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Die with a smile // Lady Gaga X Bruno Mars

I, I just woke up from a dream

Where you and I had to say goodbye

And I don't know what it all means

But since I survived, I realized

Wherever you go, that's where I'll follow

Nobody's promised tomorrow

So I'ma love you every night like it's the last night

Like it's the last night

If the world was ending

I'd wanna be next to you

If the party was over

And our time on Earth was through

I'd wanna hold you just for a while

And die with a smile

If the world was ending

I'd wanna be next to you

Ooh, lost, lost in the words that we scream

I don't even wanna do this anymore

'Cause you already know what you mean to me

And our love's the only war worth fighting for

Wherever you go, that's where I'll follow

Nobody's promised tomorrow

So I'ma love you every night like it's the last night

Like it's the last night

If the world was ending

I'd wanna be next to you

If the party was over

And our time on Earth was through

I'd wanna hold you just for a while

And die with a smile

If the world was ending

I'd wanna be next to you

Right next to you

Next to you

Right next to you

If the world was ending

I'd wanna be next to you

If the party was over

And our time on Earth was through

I'd wanna hold you just for a while

And die with a smile

If the world was ending

I'd wanna be next to you

If the world was ending

I'd wanna be next to you

I'd wanna be next to you

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I don't know what the hell I'm supposed to be doing with my life. I'm almost 27 and I really thought I would have my sh*t figured out by now, but I don't. Sure, I'm studying in administration right now, but this all feels weird. Like, I'm only studying to get a job in the near future and make money. But then what? I'm single at the moment, I now live alone with my cat (which I adore of course), but what am I supposed to do? I don't really have plans anymore. Not since covid hit us in the face, not since the inflation ate us whole, not since my breakup... I'm at ground zero again. I have to figure who I am and who I wanna be again. Is life always gonna be like this? Figure things out for the rest of my life? Cause I'm always changing, I always need changes in my life. I can't do routine. I can't stay in one place for too long. I don't know. It's midnight here and I guess I'm just a little sleep deprived and anxious so I needed to vent.

I really wish life came with an instruction manual, cause damn this sh*t is complicated sometimes..

[claudyabb]

Le Grand Cerf-Volant

Gilles Vigneault et les Charbonniers de l'enfer

Un jour je ferai mon grand cerf-volant

Un côté rouge, un côté blanc

Un jour je ferai mon grand cerf-volant

Un côté rouge, un côté blanc

Un côté tendre

Un jour je ferai mon grand cerf-volant

J'y ferai monter vos cent mille enfants

Il vont m'entendre

Je les vois venir du soleil levant

Puis j'attellerai les chevaux du vent

Un cheval rouge, un cheval blanc

Puis j'attellerai les chevaux du vent

Un cheval rouge, un cheval blanc

Un cheval pie

Puis j'attellerai les chevaux du vent

Et nous irons voir tous les océans

S'ils sont en vie

Si les océans sont toujours vivants

Par-dessus les bois, par-dessus les champs

Un oiseau rouge, un oiseau blanc

Par-dessus les bois, par-dessus les champs

Un oiseau rouge, un oiseau blanc

Un oiseau-lyre

Par-dessus les bois, par-dessus les champs

Qui nous mènera chez le Mal méchant

Pour le détruire

Bombe de silence et couteau d'argent

Nous mettrons le mal à feu et à sang

Un soleil rouge, un soleil blanc

Nous mettrons le mal à feu et à sang

Un soleil rouge, un soleil blanc

Un soleil sombre

Nous mettrons le mal à feu et à sang

Un nuage monte, un autre descend

Un jour sans ombre

Puis nous raserons la ville en passant

Quand nous reviendrons, le coeur triomphant

Un côté rouge, un côté blanc

Quand nous reviendrons, le coeur triomphant

Un côté rouge, un côté blanc

Un côté homme

Quand nous reviendrons, le coeur triomphant

Alors vous direz: Ce sont nos enfants

Quel est cet homme

Qui les a menés loin de leurs parents?

Je remonterai sur mon cerf-volant

Un matin rouge, un matin blanc

Je remonterai sur mon cerf-volant

Un matin rouge, un matin blanc

Un matin blême

Je remonterai sur mon cerf-volant

Et vous laisserai vos cent mille enfants

Chargés d'eux-mêmes

Pour jeter les dés dans la main du temps

Pour jeter les dés dans la main du temps

[claudyabb]

THE LONELIEST

Måneskin

You'll be the saddest part of me

A part of me that will never be mine

It's obvious

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You're still the oxygen I breathe

I see your face when I close my eyes

It's torturous

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

There's a few lines that I have wrote

In case of death, that's what I want, that's what I want

So don't be sad when I'll be gone

There's just one thing I hope you know, I loved you so

'Cause I don't even care about the time I've got left here

The only thing I know now is that I wanna spend it

With you, with you nobody else here

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You'll be the saddest part of me

A part of me that will never be mine

It's obvious

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You're still the oxygen I breathe

I see your face when I close my eyes

It's torturous

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

I'm sorry but I gotta go

If you'll ever miss me give this song another go

And I just keep on thinking how you made me feel better

And all the crazy little things that we did together

In the end, in the end, it doesn't matter

If tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You'll be the saddest part of me

A part of me that will never be mine

It's obvious

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You're still the oxygen I breathe

I see your face when I close my eyes

It's torturous

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You'll be the saddest part of me

A part of me that will never be mine

It's obvious

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You'll be the saddest part of me

A part of me that will never be mine

It's obvious

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

You're still the oxygen I breathe

I see your face when I close my eyes

It's torturous

Tonight is gonna be the loneliest

[claudyabb]

People You Know // Selena Gomez

You were running through me like water

Now the feeling's leaving me dry

These days we couldn't be farther

So how's it feel to be on the other side?

So many wasted (wasted)

Nights with (nights with) you (you)

I still could taste it (taste it)

I hate it, wish I could take it back, 'cause

We used to be close, but people can go

From people you know to people you don't

And what hurts the most is people can go

From people you know to people you don't

We used to be close, but people can go

From people you know to people you don't

And what hurts the most is people can go

From people you know to people you don't

When it was good, we were on fire

Now I'm breathing ashes and dust

I always wanna get higher

I never know when enough is enough

So many wasted (wasted)

Nights with (nights with) you (you)

I still could taste it (taste it)

I hate it, wish I could take it back, 'cause

We used to be close, but people can go

From people you know to people you don't

And what hurts the most is people can go

From people you know to people you don't

We used to be close, but people can go

From people you know to people you don't

And what hurts the most is people can go

From people you know to people you don't

Dum-dum-dum, da-da-dum-dum-dum

Da-da-dum-dum, da-da-da-dum

(People you don't)

Dum-dum-dum, da-da-dum-dum-dum

Da-da-dum-dum, da-da-da-dum

(People you don't)

From people you know to people you don't

From people you know to people you don't

We used to be close, but people can go

From people you know to people you don't

And what hurts the most is people can go

From people you know to people you don't

We used to be close, but people can go

From people you know to people you don't

And what hurts the most is people can go

From people you know to people you don't

Dum-dum-dum, da-da-dum-dum-dum

Da-da-dum-dum, da-da-da-dum

From people you know to people you don't

Dum-dum-dum, da-da-dum-dum-dum

Da-da-dum-dum, da-da-da-dum

From people you know to people you don't

Dum-dum-dum, da-da-dum-dum-dum

Da-da-dum-dum, da-da-da-dum

From people you know to people you don't

Dum-dum-dum, da-da-dum-dum-dum

Da-da-dum-dum, da-da-da-dum

From people you know to people you don't

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Intrusive Thoughts // Natalie Jane

I'm historically heartbroken

Drownin' in my own emotions

One minute away from the breakin' down, down, down

I'm always leavin' empty-handed

No one wants a heart that's damaged

Only know a love that lets me down, down, down

Oh, starin' contest with the walls

I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts

What if I never find anybody to love

Or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up?

'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave

Woah, what if I get to heaven and it's not even real

And I die before tellin' you how I really feel?

'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think

That maybe love's not for me

If you don't look too closely

You can't even tell I'm lonely

Even though it keeps me up at night, night, night

I try to keep myself distracted

But I got all these awful habits

Of listenin' to voices in my mind, mind, mind

Oh, starin' contest with the walls

I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts, oh

What if I never find anybody to love

Or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up?

'Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave

Woah-oh, woah-oh, oh

What if I get to heaven and it's not even real

And I die before tellin' you how I really feel?

'Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think

Maybe love's not for me, oh-oh

Maybe love's not for me, oh-oh-oh

Maybe love's not for me

Maybe love's not for me

For me, for me, for me

Maybe love's not for me

[claudyabb]

Confetti // Charlotte Cardin

Always been loud in a quiet way

I always feel alone in a crowded place

I always wanna stay, wanna go, wanna stay, wanna go

I don't know

I don't know

I get sad on my birthday

I wanna talk back in the worst way

I always wanna stay, wanna go, wanna stay, wanna go

I don't know what to say

I wanna throw it all away

I feel like a zombie, I'll die at the party

Yeah, you'll find my body fully covered in confetti

I tried calling somebody to tell them come get me

But you'll find my body fully covered in confetti

Singing la da da da da

La da da da da

La da da da da

La da da da da

Find me in the club looking golden

I know everyone, I got no friends

I always wanna stay, wanna go, wanna stay, wanna go

I don't know

I don't know

And I never know what to say

'Til I'm already walking away

Wanna punch you in the face

But I won't, but I might, but I won't

And I don't wanna play

I wanna throw it all away

I feel like a zombie, I'll die at the party

Yeah, you'll find my body fully covered in confetti

I tried calling somebody to tell them come get me

But you'll find my body fully covered in confetti

Singing la da da da da

La da da da da

La da da da da

La da da da da

Look at the people, they're crazy

Look at the people, they're crazy

Look at the people, they're crazy

Look at their pupils dilating

Look at the people, they're crazy (crazy)

I feel like a zombie, I'll die at the party

Yeah, you'll find my body fully covered in confetti

I tried calling somebody to tell them come get me

But you'll find my body fully covered in confetti

Singing la da da da da

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Lonely // Noah Cyrus

I'm slowly killin' myself

I'm trying so hard at the back of the shelf

It's just the same every day

I'm writing these songs that will never get played

I get told what's wrong and what's right

I don't have a romantic life

And everyone's dying, so I keep on trying

To make 'em proud before they are gone

But can't someone help me?

Oh, please, someone help me

I don't care, anyone, anything

'Cause I'm so sick of being so lonely

Miss all my family

I don't care, anyone, anything

'Cause I'm so sick of being so lonely

I'm spending more than I earn

Drink all the time to forget I'm not her

'Cause I go to parties sometimes

And I'll kiss a boy and pretend for the night

'Cause I don't know much about me

I'm still ashamed of who I used to be

So I try way too hard

But I still miss the mark to fit in

Fit in, woah!

Help me

Oh, please, someone help me

I don't care, anyone, anything

'Cause I'm so sick of being so lonely

I miss all my family

I don't care, anyone, anything

'Cause I'm so sick of being so lonely

I don't care, anyone, anything

'Cause I'm so sick of being so lonely

[claudyabb]

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All I want // Kodaline 💔

All I want is nothing more

To hear you knocking at my door

'Cause if I could see your face once more

I could die as a happy man I'm sure

When you said your last goodbye

I died a little bit inside

I lay in tears in bed all night

Alone without you by my side

But if you loved me

Why did you leave me

Take my body

Take my body

All I want is

All I need is

To find somebody

I'll find somebody

Ooh oh

Ooh oh

Ooh oh

Ooh oh

'Cause you brought out the best of me

A part of me I'd never seen

You took my soul wiped it clean

Our love was made for movie screens

But if you loved me

Why did you leave me

Take my body

Take my body

All I want is

All I need is

To find somebody

I'll find somebody

Ooh oh

Ooh oh

Ooh oh

Ooh oh

Ooh ah

Ooh oh

Ooh, if you loved me

Why did you leave me

Take my body

Take my body

All I want is

All I need is

To find somebody

I'll find somebody

Like you, ooh

[claudyabb]

My Top 5: BTS Songs

P.S.: I LOVE WAY MORE THAN JUST 5 BUT YEAH

[claudyabb]

The let go // Elle King

Cold as it was for a winter's day

The sun came out 'cause the sky was grey

The wolves are back, they've come to play

I thought I heard your father say

Go down to the tunnel where the Devil wants ya

Out to the street where the people hunt ya

It hurt more than it was supposed to

I was waiting for the let go

I swore I wouldn't 'til you said so

I put the pieces back together

So thank you or whatever

Nothing lasts forever, man, I guess so

Waiting for the let go

Waiting for the let go

Out of the grey, into the woods

I take my chances, I know I should

When the light comes, listen closely

Follow my shadow to the old me

Mother of the moon, tell me what to do

Shit is scary, shit is new

The tide is calling out for changes

Oh, what an ocean of time that we wasted

I was waiting for the let go

I swore I wouldn't 'til you said so

I put the pieces back together

So thank you or whatever

Nothing lasts forever, man, I guess so

Waiting for the let go

Waiting for the let go

I had to pay for all of your bad behavior

But expensive lessons are always the best to know

I'm not waiting for the let go

Don't need any of your say so

I put the pieces back together

So thank you or whatever

Nothing lasts forever, man, I guess so

Waiting for the let go

Waiting for the let go

I was waiting for the let go

I swore I wouldn't 'til you said so

I put the pieces back together

So thank you or whatever

Nothing lasts forever, man, I guess so

Waiting for the let go

Waiting for the let go

[claudyabb]

Fallin' // Alicia Keys

I keep on fallin'

In and out of love

With you

Sometimes I love ya

Sometimes you make me blue

Sometimes I feel good

At times I feel used

Lovin' you darlin'

Makes me so confused

I keep on fallin' in and out

Of love with you

I never loved someone

The way that I love you

Oh, oh, I never felt this way

How do you give me so much pleasure

And cause me so much pain? (Yeah, yeah)

Just when I think

I've taken more than would a fool

I start fallin' back in love with you

I keep on fallin' in and out

Of love with you

I never loved someone

The way that I love you

Oh, baby

I, I, I, I'm fallin'

I, I, I, I'm fallin'

Fall, fall, fall

Fall

I keep on fallin' in and out

Of love with you

I never loved someone

The way that I love you

I'm fallin' in and out

Of love with you

I never loved someone

The way that I love you

I'm fallin' in and out

Of love with you

I never loved someone

The way that I love you

[claudyabb]

This is me trying // Taylor Swift

I've been having a hard time adjusting

I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting

I didn't know if you'd care if I came back

I have a lot of regrets about that

Pulled the car off the road to the lookout

Could've followed my fears all the way down

And maybe I don't quite know what to say

But I'm here in your doorway

I just wanted you to know

That this is me trying

I just wanted you to know

That this is me trying

They told me all of my cages were mental

So I got wasted like all my potential

And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad

I have a lot of regrets about that

I was so ahead of the curve, the curve became a sphere

Fell behind on my classmates, and I ended up here

Pouring out my heart to a stranger

But I didn't pour the whiskey

I just wanted you to know

That this is me trying

I just wanted you to know

That this is me trying

At least I'm trying

And it's hard to be at a party when I feel like an open wound

It's hard to be anywhere these days when all I want is you

You're a flashback in a film reel on the one screen in my town

And I just wanted you to know

That this is me trying

(And maybe I don't quite know what to say)

I just wanted you to know

That this is me trying

At least I'm trying

[claudyabb]

Dirty Dirty

By Charlotte Cardin

I see the way, I see the way, the way you want her

You're not easily impressed, baby

I got more under my dress

But you won't twitch

I see she's got, I see she's got some thing I don't

You know I'm jealous in my head

'Cause you'd look so good in my bed

But you really like the bitch

So I can cry for my age, my life and my face

And I will wash off all the dirty, dirty thoughts I had about you

And I can cry 'cause I got so much she has not

And I will wash off all the dirty, dirty thoughts I had about you now

Wash off all the dirty, dirty thoughts I had about you

Maybe I'm young, maybe I'm too young to understand this

But you're a mess in your own ways

Let's mess it up together babe

I'm what you need

Who could I, oh, who could I be just to get to you

You should be ripping off my gown

Turning me on, you just send me down

Down on my knees pretty little tease

So I can cry for my age, my life and my face

And I will wash off all the dirty, dirty thoughts I had about you

And I can cry 'cause I got so much she has not

And I will wash off all the dirty, dirty thoughts I had about you now

And I wash off all the dirty, dirty thoughts I had about

And I can cry for my age, my life and my face

I will wash off all the dirty, dirty thoughts I had about you

And I can cry 'cause I got so much she has not

And I will wash off all the dirty, dirty thoughts I had about you now

Wash off all the dirty, dirty thoughts I had about you

[claudyabb]

Wicked Ways // Marie-Mai

Devil's on the street right now

Smiling through his teeth right now

You can tell

All your boys and your girls

Sitting real high

Rooftop of the world

Feeling like a breeze

Right now

Wanna play

Come my way

Fill up my cup

Bottoms up, all the way up

Role play

We'll be ok

Fill up my cup

All the way all the way up

Wicked ways we can have fun

Wicked ways we can have fun

we can have fun

Wicked ways we can have fun

Nobody can tell me

How to be pretty

For demons that chase me

I'm on the run

we can have fun

Wicked ways we can have fun

Walking on the fence right now

Put me to test right now

Sittin on a throne but my crown is on fire

Don't believe what you see

Lucy is a liar

Feeling like a queen somehow

Wanna play

Come my way

Fill up my cup

Bottoms up, all the way up

Role play

We'll be ok

Fill up my cup

All the way all the way up

Wicked ways we can have fun

Wicked ways we can have fun

We can have fun

Wicked ways we can have fun

Nobody can tell me

How to be pretty

For demons that chase me

I'm the run

We can have fun

Wicked ways we can have fun

Wanna play

Come my way

Fill up my cup

Bottoms up, all the way up

Role play

We'll be ok

Fill up my cup

All the way all the way up

Wicked ways we can have fun

Wicked ways we can have fun

We can have fun

Wicked ways we can have fun

Nobody can tell me

How to be pretty

For demons that chase me

I'm the run

We can have fun

Wicked ways we can have fun

[claudyabb]

Wicked Game // Chris Isaak

The world was on fire,

And, no one could save me but you.

It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.

And I never dreamed that I'd need somebody like you.

And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you.

No, I don't wanna fall in love

[This world is only gonna break your heart]

No, I don't wanna fall in love

[This world is only gonna break your heart]

With you

With you

[This world is only gonna break your heart]

What a wicked game to play;

To make me feel this way.

What a wicked thing to do;

To let me dream of you.

What a wicked thing to say;

You never felt this way.

What a wicked thing to do;

To make me dream of you.

And I don't want to fall in love

[This world is only gonna break your heart]

No, I don't want to fall in love

[This world is only gonna break your heart]

With you

The world was on fire,

No one could save me but you.

It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.

I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you.

I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you.

No, I don't wanna fall in love

[This world is only gonna break your heart

No, I don't wanna fall in love

[This world is only gonna break your heart]

With you

[This world is only gonna break your heart]

With you

[This world is only gonna break your heart]

No I...

[This world is only gonna break your heart]

[This world is only gonna break your heart]

Nobody loves...no one