dickmastersfruit - Tumblr blog

[dickmastersfruit]

James: that when I fell for him

Regulus: So Barty, what made you realize that you were inlove with Evan?

Evan: Ya, you never told me, actually

Barty: It was on our Second date…

James: sounds normal enough

Regulus: Wait for it

Barty: When I asked he said “Ofcourse I like MCR I’m not a C*nt”

Regulus: there it is

Evan * teary eyed *: Beautiful

[dickmastersfruit]

Oh so you kin James Potter?

What's it like being a perpetual people pleaser? What's it like remembering everything about everyone else but sometimes wishing they remembered anything at all about you? Or how you pour too much of your own money or time into other people. How you wish you didn't. How you hate change but won't admit it and even though you seem like a leader you're more likely to be a follower. How does it feel to tell yourself you haven't had it bad enough to consider it trauma? How does it feel, to wish you had someone who reciprocated even an ounce of the affection you give to other people. How does it feel to fall in love with people more quickly than you can register? How does it feel to be an ambivert? To have some days where you can't shut up and others where you hate yourself for it. And tell me how it feels to have no greater desire than some sort of group or conformity to reside in? How does it feel to not know who you are when you aren't around other people? How does it feel to be acutely self-aware and more than logical but to still let your emotions get the best of you? How does it feel, to feel unwanted? How does it feel to blame yourself for things entirely out of your control? How does it feel to lay awake at night thinking about your parents and the stray cat in the alley and the man you saw looking awfully down in some passing moment on some sidewalk today? How does it feel to have used every prayer you ever thought you had on the burdens others carried? How does it feel to have been the little kid adults confided their issues in from an early age? How does it feel to give the best advice anyone could ask for but have no sense of direction in your own life? How does it feel to strike a match on yourself to keep others warm? You only seem to set things on fire that way . How does it feel to have an earth-sized hole in your chest? How does it feel to think with your heart not your head?

How does it feel to feel too much?

How does it feel to own things until they are just near broken because you never learned how to let go? How does it feel to be watering dead flowers? Why can't you let things die? You can't love things that don't want to be loved. You can't care enough for the whole word.

[dickmastersfruit]

“he was a star, so i became the darkness for him to shine through”

except it’s literally wolfstar and jegulus

[dickmastersfruit]

Inspo

Please consider supporting me on Ko-Fi 🥹

[dickmastersfruit]

calling my sex tape the tortured pussy department

[dickmastersfruit]

what you been up to, my baby?

[dickmastersfruit]

let evan(s) be horny too !!

[dickmastersfruit]

I think barty would have sex on his father’s grave just to spite him

[dickmastersfruit]

Sirius Black, again🤭

[dickmastersfruit]

oh...

[dickmastersfruit]

When I was younger, I had a crush on the character you voiced in the show 'Arthur'. I had a habit of searching up the voice actors, so I looked you up and mistook you for Tim Burton. My little kid brain thought that the character was just named Neil Gaiman only for the show. I've harbored a bit of hatred towards you ever since because as a kid, Tim Burton was on my "no real reason to hate but still hate" list. I would like to apologize for my mistake.

Apologies accepted.

[dickmastersfruit]

BRO I USED BRITISH SLANG TODAY ON ACCISENT AND MY MOM STARED AT ME LIKE I WAS CRAZY

So deep in the marauders fandom I’m scared I will start accidentally using British slang in conversation

[dickmastersfruit]

my contribution to the let Remus Lupin wear a skirt 2024! agenda

Remus' go-to would definitely be a long, heavy, maxi skirt that's very warm and likely has a grandma type pattern on it. He'd pair it with an oversized pullover that zips up in case his neck gets cold and worn out loafers to keep the vibe going.

And of course he has to have headphones on while reading in public because for some reason people think reading in public is an open invitation for conversation (the noise cancellation is always on)!

[dickmastersfruit]

Sirius Black as Dionysus; the god of wine, insanity, fertility, festivity, and theatre!

[dickmastersfruit]

no this reminds me of how i had an ao3 tab with wolfstar porn open and an old lady saw it and i’ve never seen someone walk away from me so fast😭

nothing beats that one time my phone froze for a solid 15 minutes on a wolstar porn comic panel

[dickmastersfruit]

I love how you draw Alastor! Have you ever pictured him with different hair styles? Especially with the curly/wavy hair you give him, i think it would be interesting to see other updos and cuts 🥰❤️

Here you go!!! Some hairstyles I came across on pinterest that I liked :D

I’m not the best at drawing curly hair yet but practise makes progress ^^

[dickmastersfruit]

this is the most jegulus variant that ever varianted and i cannot and will not ever get over it