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Some people were put on this earth to love but never to be loved.

K.w

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Wanting to be comforted by the person who hurt you is a different type of pain..

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The voices: PROTECT YOUR PEACE…

Me: But I don’t know how

The voices: STFU and figure it out‼️

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This was a story about control.

To gain it, I had to lose something else.

The person I thought I was.

[on uncertainty]

~k.w

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Whoever said we were meant for sadness didn’t know how determined I was to be happy.

~k.w

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Maybe this what is what I meant to be..

The joke thats only funny when its controlled…

The person that makes you feel wanted…

The mess that convinces you that you’re put together…

The person unloved that convinces you to go after what you want…

The lonely one that reminds you of how many people you have…

When you have no one and no one notices you you’re bound to accept your place…

I always feel a silence that can’t be described.

I hear the waves and shiver

I have gotten used to the sound of water and now I’m seduced by the idea of drowning

Maybe I was meant to be the tragedy that reminds you to pay attention

~k.w

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Born to meticulously serve cvnt, forced to conform to the whims of New England weather…..

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!🎁

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Don't do it again. You'll regret it. If you feel this time things will be different, it won't. It'll happen again, it'll break you again. So don't do it. Protect your Peace. Protect your heart.

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💕

it hurt, but i know better now.

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I want to opt out.

Give me the choice.

Everyone has the choice but me.

It isn’t fair.

This always happens.

I always have to lose a piece of myself to forgive someone else.

It’s cyclical.

This isn’t fair.

You’re not fair.

I’m being illogical.

I’m going to bed.

~k.w

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All of a sudden it felt like I couldn’t occupy space without feeling like I’m about to combust.

It’s that feeling that eats at your chest until you can’t breathe.

The scariest thing is that I realized it has always existed.

~k.w

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Let me live…..like TF?

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☕️

You shattered me then complained how broken I was.

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Drowning in conversation

Sometimes I just want someone to talk

Not someone to talk to

Just someone to tell me something in so much excruciating detail that it puts me to sleep

I crave boring conversations with interesting people

I yearn for familiarity

I seek comfort

I need someone deafen me with their existence

Infiltrate and mesh my life with theirs for just a moment

I need someone, anyone to remind me that a world exists outside the confines of my mind

I don’t you to prove it

I just need to say it

Make your reality mine

Let me shift with the tides

Let me be water

-k.w

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I wish you loved me as much as you loved her.

[excerpt from a letter I’ve written to every man in my life]