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Spiritual Psychosis

this is regarding the normalisation of psychosis surrounding spirituality in social media.

as someone with Paranoid Schizophrenia, i’ve been wanting to say my piece on this for a while, but finding the right words and the motivation has prevented me from doing so. however, recent conversations about this with Tarm have given me the inspiration i needed to do this.

on certain social media platforms, there has been an influx of people over the past few years, believing things such as seeing ‘shadow people’ is just your ‘third eye being opened’, believing you can have relationships with deities or that they can speak to you, etc.

these things aren’t true.

my heritage is rooted in paganism, which i have embraced as i’ve grown up, and i am telling you these are not actual spiritual acts. if you are seeing things that aren’t there or if you believe there are gods in your head talking to you, i strongly advise you to seek the support of a doctor that is willing to help with psychotic symptoms.

it’s not normal or spiritual or anything to do with witchcraft to be having hallucinations and delusions such as these. there is definitely a community of people on social media who are at fault for normalising these things, and for telling impressionable, vulnerable people online that it’s a good thing spiritually for them to have these experiences. it not a spiritual gift. it is a strong sign of psychosis, and if this persists you likely have a psychotic disorder that must be treated.

if you engage in spirituality and you see someone say they experience things like these, do not tell them it’s a positive thing, point them in the direction of a mental health professional that can help.

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Rainer Maria Rilke, from Rilke and Andreas-Salomé: A Love Story in Letters

Text ID: I’ve never seen you without wanting to pray to you. I’ve never heard you without wanting to place my faith in you. I’ve never longed for you without wanting to suffer for your sake. I’ve never desired you without wanting to be able to kneel before you.

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Dennitsa, he is a gentle Star of the morning, come, slandered by priests and kings. Let me embrace you, let me clutch you to my chest. I have known you for a long time, and you know me as well. Your works alone, oh blessed of my heart, animatest and fecundatest labor; you ennoblest wealth, you excusest power, you puttest a stamp on virtue. Hope still, proscript! For it's for for the human hearts you rebelled.

— Pierre-Joseph Proudhon, De la justice dans la révolution et dans l'église (On Justice in Revolution and in the Church)

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Keep me away from the wisdom which does not cry, the philosophy which does not laugh, and the greatness which does not bow before children.

Khalil Gibran

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If I can stop one heart from breaking, I shall not live in vain; if I can ease one life the aching, or cool one pain, or help one fainting robin unto his nest again, I shall not live in vain.

Emily Dickinson, The Selected Poems of Emily Dickinson

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I've been contemplating for some time whether I should step into this mess and spend my few remaining resources on this vileness. In the more than two years of my blog's existence, I've tried to keep it somewhat impersonal and stay out of this pathetic fuss, as it has nothing to do with religion, especially since I banned this person the second I saw them reblogging my posts to have nothing to do with them (although the whole time they were still subscribed to me from their personal acc, which I find amusing). I gave myself a few days to let my head cool down so I could approach this with a cold and focused mind, but in the end I decided that religion is impossible without knowledge, and knowledge is impossible without the person who carries it. So it was time for me to become myself in my own place. It's the least I deserve. Besides, Dennitsa himself deserves to have his name not used in such an abominable way.

I would have preferred to do it under the post with the screenshot showing how this all started in the first place, but since it was deleted and they erased many of their comments so they wouldn't get caught, I'll do it in this post. I hope OP doesn't mind.

I'll refer to the person in question in the OP post as “this person/they” because I don't know their name and don't care to know it. But if you know — you know.

This is not their first disgusting opus, but it is the first one that has finally gotten the attention that their words demand. Basically what they carry about Dennitsa (or Lucifer, call him what you will) has never been anything but repulsive, nauseating, slanderous, and absolutely hubristic. From the way they've used his name to romanticize hard drugs (which, I remind you, destroy lives, personalities, families, and futures) to the stuff we've gotten recently. They always use his name to sell their nastiness to the public because they're afraid to do it from their own. I suppose the idea that a spiritual being can't show up in person to kick their ass is unleashing. But unfortunately for them, not all the people around them are a mindless herd and their flock to gobble up all the moral filth and vileness they try to sell and romanticize. It's hard to think of a more disgusting and hubristic act than acting like a “mouthpiece” of spiritual entity to sell and normalize their own perversions.

I have stayed away all this time, as I know this cycle of attention- and worship-hungry narcissists well. They always end up in their own hand-made catastrophe, as they simply cannot keep their rottenness hidden for too long. Actually, this case is just another proof of this cycle. I think it's appropriate to clarify right away that I'm not using the term “narcissism” here as a mental disorder, but rather as a personality type. Although I suppose many people feel that the mental state of this person is completely unstable. However, I'm not trying to play psychiatrist here.

In principle, the content and activities of this person are built on three pillars: narcissism with delusions of self-importance and pseudo-authoritarianism, impenetrable infantilism and ordinary, tasteless populism, which does not require any knowledge, study or effort, but which will go well with the general masses that will not think or ask questions. Anyone with any real sense of spirituality and knowledge will find it either boring or downright disgusting to watch. When it comes to their supposed knowledge on the subject of “Luciferianism” (as much as I despise the term), theology (whether Abrahamic or not) and mythology, the answer is simple. They don't exist. All their “revelations” consist of superficial, often incorrect words they heard somewhere (most likely here on Tumblr), cherrypicking and mixing the unmixable. And on manipulation, of course. When it suits them — Dennitsa is the classic fundamentalistic Christian Devil. However, they twist even this role in Christian theology to fit their rotten narrative, because I can't fathom what the train of thought must be to come to the conclusion that an entity that in Christian (and not only) tradition punishes sin (and punishes it severely, with no possibility of return) has suddenly turned into a patron and lover of sin. It's funny how the supposed “Luciferian” repeats the rhetoric of fundamentalists from a second century or so, with absolutely no idea what they are even saying. Some kind of comprehension of the Muslim view is not in sight all the more, for it is even more difficult, and not only that, more dangerous. For, as we know, Dennitsa never taught to fight for one's position without fear. Right? And when it suits them — Dennitsa is suddenly some sort of Hellenistic Eosphorus/Hesperus blend. Where does this unwarranted syncretism of two mythologies that have no connection to each other at all come from? It's just that Helpol is popular on Tumblr right now, so you have to put that in too, the audience won't build up on its own. Why not Germanic, Egyptian, Zoroastrianism or any other mythology? Well, they're not as popular. “If you try to spread yourself out over a multitude of things — you end up knowing nothing about any of them.” In general, it is easy to conclude from this that they are not interested in the role Dennitsa plays in philosophy, psychology, theology, mythology, culture, and so on. They are not interested in Dennitsa in principle either. The only thing that they are really interested in is pleasing their ego at the expense of his image, which they invented for themselves, romanticized, and which has nothing to do with reality.

If you generalize, their activities have nothing to do with religion, spirituality, faith, pick any appropriate synonym. It is built solely around one's own self and how important and fantastic they supposedly are in the eyes of “Lucifer” and any other possibly existing entity. It's a personal brand under the umbrella of the now popular occult. Since they don't have any really expert or outstanding knowledge of theology and mythology, they use topics that are easy for monkey brains to get caught up in: sex, toothless populism that is nothing and is basically just a set of generic phrases about nothing, and superficial mythology that you don't need to think about, study, or waste your time on.

Their penchant for manipulation and attempts at power-play are clearly visible in their interactions with OP too. A weak attempt to push ageism (“Tumblr kids”) and manipulation of relationship with OP's own religion. Their megalomania can be seen in the fact that for some reason they believe they are the personal handshake of all entities from all existing mythologies, know everything about everyone, have personally sat at the table with them. A kind of desire to be the oracle, prophet, saint, messiah, and authority figure for all. This, of course, has nothing to do with reality.

I believe what this person needs is to deactivate their accounts and go to deep therapy. For their own good. There are so many things wrong and it's showing. If nothing changes, the situation will only worsen and worsen rapidly.

If they happen to see this and want to respond to me, please don't bother. Don't waste your time or mine. Not only are I banned you and I won't see your endeavors, but you basically just disgust and bore me. I value my mental well-being and time more than that.

Religion/faith/spirituality/whatever term you prefer — encourages our hearts to grow, nurtures our love for our humanity, for the people around us, teaches us to learn and love the world, to help those in need, to protect the wronged, and to rise up against lies and injustice. Any religion, there are no exceptions here. If what you are sold under the auspices of “spirituality” pushes you to the social bottom, moral decay, blind cultist faith in only one person and the spread of filth — it is not spirituality. You are lied to, you are manipulated, you are wished evil.

Use your critical thinking, keep your mind sharp, objective reality exists, matter exists. Be a human being and a human being worthy.

Hey. I've stumbled across your account recently and ended up witnessing the whole fiasco with you know who defending pedos.

In short I think this person just has a lot of issues with taking responsibility. From what I picked up from them they kinda always think they're right and never really take criticism seriously, which is ironic for a luciferian. Really sorry you dealt with that.

-sincerely, a luciferian.

Thank you friend, yeah all of their posts are so long that they can nitpick anything that makes them sound good, all while leaving out everything that makes them sound HORRIFIC.

I plan to do a reading with Lucifer tonight because I just want to make sure he and I are all good after I've been talking about him all day, lol. Just feels respectful I guess.

I did truthfully doubt myself because I'm not close enough with him to actually know a lot of their claims, but I'm pretty sure that no entity worth worshipping would ever advocate for the things they were, and Lucifer is most definitely worthy of worship.

On that note, if any luciferians would be down to trade readings, I would LOVE that!! I always try to go to devotees for readings from specific entities, I feel like the closeness can't be replicated, and they'll know what certain things mean better than a non follower

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Fallen stars

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Noticed that you don't get into local dramas, but keep to yourself most of the time. You don’t want to get involved?

Hello.

I have a lot of strong words about 99% of the people here, but since it’s about real religion and not this pitiful fandom imitation, I'm keeping it to myself.

For now. But my patience is wearing thin.

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Louise Moillon, Still Life with a Bowl of Strawberries, Basket of Cherries, and Branch of Gooseberries, 1631, oil/panel (Kimbell Art Museum, Ft. Worth)

Detail views taken in person, including artist's signature

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“If there are gods to listen, they are monstrous gods who torment us for their sport. Who else would make a world like this, so full of bondage, blood, and pain? Who else would shape us as they have?”

— Tyrion Lannister (George R.R. Martin’s A Dance with Dragons, page 835)

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Clarice Lispector, A Breath of Life