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Seven Sentence Sunday

Tagged by: @wikiangela @wildlife4life @alyxmastershipper @thewolvesof1998 🥰

Here’s another snippet which is not seven sentences but like man I couldn’t find a good seven sentences I’m so sorry. Anyway it’s once again from the #Buck running fic. All these snippets are so out of order but oops enjoy.

After dinner everything speeds up pretty quickly. Chris gets ready for bed. Eddie cleans up (“you cooked which means I clean”). And Buck stays seated at the dining table.

“But I want Buck to read!” Christopher complains.

“Not tonight bud, it’s my turn.”

It’s my turn. It sounds so normal, so domestic. It triggers that warm feeling to creep its way through Buck’s chest but it quickly fades.

He’s not sure Eddie would want him as part of this family. He’s always been too much. Too Buck.

Buck needs to stop thinking so hard smh. You are a family Buck I promise.

It’s like well into Monday for me but idk maybe people still have stuff to share? So I’ll tag: @elvensorceress @watchyourbuck @bucksbirthmark​ @jesuisici33​ @king-buckley @eddiediaztho @housewifebuck​ @crowleywasagryffindor​ @jeeyuns @eowon @ladydorian05 and anyone else who wants to share you’re tagged pls share <3

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WIP Wednesday

I should really start doing these on the actual day but I always forget ssks anyway I was tagged by the lovely: @wikiangela <3

Here’s some more Buck running fic :) you can find all the other snippets under the #buck running fic tag

“Hey, you want a beer?” Eddie asks.

“Um no, no, I’ll get out of your hair.” Buck stands up ready to leave.

“You sure? We haven’t hung out much, just us.”

“I see you everyday,” Buck tries to laugh it off. Really, he knows it hasn’t been the same. He’s not sure it can be.

Eddie rolls his eyes. “Come on, just one beer?” There’s this pleading look in his eyes that Buck tries desperately to ignore.

“Nah, I should get going,” Buck says with a smile that doesn’t quite reach his eyes. “I’ll see you tomorrow.”

Eddie narrows his eyes at him, like he’s trying to figure something out, searching for something written on Buck’s face that he can’t seem to find, until he drops his expression in resignation. “Yeah, I’ll see you tomorrow, Buck.”

And like most nights this week, when Buck gets home he doesn’t even try to occupy his mind with something else, he just changes his clothes and starts running.

So Buck’s and idiot but I love him anyway. But seriously Buck oh man you’re the one who wants to talk and now you’re not?? Huh? (I realise this is my own writing and I could change any events but No shhhh)

Tagging <3 @wildlife4life @elvensorceress​​ @your-catfish-friend @watchyourbuck​ @thewolvesof1998​ @bucksbirthmark​ @jesuisici33​ @alyxmastershipper​ @king-buckley @eddiediaztho​ @housewifebuck​ @crowleywasagryffindor​ @jeeyuns @eowon @ladydorian05 and anyone else who wants to share you’re tagged too!

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Mini-Hiatus?

Hey alls, so just a heads up and an apology. I'm so sorry I haven't been responding to anything. It's because I had a pretty big breakdown last week, and took a writing/tech/everything break for my own health.

Lifeline update (the final chapter) will be late but my head is doing better now and I'm starting to be interested in life again so I'm hopeful it'll be done within the week.

Mainly I wanted to say please keep tagging me in your stuff! I may not participate for the foreseeable future, but tags will come up in my notifications and prompt me to catch up on all your amazing thoughts and beautiful writings when I'm feeling okay <3

Much love to you all

-Crow

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Lifeline update~!

Chapter 13/14 posted finally! Thank you @cal-daisies-and-briars for putting up with my rambling and being an awesome sounding board!

"Bobby, I-" He starts, then stops with a gasp as his wrist band vibrates. He lifts it up, staring at the display with wide eyes. "Oh my god." "What?" Bobby asks, tilting his head with a frown as he glances at the band, arm still around Buck's shoulders. "What happened?" "It's - uh - it's Eddie - " He answers slowly as he stares at the display of the wristband, stares at the little heart with the numbers '72' beside it. He tilts it up slightly to show Bobby. "He's okay-" "Wait, what? How do you know?" Hen cuts in, while Bobby's face clears with understanding. "Lifeline." Buck answers simply, holding his wrist up to show the others. Then he starts laughing, something manic, somewhere between relief and frustration pouring out of him in an instant. He pulls his phone from his pocket, quickly tapping into the app and sending a full vitals request back, just so he can see the details, feel the connection and response with Eddie - and it comes in seconds later, the full readout showing Eddie's perfectly standard blood pressure, heart rate and oxygen levels.

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Seven Eleven Several sentence Sunday Monday

Thank you for the tags I feel so loved <3 @cal-daisies-and-briars @ladydorian05 and I'm counting @theotherluciferr even though that was for FIF but I missed it so this is it haha.

These are literally the final lines for Lifeline so I had to share cause YES they are going to get a happy ending of course they are <3

As always this is subject to minor edits and changes before posting.

"You're seriously going to be the death of me one of these days." Eddie shakes his head as he follows Buck out the door, though Buck can see the rueful grin trying to tug his lips up. "Ah, but would you have me any other way?" Buck quips back, mirth dancing in his eyes as he catches the exaggerated eye roll. They just - stop, for a moment - standing frozen, barely out of the truck, caught in each other's gaze. Keeping that moment for just them. "Are you two gonna do something actually fire-related, or do we need to go over the rules about PDA on scenes - again?" Hen scolds them, rolling her eyes with a fond smile on her face as she shoves them both out of the way on her way past. The immediate response, spoken in unison, reflects the uncanny connection they still have. Their eyes meet, sharing a stricken look before they both turn to Hen and respond in the same weary, exasperated tone. "It was one time!"

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Seven-ish sentence Sunday

Thank you for tagging me lovelies @wikiangela @loserdiaz @hippolotamus @wildlife4life!!

Have a little something from A king and his lionheart, the Medieval au! I'm working on for the 9-1-1 Bingo. Warning I'm in the middle of some serious editing with this one so this whole thing may change once it's actually posted

The first thing Eddie does as king when his father’s health deteriorates is appoint the order of knights 118 as his official royal guard, the order Buck got selected to be a part of, and the second thing he does is appoint Buck as Christopher’s personal guard. “Eddie, I don’t think that’s a good idea.” Buck says, uncertainty lacing his words. “Why not?” “There are far more qualified knights than me, like captain Nash for example. Hell, even Chimney and Hen, not only are they great knights, they’re also healers. I’m just a brute that knows how to swing a sword with basic knowledge in field medicine!” “Careful there, you’re insulting the king’s best friend.” “Quit joking, I’m serious.” “I’m also serious, Buck.” How could Buck doubt himself so much? He was the youngest graduate of the Angeleño academy, and the youngest recruit to be chosen by one of the order of knights backed by the royal family. He was praised by many as a prodigy. Buck’s troubled expression and his hunched posture speaks in volumes to Eddie about what kind of thoughts are going around his head. He’ll forever hate Lord and Lady Buckley for hurting their son’s self-worth this much. “Evan,” while not fond of his given name, Buck had always let Eddie call him by it whenever he pleased, and Eddie’s made sure to not overuse such a privilege, “I want you to listen to me. There is nobody in this world that I trust with my son more than you.” Because he knows Buck will do everything in his power to keep him safe, he knows how much Buck loves his boy, as if he were his own. He watches with bated breath as a tear rolls down his friend’s face, a small smile gracing his lips. “Thank you, Eddie.” He’s well aware of the weight Buck carries with him, all the expectations Lord Phillip Buckley placed upon his young son and the ones Buck gave to himself. Eddie understands the effect his words have on Buck. “I won’t let you down.” “I know you won’t.”

No pressure tags! @made-ofmemories @thewolvesof1998 @your-catfish-friend @disasterbuckdiaz @alyxmastershipper @crowleywasagryffindor @theotherluciferr @forthewolves @jesuisici33 and everyone who wants to do it!

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Seven Sentence Sunday!

Thank you as always to the lovely @jeeyuns for the tag :)

Today I'm going to share seven sentences from my upcoming chapter (91 - fml) of Things We're All Too Young to Know - this chapter is set right after Eddie takes a bat to his walls in 5b.

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Buck cleans the wounds on Eddie’s knuckles.

“I don’t need you to do that,” Eddie protests, when Buck goes rummaging through the bathroom for a first aid kit. 

“Tough,” Buck dismisses him. 

Eddie doesn’t say so, but part of him is glad Buck is overriding him right now. Whatever tight grip he’s held on control, on his need to be in charge of things, he can’t keep it up. Something has burnt through his body like a fever, and he no longer has the strength to keep a closed fist. 

Buck’s touch is gentle compared to the sting of the antiseptic.

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I am tagging, no pressure, @crowleywasagryffindor and @pantsaretherealheroes

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Trope rating game

Thank you for the tag @ladydorian05 <3

Rules: How much do these tropes affect your decision to click on a fic? -10 -> very dissuaded  0 - don’t care either way  +10 -> very enticed  nope -> if it’s a hard no and you’d never click on a fic with that tag or or you even have the tag blocked or you’d insta click out of the fic if it wasn’t tagged.  Bonus points for explaining the rating and whether it’s conditional.

Age gap 0

Not really keen on fics that emphasise an age gap, but not bothered if it's not like... huge.

Codependency +1

I mean... Buddie are pretty codependent in canon anyway so I kinda like it when it follows that line.

Obsession/possessiveness, jealousy +4

So long as it doesn't go into toxic stuff I enjoy it.

Opposites (grumpy/sunshine etc) +10

I dunno I love the whole complete opposites thing <3

Enemies to lovers, enemies with benefits +9

Just yes. So much yes.

Friends with benefits +4

Like... If it leads to an actual relationship yes, especially if they're idiots who are like noooo I can't be in love with that person cause we're just FwB.

Sex to feelings +4

I feel like this is kinda the same as the previous one but I have read some that are like sex to friends to feelings and found I loved the dynamic.

Fake dating/relationship +10

Yes the absolute best idiots to lovers thing.

Friends to lovers +0

Yeah I enjoy this though that's literally the Buddie storyline.

Found family +20

This one is always my fave because it hits so close to home and I feel it so much.

Hurt/comfort +10

Yes yes yes give me all the pain then the happy awwwws

Love triangle -2

Not really keen on that kinda pain.

Poly, open relationship 0

Eh. Not something I'd actively seek. But depending on the ship and whether it fits with the characters personality I could enjoy I guess.

Mistaken/hidden identity +9

I always find this one amusing and when well written it drags me in every time.

Monsterfucking 0

Another one I haven't really sought or read so neutral.

Pregnancy +1

Don't go looking for it. Don't mind M!preg fics either if well done but don't really go looking for them. Depends what fandom too, sometimes it fits, sometimes not.

Second chance +5

Not really for infidelity but things like Character A fucked up and Character B makes them work for it to get the trust back... yeah, I love that.

Slowburn +100

Who doesn't love a slow burn?! The best.

Soulmates +8

I've read some really, really freaking good soulmate fics and especially when only one knows and freaks out that the other won't feel the same, love it.

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Get to know you better...

Thanks to @cal-daisies-and-briars for the tag!! <3 I love the get to know you things and finding out stuff about my mutuals <3

LAST SONG:

God I've been listening to this one list on spotify (This is Linkin Park) for the entirety of writing lifeline so I'm gonna share that but also the specific last song I listened to from that list:

LAST FILM:

I'm gonna assume episodes of series don't count so the last actual movie I watched was Red White and Royal Blue <3

CURRENTLY READING:

I listen to Audible every night to go to sleep and I've currently restarted the Ranger's Apprentice series by John Flanagan because it's one of my favourites, currently on Book 2 - The Burning Bridge

CURRENTLY WATCHING:

Oof. Well, alot of random 9-1-1 episodes while writing. 9-1-1 Lone Star when it won't derail my writing. Also The Ghost Whisperer which inspires me for my next fic, The Night Shift, Code Black, Shadowhunters and The Good Place. Yes I am ridiculously disorganised.

CURRENT OBSESSION:

Uh... Everything? Haha but the most recent hyperfocus is actually looking into Binaural Beats and Isochronic tones for creative writing and focus. The latest one I've been trying is here:

Just tagging all the mutuals no pressure though: @ladydorian05 @theotherluciferr @headempyonlyeddiediaz @acrock31 if you've already done it just ignore me lol

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Fuck it inspiration Saturday

Thank you for the tag @wikiangela @thewolvesof1998 @theotherluciferr @wildlife4life and @hippolotamus! Love you guys!

I've had such a week, been sleep deprived most of it and I'm nervous, anxious and excited about starting a new job this Monday, so yeah, I did manage to work more on Take care of him, my Buddie angst fic, so here, have a little bit of it and the song that inspired it.

The hardest part is having to watch the happy couple together every time there’s a family event, every barbeque or reunion at Bobby’s and Athena’s house, every birthday and fundraiser organized by the station. He sees the way Natalia looks at Buck, and he knows she’ll say yes once Buck pops the question, he knows she’s in love with him. At least something they have in common, they both fell hard for him. The big glaring difference being that Buck loves her back. He can’t handle it tonight, he leaves the Grant-Nash house early, drops Chris off at his aunt’s house. Pepa knows. He had to come clean to her after she tried to set him up with more of her friends’ daughters, nieces and granddaughters. She crosses him and tells him to take care before letting him leave, he knows she worries, but there’s nothing either of them can do. He goes back to an empty house that’s felt a lot colder than it should, than it used to be back when Buck used to regularly stay the night.

No pressure tags!

@made-ofmemories @your-catfish-friend @disasterbuckdiaz @diazblunt @loserdiaz @crowleywasagryffindor @forthewolves and anyone that wants to share their stuff!!

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Fic stats game <3

Rules: Give us the links to your fic with the most hits, second most kudos, third most comments, fourth most bookmarks, fifth most words, and fic with the least words.

Tagged by: @theotherluciferr and @ladydorian05 <333

I legit only have 2 911 fics so far and I'm not really sure about sharing my fics from my other account (Supernatural), cause I think they're my worst writing lol so this will be a short list.

Most hits: Lifeline (M - 66k WIP - 9-1-1 - Hits: 9,947)

A Buck has amnesia fic with so much more on a journey of trauma and fixing themselves and getting together <3

Second most kudos: He's my home (E - 5617 Complete - 9-1-1 - Kudos: 80)

Buck's had one hell of a day. After a jinxed shift, (thanks Chimney) he goes to a bar to drink the troubles away - because he can't go to Eddie, because Eddie's the problem.

So he drinks. And drinks some more. And before he knows it he's drunk texting Eddie, and it seems like Eddie's worried, but that can't be right because Eddie is furious with him.

I never tag anyone cause I'm always late to the show and everyone's done it already lol but if you haven't done it and want to then pretend I tagged you! <3

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WIP Wednesday (Thursday)

tagged by @theotherluciferr & @ladydorian05 thank you guys for continuing to tag me even though I haven't been participating cause I've been sick and dramatically dying for the past week T_T

Anyway here's a snip of a scene from the next chapter of Lifeline that I've just come up with today <3 Subject to editing and polishing before it goes up on AO3

Eddie comes back to consciousness to with a muffled groan, keeping his eyes closed as he lifts a hand to brush over the painful lump on the crown of his head. "He's waking up!" A muffled voice whispers. He keeps his eyes closed as he begins mentally assessing his surroundings. The whispered words hold a note of… fear? The footsteps that shuffle around quickly are soft, muffled - not the sound that accompanies heavy boots on feet of enemy soldiers. As he listens, he can hear a quiet, high pitched whine in the background, the sound of a - child? Okay. These are not the kind of sounds he would be hearing in the presence of hardened criminals or enemy combatants. As he slows his breathing, mouth moving around the numbers as always to bring his heart rate and breathing back under control, nobody moves toward him, no hands grab at him, seemingly willing to allow him time and space. So he uses it to think. His hands haven't been bound, he hasn't been tied up, so this isn't immediately a dangerous situation. The whispered voice sounds feminine and scared. He has a feeling that this situation isn't what it seemed when he'd been jumped from behind, hit over the head with something, and dragged away. But still, it could be dangerous, and nobody knows where he is, Buck doesn't know - Wait. Lifeline. With careful, slow movements, he lowers his hand from his head and lets it drop into his lap with the other hand. He brings his knees up to his chest, groaning as though in pain, resting his head forward against his knees as he does to sell the ruse. "Jesus, Dom, how hard did you hit him?" The same voice from before whispers, and she sounds angry. "You weren't meant to-" "I had to, Steph." A masculine voice this time answers, but he doesn't sound angry - if anything, the tone is regretful. "He started fighting the second we grabbed him." Yeah, Eddie thinks bitterly, and if I wasn't so out of shape you would have been on your ass. He groans again, just for a bit more time while his fingers walk along the back of his other hand, hidden between his stomach and knees and - yes, the band is still there, secured around his wrist. He wastes no time, tapping out the tap-tap tap-tap pattern on the face of the wristband that will send his vitals to Buck, that he knows will ease the man's fears even slightly. Then, making sure his sleeve covers the band again, he finally lifts his head and opens his eyes. "What the hell…" He mutters with a frown as he takes in three people staring at him from a few feet away with apprehensive faces. "Look-" His eyes swivel to the new voice, a man who approaches with his hands in the air, non-threatening. "We're sorry for - all of this. It's just - we need help." "Okay," Eddie frowns back at the man. "Most people actually ask before knocking out a firefighter and dragging him away."

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WIP Wednesday

Thank you for the tag @wildlife4life @wikiangela @hippolotamus!

Have a little bit more of Take care of him, my Buddie angst fic. I worked on it last night, this thing is going to hurt me too.

“I’ll ask her to marry me.”  “That’s, that’s a big step.” “I know, I’m nervous, but this feels good.” Eddie’s been shot before, more than once, and it hurts like hell. This, this feels worse. “Maybe she’s the one.” It sounds like a question to him, like Buck is asking him. As though he’s unsure, Eddie wants to prod at that, the words are burning in his mouth begging to be voiced, he’s dying to ask Buck are you sure? Is this what you truly want? He swallows them all. He can’t voice them, not as long as he’s unsure if they come from genuine concern for Buck or from his own selfish reasons. “Good luck then.” Is what comes out instead. Someone should give Eddie an Oscar for his stellar performance. Somehow he’s managed to look perfectly normal in front of the person that can read him like an open book while he’s screaming in agony on the inside. He hopes he can keep up the act for the rest of their lives. It’s either that or pushing Buck away from his life. He knows he wouldn’t survive the latter.

At this rate, you guys are going to get the whole fic through tease bits.

No pressure tags:

@made-ofmemories @thewolvesof1998 @your-catfish-friend @disasterbuckdiaz @alyxmastershipper @crowleywasagryffindor

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WIP Wednesday (Thursday)

Tagged by: @wikiangela @wildlife4life 🥰

Here’s some more Buck running fic <3

He can’t sleep, because not sleeping is better than waking up terrified out of his mind unable to breathe because he was drowning or there was this inexplicable weight pressing down on him or there was this little boy that he just couldn’t find.

Or there was the love of his life, bleeding out in front of him as he stared helplessly.

So he doesn’t sleep very much, and when he does it’s just for a couple of hours at a time, before he wakes up with his heart beating out of his chest, in a cold sweat. Instead, when the deep dives into some corner of the internet stop being enough, when he’s restless because his mind won’t shut up, he runs.

He runs until his brain quiets down, cold air fills his lungs, and he can breathe again. And then he runs some more. He runs until his leg starts to ache from something that at least he can control and not caused by a 20 tonne ladder truck and his ineffable bad luck.

I feel like this is just becoming a lead up to a Buck breakdown fic and I mean I’m not mad about that

Anyway tags if you haven’t done it idk what day it is elsewhere: @alyxmastershipper @bucksbirthmark @king-buckley @elvensorceress @your-catfish-friend @thewolvesof1998 @jesuisici33 @crowleywasagryffindor @watchyourbuck @eddiediaztho @housewifebuck <3

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FIC UPDATE: Being Eddie

Hello all! I have recently posted the final chapter of my Eddie Diaz time travel therapy Being Eddie - if that so interests you! Consider it lots of angst with many soft tender moments in between, and a very happy ending.

Summary:

When Eddie starts seeing a new therapist, he’s presented with the opportunity to revisit several days from his past and right regrets that still bother him. OR: Eddie goes through the time travel therapy process of the 2009 Canadian TV show Being Erica

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WIP Wednesday

Ok so I didn’t do tidbit tease Tuesday because I was hoping to upload the “Eddie in hospital Buck tries not to break down” fic except my beta has covid so hasn’t read it yet so oops I’ll upload it soon. It’s literally so short and silly but yeah I’ll upload it when I can. ANYWAYS here’s an excerpt from the Buck goes running fic!

Tagged by @thewolvesof1998 <3 and for me it is Wednesday (10.37am to be exact) so hey I’m posting on the actual day again thanks.

And now everything is just adding up and Buck’s not sure he can deal with it much longer. He wants to tell Eddie everything, he wants to tell him he’s struggling, that he can’t sleep without being plagued with nightmare after nightmare. He wants to tell him that the worst ones are when Eddie’s lying on the road reaching out towards him and he’s just stuck watching, when he can taste Eddie’s blood on his tongue, feel it splattered across his face. He wants to tell him that when he wakes up the blood is still there so he throws up in the toilet until the taste of copper is forced out of his mouth and he washes his face 10 times until he’s sure there’s not a drop of blood left.

He just wants to tell him a random fact that he found out at 3am when he went down the rabbit hole starting with the world's tallest skyscrapers and ending with the knowledge that most elevator close door buttons don’t actually work. But now he looks at Eddie and he just can’t help but think that he’s being a burden, that Eddie got shot and shouldn’t have to deal with him too.

Instead, he runs.

No pressure tagging <3 @wikiangela @crowleywasagryffindor @eddiediaztho @alyxmastershipper @bucksbirthmark @jesuisici33 @housewifebuck @watchyourbuck @your-catfish-friend @king-buckley wow I actually have a lot of people to tag now :) also anyone who wants to share please do!

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Inspiration Saturday!

tagged by @wildlife4life, @hippolotamus, @disasterbuckdiaz, @wikiangela mwah!!

i've been caught up with my new wip so i kind of forgot about the wrong number au but alas, here :3

i'll put the snippet under the cut so it doesn't get too long :3

Hey, thought you might like to know that my son got an A on the project you helped with. Thanks.

Eddie sent the message and immediately shoved his phone into the cup holder, not wanting to look at it because he knew that if he did then he would feel the urge to obsessively wait for the dot dot dot signalling that Buck was typing.

It wasn’t until they were back at the house and inside that Eddie let himself look at his phone.

That’s fantastic! I’m so happy for him.

There was a pause and then Eddie saw the speech bubble again, Buck as typing again.

I’m also happy to hear from you, I didn’t think I would.

Eddie’s breath caught. He was surprised but glad that apparently hearing from him wasn’t a bad thing for Buck. In fact, it was something Buck was happy about. Eddie felt giddy.

I wasn’t sure that you wanted to hear from me.

He wasn’t sure what it was about Buck that made it so easy to be honest with him but Eddie liked it.

Of course I wanted to hear from you. I really wanted to ask how your son’s project went but I wasn’t sure if you wanted me to bother you again.

Eddie sighed.

One day you’ll realize that you’re not bothering me, Buck. I like talking to you.

tagging: @bigfootsmom, @housewifebuck, @moonlightbuckleys, @transbuck, @translasso, @diazblunt, @monsterrae1, @alyxmastershipper, @lover-of-mine, @princessfbi, @lovebuck, @911onabc, @heartshapedvows, @spotsandsocks, @shortsighted-owl, @mysteriouslyyounggalaxy and @atomicmonsters