darkskys-hideout

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The simple solution to solve all my problems is to just fucking kill myself already.

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Nothing makes me feel as good as watching myself bleed does.

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I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself

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I really don’t know who I am I feel like everything I think I know about myself is fake and that I’m just pretending and that nothing about my existence is real that everything I am is just what others want from me I have no sense of self and I just feel completely worthless.

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Jeez the increase in sh urges right now is actually gonna send me over the edge.

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I want to do deep cuts on my thighs but it’s so hot where I am and really can’t risk my family seeing them, I guess I’ll stick to styros on my ribs.

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The anxiety right now is swallowing me whole, I need to just drop dead.

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Fuck drinking every night for 6 days before a drug test that checks for alcohol wasn’t exactly a great idea welp can’t do anything about it now but fuck I hate myself so much.

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Fuck all I want is to cvt myself I’m drowning in the urges I need to make it all stop.

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Having a date set is comforting and I’m ready for it all to be over but I do wish I could just erase my existence instead of my family having to deal with my death.

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My family is frustrated with me because it doesn’t seem like I want to get better and they’re not wrong I don’t anymore I’m so far passed wanting to get better I’ve given up on that ever happening I’m tired I just want it all to be over I want to die I don’t want to plan my future I don’t want to be here anymore and I know that makes me selfish and a horrible person because if I don’t stay I’m causing them pain but I’m just so fucking tired.

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Death is the only way out I can’t escape my mind unless I finally end it all.

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haiiii!!!!! Σ:3

Hiii 💗

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I’m wasting away but not fast enough I need it all to end now.

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Please tell me how to disappear, I need to leave this world I don’t want to try anymore I’m only living for my family and I am so tired I need it all to stop.

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I can’t handle being here I want to bash my fucking skull in I want to do anything to make it all stop so once again I’m going to cut until I feel like I can breathe but even that’s not enough I either feel nothing or everything and I’m so fucking tired of being me and being alive.

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I don’t want to fight my own mind anymore.