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I didn’t grow up poor, we are very privileged but I do know not to waste food and  feel guilty when I don’t eat it :/

Growing up poor and being taught to never waste food does not mix well with my èd 😍

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Discord server

https://discord.gg/gHf4KNqz very nice, kind discord server I’ve been apart of for basically all of my time of being eating disordered. It’s a sh and ed server, all eds are welcome, there’s no such thing as sh that “Isn’t bad enough”. Have fun my fellow disordered humans

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WHERE THE FUCK IS THAT DAMNED TAPE MEASURE??

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FOR FUCKS SAKE CAN I JUST KISS SOME GIRLS?!

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why does it take so long to get skinny it’s boring and when i’m bored i eat 😐

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It feels good but I’m terrified.

I’m destroying myself again

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Heyo

Me and my friend are interested in ana coaches who aren’t pervs I don’t expect to find any who arent pervs on here but ig it’s worth a try

Just dm me if you’re interested PS: we’re both not that interested in sending body checks 

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I went on a bike ride because i ate food and just felt so gross (and still feel gross) and couldn’t lay in bed feeling sorry for myself anymore. I still feel gross and I want to go out again but i think I’ll let my body rest a bit then go.

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Shits exhausting yk

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My legs and arms make me wanna starve <3

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Okay because today I woke up and I was hungry with no appetite :3  I’m so happy, I welcome my anorexia back with open arms. March break really fucked me up and I want to go back to my old ways <333 I did fuck it up at the end of the day but I’m so happy that It’s coming back. I will be skinny.

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no because my first account got so much clout and now I do be dead >.> very unmotivated but ig all I can do is try to get that clout again sigh

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My friends found out I’m EDing and now one of them is making me eat everyday. Thank god for march break :’)

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When it physically hurts to eat

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Thin thin thin

Food won’t make you thin.

Skinny skinny skinny

Laying in bed won’t make you skinny.

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I got t worded :P

 I was formerly “darkdarkhumorwillhealme” but i got t worded.

honestly, the emotional impact on me was horrible 💀 crying, screaming, thr0w!ng up

i has some posts i was really proud of cause they had a lot of notes and just the fellow ana people relating in comments just made me feel at home and all that just ripped away from me :/ 

fuck you tumblr. Not even giving me the option to get my account back. Now I’m even more sewrelsideal and wnting to h0rt myself