dog and other characters I don’t care for. THANKFULLY, I did completely complete Nights 1-5 of PR3, marking my torment to end (no I’m not doing custom night for this game, fuck u). The games may be completed, but the scars remain-

So why did I wanted to ramble on about this. Well, I guess it’s one of those experiences that resonated with me not because it gets me to bond with my friends. Making memes, laughing together, etc. like that. As my much shit I gave to the Project Readjusted series due to it giving me mental scars, I can’t help but look fondly at it for how much it made me make memories of it with others. That’s something I respect this fangame series for. So, thank you PR for the memories and fuck you for giving me an idea of what my own hell would look like and giving birth to Buff Greg 💀

P.S.: yes I’m aware of the whole Pear thing with PR’s creator but honestly I could care less about that drama-

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“Years have passed ever since both Freddy Fazbear’s Pizza and Fredbear’s Family Diner closed down. But now, three teenagers wanted to bring the Freddy Fazbear brand back from the dead.

So they decided to make a new entertainment establishment called “Fazbear’s Fantasy Land.”They found a two story building and searched through old Fazbear themed locations, looking for any salvageable items that can be used for the new location.

Blake must watch the place for 5 nights before the place open its doors for the kids and reveal the legend from the past. But behind those old arcades, old dolls, and old posters lie restless animatronics and lost spirits...”