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anyway new creep alert @/mikedaddysstuff

like bro unless you have a profile that is well established, an unlimited supply of IV serotonin, and 30 cartons of pall malls I AIN'T WANT NOTHIN BRO

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also nicotine didnt fix me, its just genuinely getting bad again i think

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i have no energy to do schoolwork today so im just gonna leave that shit for the weekend and cram it all.

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im going to go take a nap in the living room with the dog and hope i dont hate myself when i wake up (jokes on me im gonna hate myself anyway)

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this brings me to another conclusion

the American healthcare system is designed to leave you an addict and suffering because you already can't afford healthcare, you sure as shit can't afford rehab. the American healthcare system just wants you to get high and kill yourself because it's what makes the most money.

the going 24 hours without a cigarette to "my friends hate me and I am a bad person and should kill myself" pipeline is so real

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the going 24 hours without a cigarette to "my friends hate me and I am a bad person and should kill myself" pipeline is so real

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please ignore my fucking sad ass posts, I'm literally just fiending for nicotine and it took thinking about a cigarette to figure that out

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I think perhaps a cigarette can save me

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I can only "we're the bad guy in everyone's story" so many times before I'm ultimately forced by my psychoemotional state to be honest about how fucked up I am internally about being the bad guy in someone's story and being fundamentally unable to change that.

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not going to lie, the constant cycle of negative media, paranoia that all my friends probably hate me/think I'm a horrible person, and the stress of immigration has done numbers on my mental health more than anything else in my whole life.

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people who get caught up in the “good old days” are so detached from any actual modern media it’s ridiculous. does this person just think hand-drawn animation was taken out back and shot in 1998

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haha

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The fact that CHILDREN are taught sayings like "boys go to Jupiter to get more stupider, girls go to college to get more knowledge" and people STILL deny the existence of misandry?? It's utter insanity. I know SO many boys and not a single fucking one has EVER gone to Jupiter, certainly not to get more stupider.

To all the boys and men who need to hear this: you are smart, you are cared about, you are loved, and don't listen to anyone who thinks it's okay to say disgusting shit like that. You deserve better.

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wishing my partner's exes all a very die please<3

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I've been really depressed. I don't remember the last time I've had time to myself. I just want to cry.

I love being in school... but Jesus.

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Hate how saying "I am against all rhetoric TERFs and Radfems use" is controversial. People will really say they hate TERFs until they see 1 little TERFism they like and then decide to defend that 1 little thing like their life depends on it. Anyways, "all men are bad" is just a continuation of gender essentialism which can easily lead to bioessentialism, "all men are bad" also reinforces the gender and sex binaries which is oppressive to trans people and intersex people.

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do u remember when the wider feminist position on gendered sport was that we should abolish it, and that women's accomplishments can be measured side by side (& indeed, neck and neck) with men's? what the fuck happened to that? (*whispering* i know what happened. it was the terf movement.)