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[dearcharliebrown]

i’ve always dreamt of the day when i’ll receive a handwritten letter from a lover. always asking god, when is it gonna be my turn ? today, i had an epiphany. i dont need to ask “god, when?” anymore because bts has been writing me love letters even before we found each other.

[dearcharliebrown]

dear namjoon, i hope you know i write long letters to the moon about you. my love for you is simply too big to fit in one piece of paper, i had to send it out there somewhere; where it can grow and grow and grow.

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i just watched elemental and love it so much n i have sooooooooooooo many feelings abt it

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i have a heart shaped like them (bangtan shaped heart full of love only for them)

there are so many ways to feel loved, and to love. for me personally, to know bts is to be loved.

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there are so many ways to feel loved, and to love. for me personally, to know bts is to be loved.

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[dearcharliebrown]

a sprout in a field of wildflowers

everyone moves on, but i am still here

everyone grows, but i am still here

it’s a bit lonely, to have the moon as my sole friend these days

i am stuck, my friend, in this wide massive field of wild flowers

each season, i watch them grow

as they bask under the glow of your beloved,

and sag under the cries of your longing,

i remain stagnant

unmoving, deeply rooted to the ground

each season, i watch them wither

as each of their leaves fall

and kisses the ground i lay,

i remain stagnant

unmoving, deeply rooted to the ground

i wonder, my friend, will i stay as a sprout as each season passes by?

even the soil i lay on changes,

sometimes it asks for too much, it drowned

sometimes it asks for too little, it meets its demise

but amidst all things, i lay still, still

a sprout in a field of wild flowers

oh, my friend, tell me

will i ever grow like one of them?

[dearcharliebrown]

why is it so scary ??????? to think about something that hasn’t happened yet.

(but it has, tho, gradually, you’re growing up)

[dearcharliebrown]

moon by bts

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feeling like i am not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough (you are) not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough (it’s okay) not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough (you’re going to be okay) not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough not enough

[dearcharliebrown]

n also five reblogs hehe

tumblr congratulated me for five posts lol they’re so cute

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tumblr congratulated me for five posts lol they’re so cute

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i used to think using a fallen piece of ur eyelash to make a wish is a bit silly, but i still do it anyway. for the sake of dreaming, for the sake of hoping. that someday, someday, it will all come back to me.

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finding joy in the little things (sky, art, music, poems, letters, silly humans, pets, nature, etc.) in this big big world keeps me from drifting away.

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[dearcharliebrown]

“would you still love us if we were worms?”

“what do you mean? if you were bugs, i’d be bugs collector. i’ll give you water, give you meal, raise each of you prettily. i’ll make a forest of my house.”

it’s so silly, but still, i find comfort in the fact that i’ll be loved by you no matter what form i take on.

[dearcharliebrown]