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The RAIN acronym is an ancient Buddhist mindfulness tool to cope with hardship. When life throws you a curve ball -- a weighty life decision, a problem at work or even a moment of anxiety that you can't put your finger on -- how do you react?

RECOGNIZE

ALLOW

INVESTIGATE

NON-IDENTIFY

R stands for recognizing what is happening in this moment. Someone just walked too close to you on the sidewalk or didn’t give you what you feel is your “right of way,” and boom, you’re angry. The “R” is simply to notice what is happening, to be present enough to know that something is happening. This is not a small thing. Many people are immediately reactive—and worse, they blame the other person for causing their reaction. The point is to be awake, to pay attention.

A stands for accepting. This does not mean that you wanted what just happened to happen. It simply means that you acknowledge that it did. You name it: for example, “anger is here.” The idea is that although you are not going to indulge the emotion or thought with further thinking or righteousness or another emotion, neither do you resist or avert or distract yourself from what’s happening. You simply acknowledge and name what is happening. You are willing to be open to whatever it is.

I stands for investigating the sensations in the body. This step is primarily a physical noticing. What does anger feel like? The heart beats faster, there can be a flush of energy and heat and a tightening of certain muscles. These physical events are what we label as “anger.” This energetic emotional component has to be willingly and thoroughly felt until the body returns to open relaxation. You breathe and wait and breathe and feel the body, at first tight and then slowly changing, relaxing and opening, letting go. If this is not thoroughly done, then we haven’t really felt the emotion that was triggered by the initial thought, and that energy gets stuck in the body and adds to the conditioned structure that was triggered in the first place. This openness to the physical event is what integrates the energy, dissipates it, and—if it is practiced over and over— eventually dissolves that particular egoic structure, which has no concrete core. The realization that the egoic system will eventually dissolve if we don’t add more thought or energy to it is a wonderful one when first experienced, and a real taste of the potential freedom to come if we continue with practice.

N stands for not identifying. There’s no need to identify a “me’” in what just happened. It was just a passing mental and emotional event, like watching a scene in a movie or the clouds as they move through the sky. We don’t have to build and rebuild a “me” on the passing content of the body-mind. Instead, we can stand as the observer. This not-identifying is tricky, but when the first change of identity shifts from the content of mind to the observer, we can see that the content is not who we are. This is the first real shift of freedom. Eventually identification as “the observer” drops away as well, but to simply make the shift is a good place to start.

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‘a delicate balance’

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Working on it 😅

“Learn to say ‘no’ without explaining yourself.”

— Unknown

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Be careful what you allow to have access to you 💗

You are a product of what you choose to consume. Your thoughts, feelings, energy, fantasies and day dreams depends on the information, images and sounds you have experienced. It’s important to be mindful and conscious whenever you consume anything outside of yourself and to shield yourself when ever possible.

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Stayed at the coolest Airbnb this past week.

📍denver, co

- rules

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Correction: BE who makes YOU happy ☀️

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This -

I struggle with this and I’m almost 30. I grew up faster than most and I’m constantly searching for a break.

Let me be clear on this “break” because some confuse them for hand outs.

I’m mentally exhausted and I would like to endlessly scroll or sit and watch and do whatever a 17 year old would do to kill time because I feel like thats where I stopped.

Again, I’m almost 30 and I feel older. I joke about being an old lady and it’s true to me.

My mind is older than most my age but it craves to be turned off sometimes and it’s more than stopping my overthinking - I don’t want to have to make a decision for 24 hours.

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a beautiful composition of broken - r.h. Sin

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I’m ready for the new year

In 2021 I built the foundation, in 2022 I’ll build the empire

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*takes a nap*

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Oh r.h. Sin - I can’t put you down.