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🌤️ Morning Diary ☀️ [11:00]

     * Omg I'm sorry I've ghosted you all 🙀 I haven't been doing a lot even so I have no excuse. Uhm... Updates. Okay so I tried fasting Saturday and low-key obsessed. I felt so much more in control of my impulses and mood and like wow. I won't do that as often probably or as long, but it was an interesting experience. Moderation is definitely key.

🌤️ Midday Diary [18:21]

     * I hate work and everything.

🌙 Night Diary [22:20]

      * I'm sleepy, but imma go down another YouTube rabbit hole. Wahhhhh I have no self control. Also no WIEIAD because the c@ls aren't cute and recently I've been messed up about what I'm eating so I'll stop posting maybe? What y'all think?

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🎧 Song of the Day

Numb by Linkin Park

I've become so numb, I can't feel you here

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📝 Today at a glance

     *Woke up at: 10

     * What I did: band, work

     * Energy Level: High - dead 💀

     * Best moment: morning time, before I broke

     * Worst moment: color guard

     * Overall vibe: 3/10

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🌱 Plans for Tomorrow

     * Eat well

     * Band

     * Work

     * Say no if you want

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Bye bye, Love you!

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Every app I open is either telling me to eat or k!ll myself what the heck

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backshots this, backshots that, i would like to be taken out back and shot

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R u a girl or boy

I'm a girl lolol, do I look like a boy? My pronouns are she/they, but I use boy words to refer to myself sometimes cause I'm a little non-conforming.

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Yummy

Hello lovelies, enjoy today’s mealsp0 and don’t forget to take a walk! ⭐️

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Yummy yummy

Aww, you don’t eat "Rabbit Food🐇"? How tragic.☹ I’d would offer you a salad🥗, but I don’t want to overwhelm your system with "actual nutrients". Enjoy your slow descent into Junk food 🥓🥐 while I’m over here thriving.

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To all the people that follow me. Please don't k!ll yourself. A girl here recently died and it haunts me. She was 14. And now I want to check on everyone of you, I want you to be safe. I want you to be happy, to recover and to live a long life.

Please don't DIE.

I want to hug you all.

Stay safe and alive.

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Summerween is going on at Bath and Body Works, I wanted to buy something but I got a pumpkin soup stuffy instead

i’m so ready for halloween. i can’t wait for the cozy energy, halloween plushies and pumpkin spice to come back 🎃🕷️🕸️

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I feel so disgusting :(

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Daily Log 🪵 [071625]

🌤️ Morning Diary ☀️ [10:22]

     * I'm about to go to band and I'm not excited about it. I got sunburnt yesterday on my neck and I need to find my sunscreen. At least I can leave early today. I'm excited to eat my food. I slept well yesterday!

🌤️ Midday Diary [14:34]

     * My mom forgot about me again. Love it.

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🍽️ Food & Water Log

* Band:

* 2 Beyond Juice energy bites 😋: 160

* Medium green apple 🍏: 95

* Sip of Red Bull 🐂: 5

* Work:

* 2 chocolate chip cookies 🍪: 320

* Beyond juice Chicken bacon ranch cob salad (no bacon, no ranch) 🥗: 305

Total: 885 😖

Water 🌊:Drank 34 oz today

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🎧 Song of the Day

I'm on my Ateez grind because I need to lock in.

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🔮 Horoscope

♊Gemini ♊

     * Enjoy yourself, Gemini. You have a lot to be grateful for, so give thanks. Take pride in all you've accomplished so far and share your joy with others. Let go of the reins and sit back comfortably for a while. You've worked hard for a reason - to enjoy life. If you don't do it now, then when? Take time out and be with loved ones tonight.

    * Aw! I'll try my best! I'll try and be more positive.

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📝 Today at a glance

     *Woke up at: 10:20

     * What I did: band, work

     * Energy Level: low

     * Best moment: planning for ateez

     * Worst moment: probably my mom forgetting when she had to pick me up

     * Overall vibe: [Rate it out of 10]

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🌱 Plans for Tomorrow

     * Eat very little

     * Hang out with Kaelyn???

     * Work

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Bye bye, Love you!

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I'm never eating again istg

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Daily Log 🪵 [071525]

🌙 Night Diary [20:22]

      * Depressed again. I'll do better tomorrow. I'm sorry.

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🍽️ Food & Water Log

*NOTE: it's severely overestimated because my counting was off for a while and I got really paranoid all of a sudden about calories, so it could be as much as 200c off.

* Breakfast (w/ yogurt, cherries, granola, coconut, choc chips, mini wheat, egg white): 470

* Practice snack

*Medium plum: 40

*Monster Ultra: 10

* Dinner (Salad (spring mix, romaine, 5 tomatoes, 4 carrots, vinaigrette, ½ cheese stick, chia seeds)): 250

* Sanders white chocolate sea salt caramel (0.7 oz): 130

Total: 900

Water 🌊:Drank not enough today

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🎧 Song of the Day

This song always comes back to me when I feel like this

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📝 Today at a glance

     *Woke up at: 8:33

     * What I did: band, work, talked to my father

     * Energy Level: Low

     * Best moment: I went to beyond juice and bought my food for tomorrow.

     * Worst moment: I hit myself in the head with my flag, and also I had to learn hard choreo.

     * Overall vibe: 4/10

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🌱 Plans for Tomorrow

     * Wake up by 10 ish?

     * Eat beyond juice salad and energy

     * Band

     * Work

     * Try not to die

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Bye bye, Love you!

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My dad just asked me for diet advice, life is good

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No post today I'm depressed

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My digital footprint terrifies me