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She was supposed to be mine Pt.5

Title: She was supposed to be mine

Chapter- 5 Deception

Pairing San x Reader X Yeosang

Word Count: 2k

San pulls away from the kiss and looks into your eyes, searching for any hint of emotion, no, any hint of love. He wanted so badly to believe that you loved him, and only him. Unfortunately for him. he knew exactly what you did, but it's not your fault. Yeosang had probably brainwashed you, after all, there was no way you would really chose Yeosang over him. What did he have that San didn't? "Come outside after you're dressed. Don't be long" he smirked, smacking your ass as he left the room. He has to play this safe, if you knew that he knew,

You would probably think he was a stalker. He couldn't let you think ill of him.

Heading towards the closet you decide between a couple of your outsfits, ventually choosing one of the more classier options. You let your long hair out of their braids, letting the hair fall into wavy curls. You finish applying your makeup and head for the door. You jump as you notice San outside of your door."Hey! I'm sorry did I keep you waiting long?"

San greeted you with his warm smile as he grabbed your hand, intertwining your fingers with his. "Not at all! Lets go" San smiled like a kid in a damn candy store all the way to the restaurant. You kept looking over at him as he drove. You hadn't seen him this happy since you agreed to move in. "Before we go in, I just wanted to tell you something"

"What is it San?" you leaned over in curiosity, noticing his knuckles turning white from the grip on the steering wheel. "San...", he didn't answer you right away, something feels off, but you didn't want to say anything. Afraid that one wrong slip of the tongue could expose the whole truth. The car ride became silent like the last time, but this time it almost feels more....suffocating,

Arriving at the restaurant San rushes towards your side so he could open the door for you. "Thank you,'' was all you could say to him, not really knowing what to say. You could either address the problem at hand, or wait long enough and hope it goes away to him as his silence eating away at you.

Entering the restaurant the waiter led them to a table in the center, surrounded by the beautiful scenery. "Wow San, this place is amazing," His face lit up at your approval, causing him to forget the question he's been meaning to ask. The waiter arrived with two menus and left, allowing you two time to decide.

Looking at the menu you saw how pricey everything was not knowing what to get you decided to find the cheapest thing on the menu"Sannie, don't you think this place is too expensive? Maybe we could just order take out". San smiled, taking your hands into his "I promised to only give you the best, didn't I?" he flashed his perfect closed eyed smile, and went back to his menu.

You smiled sheepishly and went back to your menu, wondering what any of this food was.

Bing

A text

Yeosang: Hey where did you go? I miss you <3

San continued faking a smile as he saw the name on your notifications, a message from Yeosang...You picked up your phone and proceeded to text back, oblivious to San's increasing agitation.

You: I'm having breakfast with San, we can hang out later. I miss you too <3

"Y/n put your phone away" San scowled, visibly upset. He cleared his throat, noticing the startled expression you had on your face" Let's just enjoy our dinner" You faked a smile as you put your phone in your purse, hoping he didn't ask to see who it was from.

But he just couldn't get the image out of his head, he couldn't stop thinking about Yeosang kissing you

The waiter arrived to take your orders and San ordered first as you chose one of the cheapest items on the menu, San looked at you questiongly and told the waiter to get the same thing he's getting, you looked at San thinking if he might actually be crazy.. His food literally being the price of her monthly mortgage, the waiter takes your menus and leaves.

Waiting for their food the silence came again, San only stared at you as you looked down at your hands.. Smiling a little, the only real reason you could smile like that is because you were thinking of someone else who isn't him.

"Y/n... where did you really go?" San wasn't even able to look you in the eyes, unwilling to let you see his real feelings threatening to drip down his cheeks.

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Stunned by his sudden question you smiled at him, "San.. I told you I went to a coffee place." San looked you right in the eyes this time, seeing the shift of lies and nervousness. "Liar..", San whispered under his breath, but loud enough for you to hear.

"San... why would you say that..'' trying to sound astonished your heart is pounding in your chest wondering if San saw you and Yeosang together. No of course he wasn't, everyone was asleep before you left, and San was still in the house when you got there. Right?

San slammed his hands on the table, his fists red from him trying to contain himself. You froze in your seat as San leaned in closer to you, almost as if he was trying to catch you in a lie. A lie you had clearly told.

"Youre lying to be Y/N, do you honestly think I'm that stupid???

"San calm down, what are you talking about?" you still tried to deny the truth, fearing that he would try to fight Yeosang again

"Did you meet up with Yeosang?"

"No Sa-"

"Did you not meet with Yeosang at 6am in the woods?!?!" his words are harsh yet low enough not to get others attention. He squeezed your hand, digging his nails in as you tried to pull away.

"San please let's talk about this at home" you pleaded with him

"Gladly"

He kept hold of your hand, and dragged you to the car, leaving the menus on the empty table. You frantically clutched to your purse, hoping he wouldn't demand to see your phone. You both got into the car hurriedly, putting on your seatbelt, expecting him to speed off. Instead he locked the door and looked directly into your eyes.

"Do you love him?" His eyes began to well up with tears threatening to fall. He squeezed your already bruised hand, almost as if he was pleading with you.

You hesitated for a moment, wondering if it would be best to just confess."N-no, i Love yo-"

You felt a sharp sting on your check, raising your hand to cover where he had slapped "San!" you looked at him in shock as he inched his face closer to yours

"WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO STOP LYING TO ME? YOU LIED TO ME AND EVEN LIED TO SEONGHWA" He gripped the top of your hand with his hand, bringing your face only an inch away from his. You whimpered and closed your eyes, tears already falling.

"I'm sorry, i'll make it up to you"

"I don't want to listen to your bullshit 'explanations' Y/n, you're just going to say anything to try and dig yourself out of this mess"

"Damn right you will" he let go of you and put the car in reverse, backing out of the parking lot and then heading home "San I can explain!"

He ignored you, his eyes only focused on the road,

"Sannie im not lying to you! Please why won't you just believe me!"

"You lied to me three times.. You lied to Seonghwa, then to me before you got ready, and you lied to me again, when all I wanted was to treat you to a nice breakfast." You stare down at your hands quietly as tears were at the moment of falling. Caught in a lie you sit quietly in your seat, twiddling your thumbs as he drives you home. You hear your phone chime.

Yeosang: Let's hang out after everyone falls asleep, sound good? We can watch a movie and cuddle

San proceeded to park the car in the garage turning to see you texting again. He quickly snatched the phone from your hand.

"San give that back!" you scramble to get your phone back as he runs out of the car and into the house, hurrying to his room, and slamming the door behind him/ Ignoring the rest of his confused roommates in the living room. You ran hurriedly after San, fearing that he's already seen the text messages, you burst into his room, out of breath from running, with the combined anxiety.

You took a moment to catch your breath, as San was already reading the texts, there was nothing you could do. You couldn't make him un read them, might as well take a moment to rest."This was a mistake" you breathed out

Sans eyes glared into you as you sat on his bed. "Cheating on me?" desperation seeping through his voice, had you realized your mistakes? His eyes softened in anticipation, as he sat next to you. The slightest hint of you apologizing made his heart fill with hope.

"Kissing you backstage, dating you, and then moving in within a month. Why am I even here??? This has gone way too fast!"

"You don't mean that! You're here because you love me! It's just Yeosang's fault, he brainwashed you!" he pleaded as he took your hand into his. You pull your hand away in disgust as your eyes meet his, His desperate gaze hiding an inferno behind his eyes. This wasn't right, he wasn't right.

You stood up and began to walk towards the door on the other side of the room. "Let's just break up" you mumbled as you went to reach from the door. Just moments away from sweet freedom.

San rushed to your side, blood pumping rapidly through his veins, threatening to burst. He reached your wrist and yeeted you back towards him just as you were inches from the floor. The surprise caused you to practically fling onto the floor. your body began to ache as it collided with the floor. You let out a soft groan as you prepared yourself to raise hell. "San what is wrong with you? Do you even know your own strength???" You looked up at him with short lived rage. His cold hand mercilessly connects with your face, leaving a large red stinging hand print.

You yelped as you held on to your sore cheek, tears already filling the edges of your disbelieving eyes. Before you could utter another word, San quickly took hold of your hair. Intertwining his fingers into it as he brought you closer to him on your knees. You unwillingly waddled towards him as he continued to pull on your hair harder. You let out a disheartened whimper as he slowly released your hair. "It's time you make it up to me, don't you think so Y/n?"

San let out a soft chuckle as he began to unbuckle his pants, his brown eyes fixated on your petite figure, he loved this, he lived for this. The sight of you on your knees in front of him causing him to bite his lip in excitement. The bulge in his pants quickly grew harder and thicker. You gulped as you saw his member begin to leave a larger and larger imprint along his pants. "San let's talk about th-" you let out a small yelp as he his nails into your scalp, tightening his drip on your hair again. He used his free hand to lift your chin to meet his gaze, his smile curved into a devious smirk.

"You said you were going to make it up to me, here's your chance to prove it Y/n"

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She was supposed to be mine Pt. 4

Title: She was supposed to be mine

Chapter- 4 Unfaithful

Pairing San x Reader X Yeosang

Word Count:1.5k

Yeosang, how could you do this to me? I'm your best friend, and this is the respect I get???

San gritted his teeth as he continued walking home, knowing that him not leaving would end up with him doing something he would regret. At least in front of you. He wouldn't show you this side of him, not unless he had to of course. San stormed back to the house, slamming the door upon entry. Scarring a half awake Seonghwa, causing him to drop some of the food he was cooking.

Sannie, what's wrong?"he rushed to his friend and gently pulled him in a hug. Slowly bringing him out of his blind rage. Seonghwa, being the good mom he is, took him to sit on the couch. "San what happened?"

San takes in a deep breath before figuring out what the best course of action was. "Y/n..." San mumbled as tears threatened to fall from his eyes 

"Is she okay???" Seonghwa asked with a concerned expression. Tears began to fall as he held onto Seonghwa's hand, using it for comfort "She cheated on me with Yeosang, in the woods behind our house" Seonghwa stared speechless as he was wondering how you could do such a thing "You guys have been together for the month that you've known each other, and she already cheated on you??? When are we going to confront them?" Seonghwa was visibly upset, yet not wanting to believe you would actually do such a thing, especially to San, considering how much he adored you.

"I'm not going to, we're not going to. I don't want to lose her"

Seonghwa embraces him, not being able to stand the sight of his friend crying. "Whatever you want to do, I'll support you, why don't you go take a shower to freshen up while I make everyone breakfast. Everyone is asleep, I won't tell anyone unless you want me to" he gave him a smile and helped him up.

"Thank you, I'll figure out what to do later" San wiped the tears from his face and left to go shower, leaving Seonghwa in the kitchen to angrily cook.

How could Yeosang and Y/n do this?

Finishing up any remaining dishes, Seonghwa hears the front door open only knowing who it can be at this time of day.

"Yeosang. Y/n. I need to talk to you."

Not understanding the tone in his voice you and Yeosang follow him to the kitchen. They all seated at the table, Seonghwa looks at them seeing if he can read their expressions, "So what was it that you wanted to talk about with us."

The quietness was only growing more and more tense, unable to breathe through the dense air, You squirmed in your seat as Yeosang cleared his throat.

Seonghwa finally spoke, although his tone towards then was a bit stern, "Where were you?" Unable to answer right away you and Yeosang looked at one another as both became flustered.

"Oh I went out on a coffee run and ran into Yeosang while he went out to get snacks" Seonghwa didn't look like he's buying it as he looked at you and Yeosang, noticing the nervousness in your voice as you spoke to him, had she lied to him?,No she isn't like that, why would she cheat and lie to me about it? She's probably just winded from her run. or maybe they don't know much about her to begin with.

"Yeah I ran into her while I was coming back from getting some snacks and thought I accompany her with a little morning walk. She wanted to burn off the calories from her coffee, she likes it really sweet."

Seonghwa wasn't buying their story as they both have the same nervous energy. Just as he was about to call them out of it, Wooyoung walked into the living room. Essentially saving both you and Yeosang from any more questioning Mom Seonghwa, Wooyoung enters wearing an energetic expression. "Ah Yeosang you're back! Thanks for getting me those snacks, I really didn't feel like going out today. I owe you one" he flashed a smile and winked at them while Seonghwa faced the nervous couple.

Turning his attention to Wooyoung, Seonghwa still as skeptic, only deciding to no longer interrogate the two as they weren't coming out with the truth. "Very well, go clean yourselves up then come back for breakfast."

Leaving as quickly as possible, out of Seonghwa's earshot, Yeosang thanked Wooyoung with a hug. He had only told Wooyoung, he trusted him the most after all. As he was the only one who knew of his plan, he asked him to cover him in case anyone had gotten suspicious. He needed to make sure you didn't get in trouble for him not being able to stay away from you. Especially not after the way San reacted to her bathroom conversation

Walking to his own room, Yeosang gives one final glance to you as he raises one finger to his lips indicating to their shared secret. Smiling back to him with a nod, you walk into your own room locking the door behind you so you can really go clean yourself up and change,

My clothes already smell like him~ I don't want to take them off~.

Seonghwa didn't see much of the truth nor could he really detect their lies even if they were both nervous and awkward. But he decided to let it slide if they were guilty, they would get caught.

San waited in his room pacing back and forth wondering what Seonghwa did after the two came back together, wondering what lies they told to his face, what lies will you tell him next, and what more lies will they come up with...together. San then decided that he'll go to your room to visit. His anger still ready to burst, but he made sure to maintain his composure before he makes his arrival.

"Hey babe! Where have you been, I wanted to take you out to breakfast" San said as he barged through her door with a smile plastered on his face. You panickingly dropped your phone after being startled by his arrival "San... how did you get in. I'm sure I locked the door behind me." San averted his eyes, keeping his hands behind his back while tucking away a key in his back pocket. "Are you sure? If you did then I wouldn't be able to get in."

"Well at least I think I did..." she said as she bent down to pick up her phone.

San stared at her ass, the yoga pants not leaving much to the imagination. His sudden lust turning into a seething anger.

"Yeosang got to see her in those pants before I did, he got to hold her and kiss her while he practically got to see everything" he clenched his fists as his own thoughts built upon his anger.

"Breakfast sounds great, where did you have in mind?"

"I made a reservation at this nice private restaurant, so we won't have to worry about people seeing us" he forced a smile as his anger slowly dissipated, loving the way her eyes smiled along with her. "Great~ should I wear something fancy? Ooo I could wear my black off the shoulder dress!" she said excitedly, trying to ease the anxiety that she had.

"How is she lying to my face so easily, you would have fucked Yeosang in the woods if you guys had time, right Y/n??????"

"Wear something ...hm.. Sexy~" he wrapped his arms around you as he hugged her from behind, still being able to smell Yeosang's cologne.

"San you're holding me a bit too tight" you said in a half joking, half panicky manner, was he angry? What if he had caught them?

San slightly loosened the hug, allowing you to breathe a bit more. "I just love you sooo much Y/n, you know that right??" You could sense a bit of accusation in his voice, but put it down as just being paranoid.

There was no way he caught them, it was 6am, and no one else knew about Yeosang's secret getaway. No reason to be paranoid Y/n.

"I know, I love you too Ye-San" you pulled him into a kiss in the hopes that he didn't hear you almost say Yeosang's name.

San cocked an eyebrow in disbelief" Did you just say Ye-" your lips collided into his before he could react. San quickly wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you deeper into the kiss, his tongue exploring every crevice of your mouth. Noticing the slightly minty flavor that was left over from your 'coffee run'.

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She was supposed to be mine Pt. 3

Title: She was supposed to be mine 

Chapter- 3 Secret Meeting

Pairing San x Reader X Yeosang

Word Count:2.8k

Anger filled his entire body, not being able to push it down in time. San lunged towards Yeosang, catching him while he was still trying to process what you had just said. Yeosang yelped as he fell onto the ground, his head hitting the wall as San proceeded to try and strangle him. While the rest of the group jumped to pull them apart, still not fully processing what was happening "Mingi, help me take him to the room" Hongjoong said as he and Mingi began to drag him to his room. San screaming at Yeosang the whole way "I WON'T LET YOU GET AWAY WITH THIS"

"SHE'S MINE" You jolted up as you heard San yelling, and the other boys talking frantically phone away, rushing to see what had just happened. Not caring about how what had just happened. Not caring about how your eyes were clearly still puffy and red.

You watched as San gets dragged away and Yeosang is sitting on the floor, surrounded by his friends. "Yeosang are you okay??? Someone tell me what happened!" but no one answered, feeling almost as if it wasn't their place, but also not being completely sure of what was going on. Why was San so angry, it's not like Yeosang was doing anything besides existing.

Through gritted teeth, Wooyoung aggressively spat, "Why don't you go talk to your boyfriend" as he kept his eyes on his best friend, who of course had his eyes on you. He wanted to call out for her, and tell you that he heard what you had said. But he just kept looking at you longingly, wanting to warn you, but knowing he couldn't. Not without interference from San, who may or may not be one step ahead of him.

"Wooyoung what do you mean? What happened? I was just in the bathroom and then I heard fighting"

Wooyoung at this point was visibly pissed, not only because his friend was hurt, but because she was hurting Yeosang, even if unintentionally. Jongho seeing that Wooyoung was about to say something, grabbed you by the wrist and whisked you away to your new room "How about I help you unpack while the rest of them figure things out " Jongho takes you to the room at the end of the hallway, and leaves you there while he retrieves your luggage.

You follow him, obviously caring more about the fight that just happened, instead of unpacking. "What do you mean figure things out? Jongho why wont you tell me what happened?"Jongho carries her heavy luggage to her new room as he's being pestered by her questions.

Besides the obvious fact that they would have all been caught spying on her, he didn't want to scare you into leaving. "I can't tell you, you're going to have to talk to them" he sighed with a bit of frustration.

"It's been a long day, why don't I just help you unpack, and then we can talk about it in the morning"

"It's barely 3pm... you know that right" you gestured to the open window letting the sunlight pour in "Okayyyy, give me a few minutes, stay here, I'm gonna head to the store and get us some snacks so we can play a few games.

With the moon rising in the dark night skies, Jongho has everyone meet in the living room. You heads towards your destination and can already feel the tension in the air, even as the guys are somewhat separated. Whatever happened on the other side of the bathroom door didn't end so well, as the bright and cheerful people that you saw in them were no longer there. The room is silent as tension filled the room. Jongho entered and happily realizes that the tension has died down at least a little bit.

"I figured that since we just finished our comeback, we should celebrate with some food and alcohol"

"Will there be steak???" Seonghwa asks, practically drooling already

"Of course~" Jongho laughs as he leads everyone to the dining room. "Who's ready to celebrate?"

Mingi's woo's loudly as the rest of them nod and rushed to take their seats. All of them ready to forget about the day's events and eat. The Main table being full with the main dish and side dishes. Next to the table is an ice chest of what might actually be filled with nothing, but beer. Jongho really has gone all out and everyone seem all excited especially Seonghwa, who didn't have to cook this time.

Y/n's POV

We all gathered around the table, San making sure that he was next to me and Yunho sat on the right side of me. Yeosang sat across from me as Wooyoung sat on his left and Hongjoong on his right, leaving Seonghwa and Mingi sitting at both sides. Jongho was still standing as he was handing everyone a beer, I insisted on helping, but he insisted that I stay seated since and I quote "I'm the guest here and I shouldn't be doing so much" Jongho was so sweet,even if a bit much at times

Ever since I arrived things went from what I know as normal, to a life I would never even see myself in, it really feels as if I'm still dreaming all of this. What if this is really a dream and when I sleep tonight I'll wake up in my bedroom that's in my home going back to the day of the fanmeet...

As Jongho had finally sat down between Mingi and Yunho, he claps his hands indication that it's time for us to eat. Before I could grab my plate San grabs it first giving me a variety of chicken to eat, which in any other situation is kinda sweet. But not right now, I can't help but feel this tension between us right now. And I don't even know what I did wrong.

What really happened while I was in the bathroom? Did they hear my conversation while I was on the phone??

I look at San quietly enjoying his meal, listening to Mingi telling a story of his when he was in highschool. Thank goodness for Mingi and Yunho, they always know how to keep everyone laughing and talking. I swear they share the same brain cell at times.

3RD POV

The group then finishes the night of fun, with everyone at varying levels of drunkenness, it was a good night, You walk over to your room with San behind in tow. Leaving Yeosang to watch them leave from the living room. He watches them longingly, and eventually dismissed himself from the game the group had been playing, The only one sober ish enough to notice leave being Wooyoung, while the rest drunkenly sang karaoke. Meanwhile Seonghwa danced to various girl groups.

Thank goodness for beer, Yeosang let out a sweet laugh at his own joke, before slowly going silent.

San closes the door behind you, caressing your cheeks as he urged you to look at him. "Y/n~ I~love~you" he sang while leaning in for a kiss. You froze for a second, looking for a way out. After today, you weren't so sure you could trust San, not after how angry he was tonight. you pulled away slightly, peering into his hungry eyes "San... there's something I need to tell you..."

San placed his finger on your lips, "Shh.. it's okay.. it can wait.. Just let me take control and I'll make you feel good~" He moved his lips to the crook of your neck, placing light kisses, overwhelmed You place your hands to his chest pushing him away... "San I mean it.."

"And I said that it can wait.. Now relax and let's have a little fun..", inches away from your face San tilts her head up teasing you before he going to kiss you. The kiss became hot and heavy in that matter of seconds, he licked you bottom lip begging for entrance, without realizing it, you gave in, not wanting to make him angry.

I need to tell him... before it's too late..

Catching their breaths, San leans in, but before things would escalate any further, You take in a small breath, "I.. love Yeosang.." San acts as if he doesn't hear you and goes to nip and kiss at your neck, leaving a trail of love bites as You let out a trail of moans. Your body telling him yes, but your heart telling him no. you tried to pry San off before he could leave any more hickies "let's call it a night....'

'Shhh don't worry Y/n, I'm sure our friends won't mind hearing you scream my name tonight~' He cooed into her ear, nibbling on it a bit too hard for her to manage 'San please, you're drunk, let's do this later" Trying to hide your fear and embarrassment behind a serious tone.Moving your hands to push against his chest, only to have San quickly grabbed your wrists, and put them over your head.

"Don't be such a tease Y/n~ you were so eager to get with me when we first met after all" Feeling a weird sense of pain, you kicked him off, causing him to groan at the sudden force, It actually wasn't that bad, but it still hurt nonetheless.'' San leave, now!"

Yeosang scrambles to hide as soon as he hears San cursing and walking towards the door.

He quietly runs to his room and waits there, using the party in the living room to mask any noise he would make, Meanwhile San slammed You's door shut, causing her to jump at the sound- and sigh with relief.

I really fucked up this time, and I can't even move out, I already agreed to rent out my house to a friend. And even then,if I left I wouldn't be able to see Yeosang, You really thought this one through huh genius

You tried to fight back tears of frustration as you wrote in your journal, figuring it would be to document new fun memories of living with idols. Instead only having cliche boy troubles to write down. You sighed and went along with your nightly routine, making sure to take a relaxing bath to calm your nerves. Sure today was a lot, but that didn't mean you couldn't keep up with your skincare routine.

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At 6 in the morning, Yeosang had written a letter to give to You. As the time came, Yeosang walked straight to Your door and slipped a note under the door, he left going to the meeting spot he invited her to. He was going to wait until later, until he noticed you already awake and in the bathroom, most likely getting ready for the day. He had to take his chance before anyone else could wake up and possibly catch them

Seemingly not noticing San watching his every move intently. As soon as Yeosang was out of Sight, he ran to your room and read the note as fast as he could, trying as hard as he could to not rip it up. No, he couldn't have Yeosang knowing he threw away the note, He couldn't chance it, not when You was at stake.

Exiting out of the bathroom, You walk out in yoga pants and a black long sleeve shirt while using your towel to dry off your hair. Hanging your towel, you comb your hair into place, freeing it of knots.  Sighing from a long day you stumble upon a note on the floor, hesitating to pick it up, you decide to look at it to at least know who its from.

Yeosang...

Opening the note while your heart jumps rapidly against her chest, you read the fine print over and over, "I'm sorry to have to do this in secret, but I need to see you you. We can't be seen together because of San... If you wish to meet with me please come meet me in the backyard as soon as you see this, i'll be waiting"your heart races looking at the note, looking around to make sure no one saw you reading it. Not having the slightest inkling that San had gotten to the note first.

You grab your sneakers and heads to the backyard. Being very careful by not waking up the others as she makes her way to the backyard. Seeing Yeosang standing there waiting. You admire him for a moment, looking at every detail, from his eyes to the birthmark on the side of his face, to his lips. He stood tall with his hands in his hoodie pockets, his feet kicking around some innocent pebbles as he waited for you.

Standing there, your eyes met, both smiling to each other. Extending his hand out, "Come on, our destination has a little bit of walking before we can actually talk." Taking his hand without a second thought Yeosang led you to where they can actually talk in private, hopefully without being caught.

After some walking Yeosang comes to a stop, "We're here." looking around you admired the place he'd taken her to. "This is a little secret spot of mine that no one knows about.." You looked at Yeosang and noticed he was a bit nervous, hoping that you actually liked the place. "It's beautiful here.." Hearing those words made him all the happier. "So Yeosang what was it that you wanted to talk privately about?"

The way his name rolled off your tongue made him shiver with ecstasy, it felt so right to hear his name being said by you and only you. This is the moment, his only chance to tell you, "You.." he paused for a moment, thinking he heard something from behind the clearing. Worrying for a moment if someone had followed them

"Yeosang?" your voice quickly shook the worries from his head and brought his eyes back to meet yours. " I know we just met, and i know you're with San,but at the fanmeet... I felt something for you" he confessed, his eyes searching hers for any reaction

Taken aback, your breathing becomes unsteady, letting out a heavy breathe, with eyes looking at him with affection. "Yeosang, I feel the same way..Meeting you in person felt like such a dream and I never wanted it to end.. Yeosang I don't know how or why you make me feel this way, but I don't want it to end."

Yeosang stepped closer, your bodies inches apart, his finger lightly wrapped around yours becoming a full grasp. One hand held you, as the other traced from your hand, up her arm, resting at the crook of her neck. "You.. my You.. you have no idea how happy I am to hear you say that."

"As happy as I am at this very moment...San what am I supposed to do about him.. The other members.. I mean the only reason i moved in was to spend time with him as his girlfriend... If only I was strong enough to push him away that day.."

Yeosang wipes the tears that have yet to escape from your eyes, "Shhh don't worry about that.. We'll figure something out, I promise you that. Just promise me that you'll tell me if San gives you any trouble."

Yeosang kisses your forehead signifying that he will always protect you no matter what. Holding close to him staying like that for what seems like forever and only do they wish would that moment last forever.

While they're enjoying the heartwarming moment another person watches them from afar only being able to hear the gist of their conversation. San clenches his fist with rage, wanting to jump out at that very moment to strangle his friend

He did not just fucking kiss her, he did not just kiss MY girlfriend on the lips

From his point of view, it had looked like they just kissed. Even if it wasn't the case, San was still just as pissed,

"I'm also sorry for spying on your conversations in the bathroom, I'm sure you know that already."They both chuckle as they continue embracing each other, fully enjoying their time together, even if it was short

San backs away quietly making sure the two young lovers oblivious to his presence, walking discreetly San plots his next big move against Yeosang that will make sure You is his and won't ever leave his side again. Unable to hide his disgust for another second.

He was going to make them pay for this, no matter what it took.

She will be mine

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She was supposed to be mine Pt. 2

Title: She was supposed to be mine

Chapter-2  Caught

Pairing San x Reader X Yeosang

Word Count:1.7k

Yeosang stood frozen as he watched the two quickly scrambled to fix their composure, were his eyes deceiving him? Just as he thought he had found the perfect girl, there she was, in San's arms.

"Yoooo Yeosang, this is Y/n, my girlfriend" San flashed a smile, quickly claiming her before she could say anything "I'll go ahead and finish up here, we'll meet you outside in 10."

Yeosang stared at them for another couple of seconds, not being able to hide the hurt in his eyes "Don't be late" was all he could say before slamming the door shut.

"Why did you tell him I'm your girlfriend? We just met" you said while she fixing your hair, trying to not look like you almost got laid "Hey did he look upset to you?"

"Well I mean we did just have a pretty intense make out session, do you not want to be my girlfriend?" San asked, feigning a sad expression. Hoping you wouldn't notice that he ignored your question.

"I mean.. Yeah let's give it a try" he pulled you into a hug before placing his hand on your chin, having you look up at him. Causing you to pull back as you replayed what just happened in your head "Hey did Yeosang look upset to you, like sad upset?" A look of regret creeping on your face.

Without missing a beat, San knew he needed to change the subject before Yeosang could get to you "Do you want to cover the hickey's before we leave? We only have a couple minutes left."

"HICKIES???? SAN!" you yelled as you ran around the room, looking for a mirror. hastily adjusting your clothes, face reddening as the embarrassment of the moment set in/

~15 minutes later~

In the car ride back to their dorm,you sat tensely between San and Yeosang, mentally kicking yourself for accepting their offer of a ride home. you were living out your dream of hanging out with her idols, but couldn't help but feel wrong about it.

"So Y/n, how long have you and San known each other? I haven't heard him mention you before" Hongjoong chimed in happily to lighten the somewhat tense mood.

"We just met, but she's so beautiful I just couldn't let her go~" San said with a bright smile, as he wrapped his hand around your waist. Mingi laughed in response as looked back from the passenger seat "I'm surprised anyone would date you, considering how many stuffed animals you have."

"Leave Shiber out of this!!!"San pouted as he pulled you closer, making it clear that he wasn't going to let anyone get in between you and him. Yeosang shifted uncomfortably in his seat. Wishing he had the courage to yank San's hand away from you. But he couldn't do anything, at least not until he could win you over.

And he was willing to wait as long as it took

~1 month~

You squirmed uncomfortably in bed as you weighed out your options, the past couple of weeks were absolutely dreamlike. You got to hangout with idols, and apparent new boyfriend, San, and things were honestly going really well, at least until yesterday. Of course things wouldn't be that simple

"So Y/N our tour just finished, why don't you stay with us for a while? It'd be nice to have another person to hang out with "Hongjoong asked as he kept his eyes on the road. "And another person to practice my moves on" Wooyoung winked, earning him a half-hearted slap on the back from Mingi. "Ow! I meant dance moves!" They all laughed as they waited for your response. "Oh and before you worry, we all talked it over, we think it'd be great to have you" Yunho happily chimed in.

"Not to mention that San kept hinting at the idea for the past week, you make him really happy, and just a bit crazier then usual" San playfully punched Seonghwa for embarrassing him.

"So will you move in with us, please Y/n" San said while giving her the best puppy eyes he could muster.

You could go live with you new boyfriend for a couple months and live out her dating her idols best friend.  Even if you didn't love him, not how she loves Yeosang. No matter how hard you tried, you could barely stop herself from looking at Yeosang. Just a month ago he was your bias, and now she was dating his best friend? The universe was for sure fucking with you. Just as you were about to bang your head on the table again, your phone chimed

She practically jumped to get to her phone, staring intently at the message before her.

San: Yo, Y/n, I'm sorry for what happened at our car, but I hope it doesn't sway you from staying with me- or I mean us

Y/n: I'll do it...

San: Really?!

That's great!

We'll start making room for you now!

Waking up bright and early You decided to pack your bags first before you'd get ready to leave. Packing from shirts to dresses, pants to skirts, and from shoes to heels you made sure for it to all fit. You separated your clothes in one bag, shoes in the other, and necessities in a different bag. Since it's moving day You decided to leave in her most comfortable clothing so you wouldn't feel stuffy during the move. After packing You began to get ready first she changed into the clothing she left out, she allowed for her hair to stay in it's natural way, then she lightly did her make in a natural look. After she had finished getting ready Y/n's phones chimes as she received a message.

San: I'm here~~

Are you ready?

Y/n: I'm ready. I'll be out in a bit.

Carrying the first bag out the door, San quickly comes to her aid not wanting her to hurt herself carrying anything heavy. He would never forgive himself if anything happened to you after all.

"Are there any more bags?"

"Yeah there's three more in my room."

Putting the first bag into the back of the car, San quickly rushes by Y/n so he can get the rest of her bags. As San reaches your room he looked around seeing the things in her room as it shows what kind of person you are.

Meanwhile, Yeosang finally gets out of the car, adjusting the bags San had carelessly threw in the trunk. After finishing, he looked toward Y/n, seeing you alone. He looked around, seeing as San had not returned yet, and immediately went for his chance. He walked over to you with a smile forming on his face. "Uh, hey Y/n, I'm glad you decided to move in with us. I'm really glad you went to that fanmeet" He stood about a foot away from her, wanting to get closer, but knowing he couldn't

"Uh yeah, I'm really happy that me and San hit it off rather quickly." you said as you felt your heart race a mile a minute. Still feeling shitty about that night, even if it was a month ago. You couldn't get the guilt to leave "Listen about what happened backstage, I'll forget what I saw, but watch out for San, I don't want you to get hurt..."

"Wait, hurt? What do you mean?"

"Y/n he doesn't love you like I-" He was cut off by the sound of footsteps approaching.

"Yo guys~ lets go, our friends are waiting "San hummed as he quickly tried to change the subject, pretending he didn't hear what just happened. He didn't want to have to hurt his best friend, not in front of Y/n. And just like that, they got into the car. You had a feeling that you shouldn't talk about it in front of San.

On the road to their place You were feeling nervous again as she did last night.

I can't believe I actually said yes... I'm really going to be staying with them.. I'm must've been on something to have been this crazy,

Lost in thought on the way their San would make glances towards you as your were really thinking hard. Making sure for her to lose your train of thought he placed his free hand on hers, taking hold of it. You turned his way looking from their hands to him.

Finally reaching their destination San exits the car racing to the other side so he can open the door for her. Thanking him, your nerves kick in making her feel a little nauseous.

You gazed up at the house, wondering if you had made the right decision. Coming out of the house is Mingi and Wooyoung. "Hey guys, mind if I use the bathroom? I'm not feeling well" they both nodded and pointed her in the right direction, wondering if she was going to be okay.

As You walk into the bathroom locking the door after herself, you immediately contact your best friend to update her with what just happened. At the second ring she picks up, "B/f/n! I'm so lost right now... everything just happened so fast and I'm unsure what to do.." tears were starting to brim from her eyes, threatening to fall.

"Whoa hold on Y/n what's happening?"

San, Yeosang, Mingi and Wooyoung all crowd around the door, trying to snoop on what was wrong with Y/n. San having to occasionally shush Mingi in fear of getting caught.

"Okay so you remember how I told you what happened between me and San? And how Yeosang walked in?"

"Yeah I remember, I would have died if that was me to be honest, but what's wrong?"

"I agreed to move in with them, as San's girlfriend..." your voice trailed off for a moment, contemplating the implications about what you were about to admit" But...You know how Yeosang was.. well IS my bias, and I still love him. I can't help but feel like I got with San for all the wrong reasons" you said, saying it loud enough for all of the boys in the household to hear. In that moment, San and Yeosang both looked at each other. Yeosang having hope in his eyes. San only having hatred and jealousy in his.

"I'm going to kill you" San said before lunging at Yeosang.

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She was supposed to be mine.  1

Title: She was supposed to be mine

Chapter- prologue + One

Pairing San x Reader X Yeosang

Word Count:1.8k

 Warnings: Mild Yandere in future chapters. Future mentions of abuse, smut, fluff, Jealous San and Yeosang, Love triangle

Starts off fluffy, gets dark towards further chapters. 

It had taken months for you to save just enough to not only buy concert tickets, but get tickets for the exclusive fanmeets as well. Months of practically turning yourself into a hermit just to save enough to see Yeosang in person. But it was finally the day. You started off by waking up in a panicked stupor, skin flush as you quickly examined your surroundings.

"Well that was..weird" You looked down at your stomach, rubbing the moody flab as you sat up in bed. You just had a really bad feeling in the pit of your stomach. As if it was trying, no, forcing you to stay in today. But that wasn't an option. You had the concert and fan meet today! There was no way in hell that you were going to miss that.

You quickly forced yourself out of bed, skipping breakfast, and immediately going to doll yourself up. Sure you didn't go all out of your makeup everyday, but today was special. You wanted to make sure to leave an impression on Yeosang, even if it was only for a minute.

~

Once you had gotten to the actual fanmeet, you stared at the endless line of people ahead of you. You swore to yourself that you wouldn't be long, you just need a drink after the concert. After all, all that screaming and singing along like a mad man left you parched. So there you were, already running late and still needing to use the bathroom. You mingled with other atiny's trying to get your mind off your bladder, but the endless laughter made things even worse. You had two choices, leave to the restroom, and lose your spot, or stay in line and risk pissing yourself in front of Ateez...

With that, you begrudgingly ran to the bathrooms. Taking a minute to adjust your hair and makeup before returning to the end of the line.

A long sigh left your lips are you resigned yourself to failure. Now it would be at least another half hour before you got to meet them, if at all. Knowing how busy their schedule was. You grumbled softly to yourself, letting yourself be distracted by the endless videos of Yeosang on your phone. That would at least take your mind off of the wait for now. Although not realizing it yourself,  two pair of eyes are watching her... a pair of eyes that'd she would only long for and fall head over heels for. Meanwhile the other pair is someone who she never thought would give her a passing glance. Unknowingly trapping herself in a sticky situation

While the rest of the members were busy with the last of their fans, San watched your oblivious figure almost hungrily, eyeing your every move. To him, you were perfect. Something almost ethereal in nature that he had yet to see before. Whatever it was, he had to have you

Unfortunately for him, she only had eyes for another, Kang Yeosang. All he had to do was make sure he got to her first, and he would make her forget all about Yeosang.

"Yo, San? Hellooo?" Mingi gently shook his band mate, shaking him out from his trance. He was too busy staring at you that he didn't even notice a fan sitting in front of him. He gave an embarrassed apology, then flashed the girl a smile, proceeding as if he wasn't just caught staring at someone.

It was finally time to meet your idols. You held tightly onto the album with one hand, and quickly adjusted your skirt with the other. Oh god I hope my makeup didn't run off. What if I have something on my face? WHAT IF THERE'S TOILET PAPER ON MY SH-

~

"Hi! I'm San, what's your name beautiful?"

You couldn't help but notice how intently his eyes were fixed on you. Man they weren't lying when they said they give you their full attention. You tried to hold back a smile as your cheeks reddened with embarrassment. "Hi! I'm Y/N, what's your na- I mean uh" you kept tripping over your words and San just smiled back. He reached out to put his hand over yours, feeling almost intoxicated. "Did you want me to sign anything?" He asks sweetly, gesturing towards the album in your hand.

"Oh yeah.. Here" you flip to his page while trying to avoid saying something stupid

"Here" his eyes temporarily leave your gaze to face the album "Who's your bias Y/n?"

"Yeosang! He actually became my bias at first sight " with that one name San stopped writing for a moment. His smile slowly faded into a scowl "Oh..that's cool,Yeosang is really nice" he tried to force back a smile as he finished signing your album "It was nice to meet you Y/n, don't forget to read it~"

You couldn't help but have a heavy feeling in the pit of your stomach, but wasn't sure if the feeling is something you should really worry about or not. Brushing it off as just nerves, you realize it's time to meet the next member so you gather your things. Your eyes immediately leaving from San's gaze.

Mingi noticed the way they reacted to each other, but he brushed it off, figuring that it was just another nervous fan. Although he wasn't the only one who noticed the way San looked at her.

You couldn't help but feel at home with the rest of the members, they were all so kind and seemed like a genuinely good people, cherishing each moment she spent having them sign her album. You couldn't help yourself but laugh at how they were basically all sharing Mingi's last brain cell.

As you reached Yeosang you both smiled at each other unsure who should make the first move. Making a bold move you started the conversation, "Hi.. my name is Y/n and you're my ultimate bias, I can't believe I'm actually getting to meet you." Stunned Yeosang was happy to hear that. He didn't get that many lines so he didn't think he had many fans. "I'm your bias, really? He asks excitedly, not being able to contain his smile. "Of course! You're so talented and sweet! I wish you had more lines"

Yeosang reached for your hand only wanting for the moment to stay like this, not wanting to let go of her hand. You blushed deeply, not expecting to ever get this close to your idol. "Will you sign my album?" you mumbled softly, too ecstatic to speak clearly. " Of course! Anything for you~"And he meant it, all he wanted to do was to get closer to you.

As you were both enjoying each others company, another pair of eyes were watching them, not happy with the sight before him. San watched as you finished your meet with Yeosang, your face that of a blushing bride.

"I won't let you take her away from me" he mumbled to himself

"What was that?" Mingi asked his friend "The fan meets over, why don't you go to one of the backstage rooms for a while? Were leaving in maybe about 2 hours"

San brought up a small smile as he nodded and headed backstage, but waited as he watched as you looked through your album.

"Meet me backstage Y/n, I'll be waiting~ " you rubbed your eyes for a second wondering if you just read that right. Was he joking? Maybe you had won a random contest you didn't know about. Oh well, what was the worst that could happen? You got up as everyone was leaving the fan meet, approaching the backstage as she saw a guard "Hi I'm-"

"Y/n L/n right?" you nodded "Follow me" the rather large man led you to the room, knocked on the door, and left.

San was standing behind the door, he was too excited. She actually came. He quickly opened the door and grabbed you by the wrist, dragging you in and closing the door behind you. Making sure no one saw them enter. Or so he thought.

"You wanted to see me?" you asked a little confused wondering if the other members are coming as well.

Looking around the room you didn't notice how close San was until you actually turned around, their skin so close to touching. Your breathing hitched as you felt his breath hit yours. "I-is there something on my face?". Your heart rate picked up,feeling her breathing becoming uneven. "You're just so beautiful"

San was so close to touching you, wanting to take your body and make you his, and only his. Just for a tease San slowly traced his fingers against your hand then up her arm, noticing the way you shuddered under his touch, but took it as a sign to proceed forward as you didn't step away from him.

San slowly wraps his hand behind your waist, snatching you close enough to smell the sweet perfume of your skin. Your breathing hitched as he inched closer, you like him of course...but you love Yeosang. But at the same time you couldn't deny the way he made you feel. As he inched his lips closer to yours, he could sense your hesitation. Urging him to press his lips against yours before you changed your mind.

Your eyes widened with surprise as you felt his tongue almost begging for entry. Against your better judgement you slowly opened your mouth, hoping to god that no one would walk in, he did lock the door right? In the midst of your thinking San continued to slide his hand lower, squeezing your ass. You let out a soft moan, encouraging him to take it a step further. Your arms roamed around his strong back, slightly digging your nails in, leaning further into the kiss, slowly becoming a moaning mess as you felt his fingers finding their way under your skirt. He briefly parted himself from the kiss, watching as your eyes fluttered back open. "Don't tease me San.."

"I just wanted to make sure you're enjoying this"

"Of course I am!" the neediness clearly showing through your voice.

He had you wrapped around his fingers, and he wasn't about to waste this opportunity. San pulled you close and back into the kiss, his fingers already taking a b-line to the hem of your skirt. Meanwhile making sure to leave a trail of hickeys along her neck.

San wasn't here to play, and neither were you. You lowered your hand to his, taking it and bringing it to your panties, giving him permission to explore. "San~ take me" you cooed under his touch.

San picks you up and places you in the corner, holding her ass as he slowly began thrusting against her "San!"

"Hey San we're about to lea-" Yeosang stopped in his tracks, his heart beginning to ache at the sight before him. The girl he liked, a moaning mess at the hands of his best friend.

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Jimin- Say my name

Pairing: Jimin x Reader

Genre: Smut

Warnings: Smut, Cocky Jimin, dirty talk, teasing, unprotected sex, light choking 

Word Count: 1.7K

"I'll make you scream so hard, everyone will know who you belong too"

You scoffed, hands wrapped around his neck as he held you atop the washing machine. "You're so confident, yet last week you couldn't even look me in the eyes"

Positioning the tip of his dick with one hand, he smirked as he looked at your still confident face, knowing damn well it wasn't going to last long. "We'll see how confident you are after." He slammed his hips into your entrance, purposely making sure to bottom out immediately. Loving the look on your face.

It was a tight squeeze, one that had you arching your back and biting your lip to keep quiet. "Jimin-fuck, go slow, I need time to adjust" you winced, immediately losing all the confidence you previously had

"Hm? Did you say something?" You felt his hand slapping your thigh, prompting you to open your eyes, not even noticing that you had shut them in pain. You couldn't help but stare at his soft plump lips. Imagining them placing kisses along your inner thighs, allowing you to relax into him.. "Are you ready for me?" he cooed, gripping your legs from the back of your knees. He pulled out, eyes focused on his dick buried in your soaking entrance. "If you're going to stare I might as well put on a good show, right?" With a snap of his hips, he rammed every inch back inside you.

The force of his thrust shook the washer machine and caused a loud bang, already biting your lip to hold in your moans. But the banging of the machine definitely was not helping your cause. "Jimin" you half yelled, half moaned. "They're going to catch us!"

He hummed, pulling out to prepare for another thrust. "Let them come running inside" Another thrust followed closely with a thud against the wall. "I want them to watch as I turn you into a mess," he leaned in and whispered in your ear, "I bet you would love that, wouldn't you?"

Your eyes widened in shock, permanently biting your lip in anticipation for his slow drawn out thrusts. "Don't you fucking dare"

"I absolutely will ". Each thrust was balls deep and left your legs twitching. You bit your lip harder, determined not to give either of you away. His thumb caught your lip and pulled it free from your teeth. "Don't you dare cover up those beautiful moans of your, now say my fucking name"

You shook your head adamantly against the beautiful picture in front of you. Jimin between your legs, mercilessly thrusting into you, his hips begging you to moan" I will break you, so why don't you just make this easier on yourself"

You clenched your eyes shit, continuing to abuse your bottom lip. You felt his lips brush against the crook of your neck, his tongue drawing along up to your ear. Yet you remained as still as you could, his thrusts coming to a slow

"No? I guess you want them to come watch while you scream my name, digging your nails into by back as they watch, right?" He grinned, having one of his hands travel up your body to your neck. His long, warm fingers closed around your throat, applying just enough pleasure to drive you crazy. Causing you to clench around his pulsing cock. Making him let out a deep moan as his eyes rolled back in pleasure." Fuck Y/n"

He kept one hand on your throat and the other holding your leg open so he could watch himself slip in and out at a brutal pace. The washing machine banged against the wall repeatedly. But you didn't care you were too focused on trying to ignore the waves of pleasure Jimin was forcing upon you. Jimin took it upon himself to keep you quiet, for now. Needing more time before another member came down begging to have a turn with you.

He controlled your desperate moans by squeezing your throat, choking off the sound as his eyes burned into yours. "I control what they get to hear, and right now i want you all to myself"

You felt your stomach begin to churn, causing you to feel like you were going to explode if you didn't take care of it. You desperately reached down to finish yourself off, desperate to reach your high. Jimin grabbed your hand and forced it to your side. "You only get to cum at my hand Y/n"

"Please just let me finish...." You whined as he pulled out inch by inch, wanting you to feel the emptiness he left behind. .

He pulled you off the washing machine and bent you over the machine, briefly admiring your body, ready to take you from behind "If you don't let me cum then i'll leave right now" You pushed back against him, trying to wiggle out of his grip.

He immediately pushed you back against the washing machine, the cold metal causing you to flinch as you feel a familiar harness against your entrance.

He groaned softly at the contact and pressed his hard length against you. "It's too late to back out baby~." His hands gripped your waist and held you in place. I'll be damned if i let you go now" He kicked your legs apart before forcing himself back in. His fingers smoothed over your hair and grabbed a fistful. "Say my name."

He tugged your head back, forcing your back to dip as he snapped his hips. With each thrust, his balls slapped your engorged clit, dragging a loud moan from your lips. "Jimin~"

"Louder baby~ I don't think Jinnie can hear you," Jimin demanded with a swift slap to your ass, causing your thighs to shake under his touch

"Jimin!" you cried out trying to find something to brace yourself against, the washing machine was too slippery from juices left moments ago. Soon enough, he pressed you directly up against it with no cushion, forced to take the full blow of each and every stroke. Your cries were cut off, by your increasing need for air. He let go of your hair and put both hands on the back of the washer machine.

The force of his thrusts increased as the banging against the wall stopped. The only thing you heard was your own moans and screams of pleasure. By this point, your clit was beyond sensitive from stimulation. Your legs were trembling, barely being able to hold yourself up. Your ass becoming sore from his hips slapping against them.

"Are you ready to cum for me Y/n?" He was growing tired but didn't let up. When you failed to answer him, he grabbed one of your legs by the knee, lifted it up to rest on the corner of the washing machine. "All you have to do is scream my name loud enough for everyone to hear~"

You bit down on your lip, cutting off your screams but failing to suppress the moans. He leaned down and pressed his chest to your back, his lips ghosting over your ear and neck before biting down. You squealed in surprise, and let out a bellowing laugh. 

"I'll just fuck you until the whole world knows" He whispered against your ear. He let go and slipped a hand between the washing machine and your hips. It took a second longer than you'd like to admit for you to realize what he was reaching for. When the rough pad of his middle finger grazed your clit, you bucked against his touch with a scream.

"Jimin, please!" You didn't even know what you were begging for. All you knew is that you wanted more. You wanted to cum. You wanted—

His thrusts began to get shorter as he toyed with your clit, swirling his finger around it, occasionally brushing where his dick had you spread open, using your juices to keep it wet. He picked up the pace and his finger mercilessly rotated over your clit. You met his hips at each thrust, screaming out a string of curses as the pit in your stomach grew exponentially bigger. "jI-JI-min! Pl-plea" words being unable to form as you practically begged for release.

"Don't worry baby, I know exactly what you want." He bit your ear and neck then brushed his lips against your cheek. "Are you going to cum for me baby? I want you to scream loud enough for everyone to hear. Don't you want them to listen as I fill you with cum?"

"Y-yes! Jimin! Cum on my back!" you cried out as the pressure snapped and pure bliss washed over you. You wailed as he stood upright, gripped your hips, and fucked you with every bit of energy he could muster. You arched your back, unable to do more than just take it, take the punishment he gave, prolonging your orgasm as he chased his own.

He moaned loudly as his thrusts became sloppier by the second. For a moment, the only thing you could hear was his moans as he painted your walls white with his cum "You're mine" was the last thing he said before slowly pulling out, you shivered as you felt his cum slowly pool out. You looked back at him in disbelief "Jimin! Fuck hurry up and give my my underwear so I can go change before they see me with cum dripping down on my legs" you groaned looking down at the mess he had made.

"I said on my back! what the hell is wrong with you"

You huffed in disbelief, only for your anger to subside as he pinned you against the wall. "New plan princess~ we're going to parade you around the house til everyone sees who you belong to~" you began to protest widely as he dragged you towards the door, and taking a deep breath before swinging it open"NAMJOON! I FUCKED Y-" 6 members all collapsed at the doorway, their ears previously glued to the door.

"We heard"

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Jealousy- San

Pairing: Jealous!San x Reader 

Genre: Smut

Warnings: Smut, Jealous San 

Word Count: 2.7K

"San let go of me! What's wrong with you?" You tried to shake your hands out of his grip, failing as he kept you pinned against the wall. His eyes burn holes into skin. You felt your heart race with fear and excitement.

"You know damn well what you did Y/n" his voice sent a chill down your spine, warmth from his face, inches from yours.

"I didn't do anything! What are you even talking about???"

"Do you think I didn't notice last night when you were practically grinding on Seonghwa?"

You racked your mind for blurry memories of the night before. Fogged by the influence of alcohol of course. "Sannie, we were just drunk and messing around! You know I don't like Seonghwa like that, I would never do that to you!"

"I'm going to show you exactly who you belong too" He growled, dragging you home

You felt your heart pound in your chest, as you let your clothes fall gently to the floor, moving your hands to cover yourself from his lustful eyes. "Move your hands before I tie you to the bed Y/n" you reluctantly remove your hands from your body, and let him pull you closer to him. His familiar scent practically intoxicates you with every breath. "San I-"

"Lay on the bed, now" his voice rich with malicious intent.

You eagerly climb atop the bed,laying on your back to face him. Slowly and purposefully spreading your legs, allowing him the best view. Fixing your hair as you shifted eagerly into the comfy bed.

San grinned at the sight before him, taking a moment to admire your body, letting his gaze trail from head to toe.His hand goes to caress your inner thigh, tracing circles as he gets closer and closer to your entrance. You let out a soft moan in anticipation, causing him to pull back. Torn between wanting to pleasure you, and wanting to make you beg for him. "You won't getting away that easily Y/n"

Walking to his end table, he pulls open his top drawer and rummages around. not taking long before he find the 6 inch blue rabbit vibrator. Not wasting a single second in taking it out of the box. "On your stomach, now"

His voice sent shivers along your spine, causing you to hesitate for a brief second. "I said now" he growls, accompanied by a swift slap to your ass.

"San!" an embarrassed moan escapes your lips as you quickly move to lay on your stomach. "Please, fuck me already" You hear San let out a soft chuckle, well aware he was amused by you begging. You watch in suspense as he loosens his tie, throwing it to the side. "Didn't you ask Seonghwa for that exact same thing?"

"No! San I told you I di-" your voice caught in your throat as you immediately found him on top of you, erection pressing on your ass through his pants. "You know I hate it when you lie to me darling~" he pressed his hips onto yours slowly, as his mouth worked to gently nibble on your ear. "Sannie~"

San chuckles audibly as he pulls away from you, causing you to whine with disappointment. Fully knowing what he was doing to you

"I bet you just can't wait to get fucked, can you? Can't wait to be begging to let you cum"

You moan at the thought alone, unaccompanied by even the slightest touch. He isn't even touching you yet, and already you feel yourself clenching. San chuckles, playing with his tie between fingers. "Face the headboard," he nods at the bed. "You've been naughty. You don't deserve to touch me, not yet," he scoffs, not being able to hide the disdain in his voice

Without prompting, you arch your back, so he gets a good peek between your legs when you move. Wanting to see the bulge in his pants spring free, but you also know San won't take off his clothes, not without a show first. He wouldn't give in so easily. Lying there on your stomach, you prop your shoulders up as San kneels on the bed.

He takes one of your wrists, lifting it and tying a knot around the post of his bed. He then grabs another ribbon from his drawer, tying your other hand as well. Leaving only enough room so you could shift slightly, but nothing more. "Don't move, or I'll tighten them"

You whimper, legs rubbing together while San laughs, moving down towards the edge. You can only imagine what the view is like, your ass up in the air, legs slightly spread for his mercy. When he kneels again, it's impossible to see him – only hear, when he turns the vibrator on in his hand.

"please," you mumble under your breath. Turning your cheek to lie flat on the pillow, you watch San move the small, pink oval down to your cunt.

"How wet are you?" San murmurs, spreading your legs. He slides a finger in, grabbing your ass and curling the digit as you groan.

"Fuck," you gasp, into the pillow.

"What was that?" San breathes, kissing your neck. The motion is gentle but when he reaches your collar, making sure to leave numerous hickies along your exposed skin. "Was that profanity, Y/N? From such pretty lips? I think," he slides his finger out, lowering the vibrator, "it's time you moaned something else, instead."

Your body twitches, when the toy finds your opening. San pushes the toy in,just enough to open your cunt, to tease the slickness before pulling back out. Grinning as he hears you practically pant with anticipation "San~," you moan, pushing your ass towards him. "Please, daddy."

"What was that, Y/n? I didn't hear you" San murmurs, completely pulling the vibrator out. His thumb travels to your clit, rubbing slow circles before entering you again. He repeats the motion, again and again until you're soaking the sheets. Without warning, he finally thrusts it in. "FUCK"

"Maybe you are ready." San cooes, standing up from the bed,leaving the vibrator inside of you. When you twist to look, you see him undoing the buttons of his shirt. He smirks as he catches you staring at him. "Impaitent are you ready for me to fuck you?" You moan, burying your face into the sheets as you listen to San picking up the remote. He jolts the setting higher, making you yelp from pleasure. Your ass bucks into his hand, pussy trembling while your arms strain against the bonds. "Fuck, Sannie~," you whimper, biting down on his pillow.

"Do you want it higher?" San whispers, kneeling further. He slides a hand down your ass, pushing the vibrator further. "Is it stretching you out for me?."

He grabs the base of the toy, moving is around inside of you, watching as he searched for your sweet spot. You let out an abrupt moan as you feel him hit your g-spot. San grins as he moves the toy to keep hitting you in the same spot. Causing your legs to shake, the room filling with the sounds of your moans. He opens your legs further, staring down at your cunt and the pink vibrator inside. His fingers run up and down your thighs, reaching up to smack you, sharp on the ass.

"OW," you gasp, arching your back. You couldn't deny it, this was turning you on even more. He kneads your ass with one hand, spreading while the vibrator continues to tease.

"Do you want to cum?" San whispers, fingers playing with your entrance. They're slick with your arousal, sliding down to your clit and back up your ass. "Do you want daddy to let you cum, baby?"

"Yes," you plead, causing him to slam the vibrator in deeper. "please let me cum! I'll do anything"

"Hm," San muses, but there's a slight strain to his voice.On one handing, he wanted to torture you for hours, until he had you crying, begging to cum. But on the other hand, the tent in his pants wasn't going to stay still much longer "Your clit is so swollen," San sighs, pinching it between his fingers. "I could make you cum" he flicks it gently, "just by doing this, right?" He really could, and you whimper affirmation. "Please San! I'll never flirt with Seonghwa again"

"So you admit it?" San asks, satisfied. "Or were you just flirting with him because you wanted me to do this, hm?" he leans down, kissing the crook of your neck. Fingers rubbing circles around your entrance. "Who do you want to fuck you? Me, the toys? OR Seonghwa" you knew there was only right answer, but you were tempted to say Seonghwa, just to see if it would push him over the edge. "Se-" you watched as his eyes hardened. Wondering if you actually had the balls to do it. "San! You San, and no one else!"

"Good." San drops his pants to the floor, pulling your ass up in the air. "Ah," he murmurs, spreading your legs. "Your cunt is so pretty, Y/N. I could tease you all night, but lucky for you – I really want to fuck you right now."

Nearly crying with relief, you hold your breath as you feel his dick start to poke at your entrance. Without missing a beat, he immediately thrusts inside of you, letting out a loud moan, using all of his stretch to restrain himself.His cock enters inch by inch, until your entire body is full of him. Until your warm walls clench tight and San exhales between his teeth. "Fuck," he grunts, hips flush to your ass. "You're so amazing, Y/N. Taking all of my dick, so fucking pretty. I," he inhales, before shoving into you again.

This time he's rougher, jarring you as you grab hold of his pillows. San makes sure you're okay before he does this again – pulling back out, to thrust inside. "Ah," he murmurs. "God, I love your pussy. I could fuck you all night, I really could." and he would

"Yes," you gasp, desperate to cum already. "Please, San. Fuck me harder."

San grunts, shoving your chest down to the bed. He moves even harder, rougher while the sheets bunch beneath your fists. This man lived to please, after all."You're being such a good girl for me tonight," he pants, hips rolling into you. You whine lightly as his him continue crashing into yours"Should I make you cum, hmm?"

Nodding quickly, you bite down on your lip, desperate to cum. "Should," San bends, back touching yours. He thrusts into you quickly, hard from behind. "I. Let. You. Come?"

Each word he speaks is punctuated by his cock. Gasping out loud, you manage to blurt, "Yes, fuck!"

San chuckles. "Anything you want Y/n~" he murmurs, and brings the rabbit vibrator to your clit.

Your eyes roll back, while the entire world explodes. You can't help it, you let your screams turn into harsh whimpers the longer he fucks you.Chasing his own orgasm, only lasting a little while longer before his warmth releases into your body. He lets out a loud moan as he collapses on top of you, his chest rising and falling. With a gentle kiss of your neck, he gathers enough strength to pull himself out. San chuckles, fingers sliding into your pussy to feel his cum. "What a fucking sight," he murmurs. "Your pussy full of my cum, out of you, I bet Seonghwa would kill to see this."

"Sannie~It's getting everywhere" you whine. Shifting uncomfortably as the cum drips outside of you

"Right, sorry," he grins, rolling off the mattress. San walks into the bathroom, pushing his hand through disheveled hair before grabbing a warm washcloth. "Here," he murmurs, emerging to wipe your body clean. He chuckles as he pulls you off the bed, your hands still tied. Only untying you once he had changed the sheets. "Come here Y/n"

You collapse on the bed next to him, still excited from the previous events. San pulls you close and just smiles, his harsh demeanor subsiding, becoming soft again. You place a kiss on his lips, hands roaming his broad shoulders.

""Who do you belong to?"San mumbled in between the kiss

"You"

"And who do you love?"

"You~"

San smiles and places a kiss upon your lips, still panting. "If you ever flirt with Seonghwa again, I'll fuck you right in front of him"

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Deal-Wooyoung

Pairing; Wooyoung x reader

Genre: Smut, Enemies

Warnings: Smut 

Word Count: 1.4k

You looked up at him, giving him big dowey eyes as you sat on your knees in front of him. Doing your best to ignore the tent he had pitched in his pants. "Do I really have to do this?" Wooyoung continued to play with your hair as you stalled what you both knew was bound to happen. "Of course not, you could always just pay to repair Hongjoong's laptop yourself" you sighed as you realized you having a drink anywhere near Hongjoong's stuff was a bad idea in the first place, considering what a clumsy fuck you were. Quickly getting lost in thought, ending up just staring mindlessly into nowhere.

Wooyoung gently raised your chin up to look at him, biting his bottom lip as he waited in anticipation. "Or, i can just pay for in, in exchange for our little deal"

"I hate you" you whined, crossing your arms, covering your chest.

"And yet you're still going to fuck me~" lust dripping from the end of his words, caressing your check, gently nugging you to the pulsing heat in his pants.

You groaned softly, reaching to the hem of his sweatpants, and pulling it down, immediately getting slapped in the face by his springing cock. You look at it in shock, wiping precum from your cheek,

"If you're just going to stare with your mouth open, i might just half to help myself~"

You leaned in slowly, giving a short lick to his red tip. Wooyoung's body shivered in delight, gripping the wall in front of him to stabilize himself. You cocked your head back at his reaction, seeing how that little lick forced such a reaction out of him. "It's not a fucking lolipop Y/n" he growled, quickly recomposing his dominant demeanor. His fingers quickly entangled them in your hair, nugging you closer to his throbbing tip.

Hesitantly, you looked up at him, making sure to maintain eye contact, and slowly took the tip into your mouth. Letting out a low hum as you worked your way down. Wooyoung let out a soft quiet moan, his hips subconsciously thrusting towards you.

You groaned softly feeling him force his dick towards the back of your throat

This immediately gave you a boost of confidence. If he was going to make you blow him, then you were going to make sure you brought him to his knees. You pushed him back slightly, taking back control. Immediately going halfway down on his rather large dick, causing you to gag slightly "Fuck.." Wooyoung moaned, the eye contact almost driving him to the edge, almost.

With each bob of your head, you took him deeper and deeper, until you felt his tip graze the back of your throat. you choked slightly, gagging around his cock as your eyes started to water. you didn't dare stop though, Wooyoung's moans being too much encouragement to do so. "Y/n stop being such a-Arghh" his words being cut a guttural moan leaving his lips

You only moaned in defiance, sucking him harder. you flattened your tongue against the underside of his cock, reveling in the drawn out groan you elicited from him. wanting to hear more of that, you set yourself into work mode; you're head bobbing faster, sucking harder, moaning every now and again to send shockwaves through his body. He let out a low growl as he pulled your head away from his cock, forcing you to face him. "You think you can control me with that pretty mouth of yours, but you can't" he gave you a wink, leaving you confused as he pulled up his pants, and practically dragged you to his bedroom.

He threw you onto the bed, wasting no time to climb on top of you, removing your skirt, tossing it to the side along with your now soaked panties. "You're so wet, and I haven't even touched you. Let's see how you like it" You barely had time to register what was going on as he moved his face between your legs, tossing your legs onto his shoulders. as he fell to his knees, hooking your legs over his shoulders. He stared down hungrily t you, before darting his tongue between your drenched lower lips.

You felt your breathing hitch as the warm sensation filled you with pleasure. "Wooyo-" you words being cut off with a loud moan. Wooyoung wasted no time before immediately letting his tongue explore every inch his tongue could reach. Licking up every bit of your arousal. Your hand immediately went to tug on his hair, letting moans flow freely as his tongue moved in waves. Causing your hips to buckle in immense pleasure. " Wooyoung I'm going to cum!" you cried out in desperation, hips bucking against his tongue. Feeling your stomach churning, moments away from orgasm.

Wooyoung pulled away from your lower lips, causing you to whine desperately. "Wooyoung, please I want to cum"

"The only thing you're going to be cumming on is my dick"

Wooyoung looked at your needy expression, making slow work of taking off his pants, he wanted you to beg for it.

You watched as he slowly began removing his pants, cock springing up, ready to pound into you. "Wooyounngg, stop teasing me and fuck me"

"No please?"

"Pleaseeee" you begged, wiggling your hips, needing him inside of you

Wooyoung climbed on top of you, pressing his tip against your needy entrance. Thrusting right below it, making you you knew he was in charge. "I'll go when I say so, not when you want to~" he cooed into your ear. He slipped the tip inside, causing you to moan, wrapping your legs around you. He laughed as he immediately removed himself from your entrance, causing your mind to search for desperate measures.

"If you won't fuck me, then maybe San or Yeosang will" you teased, sending him into a rage. He cupped your face with one hand, forcing you to look at him. "You have no idea what you just did"

Wooyoung rammed himself inside of you, filling your walls mercilessly, bottoming out. Hushing your screams as he wrapped his hand around your throat.The bed creaks, the headboard knocking against the wall with each relentless thrust of Wooyoung's cock inside you, his grunts strained, the words falling from his lips both a string of incoherent moans and words, barely containing himself from moaning your name.You clench at the sound of him moaning your name, feeling every ridge of his cock drag against your walls as he's mercilessly pounding into you, his skin slapping against yours, his grunts and yours in unison filling the room. Your toes curled as you felt a churning in your stomach so soon. Your hands clawing his back as you slurred moans uncontrollable.

His hands slowly let go of your neck, slipping down to squeeze your pink buds, causing your body to jolt in pleasure. "Say my name~ let everyone know you you belong to"

You bite down on your lip, trying to muffle your moans, hearing the faint sounds of footsteps walking through the front door. Wooyoung grinned down you as his fingers pinched your nipple. Coercing a loud moan out "WOOYOUNG~" you cry out in pleasure, your hips jolting up as your eyes rolled back, squirting wildly as Wooyoung continued slamming into you. His thrusts becoming sloppy and more animalistic as he feels himself cumming, "fuck," he moaned, hips snapping against yours, the only sound in the room along with your violent moans. the feeling of his come coating your insides, filling you up causing you to wrap tightly around him, your body subconsciously wanting to keep him close.

He collapsed on top of you, the room filled with only the sound of heavy breathing as he rolled off of you, and pulled you towards him" Y/n I l-"

"Y/N ARE YOU OK-" Jongho burst into the room, followed by 6 worried idols poking their head curiously, wondering what was causing you to scream so loudly, fearing the worst. All bursting in the room holding whatever they could use as a weapon.

Jongho immediately drops his apple, mouth hanging ajar as stood the frozen, Wooyoung eyes shooting open as you both scrambled to cover yourself. "What are you looking at??" The members scrambling to cover Jongho's poor innocent eyes.

"Next time lock the door" Seonghwa mumbled as he hurried the rest of the members out of the unsuspecting porn set.

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Hongjoong- Only Mine

Jealous!Hongjoong x Reader

Warnings: Smut, Jealousy, possesiveness, PWP

Word count: 2.5k

Hongjoong watched from the couch as you and Keonhee were in the kitchen getting drinks. Hongjoong had invited Oneus and Stray kids to hang out again. The living room was naturally loud, laughter and shouting coming from everyone as they fought for which group Mingi was a part of. You quietly excused yourself to go get a drink, followed by Keonhee. “I swear we might just have to borrow Mingi '' You laughed, pouring yourself a nice tall glass of Dr. Pepper. “So what’s Oneus like, are they always this loud?”

Hongjoong watched from the edge of the couch, not being able to hear your conversations due to how loud everyone was. He just sat and watched as you playfully slapped Keonhee’s arm, and then proceeded to marvel at his collarbone. “Man you could eat off that thing” you joked, then going to touch it. Only to feel your hand being yanked away by your very pissed off boyfriend. “Y/n, what do you think you're doing”

“Yooo Hongjoong, are you okay? Do you want a drink” the significantly taller man asked, hoping to defuse whatever situation had arised. “She’s coming with me” Hongjoong grabbed you by the wrist, pulling you away from a rather dumbfounded Keonhee.

He fragged you to his bedroom, being the closest one to the living room, slamming the door behind you. “What’s going on? Why are you being like this?” His hands were already feverishly running along your body. His own being overrun with jealousy. “Maybe if you weren't so desperate to touch him, you would realise what you were doing” his hand traced down to the hem of your shirt, fingers snaking their way under it. “I’m the only one who can touch you Y/n”

“Hongjoong! They’re right outside the door, they’ll hear us! you’re being irrational,let's just talk about it” but you already knew, there was no way you were going to talk him out of this

“I’M IRRATIONAL?” Hongjoong growled, gripping your waist as he pinned you to the wall. His fingers traced along the edge of your chin.”by the time I’m done with you, everyone will know exactly who you belong to” he lifted your chin up to make you face him. “And you know damn well that you don’t belong to Keonhee.”

Shivers ran down your spine as you remained still under his grip. “Joongie you know Keonhee and I weren't doing anything!” you whined, wiggling under his grip. You couldn't help but squeeze your thighs together at the mere thought of what he was going to do” 

“Get on the bed, now”

“Joongie lets-”

“I said now Y/n” he pulled away from you, his eyes never leaving your figure as you walked past him. You felt a familiar pit in your stomach, trying to ignore the wetness already permeating your underwear. “Okay Joongie~” you teased, making sure to walk slowly towards the bed. You slowly stripped off your dress, maintaining eye contact with him as you did. You could hear him groan from across the room, removing everything but your underwear. 

Hongjoong angrily made his way towards you, holding your chin up to face him. “First you flirt with Keonhee, and now you're going to be a brat? Are you sure that’s really what you want to do Y/N?” He traced his fingers around the red thin lace cups of your thin bra. He ‘gently’ pushed you down onto your knees and maybe you face the bed. He let out a soft groan as he eyed your matching lacy underwear. “Were you wearing this for me kitten?” Hongjoong growled out as he lustfully watched your kneeling figure, head on the ground and ass raised up“hm? Oh I had no clue red was your favorite color~” You replied,unable to deny the excitedness in your voice. It wasn't that often that you’ve seen Hongjoong this jealous, but you couldn't help but love it when he did.”It’s only mine to see after all, right?” he growled, as he kneeled down behind you,before you felt his strong hand palming your ass, running up your back before twisting his fingers into your hair and tugging, lifting your head off the ground.

“That’s right kitten. You belong to me, every.single.inch” you let out a yelp, feeling his hand swiftly collide with your ass. “Of course I do!” was all you could think of in response. 

“But you still made me watch you flirt with him, and you know what that means don’t you?” Hongjoong asked and you nodded,the anticipation bubbling up as you felt him slowly grind himself onto you. His hands may have been small, but he made up for it elsewhere. 

“Am i going to get punished?” You responded with a breath moan,causing the tent in his pants to grow harder.

“That’s right kitten, you get punished. Now count” He ordered, releasing your hair before drawing his hand back, spanking your ass hard with all his might.“One” You screamed, you twitched as you felt the sharp sting hit your ass. Not expecting him to start off as hard as he did.”Stay still, and down lose count” he was infinitely more pissed than he had let on.He needed everyone to hear you scream his name, so that they would know that you belonged to him, and only him.

The second spank came almost immediately after the first as he refused to give you any time between. By the fourth he was sure you wouldn’t be able to sit down for the next week. By the tenth, tears were pooling in your eyes, and by the tenth one they were freely rolling down your cheeks, your makeup dripping down along with it.

“Even in the dark, I can still see how beautiful your ass is. Maybe next time you’ll know not to flirt with other guys”

“Hongjoong I wasn-” your words cut off with a scream brought up another spank. “I hate it when you lie to me, don’t make this worse for yourself”he bent down, placing soft kisses on the red surface. Watching as you winced and whimpered.\

“Joongie please” You begged, hips moving to grind into his hardened length.

“What do you want, kitten?” he asked, his hand pulling down your panties till they were around your thighs, licking his lips at your soaked entrance.

“I need you to forgive me” You whined, bucking back into hips harder.

“Oh? And how should I do that?” he feigned an innocent smile, wanting you to say it

“By fucking me, so you know I belong to you”

“Damn right you do” the huskiness in his voice definitely not helping. His eyes fluttered shut at the sensation of you grinding into him. He bent down kissing down your neck and back, tracing kisses down your spine until he reached your ass. You reflexively moaned, pushing back against him as you wiggled your hips, begging for more. He spread your cheeks, before bending down and licking from your clit up to your slit, swirling his tongue around your dripping hole. You bit on your lip, suppressing a moan from leaving your lips. Wondering to yourself if you should make him jealous more often.

“Mm,please” You gasped, pushing your ass against his mouth as he continued teasing your entrance. “Who do you belong to?” 

“You! Now please fuck me before i asked Keonhee to help me instead” you instantly froze at the realization of ewhat you had said, knowing for sure that you had just dug yourself into a deeper hole. You braced your ass for the oncoming impact, but nothing came. You just heard him laugh, before he poked his tongue roughly into your entrance, then pulling back to focus on your clit. Waves of pleasure hitting every time he moved his tongue.

He pulled your clit into his mouth, nipping and suckling it as you continued to buck against his face. His arms shot out to hold you still as he continued expertly working your clit, flicking his tongue on it every now and then. He could feel your thighs begin to tremble as your orgasm approached. You let your moans fill the room, not giving a care about who heard.

He plunged his tongue as deep into your pussy as he could and you stilled immediately, your muscles locking with pleasure before you screamed out his name, cumming around his tongue. You began squirming uncontrollably as he held on to you, his tongue still swirling around inside of you. He continued lapping, drawing out your orgasm until you were nothing but a shivering mess below him.He placed a kiss on your pussy before kissing up your spine, flipping you over onto your back before pulling you into a kiss. “You taste so good” he smirked through the kiss, knowing that he for sure had gotten everyone’s attention now, hearing them huddled up and shushing each other against the door.

He stood up before undoing his belt and roughly pulling his jeans and boxers down to the floor, tossing them to the other side of the room. Immediately after whipping out his hard pulsing cock. You let out a slight moan at the sight of his cock, mouth-watering. Hongjoong let out a sly smirk at the sight of you, your eyes fixated on his cock,wanting to pleasure him.

“Put that pretty little mouth of yours to work Y/n” Hongjoong purred and you immediately got back onto your knees, crawling over to him. His fingers threaded through your long hair as you kissed the tip of his erection, smiling before slowly opening your mouth to take the tip. Hongjoong thrust his hips, needing you to take in more of him. Watching through half lidded eyes as your tongue swirled around the engorged head. You began bobbing your head, taking in more and more of his hardness as he thrusts against the back of your throat, causing you to choke.

“Fuck Y/n, take it all, just like that“Hongjoong moaned once again thrusting roughly until you were talking him in fully, almost gagging as he groaned at the sensation. He watched you with his hands still roaming through your hair, trying to hold back his impending orgasm. He let his moans grow louder as your eyes locked onto each other. His fists tightened around your head and pulled you down harder; once again making you choke and gag.

“You’re all mine, and only mine” Hongjoong purred, punctuating each of word with a thrust. He slowed down his thrusts, He bent over slightly, moving his hand to squeeze your red ass. Causing you to mewl around his cock, the vibrations causing him to hiss with pleasure. “Fuck Y/n, I need you, now” you tried your best not to gag as he thrusted faster into your, his eyes never leaving your face as he lets moans slip freely from him mouth. “I fucking love you” he groaned, unable to hold his orgasm back any longer.

“Fuck Y/n, don’t you you dare miss a fucking drop” He thrust his hip as hard as he could, forcing you into swallowing his cock before cumming, spraying his cum down your throat. Making sure every inch of your throat was coated with his cum.. He pulled out of your mouth with a pop, his cock still hard and ready to go.

“On your back kitten, Daddy’s going to give it to you hard” Hongjoong ran his hand through his hair, taking a few breaths as he watched you lay on your back. He moved your thighs apart and immediately positioned himself at your entrance. “Hongjoong wait I need a mi-”, he starred directly into your eyes and he mercilessly thrusted inside of you, bottoming out immediately. You let out a loud guttural moan, wrapping your legs around his waist, and your hands around his neck. Your eyes widened and back arched at the slight pain of the stretch, his thick cock not giving you even a second to adjust. He quickly pulled out and slammed back in as he pulled you in for a kiss, your sudden scream muffled by his lips. He didn’t allow you a minute to adjust and continued thrusting hard, continuously pounding into your willing body.

“Who do you belong to, kitten?” Hongjoong growled, moving one of his hands down to play with your clit“fuck.. I ...belong...to...you” he grinned, purposely thrusting harder so he could hear you struggle to speak. He adjusted himself slightly, causing you to let out a cry/moan hybrid. He smirked, knowing he had found your sweet spot like always

“Cum for me baby. I want everyone to hear you scream my name” Hongjoong whispered into your ear, causing your back to arch, immediately cumming around him. 

“I’m not done with you yet” Hongjoong hissed, placing a kiss on the tip of your nose. He pulled out of you, making you whimper before picking up your limp body and pushing it up against the wall. You wrapped your arms around him as he lifted you, pounding relentlessly into you. His lips moved to leave hickies all around your neck, making sure not to leave any spot unmarked.

You stayed there, a stuttering moaning mess as you felt your stomach begin to churn again. Hongjoong groaned as he watched that familiar look come on your face again, giving him more motive to keep his pace.”Cum on my cock again baby, let everyone hear my name” you shook your head no, biting your bottom lip, not wanting everyone to hear you. Especially now that he was fucking you up agasint the wall. “HONGJOONGIE~” Your moan caused him to cum inside of you once again. Continuing to pump into you a few more times, before carrying you to the bed, and collapsing next to you. The sound of your heavy breathing being the only sounds in the room. 

He wrapped his arms around you, bringing you into a tired kiss. “I love you, but if you ever do that again, i’ll fuck you in front of everyone.”

“N-no that’s okay, we heard enough” in your tired haze, you both didn't notice 22 boys all pressed against the door, shoving each other to try to get a glimpse. 

Mingi popped up in the front and burst in the room, his eyes widening as he realized what was going on. “I thought you were killing her, Hyung.” Mingi mumbled, closing his eyes as he tried to erase the images from his head. 

“Why are you guys still here? Do you want a turn?” Hongjoong laughed, as you were already safe under the covers, you could hear some of the guys whispering between each other. “Are you serious Hongjoong?” a brave Keonhee replied, followed by a few eager men. Some already unbuckling their belts.

“I meant with me! Did you guys not hear me say she’s mine?” his laugh bellowed as he heard simultaneous groans of disappointment, as they all left, except Seonghwa. 

“Seonghwa I swear if you ask me to call you Oppa one more time” he glared, laughing as Seonghwa left with a huff. Hongjoong turned back to see you trying to hold your laughter. “Shut up, let's go clean up and sleep. I love you baby”

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Yeosang- Stolen

Yeosang x Reader

Genre: Smut, Fluff

Warnings: Smut, Pwp

Word Count: 2.3K

Fuck, Yeosang I'm telling you I didn't take it!"

You were met with another harsh smack against the curve of your ass. You let out a muffled yelp as you feel another red hand print begin to form. "I told you to stop lying to me!" He let out a low growl, massaging the place where he had just smacked. The stinging sensation causes you to hiss once more. "Now tell me where it is, and I'll let you off easy~"

Because Yeosang had misplaced his skateboard, you were now laying on his lap. The two of you completely naked as he 'interrogated' you about his missing skateboard.

"Yeosanggie~ You know I wouldn't take it, and I wouldn't lie to you either~" you hoped that the sweetness in your voice was enough to soothe him out of his blind rage. You feel his hand move away from caressing your ass, and sigh in relief, thinking he's calmed down. You smiled and looked back at him" I knew you'd beli-FUCK" You whimpered, feeling the familiar sting on your ass once again. "I guess you want to do this the hard way then" his words make you squirm nervously on his lap, trying to recover from the pain once more. "I'll just have to fuck the truth out of you then."

"Yeosang please I really didn't do it!" you whined against the bed, trying to wiggle out of grip. Don't get things wrong, you loved this side of him, but you didn't want to get punished because of something you clearly didn't do. You'd end up falling on your ass the second you even stepped on a skateboard. Why would you steal it? But of course Yeosang wasn't having it, He didn't spare you a glance before dropping you on the bed, your stomach colliding with the soft comforter. And your face landing just inches from the headboard. "Hey! I'm telling you I didn't take it, why won't you believe me?"

"Just like that time you didn't eat my chicken" he glared back at you, eyes full of rage. Letting you know that there was no way he was going to let you off easy, not this time. He lowered himself onto the bed, grabbing your thighs and pushing them apart. Eyes full of lust as already envisioned himself pounding inside of you. But he still wasn't satisfied, he wanted every inch of you melting under his touch.

"Yeosang it was just chicken, get ov-" Your words were cut off by the sting of hand, a small moan escaping from your lips. You wanted to plead your case again, but you didn't dare speak, knowing it would only upset him more.

"You liked that, didn't you?"

"NO! Of course not!" you tried to stabilize your breathing, not wanting to admit defeat so quickly. Especially since you didn't steal the goddamn skateboard.

Yeosang scoffed as he ran a finger in between your folds, the sensation causing you to move your ass in the air, subconsciously begging for him."You're already so wet for me. I bet you stole it on purpose, didn't you princess? You wanted me to punish you?"

Your eyes went wide as you looked back at him, the sight causing your heart to drop. His face merely inches away from your soaked entrance.Swearing that your legs would have given out had you been standing. The mere sight causes your heart to pound, drowning out his words. The sharp sting of his hand on your ass quickly brings you back.

"I said, on your back. Don't make me repeat myself AGAIN Y/n"

With that, you quickly slipped yourself over, now laying on your back, legs subconsciously spread, anticipating his next move.

He let out a satisfied hum, gripping your thighs to hold you down. "Fuck, you're so wet, and I've barely touched you" he looked up at you, smirking at the sight before him, his eyes practivally devouring you. Immediately he dove his tongue between your folds, feverishly moving his tongue up and down your slit. Pressing the flat of his tongue against your clit. His hands working diligently to keep your squirming body still for him. Moans filling the room as you tried your best to cover them. "Yeosang, they're going to hear us!" you pleaded, only to be ignored. his tongue still inside of you with his nose is bumping against your clit. He then moves up to wrap his lips around the little bud with a demanding suck, covering his chin with your wetness.His tongue feverishly licking up every

He moved his hands up to your waist, continuing to hold you in place while he worked on your clit. Loving the way you moaned and tugged on his hair.His tongue making his way into you, running circles around your clit as pumped two fingers into you. You were already so close to your high, letting your hips thrust up against him for more.

You were finally ready,watching as his eyes focused on yours the entire time. Yeosang pulled away from your entrance, grinning as you whined in dismay. "Yeosang.... I need you" You let out another shaky breath, rubbing your legs together for the tiniest bit of friction. He watched as you tried to move a hand down to pleasure yourself, scoffing as he easily pinned it over your head. "I'm not going to let you cum that easily. Not until you tell me where you hid my skateboard"

"Please..."

He was loving this, loving every word that came out of your mouth." Hm? What do you want Y/n?" He was winding you up, he wanted you to beg for his touch. His mouth was removed to your neck, licking, kissing, biting every inch of skin. Leaving new pretty marks to decorate every bit of skin.

"You know what I want" You whined, biting your lip in anticipation. The sensation of new hickies forming caused you to squirm beneath him. Knowing you definitely wouldn't be able to hide those

"Well, i guess if you don't tell me, i'll just tie you up and leave you here until you d-"

"Fuck me"

"Hm? I didn't hear you"

The pink shade of your cheeks quickly turned red, you were barely about to say it the first time, now he wants you to repeat it?

"I want you to fuck me Yeosang, please!"

"You're so needy for my cock, right Y/n? Do you want me to fuck you so they can here you screaming my name?"

His words immediately washed away all your shame, not caring if they heard you anymore, it's not like the rest of Ateez was full of virgins. Especially not San.

"Yes"

"Perfect" He positioned himself between your legs, his entire body now above yours. You watched as he positioned the tip at your entrance. His hungry gaze caused a chill to run down your spine.

You barely had time to breathe before he was shoving his cock inside of you, the familiar length still stretching you out like the first time "Fuck~" Your head fell back onto the pillow, needing another second to adjust.

Yeosang let himself bottom out of the first thrust, the encompassing warmth causing him to shudder. Trying desperately not to ravage you in that instant. Your hands gripped the sheets, wrapping your legs around his waist. "Yeosang~"

You shifted your hips up a bit and a shiver shot through you when Yeosang pulled out of you halfway and then slid back in slowly. He took your light moans as his signal to move, quickly slamming his hips into yours. The sudden movement caused you to hiss, gripping the sheets as if your life depended on it. The bed shook with every thrust, quickly alerting the rest of Ateez on what was going on. But you were too focused on the surmounting pleasure to care.

He removed one of his hands from your hip, letting it run along your body, giving your breast a firm squeeze. His fingers playing with your nipples before gently making their way to your neck. A barely audible moan left your lips as he wrapped his hand around your neck. His long hair draping over his eyes. His hips ramming into yours as he tightened his grip around your neck, only letting go after you meet his gaze. "Yeo-" a slew of lewd moans leaving your lips before you could utter his name.

Your back arched as you could do nothing but melt under his touch, too dizzy with the pleasure to do anything more. The sound of his skin slapping against yours, filling the room along with your desperate moans. Your skin felt like it was on fire, the pleasure jolting in your body being too much. He was watching you melt under his touch, and he was loving every second.

"You hear that?" he asked breathlessly. He gave a particularly hard thrust, forcing you to moan uncontrollable. Nearly gasping every time he hit your g-spot. "You hear how wet you are for me? I bet you wanted everyone to hear you scream my name,right?"

A garbled mess of moans was all that left your lips, unable to form a coherent sentence while he pounded into you.

He yanked on your hair roughly when you didn't answer, shoving his cock into you as far as he could and holding himself still while he panted above you. Letting out a low groan as he resisted the urge to keep pounding into you. "Don't stop" you whined, rocking your hips in desperation. "Please...I was so close, Don't make me beg"

"go ahead," he said breathlessly. peering up to look you straight in your eyes. "let everyone hear how much of a whore you are for me." he moved his hips at a torturously slow rate, forcing you to focus as he dragged his dick into your g spot. You wiggled your hips roughly against his. "Please..."

You whimpered, your mind too hazy to protest at this point. You needed him, and he had you right where he wanted you. Yeosang grinned at your reaction, immediately rolling his hips into you as deep as he could go.

"Say my name, let everyone know who owns you" he growled, thrusting again right into your sweet spot. Another abrupt moan escaping your lips. "Yeosang~"

"Louder!" the huskiness in his voice sent chills into your body, almost shaking as you felt the knot in your stomach build up again. The sound of his moans coupled with the slapping of skin only adding to it. "I-I" you couldn't force out any words, your moans and gasps cutting them off too soon.

"Fuck Y/n, I'm gonna cum" his voice was thick with lust, the pleasure forcing him to bury his face in your neck. Letting out husky moans in between shaky breaths. His moans become louder as you feel his thrusts become sloppier and more animalistic. Biting your neck, before attacking you in a kiss. Tongue exploring your mouth as he did his best to cover both of your moans.

"I fucking love you" He groaned out, letting his hips slam into yours once more. His seed spilled inside of you. His moans causing you to reach your high, wrapping your legs around his waist as he proceeded to give a few more thrusts. Making sure he pushed his cum deep inside of you. Your body shook as it came down from it's high, letting out a small whine. "Yeosang~" was all that you could mutter out. You had your legs still around his waist, too lazy to remove them. "Yeah Y/n?"

"I still didn't take your skateboard"

"Oh someone wants to for a round two?" he growled, his dick slowly becoming hard again.

"Wa-"

"YO Yeosang I borrowed your skate-" Wooyoung shouted as he cluelessly barged in, followed by the rest of the members. All certain that he was going to get chewed out for taking the skateboard. Only to be faced with the image of his best friend's sweaty and still on top of, and inside of you. "Jongho look away! Your poor virgin eyes!" Mingi screamed, his hands immediately racing to cover Jongho's eyes again.

"I'm 19! AND I'M NOT A VIR-" Hongjoong's hand shot up to cover his mouth, as Seonghwa shot him a horrified look. "We'll have to give him the talk after we deal with the pornstars here"

"YOU TOOK MY SKATEBOARD?!?!" a look of rage emerged on his face, ignoring your pleas to let you cover yourself. Too enraged to even think about getting dressed. Jumping out of bed and walking towards Wooyoung

"Hyung chill out, and put on some clothes!" Wooyoung tried to back up, but was blocked by all the frantic members screaming at Yeosang to put some clothes on. Now standing toe to toe with his 'best friend'. His still hard dick being wayyyy too close for the now horrified members.

"Do you have any clue what I just did to Y/n's ass because I thought she took my skateboard???"

"I heard it, he went hala hala on her ass!" Jongho proclaimed. Seemingly being the only one who knew what was happening the whole time.

"For fucks sake get out! I still have your cum dripping out of me! Yeosang let's go shower"

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Escape Pt.3

Yandere Jooheon x Reader

Genre: Angst, Mature

Warning: Abuse, mentions of non-con, pregnancy, just heavy shit basically.

Word count: 2.3k

This is a Yandere, please don’t read if you’re uncomfortable. Notes, comments,and reblogs are all appreciated :)

The dull end of the blade dragged along the swollen skin stomach, with each passing second feeling longer than the last. His gaze concentrated only on the faint marks your bump forced upon your stomach. Staring with hatred as he watched the way Wonho’s unborn baby would kick up to the surface. 

“How long did you think you’d be able to hide this from me?” His voice was dull, void of anger. Only showing a few hints of despair. Almost as if he was more disappointed than pissed with you. 

“Do you think I wouldn’t notice when they’d come out with that bastard’s eyes? Or did you think I’d just be stupid enough to blindly believe you”

His yelling caused you to tense against your ties, fruitlessly pulling at them for any chance at escape. Even if deep down, you knew it was impossible to escape from this nightmare. Even in death, he would still track you down day after day. 

“Jooh-”

“Save it, unless you want me to carve this thing out of you right here, right now”

“You mean you weren’t already going to?”

“Do you think I’m stupid? I’m not fucking surgeon Y/n, if I do that I’ll kill you”

You let out a premature sigh of relief, glad that you at the least weren’t about to be dissected on a metal table in some basement. 

By now he had removed your blindfold, and grabbed your chin, moving you to face him directly. Only to be met with a sadistic smile curling at the ends of his lips. “That’s why I called my friend. He’s a surgeon who owes me a big favor. He’s doing to help us remove that demon from inside of you” 

Jooheon placed a gentle kiss upon your lips, the softness being a sharp contrast with the man who had a blade to your stomach just moments ago. “You’re lucky my friend has his own anesthesia~ but, he didn’t say I couldn’t have a bit of fun beforehand. After all, he’s a surgeon, he’ll be able to put you back together”

He pulled himself away from your trembling form, taking a short walk to the table where he had all his ‘toys’ layed out. All shiny and ready to be played with. He took a brief moment to admire the scenery. Watching as you fruitlessly tried to pull at your restraints. Even if you could get out of them, it’s not like you could overpower him, not even with a knife.

“What are you going to do with them..” you really didn’t want to know, but you had to know. Hoping he would at least do you the decency of dropping her off at a hospital. At least giving her the tiniest chance of life. 

“What do you mean? I’m going to kill IT, what else would I do?” He almost laughed in disbelief, wondering if you weren’t as smart as he thought.

“NO! Please…” you voice cut off as it caught in your throat, forcing yourself to choke back the oncoming tears. “Drop her off at the hospital- they did nothing wrong”

“They did NOTHING WRONG?” Jooheon angrily walked over to the metal table you laid on, scalpel in hand. His knuckles turned white as he held it against your swollen belly. 

“This bastard is taking space where MY child should be!” his yelling echoed in the cold room, only adding to the misery in the air. 

You instinctively flinched, trying to look away as you could soon feel the cold metal of the scalpel graze your skin, leaving only the faintest of scraps. “Because of that bastard, my wife is going to have a fucking scar after they get cut out.” Unfortunately for you, the irony was completely lost on him. Not giving thought to the fact that Jooheon had already given you multiple scars. 

“But don’t worry Y/n” he gently caressed your tear stained cheek with his other, wiping away the never ending waterworks. “I’ll get you the best plastic surgeon. You won’t even remember you were ever pregnant with that monster” his twisted smile made it seem like nothing was wrong. As if he didnt have you strapped to a fucking metal table. Letting your pleas fall on deaf ears. 

You wanted to stop crying, because it wasn’t like he would listen anyways. There was nothing in the world that you could say or do that would convince him to stop. 

Sure you could say that you hate him, but that’d only make him more eager to cut Wonho’s baby out. If you hated him, it had to be the hormones, or maybe Wonho had been planting poisonous seeds into your mind. If you said that you’d kill yourself if he did this, your life after would be even worse. The little freedom he gave you before would soon be cut. To the point where you’d practically be handcuffed to him at all times. Both of which only expedited your current fate. All you could do was cry and silently pray that your child passed quickly and painlessly. Jooheon could at least grant you that one kindness, couldn’t he?

You stayed lost in thought for about half an hour, wondering what your unborn child would look like. Were they healthy? Would they have Wonho’s cute nose, or his kind eyes? Would she have his smile, and your laugh? Would she even live long enough to smile, let alone laugh? Was Jooheon really cruel enough to kill an innocent baby? You could feel your head spin as your mind was kept occupied. Too busy to notice a team of 5 enter the room. All medical professionals whom Jooheon had right under his thumb. All ready to get this over with. 

You were lost in your own mind as you faintly heard Jooheon greeting the team, and thanking them for being there on such short notice. He had paid them all a hefty amount to keep quiet, on top of the mountains of blackmail he had. They weren’t going to save you, and they couldn’t even if they wanted to. 

“This’ll be over before you know if Mrs. Lee” was the last thing you heard before everything faded to black. You had been so out of it, you didn’t even notice them put the sleeping gas mask over your face. Forcing you to helplessly float in a dark void. Unable to feel them carefully ripping you open. Pulling and prodding at your organs in order to rip out the last piece of hope you had in your life. Too small to fend for herself, too helpless against Jooheon’s wrath. 

You wake up screaming, shaking, and covered in sweat, as your hands instinctively go for your stomach. Empty. That’s what it was, no longer swollen by the tiny miracle you housed inside. You laid there on a soft bed, unchained, but crippled by the pain of recovering from a c-section. Surrounded by nothing but the eerie silence of the makeshift hospital room Jooheon had set up in the house. 

“Y/n, you’re awake!” Jooheon quickly engulfed you into a gentle hug, only adding to your post-op confusion. Leaving you to wonder if you had truly died and gone to your own personal hell. You finally got the ability to panic, as you stared back at his smiling face “My baby, where is she!” you demanded, causing his smile to quickly reemerge as a frown. 

“You mean that Monster Wonho implanted inside of you? Dead, in a box” he explained coldly and firmly, almost as if he was annoyed that you even asked. It was obvious after all. You shook your head in disbelief, calling him out, saying that he wasnt that cruel, and he would never do that. 

“Fine, look in the box for all I care” he huffed, as he brought you the small unceremonious box. Casually tossing it on your lap. “Open it already so we can get this over with”

You carefully opened the lid, and immediately let it drop down, and burst into a mess of tears and screams. Fighting through your tears and trembling hands as you grabbed your lifeless child from out of the box. Needing to embrace her at least once, and to never let her go. But you couldn’t even have that. Not when Jooheon was too jealous to let you have the tiniest comfort. 

He stole the box away from you, before walking out the door, and locking it. Leaving you trapped and helpless to defend your baby. Your body ached as you pounded at the locked door. Your fresh stitched aching at every pull and tug it received. Your skin’s pleas for rest were only ignored as you begged for your child back. That day, you had not only had something precious ripped out of you, no, that wasn’t enough. 

You had broken in the most unpoetic way. 

Weeks had past, and each passing day Jooheon had kept you heavily sedated in order to keep you from hurting yourself. The wheels in your brain that demanded self preservation had stopped turning. Only 

At first you had tried to kill yourself using any sharp object, but that only lasted so long before he ended up getting rid of every sharp object in the house. Even going as far as replacing all the spoons with flimsy plastic ones. Then you tried slamming your head into any hard surface you could find, which is when he started at least partially sedating you, making you too weak to move to quickly. 

Of course Jooheon had tried threatening you into submission again, but couldn’t risk beating you again. Not after the surgeon explained the risks of the stitches opening up. When he had tried being friendly, he was met with a symphony of broken sobs, and poorly strewn together insults. He was at a loss, he had gone to great lengths to get rid of that thing, and he didn’t get as much as a single thank you.

All he wanted was his perfect wife back already, and he wasn’t going to wait any longer.

One night he walked into your shared bedroom, where you laid half asleep. You were so weak, he didn’t even need to restrain you this time. Taking his sweet time to fill you up with his seed, desperate to see you pregnant with his child already.

Another month passed as you passively lived through your personal hell. You had gotten used to the routine at least, and stopped fighting. You couldn’t even die without Jooheon following you into the afterlife. So what was the point? You lived your life as a hollow husk of meat, simply allowing him to do as he pleased. 

That was, until the two blue lines popped up on the pregnancy test. Something inside of you emerged from its cocoon, violently shaking you back into reality. The severity of the situation caused you to empty out the contents of your breakfast. And even then, Jooheon didn’t let you go

“We’re finally going to start a family” Jooheon kept you in his embrace, holding your mess of a body in his suffocating grip. 

You swore to yourself, that no matter what, you wouldn’t let Jooheon have this child. 

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“Y/n please! Please just eat already, I’ll do anything!” You watched as the large man before you sat on his knees, arms together as he begged. The man who had taken everything from you, was now at his wits end. Staring back at your emaciated face, your once beautiful skin was now clinging tightly to the bone. Pale, and practically lifeless. Yet your tiny bump kept growing, even as your shrank. Your intentions at first weren’t to starve to death, no. Just long enough to miscarry. 

But over a month in, you realized that it wouldn’t happen, not before you starved at least. 

“Jooheon” his eyes widened at the sound of your frail voice, surprised that you had finally spoken.

“Anything Y/n, just name it!”

“You know what’s going to be the best part about dying” your lips curled into a hopeful smile, leaving Jooheon utterly speechless at your expression. He truly had broken you. 

“At least when I die, I’ll be with Wonho and my daughter” 

At the mere sound of his name, Jooheon went into a blind rage. Sending your body flying like a ragdoll against the wall. Sending the last of your air flying out of your body. As you landed face down,lifeless and most importantly, free. 

“You’ll never escape me Y/n, not even in death”

Once again, you woke up, but this time, it was real. A plethora of screams and cries left your body, still shaking from the whole mental ordeal. Your hands moved to your belly, but It was still swollen- no, surely you had gone insane!

“Y/n! You’re okay! I’m here baby, let’s go!” you sat there trembling as you took a look at your surroundings. You were still in the living room that you fell asleep in, belly still swollen with Wonho’s child. Sputtering out nonsense that Wonho didn’t have a chance at understanding. He simply wrapped his arms around you in a protective hug. Waiting til you calmed down enough to walk. 

“You just had a nightmare Y/n, Jooheon’s plane already took off, with him on it” he looked into your eyes, waiting for confirmation that you understood. You simply gave him a weak nod, doing your best to stifle your sobs in his shoulder. 

“But it felt so real” you whimpered, causing his heart to break once more. He cupped your chin, bringing your face gently up to his. “I promise that he’ll never hurt you again. Now let’s go, and leave this prison forever”

You watched as Wonho carried you to his car, feeling all too surreal as you put on your seatbelt. The gravity of the moment alone brings you to tears, watching the trees pass by as your former prison got rather away. The feeling of Wonho’s soft hand holding yours pushing you over the edge. Letting tears of relief spill all over the clothed seats. 

“You’ll never have to worry about him again. It’ll just be you, me, and our child from now on”

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Escape- Pt. 2

Yandere Jooheon x Reader

Genre: Angst, Mature

Warning: Abuse, mentions of non-con, pregnancy, just heavy shit basically.

Word count: 1.5k

This is a Yandere, please don’t read if you're uncomfortable. Notes, comments,and reblogs are all appreciated :)

The air felt frigid on your dull drained skin. Hand Caressing your swollen stomach as you paced around the room. Your brain skimming over the events of the past couple of months. Your stomach was now swollen due to being 6 months pregnant, and growing bigger by the day. You remained seated in your rocking chair, as your memory replayed the last conversation you had with Wonho, trying to relive the last moments of peace you had,

The both of you knew you couldn't see each other anymore, knowing that if you were caught, Jooheon would not only kill the two of you, but your unborn child as well. As much as Wonho hated to leave you with him, he had no choice, not until he had everything ready.

There was a part of you that wanted to die just thinking that the baby could have been Jooheon’s, but you weren't that lucky. You knew that there was no way he was the father, considering the fact that he wore condoms, or would cum in your mouth.

Meanwhile you and Wonho had been...a bit careless to say the least. The two of you were too caught up in the heat of the moment to care anyways. Not wanting to waste a single second of your limited time together. 

At first your worries were with Jooheon, fearing that he would put two and two together. However, and much to your relief, he didn’t. Instead he proclaimed that this was fate bringing you two closer together. He had completely changed. He tended to your every whim, pampering your formally bruise ridden body with only the tenderest of sensations.

Of course this was only because he knew that you were now truly his, you’d never be able to leave him after this.

Or so he thought. 

You spent your days dreaming of the day Wonho would be able to rescue you. Praying that he would have everything ready before the baby was due to arrive. But until then, you had to carefully tiptoe around Jooheon. 

It was true that he hadn’t laid a hand on you since he found out you were pregnant, but that didn’t mean he wouldn’t hurt you again. There were moments where you saw a familiar rage in his eyes, one that was triggered by the slightest ‘sign of betrayal’. However this would mostly happen whenever he managed to catch you crying. He knew you were hormonal, but it wasn’t adding up. Why were you crying when he was the perfect man?

His rage would subside when you would give him a familiar frightened look, as you instinctively wrapped your hands around your stomach. Preparing your body to receive more damage, but it just didn’t come. Instead he would comfort you through gritted teeth, as he was being painfully passive aggressive.

“What’s wrong Jagi? Am I not giving you everything you want? Have I not treated you well enough?”

You dreaded those days the most, knowing that you’d have to pacify him by blaming your tears on missing him. Only for it to be following by another night of loveless sex, on your part at least. As hard as you tried, it had been getting increasingly harder to hide your disgust from him.

Just as you felt yourself about to break, your miracle came.

“Baby.. I’m sorry but I have to go on another business trip. The company said I've taken enough time off. I have to go make more money for when our baby comes” For the first time, you saw something new in his eyes. They held a pained expression, almost as if he was ashamed. Ashamed that he had to leave you for even a single second.

And for a second, you almost felt yourself go soft for him, as if something was compelling you to forget the torture of the past. But the soft kick of tiny feet against your stomach brought you back to reality. And it was now time to put on your best performance. 

You pushed your body to pull him into a hug, burying your relieved expression in his chest. “Thank you Honey, you work so hard” You pulled his face down to place a kiss upon his lips. Fighting your natural instinct to pull away. You needed to sell it, but not too much, lest he change his mind and stay. But there was still another surprise to come, one that he hoped you would take kindly as well. 

“I… I have to leave for 3 weeks”

“What?” your voice sounded too concerned, causing you to worry that he might actually stay at that point. 

“I mean that’s great Honey! They’re probably going to promote you!” you hoped that the explanation matched the excitement in your voice, not wanting him to think you wanted him gone. But for him, this was a good enough explanation. After all, he knew that you loved him so much that you’d hide from so you could cry alone. “I already told Wonho, he’ll be here soon. He’s been busy but I asked him to come stay with you in case you go into labor early” he smiled, trying to reassure himself that his perfect little family would remain intact while he was gone. “I hope she gets my dimples” he hummed, now at face level with your belly. He placed his hand against you, feeling as the baby kicked against him. You could only wonder if your child had grown to enjoy his presence. The thought of him raising your child made you feel sick once again.

“Are you okay? Am I hurting you?” he voiced genuine concern as he saw a look of slight disgust on your face.

“Oh yeah!” you chuckled awkwardly, realizing you had been caught

“It just hurts when she kicks” you pouted, helping him off his knees 

“Sorry about that, well i have to go, my flight leaves in an hour, I’ll be out of the country. I told Wonho to call me immediately if anything happens” He pulled you into a tight embrace, yet still careful to not hurt your stomach. “I love you” you blurted out, mostly out of force of habit, but you also couldn't deny that there was still something there. 

But everytime you caught yourself thinking that he had changed, you brought back the memories of when he had kept you prisoner. There was no going back after what you were going to do. Not alive at least. 

“I love you more. Wonho will be here after he gets off of work” and with that, the monster was gone.

You immediately dashed to the window, watching almost hypnotically as his car pulled out of the massive driveway. Down the long road that leads out of the secluded property. Your eyes remained glued to the window, only moving away when you heard the ring of your phone.

Joohoney: I made it on the plane. I’m turning off my phone now. I love you!

You let out a sigh of relief, letting your body slump against the couch, as you quickly sent back a reply, letting him read what he wanted to hear.

“He’s finally gone” you mumbled to yourself, almost as if you couldn't believe what was going on. You let yourself remain deep in thought, too in shock do anything except cry. Letting the tears stain the pillow, as you drifted off into a slumber.

You woke up to the sensation of a hand wrapped around your throat, your lungs burning for air even before being able open your eyes. Your eyes darted but found no sign of light, only to be met with the grim realization that you were blindfolded. With a familiar hand wrapped around your neck. 

“Did you think I wouldn’t find out Y/n? How fucking stupid do you think I am” 

He watched as you choked for air, even after he released his hold on your. He had your hands and legs tied, but not to the bed. Your skin barely had time to make out the cold sting of the metal surrounding your exposed skin. 

“Aren’t you going to say anything?” he scoffed, watching as you struggled to control your breathing. “Don’t tell me I took your breath away that fast”

“You know Y/n, I was beyond pissed when I found out that it’s not my fucking child. I almost got on the plane thinking nothing was wrong, til I read the texts on your phone. “ You watched frozen in terror as he played around with the surgical tools displayed on his desk. All polished and ready to go.

“Joo-”

“So then I had to drive all the way back, bring you down to the hidden basement, just to fucking get that bastard out of you. “ He raised a particularly sharp instrument in front of him, examining it as if it had to be perfect. All the while he simply let your begs for forgiveness fall on deaf ears. After all, the room was soundproof, and well hidden. Even if Wonho had theoretically lived, he would never find you. 

“Try not to squirm too much, okay babe? After I cut that demon out of you, we’ll start a proper family, okay?I’ll forgive you once I’m done”

[ciderxi]

Escape Pt.1

Yandere Jooheon x Reader 

Genre: Angst, Mature

Warning: Abuse, mentions of non-con, pregnancy, just heavy shit basically.

Word Count: 2.4k

This is a Yandere, please don’t read if you’re uncomfortable. Notes, comments, and reblogs are all appreciated :) If you don’t leave any, I’m gonna assume you got kidnapped by Jooheon  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

You could feel your heart pounded relentlessly in your chest, attempting to hold your breath as long as possible. Lungs begging for air, but your brain tells you to hold out till he was gone. Tears streamed down your face as you began to breathe in as slowly and controlled as possible. Not wanting to accidentally gasp for air, and have him hear you. His footsteps echoing through the silent, and now destroyed house. Listening as he slammed the doors open looking for you. Your nails dug into your goosebump riddled skin, as you clenched your eyes shut. Only to open the floodgates, and let the memories of the days events come pouring in.

~Flashback~

“I’m sorry I won’t do it again, please unchain me” your arms began to bleed from the chains adorning your wrists. Bruises and hickies lacing your skin broken porcelain skin. He had stripped you down and purposely made it freezing cold in your ‘punishment room’ you laid there chained onto the bed, naked and broken. You couldn’t do this anymore, your body couldn’t handle this another day.

“Who owns you?”

You bit your tongue, wanting to shout about not being anyone’s property, but the growling in your stomach told you otherwise"Y-you do Jooheon…“ The bitter words hesitantly leaving your chapped lips.

"Jooheon?” Disgust being unable to hide as it plagued his face. He began to take off his belt at this sudden show of disrespect. “My name is not JOOHEON, did i not beat this lesson into you already???” he growled as he walked towards you, belt ready to lash out. You whimper and weakly put your arms over your stomach, hoping to protect your little secret.

“I mean Joohoney! I’m sorry! P-please, i love you” you cry as a last ditch effort. To your surprise, no hit came. You look up at your capture, not being able to hide the fear and disgust in your eyes.

“Really??? Do you really mean it???” Jooheon couldn’t contain his smile as he got the key from out of the drawer, and sat on top of the bed.

To anyone else, it would have been incredibly obvious that you were lying just to save your ass. But Jooheon craved to hear those words from you everyday. He wasn’t about to question them, worried that you might change your mind.

“Of course…how could I not?” You mentally damned yourself for ever talking to him. But in reality, it wasn’t your fault. How were you supposed to know that behind those dimples was a deranged monster? How were you supposed to know that this once kind man you met would kidnap, beat and starve you?

All this started because he deemed you had gotten too close to his best friend, Wonho. Who Jooheon would entrust you with while he went on business trips. But how could you not fall in love with him, when he could comfort you after every abuse Jooheon had given you? Even before Jooheon kidnapped you, he kept you on a tight leash, only leaving the house for business trips if he had Wonho stay with you. After a while it became inevitable for you to fall for him. His perfect bunny smile was the shining light illuminating the dark tunnel.

At first you felt guilty, horrified that you had betrayed Jooheon, but it became too much. Jooheon would return from his trips increasingly angrier each time. And everytime, Wonho was there to comfort you after, not only emotionally but physically. Every embrace somehow erasing the scars Jooheon had left on your skin. But eventually Jooheon caught on, seeing how happy you were whenever Wonho was around. He wasn’t about to lose you, and next thing you knew, he had ‘moved’ you to a bigger house with him. Keeping you locked in the punishment room for the majority of the time.

But for some reason, Jooheon still let Wonho come stay with you, convinced that you had learned your lesson from all the times he punished you. 

From then on, you and Wonho had to pretend to be apathetic to each other, and had to play up the sadness whenever Jooheon was about to leave. Making sure he knew that you had eyes for him, and only him. But even then, it wasn’t enough to keep him happy. Eventually Jooheon would punish you for more and more minor things each time, loving every fearful reaction you gave him

“Jagi~ how about we go out to eat tonight? Are you hungry?” His sweet tone was merely a mirage, one that was meant to distract, and help get what he wants. It contrasted his very being, his voice pretending to be one of comfort. You couldn’t help but burst into tears as he gave you a puzzled look. He was acting as if he hadn’t locked you up in the room and starved you for three days. Only coming in to clean you up- and then release any pent up anger from the day’s events. Usually through sex, and then violence when you wouldn’t comply.

Your body had visibly deteriorated in the months that he had you, but to him, you had never been more beautiful. Every bruise and scar he left on your body was nothing but a new design on his perfect canvas, one that was all his to perfect.

“Shhh don’t cry Y/n~ it’ll just be you and me, no one is going to hurt you” he gave you a gentle smile as he freed you from your restraints. Your wrists stung as they felt the chill of cold air on your wounds. Jooheon frowned at the sight of your wounded arm. “Look at what you did to yourself baby, but don’t worry, i’ll clean you up before out date” It was like he flipped a switch, one moment he was beating you mercilessly, only to treat you like you hurt yourself the next, 

You had to play nice until he let you outside. You had to escape, in fear of what Jooheon would do when he figured out you were pregnant. Or what he would do to Wonho if he found out he wasn’t the father. 

~Flashback Over~

“Just come out sweetie, I know you’re here~” venom dripped at the end of his words, his footsteps thundering throughout your house, dimly lit only by the surrounding moonlight. The light bill remained unpaid after he had forcefully 'rescued’ you. Unfortunately for you, you had lived alone, with no one to look for you. Because of course you wanted to live in a rural area to enjoy peace. What a smart choice that was, and an even smarter choice to think that this wasn’t going to be the first place he checked. But you were desperate, and hadn’t been able to get a hold of Wonho, he was out of town due to work.You stifled your sobs as you heard his approaching footsteps, lower lip bleeding from the abuse it was receiving. 

Jooheon punched the wall next to your closet, leaving a large hole in the drywall. He had enough of your childish games, but knew that it was better to lure you out with honey instead of threats. “ I don’t remember giving you permission to leave me Y/n~ why don’t you just come home before you make me angry? I promise that we can cuddle after your punishment, I’ll even get your favorite food!” Jooheon cursed to himself as he proceeded to rip your old house to shreds, his sweet words being utter bullshit.He didn’t know how much longer he could go without having you in his arms. Each second causing his pitiful amount of patience to wither away.  You were just so desperate to get away, you didn’t think about where to go.

Jooheon ripped open the closet doors, letting them slam against the walls as he shined his flashlight feverishly. You held your breath and sobs, fear overpowering and paralyzing your body in its wake. “How could you leave me Y/n? I gave you everything! And it wasn’t enough!” he growled and cursed as he emptied out the closet furiously. His hand eventually entangling himself in a soft stringy mass, one that he dearly loved to pull. He yanked you out from behind a pile of clothes, ignoring your screams and cries for help as he led you by your hair.His eyes void of any emotion besides blinding rage.

 He pinned you to the ground, your body was too weak to even put up a mediocre fight. Jooheon starving you didn’t help, not that you ever had a chance regardless"Joo-“ your body freezes as you feel his hand collide with your face, continuing to pumble his hand into your face out of frustration. Only stopping once he saw that you had stopped fighting him, or even protecting your face. You laid under him sobbing, with your hands firmly in front of your stomach. Protecting the only thing besides Wonho that had fueled your will to go on. "Why did you leave me Y/n? No one’s going to love you after I cut up your nice body, so why not just stay with me?” he cooed softly into your ear, watching as you winced at him merely speaking to you, But he shook it off, and carried you to your old bed, one that you had long since slept in. 

Pulling a zip tie out of his back pocket, he proceeded to tie your hands together.After all, he couldn’t have his precious bunny accidentally hurting herself again. He smiled at the pathetic sight before him, taking joy in watching you completely surrender before him. “Don’t you fucking move”

You sat frozen on the bed as he went to go retrieve something. Your heart beating like a hummingbird’s as you realized there was nowhere to go,even if you could run. Anywhere you ran was still miles from the nearest house, and the throbbing pain in your body wasn’t going anywhere.. You let your lids drop, and laid back on the bed, curling up to protect your tiny stomach, hoping you had fought hard enough to protect your little forming miracle. It was barely about 2 months, but you had formed a slight tummy. Thankfully one that Jooheon had neglected to notice, never being one to tell someone they gained weight-that would be rude.

Jooheon had returned with a knife in hand, and a whip in the other. “After the little stunt you pulled, I don’t want your legs strong enough to even crawl anywhere, but don’t worry baby, I can carry you” he always ended with a sadistic smile after explicitly threatening you. As if he thought he was doing you some kind of sick favor. You began to cry hysterically as he approached the bed, knowing exactly where that knife would be going.“Please Jooheon you can’t do this!” you pleaded with him, hands raised to your face as you begged for mercy.

“Give me one good reason why i shouldn’t punish you until I cut every part of that pretty little body of yours~”

“I’m pregnant” The words blurted out of your mouth before your brain could process the consequences of your actions.

Jooheon immediately dropped the knife, rushing to your side. Those two simple words caused excitement and fear to flood in his eyes. As if he had just witnessed an angel descend from heaven itself. He approached you cautiously, now being more mindful of the harm he caused you. But he still had to verify this for himself.

He gently lifted up your shirt, carefully placing his hand on your stomach. You watched intently, praying that your tiny stomach would be enough proof to him. His smile grew large as he felt the hardening bump of your forming stomach. And just like that, the switch flipped, the man who just a minute ago was ready to torture you, was now holding back tears. 

“I’m going to be a father!!!!!” he hastily undid the zip tie, and picked you up. Spinning you around as he joyously enjoyed the moment. His life felt as if it had finally been made perfect, all because of you. Meanwhile you cried with both pain and relief. Your body was throbbing from it’s past injuries, but this was your best outcome. You had no choice but to play along if you wanted to save Wonho’s child.

“Let’s go home and clean you up, we can order food to the house, and tomorrow I’ll order you maternity clothes!” Jooheon proceeds to carry you to the car, babbling on about how amazing life was going to be now that you were pregnant. He sat you down in the front seat, and wiped away your tears. Completely oblivious that he was the reason you were crying. A tiny part of him knew that he was a monster. But the rest of him didn’t care, instead choosing to push it deep down. He wasn’t going to let a little thing like guilt or morals get in the way of his happiness "Don’t cry Y/n, I know you’re going to be a great mother~“ this only caused your sobs to grow louder and completely uncontrolled. Jooheon’s expression softens into one of worry, one that you rarely get to see, actually one that you’ve never seen. It’s almost scary. 

"I’m sorry I hurt you Y/n, I should’ve known it was the hormones making you act like this. You would never disobey me, let alone run away” he hugged you tightly and placed kisses upon your cheek. Making a full 180 of the person he was just 5 minutes ago. His gentle embrace soothed you as he gently buckled you in, Taking extra care to make sure that he didn’t aggravate your bruises.And for a moment, you felt safe, as insane as that sounded. The soft looks he was giving you reminded you of who he once was. You had to keep him happy, no matter what “I love you Joohoney”

“I love you more, now let’s eat. I’m going to need a lot of energy to set up the nursery” You smiled back at him, as he got in the driver’s seat, taking you home. For a moment, you even convinced yourself that things would be different now. That you’d get your loving boyfriend back once more. Oh how wrong you were

There would be hell to pay once Jooheon realized it wasn’t his child.