darkrealities

[darkrealities]

wear my cologne to sleep

nobody else a star like me

[darkrealities]

lost mary working overtime

[darkrealities]

my favorite crystal is tina, you're obsessed with ROCKS

[darkrealities]

today i fell and felt better

[darkrealities]

found you just to tell you that i made it real far

and that i never blamed you for loving me the way that you did

while you were torn apart - I would still wait with you there

don't think about it too hard or you'll never sleep a wink at night again

don't worry about me and these green eyes

mama, just know that i love you (i do)

and i'll see you when you get here.

-Strangers, Ethel Cain

[darkrealities]

you're so handsome when i'm all over your mouth

[darkrealities]

⌕ Surveillance shots showing burglars in Ghostface masks

[darkrealities]

not very aesthetic, not very classy, but i'll always be there, and here, and ask if you're okay when you're down

[darkrealities]

lookin for friendz....

[darkrealities]

I shot an angel with my father's rifle

I should have set it free, but I let it bleed

made it into taxidermy, hung it on my wall

-Poachers Pride, Nicole Dollaganger

[darkrealities]

if i was caught running from the old

would they take it away - wrap it up and call it new?

i wouldn't put up a fight if it happened

maybe i would be relieved

or i'd keep running

if i found that what once was all i had

is all i knew

i'd take my keys and light a smoke

make one last call before the bill is due

then i'd go back to what i want so much

which is, arbitrarily, the heart of someone broken

and i'd keep the image of imperfection

because when you're someone like me - who never had a chance - when you're someone who stands out within the crowd and still goes un-noticed

you realise that all that glitters grows mold

and time is the most valuable thing

it's priceless really

and so for that reason i mustn't wait

yes, i'm going to wear my vision like a secret garden

with an exterior like the brutalest office building

i'll be as free as a maleante

and by that philosophy, is it really running?

[darkrealities]

the earth shattered

the sky opened

the rain was fire, but we were wooden

-Fine China, Lana Del Rey

[darkrealities]

what's the point of poetry if there's nothing to prove

why should one still hold on if there's nothing to lose

it's all fiction, it fits into my contradiction

of a person who sees through a windowless past

the chances i'll never know if they last

and the wind that comes howling

when i think of you

[darkrealities]

this city is the dust of my stars

and i'm still going on dreaming real hard

i'm taking up this space

finally won my mind against the humiliation

-bleak

[darkrealities]

fresh out the slammer

i came back into the world a new man

washed my hands of our blood again

walkin' to the corner store

sleeping on the second floor

glossing through the memory book everyday