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Daily Log 🪵 [072525]
🌤️ Midday Diary [13:48]
* I've been on the road for a while, I'm excited. I ate kinda a lot but not really. 634 c@ls so far today. I'm going to break 1000 probably but it's okay I think. I'm going to be kind to myself this vacation.
🌙 Night Diary [22:33]
* Just got back from the pool 😝 there were some hot guys working out and they had to see my nerdy weird looking self walk out of the pool. I had my glasses on and overall just looked like a drowned raccoon. I'm gonna k!ll myself. Oh, I got checked out by a bunch of dudes today (obviously not those ones) so that was cool. Im gonna be looking ugly the rest of this trip though so that's gonna stop. I still don't know what I'm wearing for Ateez... Oh well.
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🍽️ Food & Water Log
* Broke at noon with a kiwi 🥝: 42
*Konjac jelly snack (had like half cause it was weird) 🍎: 2
* Coffee drink ☕: 200
* Protein bite 😋: 100
* Cream bun 🍞: 250
* 3 Hello Kitty mango marshmallows 😺: 39
* Got out of the car, ate dinner with my mom:
* Half a burger w/ Swiss, BBQ, avocado, lettuce 🍔: 360
* Half a small house salad 🥗: 75
* 2/3 serving seasoned fries 🍟: 225
* Went for ice cream cause my mom was mad: Scoop of Dubai chocolate ice cream w/ nuts 🍨: 260
Total Calories: 1553
Water 🌊:Drank 2.8 bottles today? Not enough. Ill do better!
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🎧 Song of the Day
Makes me feel like I'm high. It's so crazy I love it. I'm like ascending I think.
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🔮 Horoscope
♊Gemini ♊
* Don't automatically assume that you can work out all your problems alone, Gemini. Just talking things out with others may help shed light on a situation that baffled you earlier. Enlist the help of others in areas where you need it. Don't be ashamed to ask for assistance. We all have problems and issues to deal with. You aren't alone.
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📝 Today at a glance
*Woke up at: 8:30
* What I did: drive to Chicago, walked a shit ton, got ice cream, swam
* Energy Level: excited, very very excited
* Best moment: literally everything
* Worst moment: looking dumb in front of the hotties at the pool 😔
* Overall vibe: 10/10
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🌱 Plans for Tomorrow
* Wake up by [time]
* Eat brunch
* ATEEZ CONCERT DAYYYY
* China Town
* Walk a lot again
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Bye bye, Love you!
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"you don't owe anyone anything" You are a tar pit. Speak for yourself. I personally owe the cafe employees my dishes put away and my friends a listening ear and small scared insects a cup and a gentle trip outside. Hyperindividualism is a rancid infection borne of capitalism and willfully misinterpreted therapyspeak and I will defy it by continuing to be kind regardless of whether or not it benefits me personally
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why doesnt starving for a day automatically make me lose 20 lbs
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I found some guy on YouTube. I've never watched his long form videos but he criticizes diets and I've found so many skinny girls in his videos and he stays judging them. Also the comments are so good. Such unintentional th!n$p0, love to see it.
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My monster juices aren't going anywhere they're so yummy
"dont drink your cals!!!!" you're gonna have to rip my sno-berry flavored peace tea out of my cold, dead hands
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I've never rejected homemade food before and I hated it. My mother looked genuinely hurt. It's worth it to be small I think.
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‘start thinking about what you’ll do in the future or you’ll ruin your life’
well sorry i was not supposed to live past 13.
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Literally 🤕
WHY am I so bad at MY OWN eating d|s0rd3r ?!?!!
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Daily Log 🪵 [072425]
🌤️ Midday Diary [16:32]
* I've done a whole lot of nothing. I just realized I have to work and wanna die.
🌙 Night Diary [21:12]
* I had some tea. I'm stressing out as always. Home is so terrible, I can't wait to leave.
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🍽️ Food & Water Log
* Teaaaaaaa ☕
Total: 0-5 👍
Water 🌊: drank I wanna say 2.5 bottles of water today
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🎧 Song of the Day
In honor of Skz giving us the Karma album trailer
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🔮 Horoscope
♊Gemini ♊
* Your dreams will never come true unless you believe in and act on them, Gemini. No one else is going to do it for you. Unless you have a fairy godmother, you need to take matters into your own hands. Realize that you can get there many different ways. The first step is always to believe in yourself and the fact that anything is possible. Today is a great day to let your imagination take charge.
* Alright! I'll continue to work towards it!
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📝 Today at a glance
*Woke up at: ???
* WORK 😖
* Energy Level: medium but depressed
* Best moment: I saved a bug that was hanging on my car
* Worst moment: when my family came home
* Overall vibe: 7/10
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🌱 Plans for Tomorrow
* Leave for Chicago!
* Break fast (I'm hoping to last till noon at least)?!?
* Dye hair? 😨
* eat cream bun? yummy yum yum
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Bye bye, Love you!
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I hope things get better n I hope maybe one day America won't be so shit
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Literally my life
of course i fucking binged anyway tho
jesus fuck
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🌤️ Morning Diary ☀️ [11:00]
* Omg I'm sorry I've ghosted you all 🙀 I haven't been doing a lot even so I have no excuse. Uhm... Updates. Okay so I tried fasting Saturday and low-key obsessed. I felt so much more in control of my impulses and mood and like wow. I won't do that as often probably or as long, but it was an interesting experience. Moderation is definitely key.
🌤️ Midday Diary [18:21]
* I hate work and everything.
🌙 Night Diary [22:20]
* I'm sleepy, but imma go down another YouTube rabbit hole. Wahhhhh I have no self control. Also no WIEIAD because the c@ls aren't cute and recently I've been messed up about what I'm eating so I'll stop posting maybe? What y'all think?
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🎧 Song of the Day
Numb by Linkin Park
I've become so numb, I can't feel you here
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📝 Today at a glance
*Woke up at: 10
* What I did: band, work
* Energy Level: High - dead 💀
* Best moment: morning time, before I broke
* Worst moment: color guard
* Overall vibe: 3/10
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🌱 Plans for Tomorrow
* Eat well
* Band
* Work
* Say no if you want
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Bye bye, Love you!
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Every app I open is either telling me to eat or k!ll myself what the heck
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backshots this, backshots that, i would like to be taken out back and shot
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