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Watched La La Land a few days ago and i am not the same person anymore

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Normalize seeing someone's lack of effort as their lack of interest in you regardless of what they tell you. Giving you all of the right words, but none of the right actions is called manipulation. If a person wants to be with you, they prove it. Period.

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Parfum d’étoiles is my soul music🎀

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Hi girlyy

MINGYU LALALI, 2024

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“Will my body start rotting when your body looses its last breath?”

Said one kindred spirit to another.

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I think love must feel like warm hands covering mine on a winter day. Or sweet words written in ink, pressed in old books on faraway shelves. It must feel like the silence when two readers enjoy their books in comfort. It could also be felt like a cuddle on a thundering night. A supportive shoulder. They say ‘Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder’. I believe that to be perfectly veracious. Beauty of love can also come in ordinary things. Like preparing tea for them, braiding their hair, giving up their time and always puting you under their consideration.

I want my love, our love, to be just as warm; like an embrace. Fulfilling something that i didnt know was empty.

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The bend in the road

Towards my prime I marched Standing tall After staying hunched All along Thinking back, i never thought I'd miss all those things That were arranged before the bend in the road.

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Why its nicer to be single than in a relationship.

So... here we are again. Me being delusional at 3am and you just being a meat sack, scrolling through here. Personally, i don't have any experiences with relationships but i have my fare share of drama that is still going on and i love drama but lets not go there now. For now, just slouch back where you're sitting and relax and read this ramble sesh.

My opinions in life has always been more about how i am and not with some other person making me happy or a group of people making me happy or my family and me being our happiest selves. I feel shitty sometimes but i think it's pretty normal for people to think. Because almost all of us get acquitted with the phenomenon called death and we know that thinking about your future with someone other than you is going to end badly because, what if they aren't with you then?

I have always been one to think simple, straight and clear of what i want and how i want it, no over thinking, no confusion about it. I just follow my gut and maybe you do too, or not, i don't know. So, when i think about someone loving me it sounds good, for thought. You should know that being in a relationship is quite hard sometimes. Things can fuck themselves up and shit ain't supposed to go that way.

So, when I say, I don't care about being in a relationship, I mean it. But really, if we think about it, you don't necessarily need anyone with you your whole life. Sometimes being alone is relaxing for people, it is calming. It's really how you look at it.

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"hello world"

Hello again, to my nonexistent audience (I am thankful no one reads this). I am trying to write this blog in my best English. So, a lot happened while I was away. Life happens that way, I guess. My cousin actually reminded me of Tumblr's existence a few days back so, here I am. reading all my old posts makes me feel so reminiscent and lonely. No one cares about no one on here. It's a blessing in disguise. I can write whatever dumb things I want, and no one knows, and no one cares.

The latest book I have been reading is "Anne of the Island"; it's the third book in the Anne with an E series and I truly look it better than the other two. It dwells on about Anne's love life and her encounters with beau's. I personally like Roy and truly feel sad for him too. He fell in love with the sun, truly. Anyone would fall for it.

I've been crocheting since the start of the year as well. It's been real fun. It feels like the first time in my life when I have started a hobby and mastered it in a matter of months or even weeks. My Dadi initially taught me the ropes but then eventually I was the one teaching her how to make a bag and everything. I really love crocheting. I have started a tapestry yesterday and it's been coming out great. I also have a whole pile of books, but no time to read it. I'm continuously going to tuitions and it's not like I can't read those books, it's just really that I have lost all interest in reading them.

I'm really into kpop and kdramas these days. I've watched a lot by now, currently I'm watching "Hotel Del Luna". It's a really interesting one for sure.

Isn't it crazy? I'll be an adult next year. I'll have to vote, go to college, get a degree, do internships. I'll have to take care of myself. I'll have to go away from my house. I'm really scared. The other day I couldn't even find the right timing to pay, how am I supposed to live by myself? It's really so funny, how time flies by.

On a lighter note, I bought me a really very cute wallet. It's black and has a cute brown bear on it. Just looking at it give me a dopamine rush. I've been keeping myself busy with IT competitions, though I don't like doing a single one of them. It's always stressful and interrogatory. No one appreciates anything and, in the end, we don't win anything. Either way its good learning experience.

I feel like I'm ranting too much so I'll end it here. Goodbye folks!

P.S: I want to become a Data Analyst and do a data science degree, leaving this here so that in the next few years I can reflect on how far I have come on this thought.

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I like tits

Goodnight tumblr

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It's okay. I know my place. I know I'm a stop on the way, to your soulmate. Ahh~ Ahh~

- Olivia Rodrigo, sad tune to your Friday night

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I will cry.

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せかいはざんこくだ、それでもきみをあいすよ

-- 悪魔の子

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They judge me like a picture book,

by the colors like

they forgot to read

~Lana Del Ray, ‘Brooklyn Baby’

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I miss this. But i'm livin' it.  I wanna grab life by the shoulder scream 'i'm sick of getting older'.

Miss this, Olivia Rodrigo

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This is for all the know-it-all's out there.

So... here i am, at it again. So today, we are going to discuss about know-it-all people but the topics may change during this ramble session so keep ware of that. So here we are, into another 3am ramble sessions. I would like to put this in here too, Tumblr doesn't let me make a folder type thing where i can put these ramble sessions in cause it would be a lot more organised that way. Anyways, lets get started.

So, i have always thought that no one knows everything. Every person in this world has something to learn, new things to understand. Not to be rude but i think a lot of people around me think that they're genius people who know everything. First of all, that way, you just make the person in front of you feel stupid. And that's a terrible thing.

So, my suggestion is, if you know more than the person in front of you, just subtly try telling them what you know. Don't be harsh on them or act like they should know this fact that you know. Because, quite frankly, not everyone knows what you know. I don't know shit about many famous singers, but the person reading this probably does. I don't know anything about the space or black holes and shit but maybe some other person reading this does.

You cant expect a plumber to know how to maintain you garden. You cant ask your carpenter to do your hair. You can't ask your Math teacher to tell you about Aristotle. None of these people are stupid. They just don't necessarily need to know the things that they have been asked. And it's really okay to not know things or know everything; being a genius or a person who doesn't know much about things is okay.

I don't know where i heard it, probably from my Papa; who's also a know-it-all too, but i had heard it from some quote that when you surround yourself with people that are below you in some way, be it IQ or their artistic talents or anything really, then a person is bound to be happy and successful. To me, that's total cap.

You can surround yourself with the most perfect people and if you feel bad about yourself, then it's all in your head, my friend. If you think you're not good enough, you feel like you aren't good enough. You should know, you are good enough, even though whatever fault you think you have is such a drag for you that you cant ever deny it.

Then there are some people who think that not caring about god or spirituality is ignorance. Well, that's a topic for another day. Lets jump back on the topic that not everyone knows everything, if you think you do, your delusional. And just for the heck of it, there is no such thing as a know-it-all if we look at it that way.

So, if you think you're a know-it-all, you need a reality check, my friend.