cosmicdoggo

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I've not been too well lately, hence the long breaks between posts and in art overall. Ive been getting in and out of weird, toxic situationships, even getting back to some old ones just to get reminded why they didnt work out in the first place lol, anyway i got hurt pretty bad from all of this and im still dealing with some of those things just because im trying super hard not to build an emotional wall around me and let people be imperfect and not cut them off immediately, but also stop caring as much when it happens again and again. To top it off of course there are also tough family issues im having, which makes me rely on my friends and my friends only when it comes to reassurence or help in general. Also im getting out of therapy after like 6 years and ive been off meds for the first time in almost 5 years for 3 months now, and im feeling fine but yeah, its still been really tough with whatevers been going on in my life. During all of this i decided to try a new art medium which turned out to be extremely soothing, oil pastels are great!! (if anyones ever thinking about trying them out, PLEASE do, seriously, theyre super fun. ) and so i wanted to share some of the things i created using them, and if anyones feeling that way, i just want to say it does get better and it will, even if it seems like there is no way. Reach out to someone, talk to friends, family, just talk about your feelings, let them all out!! Getting help is seriously worth it, even if it seems like its going to take forever.

OH also important thing, the lyrics are from adrianne lenkers, heavy focus' and dogbites ,good boy', the rest arent quotes just random thoughts i associate with what i was feeling during drawing those things

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Another pony i drew on my friends ipad in her notes app in school! Its a redesign of a pegasus i made when i was like 10 years old, so shes basically a recolored rainbow dash because i had an obsession over her💀 Still for some reason i really like that lava with darker purple color mix, i think it looks pretty good together! Oh and her cutiemark is supposed to resemble her love for racing, whether its a running or flying marathon, shes down for it!! She still needs a new name though, so id appericiate any suggestions💖

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that's her wife

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Existential crisis

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CHECK OUT MY SUPER TALENTED FRIENDS WORK N GIVE HER SOME LOVE!!!!!

First post here, idk what im doing🤩🤩‼️‼️ Gonna spam with my ocs

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The sploinky little creatures as ponies!!!! I loved their dynamic so much it was so special to me 💔☹️

Anyway enjoy jinx and isha if they were actually just happy mischevious little ponies doing probably some mischevious stuff and being happy

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Gay ponies gay ponies gay ponies gay ponie

G3 star catcher and g3 sky wishes i did yesterday before going to bed

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THE APPLE PEEL TAIL ON APPLEJACK???? HANDS DOWN MY FAV REDESIGN OF HER YET I LOVE IT SM

Sketchs of my rainbow dash and applejack redesigns that I haven't drawn in a hot minute :D

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arcane dump from this week

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Another pony doodle

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Did some doodles on discord whiteboard while my friends were on call doing chemistry🐛

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My fav evil masterminds!!!! And fav cutie patooties too

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TWIPIE!!!! Idk this ship makes sense in my head although i like twisunset better 🐬

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Sum Appledash for yall!! Im getting back to drawing more often, expect more stuff coming soon :3

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Forgot to post this yesterday, and yes i put bad dog instead of violent dog because i didnt have space and i felt like it fit better with what i wanted to do, i know the original quote is a bit different 😭🙏

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Fluttershy slight redesign, i really think they should have had made her green🌱

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I have a Tablet now :°]