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My baby - LHH will always have my heart 🥺❤️‍🩹🥹 He's just SO CUTE

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THE NEW PLEASING MERCH!!!

PLEASE YOUSELF LIKE YOU MEAN IT!!!! YES DADDY I WILL!!!!

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Ovulation week has me feeling like my ex looks good 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤷🤷🤷

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Do you believe in zarry. I am searching for fellow Zarries. I also believe in Larry, but those are a dime a dozen. I am looking for Zarries to engage with.

Hiya! If I'm being honest I've always been a larry girl and a Ziam girl! Xx

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A Letter You’ll Never Deserve to Read

You left me

while I was still miscarrying our baby.

I was bleeding.

Cramping.

Terrified.

Alone.

And you —

you walked away like it was nothing.

Like I was nothing.

You didn’t just leave.

You blocked me.

Cut me off like I was a mistake you could delete.

Like silence was your apology,

as if vanishing would erase

what we created

and what I lost.

I begged the universe to send you back —

not to fix things,

but just to show up.

To be there.

To say something,

anything.

But instead,

you left me in the middle of one of the most traumatic moments

of my life,

and you chose cowardice.

And then your family —

they didn’t offer support.

They didn’t offer a hand.

They offered blame.

They called me a liar.

As if grief is something I faked.

As if pain is a story I made up

to hold onto someone

who was already running.

But I never needed to lie.

I never needed to trap you.

I was carrying your child —

a child I’ll never get to meet,

a life I’ll never hold in my arms —

and all I wanted was for you to care.

You should have been there.

Not just for me.

But for them —

the little life we created together.

Even if only for a few weeks.

Instead, you let me break alone.

You let me scream into an empty room

while my body let go

of everything you helped create.

But let me tell you something you’ll never admit:

I survived.

I survived the pain,

the silence,

the betrayal,

the erasure.

I survived the moment that should’ve destroyed me.

And one day,

when the guilt hits you quietly in the middle of the night —

when you remember what you abandoned —

I hope it burns.

Not because I want to hurt you,

but because you deserve to feel

even a fraction

of what I did.

You left me

in the middle of the storm.

But I am still here.

Stronger.

Scarred.

But standing.

And you?

You’ll never know the cost

of what you ran from.

– The woman who was bleeding and still loving when you disappeared

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❤️🧡💚💙💜

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Hey, I’m so sorry for your loss I’m sure it’s not an easy thing to go through. Just remember to take one day at a time, one minute at a time if you have to. As long as you show up for yourself and be kind to yourself, you’ll get through this. Sending you positive energy, I hope you have a great day ❤️

Thank you so much for your kind words xx

I'm taking everyday as it comes grief is a crazy thing and even more so grieving someone you've never met but you're the only thing they every knew ❤️💔

My baby will forever be remembered by me even though my baby was growing in my belly for a short time it will forever be loved for my entire lifetime ❤️❤️

Thank you to everyone for all the kindness xx

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How do guys just move on like how can you just move on with another girl whilst i've been grieving our baby.

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hi love, im so sorry for you. i can only imagine the pain of going through a miscarriage, and then having to figure it out alone. your ex seems like a genuinely awful person. im sorry, theres no right words, but i hope the pain eases for you and things get easier soon. none of it is your fault. if it means anything, a random person on the internet is feeling alongside you and sending you so much love. wishing you the best🫶

Thank you so much this means a lot going through a miscarriage is one of the most loneliest isolating experiences and for my ex to behave the way he has tore my entire out and it felt like he was pouring salt into the wounds however my saying is you can't control the way others behave but you can control the way you react to it my baby will forever be loved by me x

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I just want my baby back 💔💔💔

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GarVez Season 18, Episode 1 *Crumbs*

The quality isn't the best, but I don't care enough to fix that, sorry.

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Louis' special way to motivate a fan to study - 07.05

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garvez nation we are so back??? that whole scene in her office but especially lukes hand on her thigh?? im hyperventilating give me more

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Louis' special way to motivate a fan to study - 07.05

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So you think you can hurt me

Me after being cheated on & find out I was pregnant with my first child to then miscarrying days later my ex leaving me on read when I messaged him saying I'm miscarrying while I was scared and bleeding not wanting to lose my baby whilst he goes out with friends and then my ex and the baby's dad accusing me of lying when he saw the test after I took it.

I miss my baby I'm still recovering from the miscarriage and mentally in the worst place I've ever been.

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“I would like.. I haven’t actually been to the beach. Let’s go to the beach in the day. Maybe find somewhere after the beach, nothing too silly, but maybe a bar crawl! [Interviewer says he’d have to hide so he doesn’t get swarmed] I was thinking if I go with my fans though we can act as a big little unit and they’ll probably protect me, and all that! Yeah, maybe go to a few bars in the night. A local gig would be great. Seeing someone local would be really, really cool. I’d be up for that!”

-Louis on planning a “Louis day” in Mumbai. (9 March 2025)

via India Today

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“This is pretty soppy, but what’s really lovely is when you catch eyes with someone and you have that real special moment between yourselves. That’s definitely really special.”

-Louis on connecting with fans his favourite moments during shows. (9 March 2025)

via India Today