darkangel888

[darkangel888]

Well my bf is in the psych ward… luckily I was off work this week so I was there from 2-7 but fuuuuck next week I will only be able to visit him on two days due to work… I hope someone can switch with me how am I supposed to survive only seeing him on only two fuuuuuvking days? This week was barely manageable, how am I supposed to handle even less time with him? Well… gonna go cry about it brb:)

[darkangel888]

i’ve been a ghost my entire life. what difference would it make if i died.

[darkangel888]

*according to society:(

I want my body to be covered in scars but apparently that's not acceptable according to my parents

[darkangel888]

Okay i give up i guess i’ll just live as a lonely weird sex doll thing who eats popsicle sticks and starves

[darkangel888]

I don't know which is worse—feeling everything all at once, or feeling nothing at all.

[darkangel888]

I have a new boyfriend peoplsssss he has bpd too finally someone who is as obsessed with me as I am with them. I love him so much and he loves me just as fucking much aaaaaaaaah:)))))

Anyways we first talked not even a month ago, so brand new shit

[darkangel888]

Use me abuse me kill me break me rape me end me:)

[darkangel888]

My go to way to keep them from leaving… fuck me use me bruise me abuse me rape me… do whatever you want with me just don’t leave me please:)

I wish I didn't have to sexualize myself to feel loved.

[darkangel888]

idk what to do anymore, i don’t feel like my life belongs to me

[darkangel888]

I don’t feel real

[darkangel888]

I kill myself every day and then just keep living

[darkangel888]

:)

i’m not getting better anyways so why not get worse

[darkangel888]

Pls pls pls

Someone take me out

[darkangel888]

[darkangel888]

Real

i swear i cannot be the only one who scrolls and looks at sh when i’m bored or when i’m eating

[darkangel888]

Constantly switching between healing and complete self destruction

[darkangel888]

Mood

i don't even have the energy to cut myself