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something something felix being the constant need to survive something something adrien being the constant want to die....

something something....

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yeah sorry guys i couldnt help myself ive had this drawing for so long (since march) and the fic. is still not done. ITS SUPPOSED TO BE A ONESHOT WHY AM I LIKE THIS

anyway so uhm so uhm tehe can you guess what its about

WHATEVER. ILL ADD A SNIPPET BELOW THE CUT LOOK LOOK LOOK 👇👇👇👇👇👇👇

(btw its colt being a shit ass father)

The slam of the tailgate being closed snaps him back, and his Father is pulling himself into the driver's seat. He doesn’t look up, but Father doesn’t start the truck immediately. 

“I’m proud of you, did good for a first time.” And Felix wants to scoff, or burst into tears, he doesn’t know.

Felix isn’t proud of himself, he can’t be, he feels sick, numb, and disgusted with himself. He doubts Father is actually proud of him, he’s never heard him say it before, he doesn’t know if he’s being honest. Mum tells him she's proud of him, not Father, he’s never even felt a positive way about Felix, so why now? After Felix has committed a heinous deed and they took the body with them, there should be no reason to be proud. 

The only thing Father is proud of is his own collection of a kill count. Why would Felix’s matter? Maybe his Father just wants Felix to be like him. And that’s a terrifying thought. 

“Hey.” Father says loud, “I just gave you a compliment, take it.” He’s growing irritated, though when is he not irritated? 

Felix keeps his head and voice low, and croaks out, “Thanks.” But he’s not thankful. He isn’t thankful Father took him out here in the first place, he isn’t thankful Father made him shoot that deer, and he sure as hell isn’t thankful he made him drag it back with them. 

Father starts the truck and grumbles out a, “Ungrateful piece of shit.” Under his breath and steps on the gas. 

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hey so hey so hey so.

can we talk about this scene. pretty please. like with a cherry on top?

the sentimonster didnt even manifest/make up any feelings that already werent there.

meaning he's already thought like this before. and this was his first instinct after feeling terrible

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ok so. ladybug!luka and blackcat!kagami au. but also adrien gets the dog miraculous and marinette gets the mouse AHHHHHH

guys guys guys guys the DYNAMICS ARE SO.

i also have zero names other than multimouse so feel free to give me some BLINK BLINK BLINK

ougghh. kagami giving adrien the dog because she doesnt really know anyone else and he is ECSTATIC. and kagami like almost immediately regrets it and luka giving the mouse because he trusts her and wants her to realize that shes strong

kagami wants to kill everything on sight and luka is like "bro. chill. i got this" out of costume they know eachother and are trying so desperately to figure out who "hawkmoth" (its tomoe) is and then they bring any info they find out to each other and then also in costume and both just. cant. seem to figure out their identities LMAO

oh gosh this dynamic i love because. well adrien has different lore. he doesnt go to school but ends up at the bakery alot and gets to be besties with marinette, and marinette is still definitely kinda shy due to mever getting that ladybug confidence, adrien IMMEDIATELY peices together she's multimouse and just quickly tells her that its him its so funny

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dont mind me, im just obsessed with @buggachat 's vampire au

i need to know more about adrien NOW NOW NOW

marinette tries all the things she used to do with him to try and get him to come around but like. it doenst work GAH

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rebloggung because im thinking about jr

miraculous vampire au but its just this

so thats it

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wait can i make art for fics i havent even finished yet because i want to and i have beforw amd ive mever posted them and also i want to make you all cry from my ideas

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mmmmm obsessed

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Personally, I headcanon Gabriel Agreste as trans.

Why? Because I like him, he's a funky dude, and I say so. Gabriel Agreste is a trans man in my eyes.

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hey guys did you know im absolutely obsessed with the idea of gabriel/hawkmoth dying (for WHATEVER reason) and chat noir and ladybug being there for it and chat noir doesnt call him father he calls him papa like hes a little kid again can people do more of that please please please please

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slaps this baby in another "never to be polished" pile. saw that trend on tik tok and I'm experiencing a very heavy art block.

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oh hey. day 11 of lukadrien month clothing swap

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my cutie patooties :3

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"oh yeah, this makes sense, magical cat girl, helps hide my identity, yeah im cool with this.."

"wait. ladybug what do you MEAN you're, like, actually a girl under the mask?? i thought the miraculous changed your gender to hide your identity better... WHAT DO YOU MEAN I MIGHT BE TRANSGENDER??"

This is is really rushed but I always love the concept of a transfem Adrian where she's transforms and becomes a girl as cat noir

The egg is not cracking its made of titanium

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whoa! hey! lukadrien month day 9!!! villian couple

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yeah so. claw noir annnnddd viperion! (but evil)... im bad at coming up with names

(the full fit for him is under the cut)

damn i shouldve added some sort of scale texture or something... whatever

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before he transitioned he was kinda just. in the back of the class not drawing attention to himself and when he did transition people didnt really notice. so like. when he started to like be more present when adrien was there, everyone was like "oh yeah that guy who used to be quiet" and just be unaware he's trans (he prefers it that way)

guys. hear me out. transmasc nino.

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reblogging in favor of pride month

i provide more transfem chat noire

im so hilarious

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oh absolutely

adrien exploring gender as a way of finding himself (herself? themself?) after a lifetime of being reduced to just "what your parents want you to be". adrien exploring gender as a way to finally be free from expectations and exercise happiness away from constant repression. do you hear me