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scale is stuck … i wish i could lose weight faster
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did 15k steps today! bought a new scale, now i will be able to weight myself more often!
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SO MY SCALE WAS BROKEN AND GAVE ME THE WRONG WEIGHT LAST TIME
i weighed myself on a new and good one and i’m 53kg imagine my shock, still, my goals stay the same, might push it a little further
gw: 45kg ugw: 38
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why is it so hard to lose weight at 45kg?????
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really considering relapse because i miss my scars so much …
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i feel i'm an empty shell of a person compared to my friends
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i know i shouldn't but the thought of cutting creeps into my head so often ...
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“you’re so polite” thanks! i feel guilty for existing
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me when i don’t receive online attention
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