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[coconutnutmilk]

Hi 👋🌸,

I hope you're doing well. I need you to Support our new campaign . We’ve lost our home and jobs due to the Palestinian-Israeli conflict in Gaza . We’ve started a GoFundMe campaign to escape the horrors of war and rebuild our lives.

We are vetted by association. Please check our story and support us through this link:

https://gofund.me/89758aef

A 5€ will be sufficient and supportive to our goal.

If you can't donate, at least please share the link

Thank you for your kindness 🌹

I personally cant donate because my family too is in a bad financial situation and i cannot get a job, but i will share this link as much as i can so that the peaple that can help will (hopefully)

I hope the help youre searching arrives one way or another,stay strong champs.

[coconutnutmilk]

are you taking questions about your Steven Universe AU right now?

Yea sure, i love answering questions about my charachters or alternative universes (especially Steven)

[coconutnutmilk]

Reblog this and help the families in gaza the ways you can

I dont really have any inspiring word, but to anyone in need of help know that youre never alone, and every tragedy comes to and end, it usually comes with a cost and im ashamed of being human as humans are the ones that started this, even tho it should be the "soldiers" that should protect and the many politicians of other countries that should be ashamed of being human cause there is nothing humane about whats happening in Gaza and to all the families and childrens, we've all been kids and many of us will be parents, peaple are being killed and these peaple are the cost for this massacre to end, its unfair, its bitchy and bullshit but its true and I hate it, so ill do what i can to stop it and i hope everyone does too.

Stay strong

A cry for help from Gaza❤️‍🩹

I am Ahed Al-Anqar. I am 33 years old. I am married to Maysoon Al-Anqar. We have three children: Fatima (9 years old), Iman (6 years old), and Nour (1 year old). We faced all the challenges imposed by the war regime in Gaza, but now we need your help to escape from... This tragedy🥹

Fatima Iman and Nour are the pulse of my heart and the light of my life.

The horrific story of the recent war in Gaza

Since the beginning of the last war in Gaza, my home has been partially destroyed, forcing us to move. We had to move more than ten times to find safety. During this harrowing journey, we faced extreme hunger and malnutrition that almost claimed the lives of me and my children. In addition, we have been exposed to many serious infectious diseases and epidemics.

Unbearable hardships

I have to travel long distances just to get water, and stand in line for hours to get food. My mental health and the health of my children deteriorated due to the war. My children’s education was interrupted and they suffered from catastrophic hunger that almost claimed their lives.

After: This is our house, built with our sweat and effort, and it was partially destroyed.

The right to a peaceful life

My children deserve to live a peaceful life free of fear and anxiety.

My dream is for your help to support my family and escape this genocide. Your help means the world to me and my children.

The cost of arranging travel for an adult outside Gaza currently ranges between $5,000 and $7,000, and $2,500 per child.

How can you help

Your donations can be a beacon of hope for us. Every dollar can help save my children's lives and give them a chance to live in peace. Your prayers for us to overcome this ordeal and lift the siege are greatly needed

Fatima: the closest to my heart, and my little one.

Iman: The friendly, kind, and loving child who is loved by everyone

Nour: Who did not live her life like other children, as she was born two months before the war

Donate now and help us get to safety

May God reward you greatly for your generosity.

Background on the Gaza war

The war in Gaza has left hundreds of thousands of victims, destroyed infrastructure, and left many homeless 💔. The humanitarian situation in the region has reached critical levels, with severe shortages of basic necessities such as food, water and health care. Children are the most affected, as they have lost their sense of security, education and normal life.

Your support is our hope

Your donation is the light that can guide us towards a better future. Don't miss the chance to be part of a story that saves a family suffering from unimaginable hardships.

Donate now and make hope possible

Thank you for your support and kindness.

My gratitude

Ahed and family

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[coconutnutmilk]

Hi, I hope you're doing well. ❤️ I'm writing to you with a heavy heart and an urgent request for help. My family is in a very danger situation due to the ongoing war, and I've launched a GoFundMe campaign to save them. 😢 Could you please share my campaign post from my profile? Each share could be a lifeline for my family. 🙏 Feel free to share it in any other social media platform if you would like. Our campaign has been verified by operation olive branch, and is entry number 26 on their spreadsheet. From the bottom of my heart I want to thank you in advance for all of your support and kindness.

I personally cant donate since i have no digital money or ways to have it, but ill reblog everything i can to help.

I wish i could do more but I too am struggling financially (my family)

[coconutnutmilk]

GT prompt

I LOVE tinies that are tiny because they are a mix of a human and a tiny animal (mouse, bird etc...) and i saw many others that did just that but no one doing a small fusion between a human and a frog.

Frogs are cute, green and adwowable.

Now, miniature frog would be extremely agile, flexible and...well...weird for humans.

Big ol dark eyes, tiny waist with big thighs to jump high, lucid skin that needs to stay hydrated, but for me they would be the cutest thing alive.

Now imagine, a human that goes on a holiday at their beach house, spends lots of time in the pool, one day at night thinks he saw a frog in the same pool, but its really a miniature.

The beach is a bit far from his house so he cant take te miniature to another source of water, and anyway frogs dont arent for salty water so its a no, but the pool was going to get closed for winter (i dont know abt u but in these parts, pools get covered for the winter so animals cant get in while humans are away) so the miniature frog was about to lose its home

So the human, after days of talking and befriending this frog comes to the conclusion the frog has nowhere else to go but his house, so he likes... Take the frog back home

It can be angst or fluffly, depending if its like

"im sorry i have no other options" dramatically takes the miniature and forces it to come with him

Or

"ye like...u about to lose this house, so ya wanna come with me?"

"seems right" casual shrug

I dont think ive described what i wanna describe at the best of my abilities but i home this gives a (sort of) clear idea

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Trust

Do not worry this is not incest, i hate incest, these two siblings do not and will never ever think of the other like a lover, the only love in here is in a sibling's way

With that being said...

Sob

-...w-why...where are you taking me?-

No response

-where have you been for all these years...?-

Just the sound of the waves crushing on the boat

-what happened?-

Growing more and more desperate

Until he cried

-please...just talk to me...-

Thats when his eyes finally lifted to meet his crying brother's one, but just like before his mouth made no sound

The wind wasnt blowing, yet the sail was stretched, moving the boat forward

-...you disappeared for thirteen years...and now you want me to come with you...-

But his brother remained tense, dark and silent

His eyes didnt reflect a fraction of any emotion, just wide and darkened

Stiff as stone sitted with his back on the wood, not even bothered by the dark blue and golden armor that covered him

-...Callias...?- he tried one last time, this time trying to put himself sit failing once again

-...Callias please...are you listening?-

And finally...he sighed

A deep, annoyed sigh, the same one he gave when Lian wouldnt go to bed back at the Orphanage

Lifting his head, looking coldly at his brother

His little brother, human and pure, small and frail just like a child...

The metallic sound reverbered through his ears, wanting to back away and feeling disgusted with himself for fearing his brother, the same one that raised him, that gave him the good night kiss, that brang him toys from the city

...

He wasnt a bad guy, he wasnt a monster, the city had just looked at him wrong

Or at least he wanted, oh so badly wanted, to believe as a hand slightly bigger than his skull slowly reached for him, for his laid figure, the straied and tied figure... And gently caressed him, wiping a tear away and petting his head

-...why am i tied...?- he sobbed, shivering

...

-...its ok...-

His voice was just as remembered, deep and severe even when spitting nice words.

-...where are we going...?

...where are you taking me...?- trying to ignore the massive fingers pulling his hair back to clean his vision

-...youll be fine...its all you need to know...-

Exhasperating even more his little brother, sobbing and crying loudly now that he didnt have the strenght to cover them anymore

And they remained like that for a while, the giant caressed his gently while the human cried, missing his home, his friends and hoping he would see them once again

But as the river opened to a large lake, both of them could see the snowy village, no, city

A white and golden palace stood on the mountains, high, towering over the many roads and houses all scattered around the bottom

If it wasnt for the situation, both the human and the giant would have gasped, but the brother didnt even bother to turn to look at the town, fixated on his smaller brother that even of just for a little, stopped crying to admire the white valley

All around the mountains made a natural wall, the only entrance being the river that came from one of the coldest seas, the White sea

-we're here...- he looked at his brother that raised his chin

-...where...?-

Turning around, pointing at the highest palace and looking back at him

-There...

Dont call me by name, or brother...-

Sitting heavily as if tired, on the wood, hitting the short wall with a thud before once again sighing

.

.

.

Silence came again

An awkard one, shattered only by the sound of the water and the boat moving towards the port

-...

why the armor...?- this time with much less tremblig voice, an attept to calm himself by starting a conversation that just, at least, made sense to him

But his brother's attention was on the ground, thinking of something else and even tho he heard him loud and clear it took him at least few seconds before realizing what he was asked

Looking at himself with a raised brow before sighing

-...i...i forgot i had it...on...- with a tired look on his face, more relaxed than before

Even with trembling limbs, a heartrate much higher than normal and drying tears on his cheeks, Lian snorted

-...you've still got problems with your senses...?-

It was true

Even tho Callias was, from his look, a skilled warrior and hand to hand fighter, he was born with a small weakness, that is the one that pushed him to sharpen all his other senses

That is also why, contrasting his cold blood-thirsty like look, Callias enjoyed touch

He could feel touch, but his brain alerted him of it only when he already aknowledged he was being touched, resulting in him not noticing things such as someone holding his arm, being pinched or (just like now) forgetting that he was wearing a heavy, metal armor

He nodded, a slow nod

But even that small talk between the two didnt help in the end

The town got closer, and the human really felt like running away once set foot on the ground

-...i-i...- he choked on his words, sounding on the verge of crying as he finally made his brother turn to look at him

Gulp

How could he run anyway?

He let out a shaking breath before looking up only to see his brother's pinning stare and his hand reaching for his shoulder

Seeing the town get closer and closer, his brother waited for him to talk

But whatever words he had inside were now a fade as he looked up, shivered and lowered his eyes again

-what is it...?- his brother's voice, slightly worried unlike his gaze that remained ice cold and unfazed

Not really wanting, feeling, like insisting again and again until he lost his voice

-...i-its cold...- he said, and it was

His brother stared at him before relaxing his shoulders

-...im sorry...i forget how cold it is here...-

As his hand reached for the small storing space where food and blankets were folded in, taking out a soft cotton blanket

Lian felt the same hand that caressed from his hair to his back, grab his arm to pull him up and force him to sit right next to his brother, his now four meters tall...sibling, before feeling the large blanket wrap around him and a warm hand place on his shoulder, keeping him close to the giant

It was only luck that prevented the brother from seeing the smaller one's lip shiver, containing a whine and a sob as he bobbed his head down and tried not to push away from the only family he had now, the same he was scare-

He would have felt if it wasnt for the bulk that held him

Thud

They were right there, land

Snowy, inhabitated by giants, murderous beast-like creatures he could only study with books, and before he found his brother again, found him being much bigger than any human would, with pitch black horns and scars all over his face and hands, children stories

The same one that giant used to tell him to make him go asleep

go to bed or a giant will come and eat your fingers

Lost in his memories, he hasnt noticed his brother get up and wait for him to follow

And even less, the pea- giants looking at his brother, bow and talk to him with stars in their eyes

-hey...get up- calling him, losing every hinch of warmth he had before, making his little brother snap from his thoughts, and get up, bringing the blanket with him

The town was much different from close, even if cold and white, it was lively and full of giants roaming in the markets and bars

There were humans too, just like in the stories

Humans...

Lian followed his brother, doing as said by not calling him, stepping on the snow and listening to it crunch while following the clanks of the armor of his brother

His armor, now that he had noticed, was the same model or at least very similar, of the other giants that seemed to be guards around the town, if not for the color

Giant soldiers that bowed slightly before walking past him

But Callias didnt seem to care about them, he walked on the side of the road past countless of admirors that spoke both about him and about Lian

"has master Callias bought a slave?" "Its the first time i see Sir De Nova interested in humans" "yet he returned all the gifted slaves, guess he was a picky one"

A slave...so thats what humans are here

Lian couldnt help but look down, where has his brother taken him? Why?

But as he walked wothout looking, he stumbled right against he subject of the many murmurs

-wha-...?-

He could tell his brother glanced at him before turning to talk with the one that stopped him

Not a cold glance, nor an angered one or a worried one

His brother seemed to be talking with a fine looking giant, one with a white armor, an enormous sword on the back and the smile of the priest of his orphanage

-aah! Sir Callias, ots always a pleasure to see you-

Shaking hands, Callias looked at him once again with no other face than the default emotion-less one, his usual dark and severe look that made everyone think he was contemplating murder

-hey...uhm...Rhune?-

...

The giant in white couldnt help but laugh, loudly and holding himself for whole seconds before wiping a tear and looking up at the Sir

-ahah...ha...i...im Kehold Varsaha...we...we have spent the whole trip to Homaya together...two weeks...haha...

General of the third stack of the East...haha-

He was clearly offended and trying to mask it

But Cassian remained un-moved, just staring at the General with the gaze a child gives to homework

-pleasure to be meeting you again Sir Kehold Vasaha...

I do apologize but i find myself in a rush right now- it sounded weird

His brother wasnt usually so formal, he was a real prick back when he was young

Lian looked up at the two trying not to be seen by the one in the front, peeking from his brother's side and hoping the giant would just go away

But as his brother spoke to the general, this one didnt seem to listen, widening his smile and frowning in an embarassed manner

-Sir, there's no need for such formalities, especially from you

I heard many of your stories and say with my own eyes what you can do with only a wooden training sword- bowing slightly

So his brother was quite the piece hm..?

Between the snow and the looks of the giants, Lian couldnt help but start feeling suffocated, pulling his hands as the rope seemed tighter, breathing heavily as air started to lack

Slowly, the voices of his brother and his admiror started to become a background effect, a fuzzy, confused sound, and the crunching snow under the feets of the giants that walked past became loud

Out of instinct, he couldnt help but take his hands out the blanked that clinged on his shoulders, and find balance by holding himself on the cape of his brother, that only when the general pointed out about Lian he noticed, and the voices became even fuzzier

Hey....it? Is...ok?

And he couldnt breath anymore

The last thing he remembered was his brother kneeling to him, holding him up with hands that could crush his skull, calling his name before taking him in his arms and walking away, pushing the general away

Where was he taking hin again? This was the secind time he fainted in the presence of his brother, and the first one resulted in him waking up on a boat with a giant version of his sibling and tied hands

He better explain him whats happening next time he wakes up

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I have a world

Aaaalllllright, stay right there.

There is a reason if i made this.blog, and the reason is that i have a world, in entire one with my own magic system, my own kingdoms and empires, and history.

There is a story in this world, well actually, many stories with too many different characters.

But there is one story, that i call main story, with much more than the others.

I made the characters, their stories and then i made them follow a lead.

The main story is about four "friends".

A human, a dragon, an Alliak (a specie i created) and a half elf.

Where the human is part of a prophecy where he is supposedly meant to save "the living ones" that the queen, his mother (not of blood) convinces are humanity.

This Human, has been sent by a lost god no one knows about, from the "upper world" and no one knows how he (the human) exists.

But since the prince is a stubborn one, he doesnt care about the prophecy, about becoming a king or about being "a bless".

And he knows nothing about...well...anything.

And one day, during his eightteenth birthday, he has the loudest, most violent argument with his mother, resulting in him "winning" as he kinda gog what he wanted.

The thing is... The prince didnt want to become king, but his mother did and so she said that as long as she ruled the kingdom, he would have first finished his studies (law, history, combact and magic) and then he would have been free to join a guild and do the "childish adventures" he so wanted to.

Now, the prince is almost nineteen and he finally joined a guild in the borders of the kingdom where many peaple didnt know the prince's name or look.

He joined the team with his two friends he met there, to join a guilt you must have a party, guilds work in parties that must be at least of four peaple.

When someone signs in a guild, they get matched with other ones that signed unless you sign with you already made party.

Since there were only two others that didnt have a party yet, he had to come up with a plan to.find a fourth member, but his mother did it for him as she assigned him his body guard aka a trained slave with mental issues that the prince hated because he would always smile and do a said.

I mean, hes a slave, and he's not even an he actually...ill explain.

Anyway, he finally had his party made up of a half elf no one would have dared to fight, a built girl with two tattoos on her shoulders and ankles, and a real sweet heart named Jasmine.

A Dragon turned human that lost his memories and just follows the girl anywhere, the two of them have been together for almost three years, she swore to help him figure his past, Henry

An Alliaka with absolutely no humor that could kick your ass, and makes everyone angry with his positively toxic personality that is Lannynton

And the prince, a normal human with anger issues, small goblin i'd say, he picked up from his mother and is now trying to be better towards his slave, he doesnt want to admit it but he wants to find out why he was sent on earth by a god, and how, he might not look like because of his costant sharp tongue, and he actually hid it by everyone but he is a cleric of really high level.

Pamlin since a very young age had attracted the gods, resulting him in having met many minor gods and talking with them like friends, his best friend is a twin god with two heads that speaks in rhymes and would sing for him when he felt bad, he can occasionally call the local gods (minor ones often respond) and when he meets strong ones, he always gives them a nice impression because of "the little light he has in chest" that always confused him since many gods said they werent referring to his spirit or anything like that, but would never expkain further.

Hes also an archer...yay!

Anyway ill post how they look like...

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G/t prompt

Gt prompt about a pretty giant obsessed with cute tinies, finds one stuck in one of those (horrible) glue mouse traps and now the tiny is kept because hes gravely injured but doesnt understand that tie G is helping him (and obsessing over him).

Extra points if the G has actually 0 patience and/or has some kind of "violent" occupation (boxer etc...) but hes has the face of an angel and the body of a body builder.

Pretty giants is what i crave.

I actually have two oc's that are already like this, but the possibilities are infinite.

[coconutnutmilk]

Some old art with some of my Original characters.

The young man is called Alexander, adopted prince believed to be cursed and then discovered to be a shape shifter of an owl beast (absolutely not inspired my the owl house what are you thinking)

And the old man, king of one of the many kingdoms in the seven empires, and father of the sweet young man.

I created a whole world, if you wanna know about it you can find it on UnVale, its gratis and great.

Alexander was adopted when just a child of not even 4 years old, the king was returning to the holiday palace after it started raining and stumbled across an owl like, four legged beast about the size of his head, and with a bleeding mouth.

The creatures has in fact just ran away from some adventures that caught it stealing food and by tryimh to hit it, they cut it's tongue with a sword, and the king unable to ignore the poor creature decided to cure it.

Little did he know that the day after he found the same creature following him every single day, that is until instead of a small, puffy beast he found at the steps of the palace, a kid that could just make out noises and barely walk.

So, aknowledging that he had no successor no lover or family (tragic backstory yeh yeh i know) he decided to raise the kid, also as a way to redeem himself from many things he did, hoping he would feel better by helping a child with a curse (then with more research he got that it wasnt a curse)

The prince Alexander is a curious, pretty dumb but really nice guy, and tall, like really tall.

He uses a sword but isnt really good at it but being a magical creature gave him "intimidatory roar" that is a spell every magical creature has, but he rarely uses it.

He cant control his shifting, when be feels a strong emotion feathers appear especially on his cheeks and limbs, giving him the "puffy angry child" look.

He once made a friend that he then lost connections to until 23, when he'll find him again in a guild after running away from the kingdom, not wanting to become king and also because his father told him to live his life the way he wanted.

Hes kinda the low level adventurer with the cool sidekick and a secret, very strong ability (the shape shifting into a giant flying owl beast)

Also, the sidekick that is his friend is a poor lion hybrid with no money that thought he was being mocked by the mute prince before understanding the prince was just a very socially awkard loaded guy that needed friends, and started meeting with him because he would often pay for him at bars and such, and he needed the money.

Also (yes, more also) the king's lover was a vampire that was sent from an enemy as a spy but that got captured and after few months started feeling sick because he was far away from his master (most vampires are slaves in the Orc's kingom and cabt stay away for too much from their owners) and the king noticing it, used his 500+ knowledge on magic to undo the ownership spell and thaf kinda made the vampire thankful.

The the vampire died after some other subordinates of his previous master took him under the sun, and then got killed by the king, that then sunk in a deep depression for having killed some slaves that were just following orders.... /:1

Ya! Depression...che bello.

Anyway! Find the extremely complicated story of mh world on Unvale, where i also explain some of the main story i created, or at least the origins of it.

[coconutnutmilk]

More silliness from my big boy and my little bb

[coconutnutmilk]

Realish:one shot

Good lord help me.

I mean, the good lord in the other world, the one that doesnt play with other's lives and doesnt laugh whenever i beg.

The good good lord.

Anyway, i was right in the temple, few days after discovering Realish had many temples, they didnt really seem to care about peaple worshopping them but they did like having many homes.

Every temple was designed with only three rooms, an entrance with a giant soft throne, decorated with gold and quartzes, and labradorites, and a third room made with a soft pavement and a large round four poster bed, with tents and lots of pillows.

At first i thought i knew why they'd want just a room with a giant bed and floating candelabras, but i didnt.

When they brang me here for the first time all theyve done was sleep, talk to some humans as they would more often than expected come for help, not like they actually seemed to care, they just gave them food or some stones.

And for all the time being i just sat next to the throne, looking down at the twisted golden lines on the floor, that made a mess of circles.

At the moment, the God was eating their nails, looking at the void while sitting on the throne, this time, they had human legs and a pair of large pants that perfectly matched the shirt that also made the cape.

Probably waiting for some specific human or other to come in.

But few minutes passed by, i looked up at the God and they didnt even notice, that was weird, they always knew when something was happening.

Their face was completely neutral, completely lost in a trance, biting the nails distracted.

I kept looking at them a bit concerned, what was in their mind?

After few other minutes of nothing, i started hearing something.

At first it was some calm melody, but then it became a bit rougher, not in a too bad way.

The music just played as a background, it was normal, the God would often summon some music, usually calm songs.

It was a bit fast.

I didnt move keeping my sat position on the pillow the god had evoked before, dozing a little, amd looking at the windows thag took place basically anywhere, large and colored ones, that made the blizard outside a rainbow shower.

I looked up at the window, relaxing at the sound that made a huge contrast with the music.

Or at least for a bit, as the music quickly twisted as if the compact disk suddenly started going backwards, it was creepy and it went by for two whole seconds before starting again.

I felt chills down my spine, i looked up at the God a bit worried, were they ok? What the heck happened? I was just to call them with a small whisper but then...

A drop of blood ent down their hand and felt on their shirt from the biting, my heart twisted and i shout

"MASTER!"

They jumped and fell from their still position before looking at me, unfazed, to then notice their hand.

Blood, Realish was full of blood? That felt so unnatural.

Blood was human, organic, blood was for living beings.

They stared at their hand and instead of making the wound disappear they just rubbed the blood away with rhe shirt and took a deep breath.

"got a bit distracted..." No joy, no playfullness.

Who the heck was i talking to?

"i-is everything"without letting me finish as the quickly cut me "yea yea, i was just thinking about something" turning around, looking at me with a smile, a smile which sides trembled.

And turned around again, looking up to the roof as it was made of glass to see the night.

The blizzard was rough, and so were my feelings, the god was upset in a way i had never seen, it was something deep.

I returned my head towards the floor, visibly worried.

It was so off, they acted like a complete different person, and so suddenly.

I kept looking down, wanting to glance at the throne but still not doing it out of fear of being seen.

"i was just thinking about something" they suddenly spoke, speaking the last phrase in a more...irritated tone.

'thud'

they stepped down the throne.

I turned around as cold sweat formed on me, looking at them as they walked down the few steps and stopped before sitting and laying their head on their hands.

"m-master?" I tried to call them with a whisper, not getting a response, instead, i got ignored.

I crawled closer to them, still careful to stay oit of reach but enough so i could se at least a glipse of emotion from them, only to realize the mask made it impossible for me to see.

But then they got up again, making me retreat and look up as the walked to the nearby pillar, look at it, lifted a hand and

CRUSH

I covered my ears and let out a yelp as boulders fell on the ground, shaking it and lifting a nube of dust, making me cough and look at the god in fright.

But they didnt seem calmer.

They looked at the fallen pillar and groaned

"its not normal" a whisper came from them as they kicked a massive debris and sent it loudly to the other side of the temple.

All i could do was crawl behind the throne as i understood it was for a while before the God would calm down.

And i was correct.

An earthquake as another fist, then a kick then a shout, they were so angry with somethings.

Rocks went flying down the massive hall that was slowly getting destroyed, i covered my ears and shut my eyes, terrified of what would happen if they decided to take the anger out on me.

I cried, THUD, then i tried to cover myself from the falling debris, CRUSH, then i tried to steady my breathing, SMASH

But nothing else happened for moments that felt like ages, the ground shaking kept reminding me of how close this was happening, how high the possibilities of being a target were.

And just after few minutes, silence finally came, just the sound of heavy breathing.

I trembled and glanced outside the throne, only one pillar standing, the others all pulverised on the ground.

I let out a shaky breath, it finally ended, or at least i thought, as the God appeared, walked to the last pillar and instead of hitting it with a fist, a kick did, cracking the base as it started falling whole towards the throne.

I stared as the pillars slowly started falling towards me, it took few seconds for me before i realized which direction it was going, and all i could do was watch as it got closer and closer, faster, heavier...

Just like the deer stops at the flashing lights of a car on the road, i stopped at the closening giant pillar that was to crush me, until it stopped getting closer, it stopped moving at all, remaining half way down.

I heavy breathed, panicked, not really understanding before daring to take my eyes off it to look at the God...that just, with a relaxed hand barely touching the pillar, held it with an unfazed expression before, with a slight move of hand, the pillar shout it self to.the wall, sending debris that hit my head and caused me to shout again, covering myself in cower.

Was it over now? Was the God finally done?

The pillar layed still few meters from me, dust falling everywhere and rocks taking place where the loudly felt.

I sobbed and looked up, finally the silence.

Shaking i crawled outside of the throne and looked at the messed temple, the God was sitting on the steps of the throne right in front of me, and just as i walked a step back, they stared at me emotionless, sending a wave of terror in me.

"s-sorry..." I muttered, shaken.

The God sighed, something they never did, and looked at the room.

"i almost killed you" they spoke, and turned towards me again, their hand reaching for my wrist and pulling me slowly, closer.

"its fine, im done" they reassured me as they, as usual, read my mind.

A hand on my back pulled me until i hand to crawl on their lap, gripping my wrists and head, to then press me against the chest of the God, whose heart did not beat.

I stayed there without complaining, knowing what it would bring, instead, i kept sobbing, trying to find comfort on them and their weirdly kind act, tho they just forced me to sit on their lap and squish me like some comfort peluche.

I still tried to comfort myself, frightned by the God's outburst.

"sometimes i think too much, and i start...getting out of reality" they started, getting my attention.

"i start drawing, characters from a story i made, i dont even need to make plans, the story just starts flowing in my head, i start making new charachters whose background is complicated and...and so easily made from me..." Getting upset, sounding more...desperate.

"and the things, others keep asking me about how i did these things, but like...i just thought for a minute and a face suddenly appeared in my head, and so a new character was made... Because even when i dont want to, i keep thinking, when i need to do other things, things that actually matter" the grip started tightening, making me flinch as i listened.

"and i get upset...i cant listen, i cant read or watch movies with others, my mind just wont let go..."and sighed, upset.

"its not normal" yea, youre not normal.

They let out a groan and looked away.

"i need a break" and just like that, as i blinked, i found myself alone.

I looked around, the temple was perfect, clean, shining, and there was a beautyful night sky outside.

I shivered.

Oh well, guess il spend some me time.

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Realish the moment they got a bit too excited.

Realish is basically a big kid that ate too many candies, and the human (theyre still deciding his name) is just like "fukfukfuk" but then nothing happens.

No humans were harmed in the making of this drawimg, youncan read the story if you scroll few posts (really just a few)

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A priest that hounts my dreams.

His name is Hikari and since the day of birth he basically adored the god Raitoburu (im trying to write about him but im having few problems because my last savings werent really saved🤷).

He lives on the island of Andisoar, an island that out of nothing appeared in the middle of the ovean, where huge waves and a wind that could bend trees takes place on a daily basis.

Little did.the.other know was that a God made that island, the god Raitoburu, a kind god that saved hundreds of slaves from drowning when they were left to die in the ocean, a way to get rid of slaves that couldnt properly work.

He saw some tiny drowning humans and said "hell no" and just...picked them up, made an island and left them.on it, gave them knowledge to fish, blessed the entire population and one day Hikari was born.

Hikari wasnt always healthy, his mother had weak bones and when he was born he wouldnt breath, and the mother just didnt take it, she rushed to the God (he had the habit of stay sit on the surface of the water, napping from sit or just looking at the humans from distant) and begged him to save her child.

Of course he was like "oh yeah let me fix that" but many habitants, before he could talk, insisted it was the course of life and that she couldnt ask him to save a human life out of the blue, but when he talked, making everyone shut up and look up at him, many bowing, he just picked her up, blessed the child and let her on the ground, then a huge party happened and she died few months later.

Hikari got raised like a town son, kind and strong, but his being so strong among so many others that had weaknesses (remember thay all descended from slaves that because of diseases and more couldnt work) made others realise how efficiently he could work, and everyone started asking him to do things.

One day he had a melt down and rushed to a hill, he was still a child and he never spoke to Raitoburu, only saw him few days every three months (he liked to sleep underwater, so he did) from distant, he was a god, its not like he talked to the humans, plus he was huge.

Hikari prayed, at first it was more of a desperate attempt, a joke, but then he answered.

Hikari could hear a masculine voice in his head, his voice, so they started talking a lot, and he grew up devoting his life to him.

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The legend of Raitoburu

To read the story pf Raitoburu, you need to read this and then "Raitoburu", this is an introduction of the legend.

Not many living beings have attained creation itself, and not many saw it as first borns.

It burned yet it didnt

it was bright yet dark

it was confusion and clear at the same time.

It was life and death, fighting.

And just as their swords touched, it was me, it as me and my brothers, and the planets and the stars and galaxy.

It was creation.

There was no sound, but the rush of wild energy, the matter creating from such power and compressing due to the attraction, it was a a domino effect, smaller explosions as matter collided on others, creating and creating more energy.

Expanding the range of action until every geode found its place.

And then i felt.

At least i think, i didnt have a body, i was just a sentient light sphere, floating following the explosions, i dont think time passed during the process of creation, or maybe it did and it has.been billions of years.

But suddenly i started falling, attracted to the matter that getting closer made me understand just how small i was, becoming large, enormous, until i couldnt see the curve.

Falling into the lava, boiling, it was all lava, but it wasnt bad, cozy id say.

I kept still, not really knowing how to move, i could sense both Life's and Death's magic rushing and fighting in the thick matter, it was everywhere.

But after few moments, the energy slowed down, not running anymore, but walking.

The lava disappeared, it was all dark, warm still, but dark.

I tried to move but it was all like a dream, i had no limbs, i didnt have a head or a brain, i was a being, just there to witness the formation of history.

Suddenly i felt lifted, something lifting me like an invisible force, and it wasnt dark anymore, it was blue.

So blue, everything was of a deep blue, even the sky was blue, it was blue and cold, a new kind of energy made it self clear to the new view.

A brother of mine, perhaps paying a visit.

It was right there, close to me, and just like me they didnt have a body, or a voice, or a way to talk, they were there, with me.

Their presence kept coming and going away for few seconds, until i clearly saw something...moving.

It was small, so small, floating in the deep blue majestically, dancing with the same freedom i felt i had.

Was it my brother? No, their energy was somewhere else too, another even smaller, following the bigger one, singing too.

An ipnotic sound came from these two majestic creatures, a song, perhaps a way to communicate between them, they didnt need words, they just needed a melody to make the other understand their feelings.

It was beautyful.

So this is what my brother was, at least i have one of my brothers names in my non existent head.

Feeling.

Or Fel for short.

He seemed beautyful, these two creatures have his blessing, and even the smaller ones.

I like whales...

Just like few moments ago, my conscience was lifted, and just as if pushed by a rush of air, i found myself in...green?

Green, and brown, and yellow and purple...and...

And so many colors.

I looked around, finding myself small this time as wonderful towers of life showered me with thin, light green...leaves.

The wind made them tinkle, and the light played games on them, something i would never see again.

A rush of energy arrived with the sound of leaves moving, a sister...

And again, another creature, enormous, with beautyful giant...antlers, deep dark eyes that reflected the light, and it too had a smaller version of it self.

Smaller, weaker and full of life, holding ot its mouth a sweet and round peach, lowering its head to munch it easily as the older one sniffled the air, and turned over, looking at me

I could feel the energy, coming from its composure, it was so full.

Tho, i wasnt exactly in one place, and the...deer seemed to have noticed, feeling a presence yet not understanding where it was, it looked around, its previous calmness and joy disappeared, making the young one nervous, they both looked around before clopping away.

Guess Prosperity wanted to say hi.

And just as before, i was taken away from the force, this time traveling thousands of miles, the paesage becoming darker in tones, colder, less...lively.

And the energy, a black, dark one stung my...nose? Did i have a nose? Well, no, but i could sense the stunginess.

The view was unpleasent, an infinite space, flat with no trees of living being, with only a giant vulcan, a vulcan that straripated with energy, a thick coat that mafe it impossible to live in the surroundings.

I tried to get closer to the vulcan, the lava was redish, more that what lava was supposed to be, in fact, it wasnt lava nor magma, it was...blood?

It was my sister's blood.

Now lets stop the drama and talk for a moment.

How come all my brothers and sisters get to have complete control over their powers but im still just a floating conscience??

My sister even has a physical body! I dont have that! Im a sphere of light that gets pushed around by some superior force (here, Realish snickers)

Ok, lets get back to the story.

The blood boiled as something stood in the middle, small, dipped in the red blood.

A tiny, weak sprout.

How was it possible? A small, imponent life, in the middle of the violent energy.

Raw energy in large amounts is able to kill armies of titan...titans.

And that was it, i felt, in the lava and then in the ground under it, keeping the fall at a speed that shouldnt be possible, finding myself in water for few seconds, perhaps an underground tank, except it was holy water and it was under a vulcan.

I was in the ground again, going faster and faster, falking until without changing direction the feeling of fall changed to lift, i was now getting lifted, still surpassing the laws of physic, and i was in the blue again.

The feeling stopped, i was there, completely emmobile, unter the water which's pressure would have crushed towns, what exactly is a town? Whatever.

And just as i looked around, i noticed i could look around, and suddenly, i could move, and shape, and see clearly

I started feeling the water on my skin, which still had to form.

I wasnt a sphere anymore, the tour was finished, i was now awakeninv much later than my bros.

But the shaping stopped until i had the form of an unfinished puppet.

I had nothing, no eyes, no ears, no mouth nor hair.

Then i remembered, the blue alla around me was beautyful, but i didnt want to get confused in it, and my skin became whatbi wanted it to, a light blue, like the clear sky.

The bright peach, that nourished the animals, their lively colors, and just like that, my hair were fluffly, short a Pink Peach.

Those antlers looked cool too, yea ill add them too.

But all those creatures, they became like that after time, time that i rushed as by floating around hundreds, no, thousands of years passed.

And im looking like this because i want to, its wrong.

Yet what could i do? Remain a sphere forever? Of course i had to shape myself.

And just like that, i was there, with a body this time, light blue skin, that covered my 30 meters tall body...

Right...

I looked up and reached for the surface of the water, and just as my hand got out, i used the suface as a floor, supporting myself as i got out and walked of the ocean (yes, like jesus, exactly)

It felt weird, but just being able to walk, for a secomd i thought my brother was there because a rush of excitement coursed through my veins, woah...i even had veins.

I had a toned body, just in the norm, my hair were definetly the rebel style, and huge antlers that looked drawed due to the ornaments on them, and i had eyes, giant, deep eyes that stared back as i looked at myself in the water, i had a huge smile and a small, compared to my face, squared nose, all shades of blue making swirls on me, until i realized something.

I was naked.

Oh me, i felt my face becoming hot, as hot as blood, i wanted to cover myself but i didnt have anything...no.

I could just, shape myself some clothes right?

I looked around, noticing just how much mass i had, i was a titan, every movement felt heavy, not to me, but to the air, like i knew exactly how much i weight.

No one was around, except for the countless miles of water, and some extremely small fishes.

I closed my eyes and just concentrated, hoping to activate some change settings option, until i felt something.

A white and gold garnment around my waist, only one sleeve, leaving half my chest exposed, nothing much.

The garnment felt down my legs with two lateral cuts and several heavy golden chains at the sides, holding the pieces together.

Ok, that felt more comfortable.

I sat on the water, making waves but ignoring them, i was covered, i just needed to understand exactywhat happened.

Time seemed to have stopped rushing it self, everything was going a normal speed.

Everything i saw happened for real, all thatwas there, or at least it was there few years ago.

But i didnt feel knew, everything around me wasnt new to me, ive already saw all that, i felt kinda recycled.

Of course it was only a matter of time before a new memory made me understand.

I was a human, in a very far reality, and i was the definition of general.

Not too high, not too short.

Not too kind, not too much of a jerk.

Had few lovers, nothing much, except for the last one.

A...uhm...a guy named...

I scratched my head trying to remember his name, it all seemed so distant, like if my past life was a dream.

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The chapter was actually much longer than this but my phone is stupid and instead of saving it posted it without the continue, so have this unfinished confused God.

Good evening, Good night, good morning and good afternoon.

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