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Hi

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sorry but the barbie movie wasnt good and in my opinion it just kinda made men out to be stupid subhuman creatures and was like Wouldn't The World Be Better If There Were No Men And Everything Was Run By Women? like i understand the sentiment and i do agree that maybe things would be a little better in that scenario but it just doesn't justify completely shitting on men for no reason and making them seem like idiots "I LOVE HORSE AND I LOVE PATRIARCHY LETS DO PATRIARCHY YEAH!!!!"

also even if the movie wasnt even about that i wouldn't have liked it anyway it tried to be for millennials and older people who did play with barbie but also little kids who like barbie i didn't like how it was all rainbows and kiddie cartoonishness (they literally used sounds and effects ive seen in elsagate vids 😭) but also made sex jokes and talked explicitly about sex and catcalling and barbie was like "I DONT HAVE A VAGINA. AND HE DOESNT HAVE A PENIS." like what 😭😭😭😭😭😭the last word of the movie was "gynecologist" which is very classy

also i thought it was really nice how they basically villainized things like cellulite and thoughts of death and depression and everything for like 95% of the movie.. i understand that the point was that barbie realized all these things are beautiful and they're natural parts of life and life is beautiful and she doesn't want to be a doll that's perfect but she wants to be an imperfect human, but idk it just rubbed me the wrong way when barbie was like "EWWW I DONT WANT CELLULITE" especially knowing there were 5 year old girls in there

tl;dr the barbie movie is ass, men are bad and woman are good, cellulite is bad unless you want to be imperfect and gross, barbie and ken dont have penises or vaginas

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i just got back from a month long trip to florida to see my long distance bf for the first time and it literally feels like i just got something torn out of my hands i feel like im going crazy

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sorry i havent posted in a while life got rocky

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Top ten worst anime tiddies

just off the top of my head

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a piece about my journey with womanhood

I used to identify as trans. I was confused about my gender ever since elementary school, and I used to never feel feminine. I didn’t fit in with other girls in my grade, and I felt I got along more with the boys in class. I would look at the girls sitting together and gossiping about who’s dating who, talking about makeup, hair, and new clothes they’d gotten over the weekend, and I found it boring and dull. Then I’d look at the boys, who were swearing at each other,  roughhousing, and just being “boys”, and I’d get jealous of them. I always wished that I was one of the boys.

In middle school, I started playing with my gender identity and trying new names, pronouns, and labels, to see what would stick. It was an incredibly uncomfortable time. I was surrounded by friends who didn’t take me seriously at the time and thought that me changing my name and pronouns a lot was me faking being trans. It was incredibly hurtful when my friends would ignore me or say I was faking it all, because I knew my feelings were incredibly real. 

At the end of 7th grade, after playing with my identity for what felt like forever, I finally settled on identifying as nonbinary. That label was the only one that made sense to me at the time, and it felt validating to be able to put a name to what I was feeling. I continued to label myself that way all the way until 10th grade. 

During the summer between 10th and 11th grade, something in my identity shifted. I suddenly felt more “binary” than in previous years. I wanted to wear makeup, jewelry, and even dresses. For God’s sake, I wanted to wear dresses for the first time since I was four! I wanted to be just like the girls that bored me in elementary school. I wanted to be a girl for the first time in my entire life.

At first, I was embarrassed. How could I have been so wrong? I felt like an idiot. Then, I felt anxious. All of the friends I had made over the years were all part of the LGBT community, so how on earth was I supposed to tell them I want to de-transition? I felt like they’d make fun of me and stop wanting to be my friend. 

I attempted to suppress my feelings. I tried identifying as nonbinary but presenting as a girl, I tried to say I was nonbinary and a girl at the same time, I even cut my hair and tried to look as masculine as possible. All of it made me feel worse, and I was depressed. I hated myself and just wished I had the courage to actually be myself.

After a while, I admitted to my boyfriend that I wanted to de-transition. I felt ashamed, but he supported me wholeheartedly. I asked him to start calling me she/her pronouns and referring to me as his girlfriend, and when he did, it all made sense. I was a cis girl!

My boyfriend gave me the courage to begin de-transitioning. I was embarrassed at first, but with time I got more comfortable with it. My friends from before did make fun of me, and even came up with crazy theories as to why I changed so much, which I was fine with because I wasn’t friends with them anymore. And for good reason. 

It’s safe to say that I’m much happier fully embracing myself for who I am, instead of trying to appease other people, and being ashamed that I was wrong in the past. It’s okay to change, and those who tried to shame me for that were stuck in the past and weren’t worth my time. I’m glad I’m me now, and not someone people want me to be. 

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I'm feeling quite woman rn

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my abuser was my fp and i had someone tell me i chose them to be my favorite person and they said it was weird and creepy of me to do that

i love love love love Love when people make assumptions about BPD

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i love love love love Love when people make assumptions about BPD

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ahhhhhhhh ……. so peasful (explosions) (cartoonish screaming) aaaahhh … 

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i'm Done With This Planet! I'm Done With It All! I'm So Done!!!!

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i have the kind of autism that makes you evil

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my abuser just unblocked me to tell me off for telling people they abused me and to leave them alone and to "have a nice life"

Livin' The Dream!!

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me being obsessed with fnaf and markiplier for years and showing severe signs of autism and other Mental Abnormalities:

my mom: Yup thats normal