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Hello I'm Rachel, I'm 22 :)

My interests are: music, films, shows and tennis, mainly music it's the one thing I'm very passionate about.

On the topic of music, I play guitar and bass and I also sing a little too, I'll add my links below so if you want you can check out my other socials :)

I also like to write fanfics every now and again, I have so many in notebooks that aren't bad so I'll occasionally put them up on here.

Masterlist

I am always changing my mind about my username so be aware that may change from time to time.

Anyway there's my intro I'd been debating on making one for a little bit, if you feel we have things in common don't hesitate to send a message :)

Instagram

Twitter (I'll always call it Twitter I don't care lol)

Tiktok (For some reason it won't let me link my music account but I have it in the bio of this one)

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There's A Place

Pairing: Tyson Ritter x Reader

Words: 632

Summary: You and Tyson have broken up, you hear their new song and decide you need to explain what happened and hope that he also wants you back.

A/N: Wow I wrote this so long ago, forgot about it then rediscovered it, I've always loved this song and I think I came up with this after listening to it over and over one day.

It's been three weeks since Tyson and I broke up and I'm still just as heartbroken as when it happened, I'm not even sure why we broke up, it was so quick and random and I'm still in love with him, I'd been going through some things mentally and I took it out on him, the only good thing going in my life, shit. I'm scrolling through socials when pf course his band comes up announcing their new song 'There's A Place', I automatically follow the link to listen to it, as I listen to it I feel a tear roll down my face, I need to get him back before it's too late, I debate going to his house but then I remember their on tour so I go look at the schedule to see if they're anywhere close and to coincidence they're playing a local show tonight, I quickly buy a ticket, hopefully he feels the same and this isn't a mistake.

The day goes by and it's soon time to get ready to go, I change into some comfy jeans with a plain top along with my converse, I grab what I need before walking out the door. I drive to the venue and find a place to park, I turn the engine off and take a deep breath, sitting there for a minute, is this even a good idea? By the sound of the new song I think it is, with the reminder of that I get out of the car and get into the line, it's not too long as people have already been let inside. I walk inside the venue after showing my ticket to the person outside, I decide to stay more in the back, it's not a sold out show and the venue is small though I'm not sure he'll see me.

A couple hours later the opening band has finished their set and the lights have gone down replaced by some flashy lights and the guys make their way onto the stage, the familiar notes of 'Swing Swing' start, my heart skips a beat as I see Tyson, though it's only been three weeks since we last saw each other somehow it feels longer. Half way through the set the lights change and Tyson speaks "So, we just released this song today and I hope you like it" Nick starts playing the  chords as Tyson sings, I decide maybe I should move further to the front so he might see me, I walk past a few people, taking a deep breath as I do, as they get to the second half if the song I notice Nick look at me, he then gets Tyson's attention subtly who then looks my way, he smiles as our eyes meet, I smile back.

They finish their set that ends too soon, I stay in the back as everyone makes their way to the exit, once the majority of people have left I feel someone hug me from behind, I can tell it's Tyson, he lets go so I can turn around, I go to explain things but I'm stopped by him connecting our lips, I smile into the kiss before moving away, I hold his hand as I say "I'm so sorry, my head had been so messed up lately and instead of talking about it I shut you out and made things worse, I'm just so sorry" he smiles "It's okay, you are here to take me back though right cause if not that kiss is awkward" I laugh and pull him into another kiss before saying "obviously" he smiles "I've missed you, just remember you can talk to me about anything. I love you" I smile "I promise I will. I love you too".

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Masterlist

Last Updated: August 13th 2025

Characters:

(1970s) Hawk x Tim

The Sweater - Wilhelm x Simon

Confessions - Bruce Wayne

Reunions - Tommy Shelby

I Ache For You - Hannigram

Musicians:

Sam Fender

There's A Place - Tyson Ritter

Tennis:

Surprise - Sascha Zverev

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I Ache For You

Paring: Hannibal x Will Graham

Words: 625

A/N: My writers block is killing me but I finally finished this, I couldn't think of a better ending so that's how I left it and I also couldn't think of a title so I just went with the obvious, but I don't think this story is too bad.

(Will's Pov)

I know what Hannibal has done and what he is capable of but that doesn't stop my feelings towards him, my feelings that are unlike anything I've ever felt before, the idea of telling him fascinates me more than anything, I have no clue how he would react, I'm aware he has feelings for me; Bedelia told me which didn't come as a surprise for me.

I walk up to Hannibal's door; I decided to come unannounced. I knock on the door, looking around as I wait for it to open which it does shortly after to reveal Hannibal, he's wearing his usual clothes though, he has removed his tie and the top buttons of his white shirt have been unbuttoned, I look at him as he says "Hello Will" I nod, "Hello Hannibal", he moves aside inviting me inside to which I accept walking through the door, he closes it behind me before looking at me and asking "What brings you here tonight?", I take a deep breath "I need to talk to you", he nods looking a little concerned, he does worry about me, he leads me to the living room where we sit down on the couch, we sit closer than need be but we've always seemed to do this, even before I became aware of these feelings, I noticed Hannibal and I never seemed to need personal space.

I look at Hannibal as he's studying my face "I'm not sure how to start this conversation" he tilts his head slightly "What's the topic?" I smile "Us" "Oh?" He says questionable, I nod "I spoke to Bedelia a few weeks ago, I just needed a conformation before talking with you" he continues to look at me though a little confused now "This bond we have created is so different to anything I have ever experienced, I can no longer see my life without you in it" I break eye contact as I continue "Bedelia explained to me how you feel, Hannibal I ache for you too" I look back into his eyes this time unable to make out his thoughts, he clears his throat "I was wondering how long it would take you to come to a realization of not just yours but my feelings as well, from the moment I saw you I knew this would be different to anything I'd ever experienced, though I am downhearted you went to Bedelia, you can speak to me about any matter Will" I nod, " I know, I just wanted to be sure, I didn't want to make a complete fool of myself", I smile knowing I've made a fool of myself many times.

Hannibal shifts closer to me causing our legs to touch "Where do you want this to go Will?" My eyes roam over his face, taking in his features I've seemed to have memorized unconsciously, "Where do you want this to go?" I ask wanting to know exactly what he wants of me "Well" he starts as he looks at me "I want to love you unconditionally, I want us to be there for each other in every way possible", I smile as my eyes trail down to his lips; he notices and smiles back at me, before I notice what I'm doing I've moved closer, our faces mere inches apart but instead of putting my lips to his I end up with my arms around him and my face in his neck, I inhale his scent as he wraps his arms around me and lies his head next to mine, I smile and say "I want that too" I feel one of his hands slowly come up to my hair as he then says "this is all I've wanted Will".

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CONOR DEEGAN III of FONTAINES D.C. Zenith, Munich, Germany (November 7) — Photos by KÄTHE DEKOE

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Deego wore a crop top, 50,000 deaths and multiple faint

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CONOR DEEGAN III of FONTAINES D.C. MTELUS, Montreal, QC (October 12, 2024) — Photos by ALICE HIRSCH

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My latest obsession, I just cannot get enough of this band. So exited to see them live next year!!

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I don't post much on here but I can't help but say something.

Growing up with One Direction it was inevitable to fall in love with them, I was always so exited for when they'd release music and music videos, my room always had a few posters of them around and I always got something from Claire's with them on.

It always feels strange when a musician or actor, etc passes because you mourn and grieve for someone that never knew you but to some extent you knew them.

I'm a person that has lots emotions and feelings, Liam's passing has made me feel a grief I haven't felt in a while but I think most of what makes me feel so sad is the thought of his family and close friends who really knew him, with how I'm feeling as a fan, I can't begin to imagine how they're all feeling.

I'm not sure where I'm even going with this, but I hope Liam has found some peace as much as I wish he could have found it here.

Liam, you are so loved by so many all over the world and we will continue to remember you and make sure you are never forgotten ❤️

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Hannibal (2013-2015) blooper reel

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—What can't you repress, Hannibal?

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This is my roman empire

I see this gif more often than I see my own family.

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Reunions

Paring: Thomas Shelby x Reader

Words: 620

Summary: You come back into town after leaving for a while without telling anyone.

A/N: I just can't seem to write endings can I. I can't remember when I wrote this one, it was a few months back when I was going through another Cillian obsession.

I sigh before walking into the Garrison, I haven't been in town for a while, I left when things started getting bad again but hearing from others it seems to have quieted down a little. I walk over to the bartender and ask for a beer before going to sit at a table in the corner, I look around and see a newspaper from today and decide to read it. Not too soon there's commotion at the door then two men walk in who I recognize to be John and Arthur Shelby, long time since I've seen them, they walk to the bartender and get their drinks that are always on the house, once they get them they scan the room, their eyes soon stopping on me, "Well if it isn't y/n" Arthur says smiling, I stand up and say "Hey", he's quick to pull me into a hug that's followed by John, after they sit down at my table John says "we thought you'd never come back here" I smile and say "oh come on, you know I can't stay away from this place long" Arthur smiles and says "oh yeah, I wonder why" I shake my head and say "shut up Arthur" I sigh "how is Tommy then?", Arthur smiles, he was quick to find out about my feelings towards Tommy which of course after that everyone knew, even Tommy, "he's good, well dealing with his usual issues but that's nothing new". Next thing we hear is the door opening again this time Tommy walks in, I look at Arthur and say "oh no, we summoned him" he laughs before calling his name and beckoning him over, our eyes meet and I can't help but notice the surprise in his face, I smile as he walks over to us, I'm quick to stand up and hug him, out hug lasts longer than the ones with John and Arthur, we move away and sit down, we soon get into discussions of where I've been and what I've been up to. Arthur soon asks "so, why'd you come back?" I look at him and say "oh, I don't know, I missed this place and you guys I guess, well mainly Polly" I laugh slightly, Arthur smiles at me at me and says "come on, be truthful you missed Tommy" I look at him and oh if looks could kill, Tommy looks at Arthur and says "come on, don't embarrass her" John then says "yeah Arthur, come on lets go" before finishing the last of his drink and standing up, Arthur smiles before standing and following John out the doors. I reach in my pocket and grab my cigarettes; I take one before offering one to Tommy which he happily takes as he takes his lighter to light his before moving closer than he needed to and lights mine. We sit in silence for a bit before Tommy says "I have really missed you, I was hoping you'd come back, I almost went and searched for you but Polly said to wait and let you be for a bit" I smile and say "sorry, I should have told you and not just disappeared but I needed to get away, as much as it killed me leaving you" he grabs my hand beneath the table and says "look, I made a mistake before and I'm not letting you get away this time, I love you, I have all this time" I smile and say "I love you too Tommy" I stub out my cigarette and put it in the ashtray, Tommy follows doing the same before saying "come on", he interlocks our hands as he leads us out of the Garrison.

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Listened to this album after a while and I'd forgotten how good this song is

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I am the daughter