#tw self h@rm

[frogsandventing]

[7nvk]

theres something addicting about destroying myself then putting myself back together again

[palecroww]

I wanna be active on the shed side of Tumblr because it makes me feel like a normal person when I talk to people that have the same shitty habits that I do without it just being people pitying me, I wanna talk about my sh/ed activities casually y'know? 🙁

[gh0stcvts]

You ever forget why you sh, like your just so used to doing it, so you just do

[floweryaya]

i thought i was free

of cuts and bleeds

but then it felt like

the dark times came again

and i could not restrain

and i cut myself again

i killed the pain

with another kind of pain

oh how i loved to see

the blood coming out

the red sea of my own life

directed by a silver blade

whether there was nothing i felt

or there was too much feelings

when something was overwhelming

it was my only escape

my only friend

the only one who listened and helped

the only one who could save me in matters of this temporary life

[rottenrabbit010101010]

Woahhhhhh!!! Suicidal thoughts getting reallll aggressive tonight‼️‼️‼️

[oroniusn]

I feel the need to remind people because I’ve made mistakes like this before (covers safety when it comes to sh cuts)

988twt language not used layers of skin are referred to by their actual names/color descriptors)

Only tagged this way for reach, tw for some tags

I am pro recovery: anti recovery/pro @na dni (interaction on this post is ok, just don’t follow my account)

(Epidermis) cuts that look like cat scratches need to be disinfected either before or after breaking skin but can usually go without bandaids

(Dermis) if you hit white it needs to be disinfected before AND after, way higher risk of infection, I’d also suggest bandaging it as leaving these wounds in the open can cause complications

(Fat) if you hit yellow it needs stitches and or actual medical care, these have an insanely high risk of infection, bandages should be changed regularly and everything MUST be kept sterile

Don’t swim in rivers/creeks/the ocean/public pools with ANY open wounds.

along side this, try to keep track of major arteries to ensure you don’t nick them, as this can cause you to bleed out far faster then just hitting a vein; arteries are carrying blood away from the heart (it has more pressure behind it)

Symptoms of infection: Redness and swelling, heat at the wound site, pus or other drainage, fever/chills, swollen lymph nodes, delayed healing.

So what can be used to disinfect the site/blade?: skin safe alcohol, iodine, hydrogen peroxide (only for use on the skin, it’ll rust your blade), Vodka or Moonshine (burns like hell, BUT technically an option?), warm water (hot or boiling water for the blade, make sure to dry well to avoid rusting) and unscented soap (baby soap works well)

Always check that the blade you are using isn’t rusted nor showing signs that it might be starting to rust. (Stainless steel is your friend)

feel free to add on in comments or reblogs, I’m happy to make edits/add to this post!

[danny-is-bleeding]

I just wanna sh. I want the scars on my arms. I want more. I want them to be more visible. The warmer it gets the more I want it and it sucks

[d0llyxtears]

I’ve kinda come to the conclusion that I’ll always go back to cutting myself…. Doesn’t matter how long I go with out doing it .. something will always happen to make me pick up the blade or knife again….

It’s the only thing that gives me release of my emotions… it’s almost comforting to come back to and feel the relief.

I’ve stopped trying to resist the urge a long time ago… it always feels better to cut myself than try to deal with my emotions

[frogsandventing]

me when

me when I-

[supersaltyvoid]

how is it fair that they made me this way but i’m the one who has to deal with it

[gh0stcvts]

I wanna exchange sh pics with someone and make silly little friends

dm me

[raincamp]

the feminine urge to cut myself so deep that FP looks at it and says "holy shit thats really bad Andrew" and looks at me with her worried eyes, wonders what she did wrong, asks me if I've talked to my therapist yet, tells me that she'll pay more attention to me from now on, and—

[rottenrabbit010101010]

I can’t wait to kill myself. I’m so deeply sensitive to everything and I just can’t take it anymore. I either feel too much or nothing at all, and recently I’ve been feeling too much and it’s driving me insane. I’m not fit for this world, I hate this world and I hate everyone in it. Idk what to do.

[palecroww]

I fucking hate having to talk about my self harm because I literally don't fucking want help I have no intentions of staying clean nor do I even want to get clean you can't help someone that doesn't want the help and I wish people would get off of my ass about it and mind their fucking business